Chapter 6: Esther

On Wednesday before school, Lenya asked me for a conversation. Babette, Esther, Mayari, and Zarina were already sitting in the anteroom. Lenya thanked on behalf of all the girls that I would finally be ready to show my love to the girls even physically. It all went so seriously and solemnly, that I pinched a joke or a stupid remark, although that ‘finally’ already irritated me to the contradiction, but I let the ladies first.

Finally, I learned that my sweethearts had been discussing the matter seriously for several weeks. They would also have agreed on an order. Everyone would be aware that it was relatively early in her live, but Doctor Liebknecht would have already confirmed to seven girls that there would be no concerns for pregnancy from a medical point of view. “We have been consulting for a long time how it could be best for everyone and also for you, Michael. We would like you to become the girl’s permanent partner for two weeks, just like with your wives. Soon the next one would be up when you are ready for it again. If one does not become pregnant, it would automatically be her turn again.”

Solemnly, Lenya handed me a list. On it stood Esther, Zarina, Mayari, Priya, Isabella, Cara, Lenya, and Ananda. “We have one more request. Babette still wants to wait with a child, but we all ask you to spend at least two nights of love with her. She also deserved it a lot, but she renounced her third place in the order in favour of the other four girls. How much she loves you, you know better than we do.”

It amused me somehow, with what prudence from their point of view the girls had gone to the matter. Nevertheless, I felt surprised. “Watch out. I’m not ready yet. You’re pushing me pretty hard. With Esther, I’m doing a test to see if I can still cope with the matter with you, I say it consciously, even with children. I like you all so much, but not as a lover, more like a big brother or your father. Have patience. Maybe in ten years we will still be here and have completely different problems. And don’t forget, Babette is only thirteen years old until Xmas, there is no way. One more question: You just want one kid, right?”

Surprised, the girls looked at each other. Apparently, they hadn’t thought about that yet. But Lenya was quickly the master of the situation again. “We haven’t talked about that yet. First of all, it is important for me to give birth to a child. I don’t know if I want another child then. But I’m not just looking forward to the pregnancy. Honestly, we are all looking forward to lying in your arms and getting to know true love.”

“Sometimes you are simple minded, real children. It doesn’t work the way you imagine. I’m just a weak man, not a robot that you just turn on and he does what you want. Honestly, I’m afraid to hurt your feelings and disappoint you. It will not always be as successful as with Carmen and Ramona.” Esther interjected. “And with Luisa and with Olivia, you made everyone happy.”

“Also Florence and Leonie.” Mayari interjected.

“What’s the matter, Mayari? They were artificially inseminated.”

“But they both told me that you were so kind to show them the fire of love at least once, with Leonie even at the very top of the mountains at the Maca field, where you could hardly breathe.”

This was new for everyone, including Ramona, who was waiting for us with the start of classes. She looked at me questioningly.

“Yes, Mayari is right. Although both women were already pregnant, they had given me to understand that it was unacceptable without a man. Honestly, it was more a good deed than a great pleasure. Luisa had recommended this to me very much and saw it as important for the women and their love for their children.”

Now I justified myself even in front of the children. So far it had already come.

Babette immediately praised me for this. “A child conceived without love will never properly receive love from its mother. I had a friend in Constanta who had been born after her mother was raped. Her mother was never kind to her.”

Mayari added with a smile. “And he also made the two women from the village really happy. Leonie cried with joy while telling and raved about her apunchik. That’s how both women told me.”

“But hello, that’s it. Your English teacher is waiting. Esther, we need to talk after lunch. Come on, ladies. Lessons.”

After lunch, Ramona gave her assistant time off from afternoon work so that we could take a walk. As we left the camp through the gate, I literally felt the eyes of all the girls on us. They were as excited as Esther. I wanted to hike with her to the fishponds and then to the upper valley. My new partner had to answer me a lot of questions. She spoke very carefully, became more and more monosyllabic. The hike was somehow mysterious to her. In the village we stroked alpacas together, watched a few women at the fieldwork. Esther had to explain or comment on everything to me. I had deliberately put it that way. I wanted to get to know her even better and also show her that I was very interested in her opinion.

At the uppermost fishpond, I splashed her a little wet with clear water from the waterfall. We laughed and joked. At last the mood was a little more relaxed. Sitting on a stone, I pulled her onto my lap. Cautiously our lips approached. It was the first simple kiss after starting our partnership. “You are so sweet, Esther. Nature has made you so beautiful. I don’t want to damage that.” Tenderly I brushed her eyebrows and stroked her cheek with the pads of my fingers. Her eyes looked at me full of contradiction. Desiring, she pressed her lips to mine, but I did not allow a real love kiss. On the contrary, I raised her next to me and lit a cigarette for myself. Visibly disappointed, she went to the carp pond and fed the fish. Then she threw stones at tree trunks. She was totally dissatisfied with how the day was developing so far. But I also had no intention of giving in to their insistence today.

Finally we ascended to the upper valley. Today the view of the snow-capped peaks of the mountains was especially clear. Again I sat down on a stone ledge, pulled Esther on my lap, so that we could enjoy the wonderful scenery together. My hands covered her body. “Please, Esther, tell me in detail what you see and how you feel about it.”

It was very difficult for her to express her feelings. When my hands gently rested on her body, touched and caressed it, she leaned against me and enjoyed the tender touches. Her mouth sought mine, though she sat with her back to me. Cautiously our tongues met. For me it was a game. I wanted to show my dear Hungarian that you would have to get to know each other before you should take further steps. When she tried to turn to me, I wouldn’t let her. I asked her to tell me what animals she saw and what else impressed her.

Again my hands went on very gentle exploration. Unfortunately, I could no longer prevent her closeness and her youth from arousing me. Esther had felt it and was looking for more contact with her butt. So I just got up, took her by the hand and pulled her to the watercourse.

Esther finally said precociously: “Your body already wants me. I clearly felt this. Why don’t you just do what I want so much?” – “Esther, we have time. I want to get to know you better, explore and understand your feelings. Do you think that in Hungary every girl goes to bed with a guy right after the first kiss?”

We stopped. “You’re not a guy, you’re my husband now. You may, better you should do everything with me that a lover does.” I kissed her forehead, stroked her cheeky nose with my tongue and pinched her earlobe. “Do you mean that?” She did not answer. She hated my game.

“Tonight I invite you to my apartment. We will, if you also want, take a bath together to get to know us better. But I’ll tell you one thing. It’s not what you imagine is happening today. I have to get used to you as a partner first.”

“A shared bathtub that will definitely be nice. I’m happy about the idea.” An already somewhat desirable kiss followed. Gradually, she seemed to realize that I had no desire to jump on her like a buck and begat her. We strolled around a bit, drew each other’s attention to special birds or plants. Suddenly we heard a bright chirp. Two birds were talking. It was right in front of us. Esther showed me a tiny emerald-green bun of feathers on a branch, which suddenly stuck out its long pointed beak. When Esther pointed to the second bird, they whirled away.

Soon we saw several such tiny hummingbirds, as they were snacking from hanging flowers. I pulled Esther to me with her back to me. For minutes we watch the funny birds as they pushed their pointed beaks into the flowers in flight. When my lips touched Esther’s neck, she shuddered slightly. She quickly turned to me. “It’s so incredibly beautiful here. I love you.” Our mouths united. It was indescribable how we kissed without my little partner having much practice in it. She wanted me, and right now. She showed me that very clearly.

But I managed to calm her down. As we rounded the corner, a huge deer jumped out of the grass over the path into the denser bushes. We both looked at each other in fright. Then we laughed with relief and gave ourselves a short smack. Apparently my partner liked the hike now. She hummed in front of me and always grabbed my hand when we could walk next to each other. But mostly the path was very narrow. Again I found a beautiful place where the nearby rocks were overgrown with a thick layer of moss. The beautiful girl quickly hopped on my lap. I refused a kiss. “If you sing me the most beautiful lullaby, what you want to sing to your, yes, our baby, you will get a kiss.” After a moment’s thought, she smiled and sang. It was a Hungarian song. Esther’s singing and solemn expression alone were a lasting memory.

Our next kiss made me happy. We pressed our bodies together, and I enjoyed her physical warmth. We heated each other up. I quickly asked for another song to distract me. This time she sang a little stronger, but just as lovely. Then someone coughed artificially in front of us to make her felt. Esther looked at me in fright, but fortunately there was no reason to be alarmed. It was Leonie, the herbalist from the village, who always took roots and plants high in the mountains.

Esther had turned bright red. She was ashamed of our intimate get-together, but Leonie took it for granted. Apart from a short greeting, we could not speak a word to each other, because the Peruvian woman spoke only Quechua and very little Spanish. We looked at the fruit in the basket. It was frozen Maca tubers, a few handfuls of leaves and a box of seed kernels. Since she must have been very far up in the rocks, if she was carrying icy tubers with her. I could feel her eyes on my pants. I wasn’t directly embarrassed that the young woman on my lap had aroused me, but I didn’t necessarily want to present myself either. So I kept her basket in front of me as a simple privacy screen.

A short time later, Leonie continued on her way to the village after I had given her a kiss on the forehead. After all, she also carried a child of mine in her womb. Ramona had succeeded in artificial insemination. Nevertheless, I had given her the feeling during our mountain tour that a man coveted her and gave her his seed. In thin air, chewing coca leaves, I had to perform at my best until we made it. Leonie has been very different to me since then. She seemed to adore me. So it had been today. Everything I did, apparently, she found wonderful.

Esther was now to tell me her story of how she had come to the camp here. It was not such a beautiful thing. She was the eldest of four children. While the siblings were endowed with almost black hair and brown eyes, Esther was blond and blue-eyed. Again and again she heard whispering that a German tourist had given her mother a present, a blond angel. When she was thirteen years old, an Austrian man came to the village. He negotiated with her parents, gave them money, and later took Esther with him to a summer camp, where maybe twenty girls and boys lived for a couple of weeks. An agency made recordings for catalogues. Esther quickly became one of the photographers’ favourites. The Austrian was very kind to her; maybe it was even her biological father. He visited her every weekend at the camp and made trips to the surrounding area with her.

Anyway, shortly before the end of the summer holidays, she was forced to pose naked in front of the camera. She was totally uncomfortable, but two women helped her, and the shots were not too indecent. She received a lot of recognition from the nice women. Two days before the end of the camp stay, which was otherwise boring, she was awarded a trophy. She was led to an office where her mother and the nice man Heinz from Austria were sitting. Esther finally agreed to go to America for a year to be trained as a model. Her mother had already signed the contract and gave her a loveless kiss of recognition.

That was the last time she saw her mother. A jeep took Esther to some port. Babette was still sitting in the car, the nice girl, she had hardly noticed in the camp so far. In the evening, just before the harbour, they were both brought to the harbour area by a woman through a hole in the fence. Everything was pretty mysterious. The jeep picked them up again in the port, having passed the control without the girls, and drove to a giant ship. Two sailors helped the girls into the ship via two narrow planks. Esther shared with Babette a windowless cabin in the hull of the ship. At dinner she met Lenya and Fahsai. The four girls could not communicate with each other with a word. Before the ship left, Sula was suddenly sitting at the table at meals. She addressed all the girls in English, but each of them knew very few words.

When Esther continued to talk about the weeks of hardships and the annoying loneliness during the trip, she cried. It must have been terrible days. The worst thing, however, was that the children were later smuggled back into a port with their mouths taped shut and had to sit in a larger fishing cutter in the smelly storage room. There was no toilet, only a bucket, and this for more than one day. Most of the girls would have just cried.

Finally arrived here at the camp, the accommodation and the food were fine, but the treatment by Mrs. Liebknecht, especially the unsolicited defloration, almost put more strain on Esther. Then the helicopter crashed and the doctor was upset and cried a lot.

“But the worst part was that I couldn’t even exchange a word with any girl. The first two days were absolutely terrible. That’s when you appeared like a saving angel. When you showed us the destroyed bridge, I lost all hope at first, but you have been my hero ever since. Everything we had experienced afterwards took us forward. Even the show with the sexy lingerie I had not resented you. How you had looked at me in the office, when I was almost naked in front of you, made me shiver pleasantly. I think I’ve loved you since that moment.”

She accompanied this confession with a loving kiss. “Shall I tell you one more thing? I’ve only been happy since Ananda’s birthday. All that was missing was one important question in order to be completely happy, to get the chance to have my own baby. Every night when I fall asleep, I dream about how you take me tenderly, enchant me and bear a child with me. That’s why I was sometimes unjust and cried, but more out of spite, to enforce my will. I’ve been so happy since last night. I finally have a chance to get a child.”

This time I kissed Esther. It was not easy for her to express so many secret thoughts to me. She had often poked around or searched for the right words, but I was convinced that I understood her much better now.

We hiked along the path for a while and discovered the first ascent, where it went steeply high into the mountains. In some places, braided ropes made of sheep’s wool hung in order to be able to pull them up on it. There had to be several such ascents, because the path split. It was interesting that our villagers got along so well here.

Soon I took a break for drinking. I deliberately took only one bottle from my backpack. Those who kissed could also drink from the same bottle. My dear partner passed the test. I was increasingly convinced that Esther could have been a great friend in the other world for me if I was somehow between fourteen and sixteen years old. But I, unfortunately, was almost thirty years older than her.

We teased each other a little and she had to endure that I smoked the second cigarette in her presence. She also took a tiny puff and blew the smoke in my face. I paid her back with a fat cloud of smoke. She shook herself disgustedly, although kissing went despite my cigarette smell. For the first time she tried to stroke my penis. For a moment I let her feel it, but quickly took her hand away again. “Maybe tonight, Esther. Let’s take our time.” She nodded understandingly.

Contrary to my firm intentions, I gently caressed her sweet breasts. She was happy, enjoyed it a lot and helped herself out of the t-shirt. She seemed to like my tongue and lips, certainly enjoying my inspection of her beautifully shaped youthful breasts. Her nipples stiffened like beautiful pearls. We kissed harder and harder. When she sat almost naked on my lap, I could hardly hold myself. She helped me expose my member like it was the most normal thing in the world. It was at least as wet as its counterpart. It was a breeze to unite us. I wanted to enjoy it longer and held her tight. She fought back, wanting to prove herself, at least voluntarily moving her abdomen to stimulate me.

Finally, I moistened her right middle finger and showed her what I would like. A little unsettled, she began to caress herself. I thought of crazy things to get me off, but her desire became more and more violent. In the end, I loosened my arm clips around her body and she took for granted what she wanted. It was violent. A little astonished, she looked at me to quickly close her eyes again. Then followed a wild kiss. “Thank. It was heavenly.” – “Excuse me, Esther, this was far from planned. But you were so unique today. I thank you, it was lovely, great, magnificent.”

After some intimate kisses we went home. “Please, Esther, be so kind and tell everyone that we just took a nice hike. I don’t want the girls to think that I took you immediately on the first day. This is not good for them. I would like to get them used to me later, before we do ... I don’t want to shoot them from behind, from ambush.”

“Fortunately, I got used to you very quickly.” Ironically, she also became just like her boss, our lady Doctor. “I hadn’t imagined it that way, but it couldn’t have been more beautiful. I’m already looking forward to tonight.” I closed her chatterbox with a kiss.

On the way home, she taught me the second verse of our song of Paradise. I loved humming to her lovely singing. Our mood was getting better and better. For a moment I took her on my shoulder like a little child. She had to sing the song of the valleys in the Andean country to me again and again. I hummed the melody of “By the rivers of Babylon”. Despite the burden on my shoulders, I felt free and happy.

Of course, that’s how Leonie saw us again. Apparently she had been on another mountain, for her basket was now filled to the brim with branches and grasses. She helped Esther down from my shoulders and laughed childishly as we did. I firmly pressed the two women to me. Leonie looked at me deeply and questioningly. Obviously she had smelled what was going on between Esther and me. Smiling, I nodded to her. Then she suddenly gave my Esther a smack. “Tukuy imata kusa, tukuy imata kusa.” Later I learned that she had wished Esther the very best in the Inca language Quechua.

I repeated the words to Leonie. She cast down her eyes shyly, but was delighted. Together we carried her heavy basket to the village. Our four girls, totally sweaty and dishevelled, surrounded Esther and asked her out. By chance, I could hear Esther’s answer. “We had a wonderful hike, sang and got to know each other better.” – “And?” Isabella asked especially curiously. – “Nothing, and that’s coming. We have two weeks.”

Why our girls were still here, they proudly told me. The villagers had cut grass. Our girls had turned it over repeatedly. Nuria had suddenly predicted rain. So they helped with all their strength to recover the semi-dry hay. There were covered hayracks for this. The hay was used in dry periods for the cows and alpacas. They had managed to salvage everything.

Of course, I praised my hardworking girls. There has been a reason when sports could be cancelled. On the way to the Palazzo it really started to rain lightly. I quickly went with Esther to the Casa, while our four ‘peasant ladies’ ran screaming and screaming to the gate. “Sula will let them in already.” I was talking to Esther.

Carmen was fine. She had left the village earlier today because she had to take care of the potato field behind the guesthouse. She also looked at me in amazement. Apparently, we just didn’t smell ourselves. Carmen smiled understandingly as I blushed slightly. Fortunately, the girls had not realized that Esther had not told the whole truth. We just waved to Alejandra and Olivia for just saying “Hello” and went to the Palazzo. We urgently needed to wash ourselves.

A cheering crowd of girls welcomed us. Everyone wanted to sniff at us. “Was it nice?” Mayari asked. Esther was bright red and wanted to stammer something. I just took her by the hand and pulled her into my bedroom. “Esther, all is well. Everyone, apparently, smelled it. We had not been able to wash after our best hour today.” Now she understood what the girls meant. “I thank you anyway for sticking to our agreement.” A fine smack sealed our commonality.

Ramona knocked and came to us. “All the girls are radiant. What did you guys do?” – “We were hiking, singing, feeling good.” I answered with a smile. “The girls have already told me. They could smell your well-being.”

Esther was embarrassed again. “Please let some water in the tub. We need to take a bath. And we do not need any doctor, please leave the loving couple alone and undisturbed.” Ramona gave me a nice hug and praised me with both thumbs.

I quickly locked the bedroom door so that no one could disturb us. The bath foam smelled tempting. The water was not very warm. While hot water was running, my partner swarmed around me. She had a fantastic figure. She was already a little more than one meter sixty. Her hips passed into a wonderful waist. The bottom was tight, but already a little feminine. I admired her slender shapely legs from the very first day, but by now they were even more impressive.

Soon we found ourselves united in the now pleasant water. Esther was sitting on me again. Her body tightly enclosed my sceptre. Again I hold her. It shouldn’t be raining. “Please, my love, sing your aria for me, please.” She looked at me in complete surprise. “Just as we are now? Do you really want this?”

“Yes. It would be a complete new experience for me, we’ll both never forget.” She did not want it in any case, but after several kisses and caressing her beautiful body at any place I want she gave up her resistance.

“I’ll sing you something in German, which I did with Ram ... with Mrs. Liebknecht practiced. The ‘Julischka from Budapest’.” She sang from the bottom of her heart. I hardly dared to stir. Her whole body was in motion at the fast song. An eerie feeling gripped my body. My breath was getting faster and faster. She was itching during her song when I surrendered to her. After her singing, we kissed without ceasing. I loved this girl. That was clear to me now. No, not as a father figure as before, my physical desire grew minute by minute.

I quickly got out of the tub and dried myself off. I wrapped a soft bath towel around the beauty now standing in the tub and carried her to my bed. The last drops dabbed, I looked at the beauty. Esther smiled at me, a little bid unsure but lovely. Soon I was lying next to her and drawing curls with my index finger on her body. “You really want me to help you destroy this masterpiece of nature?” She looked at me questioningly.

“Do you really want that wonderful bosom to be turned into buxom, milk-giving breasts?” - She laughed. “Yes, I do.” I stroked her body. “Do you really want this beautiful body to be bloated and disfigured with stretch marks?” – “Yes, I do.”

My hand rested on her pussy. “And do you really want that beautiful vagina to be stretched and maybe even hurt by childbirth?” – “Yes, I want this, because I would like to have a child.”

I drew her to me and, after a slight lip meeting, said to her: “You also know that you will be only one of seventeen women, and I can not take extra time or constant attention to you?” – “Yes, I know that. We discussed this for a long time, how everyone should restrain herself a little. However, it is a great pity. I wished on the road today that you could be there for me alone.”

“You know, Esther, our afternoon together was beautiful. Do you want to hear what I wanted?” She looked at me with interest. “My strong wish was that we would be together somewhere in this world and I would only be 14 to 16 years old. Then, unfortunately, it occurred to me that I’m almost 30 years too old for you.” – “You’re not. If you had been with us in our village and waited for me, I would have married you right away, despite the age, if it had been possible.”

“Oh, silly. Then it would have gone much better for you with young suitable aged boys.” – “Never. It will never be as beautiful as here again. And since today it is fantastic. I guess I’ll be crying with happiness tonight.” The following love kiss cannot be described at all.

Esther tried to play something with me. “Let’s be good for today. We should sleep now. Do you want to stay here?” An approving kiss sealed our covenant. “Good night, dear Esther.” – “Good night, Michael. You are the best in my life.”

In the middle of the night I woke up when Esther went to the toilet. With a growling stomach, she lay down next to me. “Are you missing the dinner?” – “A little bit, but I have an appetite for something else.” I was ready quickly and again without much foreplay she lay on me and showed me her desire. Her movements became more and more wild. I was happy to let her go and just stroked her backs and butt. She should have all the opportunities to gain her own sexual experience.

My body soon thanked her fierce efforts and surrendered. Esther wanted to thank me for my gift with a kiss, but our size difference was still significant. So she crawled to me.

After a few kisses, she was lying in my arms and snoring very easily. I couldn’t fall asleep so quickly, but it was a pleasure to have the lovely creature so familiar lying with me. Nevertheless, I had doubts again as to whether it was right to fulfil the will of the almost still children. It seemed to me that my girls had stepped into a mass psychosis.

Before breakfast, Esther wanted to do some morning exercises again, but I refused her. “We have to clean ourselves thoroughly from today. I don’t want our love to reach everyone. It’s best if you take a shower first.” – “Please do it first.”

I didn’t realize how cleverly she had planned this until she came to me in the shower. It was still nice how we washed each other off and kissed repeatedly bubbly, even if I had to sit down on the shower stool.

My love blow-dried my hair before she blow-dried herself. Like an old married couple, we moved naked together in the bathroom. She watched with interest as I shaved. I kept looking at her body and her elegant movements in the mirror. Esther was an indescribable beauty.

In the meantime, the gong for breakfast had sounded. Before we had dressed, the whole crowd of interested girls was gathered at the big table. Our arrival was accompanied first with murmurs, then with knocking, finally with loud clapping. Sula got up and made Esther sit next to me. For this, my dear African assistant got a friendly touch on her lips from me. Smiling, she said: “A loving couple should always be together.”

Esther did not like herself in the role of being in the centre of attention. Everyone kept looking at her, making gestures and forming words with their lips. After all, it was too much for her. “Guys, it was, it’s beautiful, but please leave us alone. But thank you to you that I was allowed to be the first. Now I am infinitely happy.” She kissed me gently, even though I had my mouth full of food. Again, everyone knocked approvingly on the table.

In the morning hours, everyone went about her work. I was maintaining our two buggies and the trailer. Priya, Babette, and Sula helped me. We divided the responsibilities for the future. Sula should maintain the transport trailer. Babette was responsible for everything mechanical, Priya for everything electrical of the two golf cars. Several times I explained to the girls how carefully they had to handle the batteries. Priya and Babette drove a big test lap. Sula hitched the trailer and drove me to the container warehouse. She almost burst with curiosity. Her “Well, how was it?” I answered only with a smile. When she did not give up, I made it very clear to her that I would not be ready to talk about intimate things.