Chapter 3

Hi again. I bet you have wondering what happened since I last put pen to paper. Well Jenna and Robert have been doing great. She is getting really big in the belly department and they are both loving it. Cindy is really happy to be living at home with me and has started me on a diet that has me feeling better and healthier since before my wife’s death.

Cindy is doing pretty well too. She now has a job doing what she loves, heading up a daycare center nearby. She stopped taking birth control because of the problems she was having but she has asked me to wear condoms when we make love. I didn’t say anything to object to that because it was a woman’s decision when it came to things like that.

Life was going great and I was taking it all in. Jenna still came by for a little TLC from me about once a week even though Cindy was now here for me full time. It was so much easier to do now that I knew she was doing so with her husband’s knowledge. I knew she had the right man for her when they married, I just didn’t realize he loved her enough to share.

Let me tell you there is nothing in the world like making love to a pregnant woman. Sure the positions are restricted but the feel and her reactions are out of this world. I mean a woman who isn’t pregnant is sensitive to sex, but when her whole body is focused on what is going on down there a penis being added to the equation can send them to the moon on gossamer wings.

After the other girls found out Cindy was living at home again they came by to offer their condolences. When they saw how happy she was they changed gears and threw a little freedom party for her. Before I knew it Jenna ran out to the garage and came back with an arm full of bottles and the others cheered. It looked like my hobby was about to become the source of entertainment. We all sat around and talked about what was going in in each other’s lives. I faded to the background and just listened in. Jenna (who only had a soda) talked about how her life and marriage had only been getting better since she got pregnant. Thankfully she hadn’t dropped the bomb about who the father of said baby was. They talked about it together and soon they sounded like my daughters again. Chatting away so fast I swear I could only make out every other word.

It was getting a little late and I decided to let them get sloshed together. “Ok girls.” I interrupted them. “I’m going to go to bed early. I would like it if you would give me your keys now, you can have them back in the morning. All of your rooms are still made up so you can crash in them if you want.” I held out my hand and everyone, even Jenna, placed their keys in it. I took a quick shower and made myself comfortable for the night. I was laying there watching TV when I heard loud laughing and talking going on. I loved hearing my girl’s voices in the house again. I hadn’t realized how lonely and empty my life was without them. After my wife died I guess I was just existing, staying in this world for no real reason.

I was reveling in the feeling of it all when I heard a shout. Not an angry one just one of shock. I decided to find out what was going on, call it dad instinct but something was bothering me. I got out of bed and slipped down the hall to make sure everything was alright. I got close enough to hear the girls clearly without them knowing I was there. Cindy’s was the first voice I heard. “Holy shit. You are a lesbian?” That got my attention. “I like to think of myself as a bisexual.” Came Jessi’s voice. “But I thought you had always like dudes. I mean in high school you always had a boy hanging off of you.” That was Traci. “I know, but they all really sucked. I mean I never felt comfortable with any of them. When I got to college I dated a few times and found I didn’t like all the little boys running around in grown up clothes. Then I discovered my roommate was bi and we became lovers. It was better than any guy I had ever been with in a lot of ways, but it still wasn’t what I am looking for, and it’s better than being alone.” “What are you wanting then, I mean you must have some idea.” That was Jenna and I feared what she was leading the girl into. “Oh come on, you know. So I do my best and try to feel something like I used to feel.” “So what are you wanting in life?” Asked Cindy. Jessi sighed in frustration. “The same thing we all always wanted. Leaving home for college was a relief and hell at the same time. I didn’t want to leave but it was just too damn frustrating to stay. Even with everything I have at school I would give it all away in a second to be here with him.”

The sorrow and loneliness I heard in her voice cut into me. I never knew any of my girls felt this way and to hear Jessi, my littlest one sound so lost actually made me ache inside till it hurt. If I felt like this now what had she felt like all these years. I pushed away any kind of resistance and walked in. The girls all looked at me and smiled, even little Jessi.

“Hey dad, what are you doing up?” Jessi asked. I simply walked over to her, took her hand in mine and led her away. She followed on unsure feet and when we reached my bedroom I turned and closed the door behind us. She looked at me confused until I stepped up to her and pulled her into a kiss. It was soft at first but I let my passions out and she responded.

We kissed like that for a long time, just standing there, then I pulled back and her eyes were still closed. I guided her to the side of the bed and began to slip her clothes off. She never opened her eyes she just stood there, rocking back and forth a little with a smile on her face. I whipped my shorts off and eased onto the bed.

Lifting myself over her she parted her legs, smiling the whole time. I kissed her again and then followed the line of her cheek and then to her neck. Eventually I kissed and then sucked at her hard nipples causing her hips to rock up and down. I moved back up and kissed her as her hip motion introduced me into her body.

Her eyes were closed as she groaned deeply. I only had about an inch into her but she was gripping me hard. I slipped my tongue into her mouth and she moaned even more, but didn’t loosen up. I reached up and captured a breast in my hand, stroking a finger across her stiffened nipple. Her response was to thrust her hips up, forcing me deeper into her. I felt her hymen give way and I was incredibly shocked at the feeling.

Her eyes flew open and she just stared at me. The pain I must have caused her made me feel horrible but her face made it worse. It was filled with fear and worry. “Little love are you ok? I’m so sorry but I didn’t know you were still a virgin.” In a small voice she could only say “Dad?” “Yes little love it’s me.” Her eyes just focused on mine.

“Are we really making love together?” “Yes we are. I thought you knew that?” “I thought I had passed out and that I was dreaming. It was so much like so many of my dreams.” “No little love this isn’t a dream. You are in my bed, and in my arms. I love you, I always have.” Confusion filled her eyes but also hope. “But why, and why now?” “Because now I know. I never knew you girls felt the way you did about me. I can’t say I would have done anything about it then but I do know I can now.” “Any you want to do this? You want me?” “Yes Jessica. I love you, and I want you. I want to fill the emptiness you have felt inside.”

As I said this my erection actually came back. As it did began to stretch her a little and she winced. “I’m sorry to have caused you pain. I didn’t think that you were still a virgin. I didn’t mean to take that from you.”

She wrapped her arms and legs around me and held me so hard it was hard to breath. “You didn’t take anything. I had saved it all these years for you, only you.” She began to cry, but wouldn’t let go. I tried to keep my balance but my legs began to give way and they slid out. This caused me to plunge into her fully and she screamed out loud.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to do that so hard.” She tossed her head and I saw the tears pouring out of her. I began to pull up and out but she tightened her grip with her legs, pulling me back in. “No don’t leave me, don’t ever leave me. I need you so bad.” And she hammered her hips up at me trying to force more of me into her.

I placed my hands on the sides of her face and forced her to look at me. “Jessica, Stop this now.” She looked at me with a wild look in her eyes. “I love you and I will keep loving you. This is our first time together and it won’t be our last.” I could see relief in her eyes and her grip loosened. “From now on we are lovers and I will be here, like this whenever you need or want me.”

She pulled me into a deep loving kiss. Her eyes were huge and filled with love. “You mean it don’t you. You’re mine after all these years of hoping and praying?” “Yes little love, my heart has always belonged to you and your sisters, now it looks like my body does too.” She held me tight and nuzzled me. By this time I was limp as a boiled noodle and had slipped out.

I tapped her leg and laid down next to her. “I love you Jessi.” She just held me and cried. We were like that for a long time when a little knock sounded at the door. I hollered for them to come in and pulled a blanket over Jessi’s naked body.

Jenna came in and looked at us. Then she came over and sat on the bed. “Well that was a heck of a way to include Jessi and Traci in all of this. We kept things quiet till Jessi screamed out and Traci wanted to charge back here to see what was going on.” I looked over and saw Traci looking in curiously.

“She was afraid we would find you covered in blood or something.” “Well she would have. It seems little Jessi here had been saving her virginity, and I wasn’t ready for that.” Jenna laughed a little and waved over her shoulder. I waved too and Traci came in looking at me like she had never seen me before.

“Dad, is it true? That you have been making love to my sisters? That you even got Jenna pregnant?” I nodded. “Yep, it’s true. Though in truth it wasn’t my plan for this to happen, I am not unhappy that it has happened.” Traci looked around and thought. “So why am I the last to know?” I looked at Jenna and Cindy.

“Sweetie, how do you tell someone something like this?” She sat there and fluttered her hands. She looked at me and got flustered. “Hell if I know but damn it I don’t like the thought of being left out.” “Traci, you weren’t being left out. Look at what happened. Rob knows about the relationship, but I hated to think he didn’t. I didn’t like the idea of Jenna cheating on her husband.”

Cindy held my hand at that point. “I took dad as a lover after I had already separated from my husband. It was everything that I had been through that created the situation that brought us together.” Then out of the blue Little Jessi spoke up. “And I have needed this my whole life. I couldn’t put it into words but I needed to be here, like this with him. No other person has ever made me feel as complete as I do at this very moment.”

“So you have to understand Traci, It not that we want to leave you out of anything, but you are happily married. You have a good husband, great kids, and a good life. What we are here is more of a corrective situation.” She sat there thinking about what we had all said. “I guess you’re right. I shouldn’t be included in this.” But the way she said it alarmed something in me.

I snagged her hand and pulled her to me. She fought for a second and then let it out. Her tears felt like fire against my skin. “Traci, sweetheart you’re not being excluded from anything. You are my daughter and I love you with all of my heart just like I always have. Like I always will.” This helped but not completely.

I took a deep breath and lifted her chin. I looked at the tear streaked face and pulled her into the kind of kiss she had always wanted from me. Her arms went around my neck and she held onto me with a fierce passion. We stayed like that for a long time, just kissing and stroking each other. Then out of the blue she shuddered and sighed. She loosened her grip and her head fell back. There was a smile of happiness on her face and she just flopped onto her back.

I looked at Jenna and she had a huge grin. “That’s how Traci cums. One big shudder and then blah.” I looked at my lovely daughter and waited. She looked up at me and smiled. “I sure hope you don’t consider that cheating on my husband cause I am going to need more of those from you.” I kissed her on the tip of her nose like I always did. “What’s cheating about a little kiss from a girl’s father?” We all laughed at that.

“Oww, don’t make me laugh like that.” Jessi told us as she clutched at her stomach. We had somehow forgotten that she had just lost her virginity. “Dad, I’m going to run a hot tub, you need to carry Jessi into it. She pulled a few muscles and needs to get them to relax.” Then she headed to my bathroom.

I lifted my little girl into my arms and she acted just like she did when she was little. She rested her head on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around my neck. It wasn’t easy but I did it anyway. Jenna saw the strain and helped me ease her into the tub. The water began to turn pink as Jenna took care of her little sister. I grabbed a washrag and headed back into the bedroom.

Cindy was there with an armload of sheets. “She bled a little on them. I thought I would change them before she got out.” Then she was gone. Traci was tucking in clean ones and she smiled at me. “I love you dad. You always knew all of our emotions and usually had the answer before we did. I guess a father’s work is never really done.”

I walked over to her and when she looked up at me I cupped her face in my hand and kissed her again, kissed her like the woman she was rather than the daughter she always will be. “Of course I did. I meant what I said when I told you that all of you girls have always held my heart. When you felt pain so did I, and that will never change.”

She smiled at me and placed her hand over mine. “I know dad. I really do and thanks for teaching me to remember how lucky I already am.” We stood like that till Cindy came back in. “Hey, enough of the lovey dovey stuff. We need a fresh bed done over here.” Traci leaned over and threw a pillow at her. Cindy snagged out of the air and wound up for a return shot.