“Oh my fucking GOD, my whole body hurts,” I think as I lie here, unable to sleep. Even after a Percocet and a Valium, the deep ache throughout my body, will not let me sleep. Thank God my husband David was sound asleep when I got home. There was no way I could have hidden how I was hobbling, as I tried to walk straight. Not to mention, that my big 36DD tits were flopping around loose in my blouse, since my black lover tore my bra in half, in a show of domination and control, that made me know that I needed him to take me and brutally make me his bitch. And brutally take me and make me his bitch, he did.

When he sapped my tits and ass HARD with his big strong hands, I should have cowered in fear and pain. Instead, I felt an excitement more powerful that anything I have ever felt before. It was like each painful SLAP shot lightning directly to my desperate pussy and to my overwhelmed brain. I could feel double explosions, one in my pussy, overpowering me with pleasure, while another exploded in my brain, driving out all thought and reason. I was no longer a sensible wife who adored her husband. I instantly became a shameless whore, who is a slave to her pussy, and its desperate need to be utterly destroyed by a big cock ... many cocks, if I am being completely honest.

Destroyed I was, too. That black God and his amazing cock not only destroyed my body. They also destroyed my mind and my soul. They may have also destroyed my marriage. Then when he was done with me, he dismissed me like a thing he had no further use for. Of course, he sent me away with instructions that I was to come running, whenever he calls me in the future. And even now, as I lay here next to my loving husband, trying not to let him hear my sobs, I am completely certain that I will do exactly that. As shameful as I feel, and in such overwhelming physical pain, I know that there is no way I can resist this feeling of addiction.

Yes, I can’t deny my need for the feeling of a large cock filling me in ways that my husband never can. I hope that doesn’t sound shallow. It is more than just the large size of the cock and how it touches places inside me that my husband’s small cock can’t touch. It is more the way that the man with the large cock enters my body, my brain, and my soul, then makes me feel, think, and believe things, my husband never can. I have only been with two large-cocked men so far, but both of them broke my image of myself as a proper, intelligent, well mannered, housewife. They both made me face the fact that I am a cock hungry slut, who not only needs cock, but also one who desperately needs to please men sexually, especially in the most humiliating ways possible. They made me realize that I am just a cock sleeve, who is made to satisfy men.

But doesn’t satisfying men, include satisfying my husband? I do love and adore him. I have always enjoyed satisfying him, even though I now fully understand, that he may never be able to satisfy me again. Maybe, if I explain all of this to him, he will understand. Maybe he will want me to get my satisfaction, as long as I always make sure he is satisfied? Yes, I owe it to him to be honest. I owe it to both of us, if there is a chance that we can both be satisfied, and we can preserve the love and companionship of our marriage.

Having made up my mind, I figure that there is no better time to find out than right now, especially since there is no fucking way, I will be able to sleep at all tonight. So, with that decided, I slide beneath the sheet and work my way to David’s cock. I feel it under his silk boxers. I love the smooth feeling of the slick material as it slides over his cock. I feel it twitch and start to grow slightly in my hand. I rub and tease it with my fingers as I pull his cock through the hole in his boxers. I take it in my mouth. I suck it all the way into my mouth as I roll it with my tongue. The one good thing about his smaller cock, is that I can take all of him in my mouth and lick his balls. In fact, I can even lick all the way down to his sensitive butt hole, with his whole cock in my mouth.

He is now fully erect in my mouth, and I realize that he is awake, when I feel his hand cup around my head and hold me on his cock. Suddenly, I feel him toss the sheet back, revealing me sucking his cock. I look up and see him smile as he says, “Well, someone is in a mood tonight.” I don’t say anything in reply, but I smile at him and flutter my tongue rapidly over the sensitive head of his cock. His eyes roll back in his head, as he tosses his head back and GROANS in delight. I am really good at sucking cock, and I quickly bring him to a LOUD orgasm, swallowing almost all of his cum.

As I rub the traces of cum off my lips and suck them from my finger, I slide up to cuddle next to him. While he is still in his post-orgasm bliss, I ask him, “Did you like that? Do you like the way I satisfy you David?”

“GOD yes,” He quickly blurts out. “You know that, Ellen. You know that I cum for you like nobody I have ever been with. I can’t even imagine another woman who could satisfy me like you do. Why do you ask?”

“I am glad to hear that David. I am so glad that I satisfy you like that. You want me to feel that same satisfaction too, don’t you David? You love me and want to know that I am just as satisfied, don’t you Baby?”

“Of course, Ellen. I would hate it if you were not satisfied ... I would hate myself, if I knew that you were not satisfied. You are satisfied, aren’t you Ellen? Please tell me the truth. I will do anything to satisfy you. Just tell me what you need.”

The desperation in his voice makes me realize that he will do just that, anything to make sure I am satisfied. I know I should be ashamed of myself, but right now, all I feel is elation, that I can keep my loving marriage, and still get the large cocks that I need. Even as I lay here trying to figure out what to say next, I am having visions in my head of being pushed face first over a table full of shoes, as I am ploughed from behind by my shoe salesman, with that big cock. MMMM, and now it is my Big Black God with that monster black snake, pushing into me as he SQUEEZES and SLAPS my big hanging tits, while he fucks me over his couch.

I try to get control of my beathing, that is now a throaty rasp. My voice cracks as I finally admit to my husband, “Please don’t hate me for this, but I realize that your cock is not enough for me ... it has not been enough for so long now ... but ... I love you so much and I never want to hurt you, by saying such a thing ... but now ... since you ask so sincerely, and I can feel how much you want me to be satisfied ... Well, knowing how much you want me to be happy and satisfied ... It would be dishonest and a betrayal ... in a way ... if I am less than completely honest with you ... Do you hate me, David? Do you hate me because I can’t be satisfied by your cock David? GOD David, PLEASE don’t hate me. Please don’t hate me ... I am only doing what you wanted ... being honest...” I set the hook by crying and desperately holding onto him.

“No ... Please Ellen ... It’s OK ... It’s OK ... You are right ... I do want to know ... I do want your honest answer ... I do want you to be satisfied in our marriage ... You can be satisfied in our marriage, can’t You? I mean ... if I had a larger cock ... or you could have some larger cocks ... You know ... maybe now and then ... would you be satisfied? You would want to stay with me? You would want to keep what we have together? Please tell me you will ... PLEASE Ellen...”

I can’t look at him right now because I am sure the smirk on my face will give me away. I burry my face in his chest and sob lightly as I answer, “Yyyyou want that ... David? Yyyou wwwant me to cheat with other men ... Men with larger cocks ... Men who can satisfy mmmme ... Like you can’t? Is that wwwwhat YOU want David? Will that make YOU happy ... will that save our marriage? Because that is what I want more than anything else ... to save our marriage ... to stay with you ... so happy with YOU ... If that is what it takes ... I will do it ... I will ... to save US ... I will do anything...”

“Yes, Baby ... Yes ... Anything ... I will do anything ... put up with ANYTHING ... to keep you ... to keep what we have ... I love you so much and want more than anything on the Earth, for you to be happy and satisfied.”

I almost feel guilty, hearing the desperation in his voice and the certainty that he will, in fact, willingly allow me to find and fuck all of the large cocks, that I want and need. I push down the excitement in my voice as I innocently ask him, “How do we do this David? I like your idea about finding men with large cocks to fuck me, but how do we do that? How do we find men with large cocks, who will want to fuck me? Oh my GOD, David. I love you so much that you want to do this ... I love you even more than I thought possible. The fact that you love me so much and want me to be satisfied so much, that you will do THIS ... Have you thought about this a lot, David? Have you thought about me being fucked by other men ... men with big thick cocks ... Have you David? Have you thought about these men fucking me ... breaking me open with their big cocks, while you watch? Is that something you want David? Is it? I will do it ... for YOU, David ... I will do anything for you David ... ANYTHING”

He doesn’t answer right away, and I am afraid that maybe I took it too far. I am about to try to pull some of it back, when he slowly starts, “Well ... I mean ... that is ... watching you getting fucked by these men with large cocks ... hmmm ... Would that satisfy You Ellen? I mean ... in a way ... will it make it safer for you ... maybe it will make it more of a thing we are doing together ... you know ... less like you are cheating or something ... Yes ... of course I already said that I will do anything ... everything really ... to keep you happy and satisfied...”

Before he can realize what he has said and can regret it, I jump up and kiss him and hug him like I will crush him with my small arms. I break my passionate kiss to tell him, “I love you so MUCH ... I love that you want to do ALL of that for me ... for US ... My GOD ... You have me so fucking excited right now ... When can we do this? When do you want to do this David? Please tell me more David ... PLEASE ... I have seen some things on the internet ... You know, guys with really large cocks fucking women like me ... Have you seen those also? Have you looked at those and thought about those guys fucking ME? Have you stroked your cock, watching those and thinking of me? Do you have some men in mind already David? Please tell me who you want to fuck me?”

I have been stroking his cock the entire time we have been talking about this and it is now completely hard and oozing pre-cum. I trace the slick pre-cum around his sensitive head with my thumb, as I wait for his response. I have him so excited at this point, that he can’t think straight, and can only moan out, “God YES, Ellen ... Whatever you want ... right fucking NOW, if you want...”

I smile to myself as I tell him, “Well, since you are so excited for this, let’s start right now ... that’s what you want ... right David?” To make sure he continues in this direction, I rub my thumb harder and faster around his sensitive cock head, as I SQUEEZE his balls with my other hands. “Oh God, YESSS,” he gasps, so I take that as agreement.