Chapter 6

“Well, well, look who finally made it.” Alex laughed as I stumbled through the kitchen and managed to collect up something resembling breakfast. I shot the spunky blond a quick glare before I poured myself a glass of orange juice. I was feeling a bit run down after so many late nights in a row. Even the afterglow of last nights marathon sexing wasn’t enough to offset the fatigue.

I was a bit surprised it had taken this long for me to get hammered by that lack of proper rest. I suppose the excitement, tension and everything else had kept me rolling. That and the sex, so much amazing sex. I never imagined having sex as a girl would feel so good, and it had a way of masking other issues. Unfortunately, so many late nights in a row could not be denied forever.

“How are you not exhausted?” I grumbled as I plopped onto the seat across of Alex. I hadn’t had much of a chance to talk to her for the last couple of days since we had both gone on the pickup challenge to the same bar. She’d acclimated to becoming a woman far better than most of the other pledges, or at least she faked it better than them. It had taken me longer, but now that the initiation week was almost over, I’d actually gotten used to being a girl.

It was a strange thing. When the Tau Geta Delta President turned all of us from guys into girls, it had been a huge shock. They offered us the option to back out, but if we wanted to join the frat we had to stay a girl for a whole week and we had to take on a variety of sexual challenges. I’d never have imagined that joining a Fraternity would mean I’d end up sleeping with a professor, my best friend, some random guys and a sorority girl. In the end, it had been a wild week of impossible sex.

“Catnaps. I swear by them.” Alex smiled at me. I knew she wasn’t lying either. I hate to admit I wish I’d have thought of it. There had been plenty of times I could have slept over the last couple of days and managed to keep from ending up on the wrong side of the fatigue curve. Normally, I managed to get enough sleep so napping was always just a lazy notion to me, but this week I could have used it.

“Well, they certainly work for you. You’re looking almost radiant this morning.” I tried to claw my way back to a good mood. It certainly wouldn’t do me any good to grumble my way through the day. Besides, I had at least one more challenge to get through, and I hadn’t even heard what it was yet.

“Why thank you. You look particularly ravished yourself this morning.” She grinned back. I shook my head at her little joke. We’d all been spending a lot of time in bed, and last night wasn’t an exception. It had been a kind of weird experience really. As a guy, the notion of two girls getting it on was a top voyeuristic fantasy of mine. The reality was both amazing and a bit more awkward than I would have thought.

“So, did you enjoy your visit over to the Deltas?” I turned things back around to Alex. We’d bumped into each other on our way to the Tau’s sister sorority last night. The day’s challenge had been to sex up a girl, and with few other options, many Taus had ended up making use of the Delta’s willingness to help. I’d spent most of the night in bed with the Delta who had counseled me right after my transformation. Meredith was a smoking hot brunette who kept me busy for hours.

“Yeah, of course!” Alex blushed a bit. “Well, actually, I got crazy nervous. It was just so weird making out with a girl, you know? It took me a little while to relax and just forget about my girly side for a bit.”

“I know what you mean. It’s kind of funny since I would have loved watching it as a guy, but it was a bit weird playing with another girl like that. Not that I didn’t enjoy it.” I smiled. Our transformations hadn’t just been physical, we’d acquired the memories of the girl we’d become as well. Everyone outside of the Taus and Deltas remembered us as the girls that we remembered being. It was kind of strange having a set of girl and guy memories of my whole life rattling around in my head. I remembered being Alison as much as I remembered being a guy. The trick of it was, Alison was straight, and it was a bit of a challenge for her to get it on with another girl, even if my guy side was practically drooling over the idea.

“Yeah, I never thought I’d actually feel weird squeezing on a girls boobs.” Alex giggled. “So have you heard today’s challenge?”

I sensed her desire to change the subject. I was actually a bit surprised, since Alex was usually the one to press everyone about what they’d been doing as girls and proudly proclaim her own conquests. I suppose everyone had a limit, but it was surprising to see her hit hers on this point. Still, I didn’t feel like pressing the matter either.

“I just managed to get through a shower and pull on some clothes, so no.” I took a drink. I was just glad I didn’t have an early class today. That gave me the chance to relax and recover a bit.

“Okay, so, today we need to find someone and sex someone up in a public place. You know, on the campus green, in a corner of the library. Any place without a door to keep people out. Bonus points for not getting caught. And it doesn’t matter who you choose, except it can’t be another pledge.” Alex explained the rules for today. I nodded. It followed with the general kinkiness that most of the challenges liked to promote.

“So they waited till our feminine modesty to fully kick in before giving us this one.” I laughed. My stomach twisted a little just thinking about it. I had never been much of an exhibitionist before, but as a girl I found that I had a stronger sense of modesty. As I’d gotten more used to my girl instincts, those had slowly started to take over. A couple of days ago I wouldn’t have been nearly as uncomfortable walking around naked, but now I didn’t know if I could manage to do it.

The thought of having sex in a public setting just set off all kinds of bells in my head. The modesty angle was just one. The companion to that was the kinky thrill of avoiding detection. Sure, I didn’t want anyone to catch me in the act, but the risk of getting caught had a way of unleashing the kinky senses in my head. I squirmed in my seat a bit at the notion.

“Oh yeah, these Tau bastards are all kinky.” She faked a grumble.

“Like you aren’t.” I giggled. From what I knew of Alex, she was one of the kinkiest pledges. For a while I thought it was just bravado, but after seeing her in action I didn’t doubt it anymore.

“Yeah, well, if I was the one setting up these challenges, you would be able to walk straight or sit down for a week after changing back.” She smiled wickedly. Then blushed again. “At least as a guy, my girly side was a bit more tame. A bit.”

I laughed when she held her fingers up with just a little light between them. I had to remember that Alex as a girl had also gotten private lessons from the kinky professor that liked to give students lessons in bondage and submission. One time had been wild enough for me, but I suspected that Alex had taken the whole course, at least in her memories.

“Then I’m glad you’re not in charge.” I smiled. My stomach did a quick flip just thinking about the notion of Alex being in charge of anything. With her manic personality it would either be a rapid and spectacular disaster, or an entirely different kind of horror if she actually managed to succeed.

“Hey! If you give me just half an hour in my room with no restrictions I’ll make sure you’re singing a different tune when I’m done.” Alex’s eyes turned wolfish as did her smile. I imagined that some kinds of kinkiness surpassed gender boundaries, and I’d just stumbled across one.

“Uh ... maybe some other time.” I backed away a bit and picked up my glass. I was happy that I really did need to get going.

“Anytime. Alison, or at least until tomorrow night.” She giggled and switched from predator to cute smiling girl in the blink of an eye. It was kind of scary that she could do that in an instant, but I knew that I’d done it as Alison in my girly memories. I suppose it was just one of those skills that women tended to pick up.

“I’ll think about it.” I smiled and gave her a pat on the head as I walked by. I had to admit I was a bit curious. After all the weird stuff I’d gone through this week, it wouldn’t be that much crazier to jump on this opportunity. I just wasn’t sure I was ready to have her undivided attention.

She blew me a kiss as I left. I shook my head. She was just teasing now. All it did was leave me wondering what kind of person Alex was as a guy. I knew I hadn’t changed so much, but there were important differences too. In some ways, it surprised me how much I had stuck to the same path, but then I suppose that was part of the magic, so that I wouldn’t be completely disoriented by the whole gender swap. If Alison was a completely different person then the old me, it would probably have been too jarring. All that meant Alex must have been some overly crazy and enthusiastic guy as well. It was just hard for me to translate that kind of spunky energy over to a guy. I guess I’d find out in a day when we all changed back.

For now I had another problem. I still had one more challenge to go through with. That meant picking a guy and a place. Neither was an easy thing. I knew I could get Max to do virtually anything anywhere. He was enough of a kinky cad that I didn’t worry about that. The problem was whether I wanted to call him again while I was still a girl.

It had been weird enough sleeping with him. He was my best friend, and I’d spent a night and the next morning screwing him like a woman possessed. It had been pretty much the best sex I’d had as a girl, and had set off a slew of crazy notions. It didn’t help that my girl half had romantic feelings for him, or that my guy half was still a bit appalled at all the things I’d done with my buddy. To say that I was conflicted was to put things mildly.

That didn’t change the fact that my panties got wet just thinking about humping Max in some secluded, but public place. I just worried that the Alison part of me wouldn’t be able to keep my feelings for him in check and spending more time with him wouldn’t help that. There was still a looming question that I didn’t dare think about. I wasn’t ready to consider it, especially when I thought about Max.

The easiest path for now was just to get to class. I could get Max to meet me at will if I decided to call him. Until then, I could consider other options. I had run into a couple of other guys after all. Or I could just pick some random guy. It couldn’t be that hard to seduce some unsuspecting freshman into the bushes, especially if I pulled out all of my womanly charms.

As I doodled my way through my morning classes, I knew I really didn’t have a choice. My mind was made up, I just didn’t quite want to admit to it. I’d come to enjoy the random sex the last few days had brought, but nothing compared to my time with Max. I couldn’t deny the way he made me feel, as much as I might want to. It was more than just a raw sexuality, it was something special and terribly scary.

The very reason why I was reluctant to call on Max was the reason I wanted to even more strongly. As I got used to becoming a girl, it had meant thinking of myself as Alison, and even more so thinking of my life through her eyes, not those of my old male self. In one fell swoop, I’d attained what my girl side had wanted for years, a real chance at having Max as more than just a friend.

That reality unleashed its own set of crazy feelings. As much as my heart fluttered when I thought about him, my stomach twisted anxiously. I had insisted that our sex was just a friends with benefits kind of thing. How would he react if I wanted more? No matter how much I wanted him as a boyfriend, I would crumble if he pushed me away now.

My mind raced, and those very thoughts fueled an entirely different reaction from my male consciousness. I was a guy! I didn’t want a boyfriend, Max or otherwise! I wasn’t even going to be a girl in another day, right?

That was it. It was the thought I’d been fighting not to have for days. If I didn’t think of the question I wouldn’t have to answer it. I’d gone to great lengths of mental gymnastics to avoid it, do draw short of the real issue. Sometime tomorrow, I would have a choice, probably the scariest and most impossible choice I’d ever had to make. I would need to decide to become a guy again or not.

I shook my head. I didn’t want to think about this. I didn’t want to have to decide it. As soon as my class ended, I took a brisk jog through the campus, trying my best to clear my head. No matter what I had a mission to complete, the last thing I needed was to end up failing the challenges. I must have been quite a sight running along the sidewalks with my skirt flapping in the breeze, but I needed to burn off the nervous energy sparking inside me.

All I had left was twisted logic, anything that would help distract me. I didn’t have the willpower to argue with myself any more, or to take the hard path. Before I thought about it any more, I sent Max a text to tell him to swing by the front of the library in a few minutes. I set about focusing myself on what I was going to do next and leaving the big issues for later.

First, as kinky as Max was, I worried a bit that he wouldn’t be down for this kind of thing. I knew I could push him into it, but I figured the best chance would be for me to spring it on him before he had a chance to prepare himself. He certainly wouldn’t say no once I had a hand down his pants.

I didn’t have long to plan before I saw him walking up towards where I was sitting. My heart skipped a beat again just from the sight of him. I’d avoided it since I’d left his room yesterday morning for just that reason. My girl senses were on full alert and ready for the big silly lug. My male self only gave me a whimper of objection against the rising heat flowing through me. It wasn’t just watching a hot guy, it was that Max was a hot guy and he was mine!

“Hey hot stuff!” I waved until he spotted me. I swooned when he smiled. It was just a crazy feeling to get so worked up from just having a guy smile at me. I knew it was as much because that guy was Max as any other reason, but that didn’t exactly help me feel any less weird.

“Ali, hi. What’s up?” He asked. I knew I was probably interrupting his midday break, but I’m sure he wouldn’t mind by the time I was done.

“Well, I spotted something really crazy back here. I just had to show you.” I nodded towards the bushes along the library’s side wall. It was a nice semi secluded spot. There was nothing much there, but the bushes were thick, tall and nearly all encompassing. So long as we didn’t make too much noise, no one would notice us.

“Really, what is it?” Max asked as I grabbed his hand. I gave him a good tug and started pulling him towards my little sanctuary. I could see the befuddled look on his face, and the growing wariness. I noted that I did like to pull pranks on Max, and given my rather silly behavior, he was probably expecting something like that from me now.