Chapter 7: Tracey Visits A Porn Site

‘It sent a strange but lovely feeling shooting all through me,’ she said, ‘I watched your hands thinking how amazing it was that I felt so at ease about it.’ ‘That’s a very good sign.’ Lewis told her.

‘Now, when I come up your front,’ Lewis told her, ‘Because you are relaxing so well, I’ll pause at your waist and hold the top of your jeans. If you say pass, I’ll let go and carry on up to your head. If you say nothing, I’ll undo everything around your waist and then move on up.’

‘If I do the latter, it will release all the pressure on your stomach, which will help you relax even more. It will also mean that when you next turn over, I can offer you some even more relaxing options. But remember you set the speed, not me. If you don’t feel ready yet, just say pass, it’s no problem.’

As he started massaging up her legs he asked, ‘When you left school were you still a virgin?’

He noticed her go slightly red. Then after a brief pause, she answered quietly, ‘Yes.’ Then seconds later she added, ‘I still am.’ Then as an afterthought she added, ‘At least I think so.’

‘How do you mean, think so?’ Lewis asked. ‘Oh, sorry, pass,’ Tracey said, ‘I shouldn’t have said that.’

‘Ok, but there’s nothing unusual in being a virgin at your age.’ Lewis told her as he moved up her thighs. ‘When you left school, did you think you were one of a few virgins?’ ‘Yes.’ she said. ‘I’d be very surprised if at least half the girls your age where not exactly the same,’ he told her. ‘Both sexes tend to boast about sex, long before they actually experience it.’

‘Really?’ she said sounding happier as Lewis massaged over the front of her jeans bringing that lovely sensation back again. ‘I had no idea,’ she continued, ‘I just assumed I was odd.’ ‘Well, I haven’t noticed anything odd about you yet.’ Lewis told her grinning. ‘Lots of people of both sexes are shy and have difficulty communicating.’

As he reached her waist, Lewis took hold of the top of her jeans and waited. Tracey had enjoyed the lovely feeling over her jeans and was really disappointed when his hands came to a stop. She tried to decide what to do. Then she remembered again what Gwyneth had told her.

‘Everything Lewis does has a valid reason. He would never ever do anything to hurt you or anyone else.’ She kept her mouth closed and waited, becoming aware that her excitement level had gone up.

She lay there happily. The feelings of excitement she was experiencing just then were something new and she was enjoying them immensely. Then her heart gave a little leap as she felt Lewis’s hands move. He undid her top button letting her stomach relax. The feeling of it relaxing sent a wonderful feeling through her.

Certainly, she had never felt anything like it when she undid her jeans herself. Then she felt her zip going down. That startled her, she hadn’t expected that. But again, it sent a shiver through her that seemed to be excitement rather than concern.

She waited to see what would happen next. True to his word Lewis started massaging upwards. As he passed over the open zip, his fingers massaged briefly, directly over her pale pink panties before moving up onto her bare stomach.

As Tracey relaxed, she realised she wasn’t relaxing from a touch of fear but from a touch of extreme excitement. As Lewis massaged upwards on her stomach, he asked, ‘If you had had sex, how confident do you feel that you would have known what to do. Known what your boyfriend should do, and know if anything he did risked you getting pregnant?’

As he massaged her breasts over her bra, the lovely feeling flowed through her again. Only after he had moved on over the bare bit of breast above her bra could she answer. ‘If I’m honest with myself about fifty percent.’ She told him.

‘More importantly, you’re being honest with me.’ Lewis told her. ‘That is vital if I’m to stand any chance of finding a solution for you. Have you ever told anyone that before?’ ‘No,’ she said, ‘I’ve never even admitted it to myself before. The idea that I might tell someone else would never have even occurred to me as a possibility.’

After a brief massage on the front of her head he took his hands away. Smiling at her he said, ‘You’re doing really well. Now when you turn over so I can go down your back, there are three options. But you are well ahead of yourself, so don’t worry if you feel the need to say pass to any or all of them, ok?’ ‘Ok.’ she said wondering what was coming next.

He explained about undoing her bra strap, massage over her panties and massage on her bare legs. ‘Turn over,’ he told her, ‘Then say ‘Go’ when you’re ready. If you need time to think, take as long as you like.’

Tracey turned over immediately. She already had a good idea what she was going to choose, but wanted the pleasure of Lewis massaging her head whilst she thought it through.’

As his hands rested on her head and the lovely feeling of his gentle massage flowed through her, her decisions were confirmed. But she waited a short time to enjoy the massage. Plus, she didn’t want to seem too eager.

She could have laid there all day, but after a few minutes she said, ‘Go.’ Lewis’s hands moved down onto her shoulders. The feeling on her bare skin felt even lovelier than previously.

‘When we have sorted out your problem,’ Lewis told her, ‘You will feel so at ease with me that you will be able to talk to me about anything. So, if you decide yes at the time, I will instruct you on love making so that when it happens you can enjoy it to the full. You’ll also be able to guide your boyfriend, if necessary, as there are a lot of men who think having sex is making love.’

‘Isn’t it?’ Tracey asked without stopping to think. Then as the back of her neck went red, Lewis told her, ‘No, not at all.’ he said. ‘You might have sex with someone once or even twice, but then you’d have had enough. When you love someone enough to want to make love with them, it is likely to keep you together for life.’

She had already decided on her choices, but that made her even more certain. Then she became aware that Lewis’s hands were still, holding her bra strap.

As her heartbeat increased, she remained silent, but with a great inner excitement. Then as Lewis undid it and moved her straps aside, she remembered all the dreams she had had over the years where her boyfriend had done that. She had never expected it to come true, but although it wasn’t her boyfriend it felt wonderful just the same.

Then as Lewis returned his hands to her shoulders, he massaged out sideways moving her bra straps off her shoulders. Next, he massaged down slowly, covering every inch of her back. Whether it was the tightness of her bra missing or he was just being extra gentle she didn’t know but the feeling was exquisite.

As he got nearer to her waist, she started to get excited about the next bit. When he took hold of the top of her loose jeans and stopped, she wanted so much to shout out, ‘Go, go, go.’

With difficulty she remained silent. Then as his hand lifted the back of her jeans up, she felt his other hand sliding slowly inside and down over her cheek, directly over her panties.

‘Oh. that feels wonderful.’ she couldn’t stop herself calling out. Then as his hand slid over onto the other cheek, it felt even better. She cried out with a happy wail.

Then she felt his hand going down one leg on the bare skin of the back of her thigh. That felt lovely too. She was loving it, but then his hand stopped. As it started to slide back up, she realised it had been stopped by the tight leg of her jeans. She remembered the next option and lifted her hips up immediately.

Lewis took hold of her waistband and slid them right down to her ankles. As she lowered her hips back down onto the settee, she screamed out in ecstasy. An absolutely amazing feeling surged through her. As she was screaming in delight, she felt both of Lewis’s hands massaging each of her cheeks at the same time. Even through her panties it was exquisite.