Chapter 4: A New Terminate Order

Vernon felt Charlene struggling to break away from him. He stepped back and dropped his arms. ‘I’m sorry,’ he said, ‘I couldn’t stop it. I felt your breasts against my chest and all my dreams came rushing into my head.’

Charlene was looking very scared. ‘What sort of dreams?’ she asked. ‘I dream about living with you as man and wife,’ he told her. ‘I dream we’re in bed together and we’re making love before going to sleep in each other’s arms.’

Charlene had had similar dreams about Vernon, but because of her experiences, her dreams had never included any sort of sex. The idea frightened her, yet at the same time she was feeling a warm glow at hearing Vernon talking about being married.

‘But I would never ever do anything without your willing agreement.’ Vernon said. ‘I can control what I do, but I’m afraid that I can’t control that part of me showing how excited it is to be close to the beautiful woman that I’ve fallen in love with.’

Charlene smiled at him through a worried face. ‘That’s a lovely thing to say,’ she told him, ‘But the idea of anyone, even you, being that close to me terrifies me.’

‘Let’s walk round the block whilst we talk,’ Vernon said. ‘Then you can hold my arm.’ He didn’t say it, but they both knew he meant they could still be close without Charlene feeling his erection.

He offered her his arm and they set of on a stroll. ‘Just hear me out please,’ Vernon said. ‘Until I met John and Danny, I knew nothing about sex although I’d had some terrible experiences. Thanks to John I now know all about the facts of life. I know that my erecting just now is natural in these circumstances and is not a bad thing.’

‘My own experiences tell me that you must have had some equally terrible events in your life which have given you your fears. Those fears will ruin your life unless you deal with them. To do that you need some help. I hope that sooner or later you will feel able to talk it over with me, or with John, who has more experience.’

‘No one can make you do that, pressure just wouldn’t work, only you can decide to get help. In the meantime, here’s a suggestion and a promise. My suggestion is that we carry on as we have been doing. Going out together, linking arms, holding hands, hugging and kissing, no more. If I feel anything happening down below, I’ll try and move myself, or at least my hips, away from you before you feel it.’

‘My promise to you is that I will make no attempt either to do, or to persuade you to do, anything more until you tell me you feel ready. If that takes a long time, so be it.’

As they walked and Charlene listened, her fear had subsided. She realised that Vernon wasn’t going to drop her because of her reaction. That made her feel so happy. Then when he made his promise, she just knew he would keep it.

What he had said about asking for help was really only the same as what she had already thought about often. Then it had been with John and Danny when Vernon had first mentioned their abilities. She still doubted if she would ever be able to do it, but she already knew she wouldn’t be looking for help anywhere else.

By now they were back where they had started. ‘Time to part,’ Vernon said, ‘There is nothing in the way at the moment so can I give you a hug and a kiss?’ Charlene smiled at him, realising what he meant. They moved into each other’s arms. As they kissed, Charlene realised that Vernon was holding her top half close but managing to keep their bottom half apart. She loved him so much for being so considerate.

‘We’ll plan our weekend during the week at work,’ Vernon said, ‘But Johns for gardening on Saturday is a definite, ok?’ ‘Ok,’ Charlene agreed happily. She gave him another kiss then went in.

Vernon watched her safely into the building then walked home deep in thought. At home John could tell right away that something was troubling him. He opened his arms and called him to him.

‘What’s up?’ he asked. Vernon hugged him and said, ‘Can we go up to bed and I’ll tell you then, I don’t think I’ll get to sleep if I’m on my own tonight.’ ‘Of course, you can.’ John told him.

They went up and got into John’s bed. As always now, when they were in bed together, they stripped off completely. Lying on their sides facing each other, John had one arm under Vernon’s neck. His other arm was resting on the side of his chest. Vernon had one arm lying straight down between them. His other arm was over on John’s waist.

Vernon told him briefly about their trip to Moel Famau and what a lovely day it had been. Then he explained what had happened when he erected as they were kissing.

When John asked him what he had said and done Vernon explained about walking round the block and told him almost word for word what he had said to her.

‘That was excellent,’ John told him. ‘Without knowing what sort of thing Charlene has suffered, it’s difficult to suggest anything other than what you have already told her. But I agree with you, she definitely is troubled. Although in fairness, it is not uncommon for a female virgin to be frightened of the idea of having her first sex.’

‘I feel sure that what has happened won’t affect you seeing each other,’ John said, ‘It’s as plain as the nose on your face how much you like each other. I’m sure that your promise will be enough for now. I’m also sure that having suffered yourself, you will be very patient with her.’

‘But one thing is certain. Until she feels able to tell one of us or someone else what has happened to her, there’s nothing we can do. Because you have told her about Danny and I helping you, it will hopefully encourage her to open up to me. But only time will tell.’

‘Play it by ear when you speak to her during the week, but if you want to come for dinner again on Friday, it might help. But you don’t need to ask permission to bring her home, just tell me when you’re coming.’

They moved tight together and had a tight hug, then kissed. With naked body’s touching full length the inevitable happened and they both grew quickly to full hardness.

Taking hold of each other, they enjoyed feeling a hard cock throbbing in their hand. Having it doing so at the same time as their own cock was throbbing in the others hand was even more arousing.

John threw the duvet off, and they felt all over each other’s cocks and balls, watching them throbbing as they did. Then Vernon swung round with his head down the bed and his feet up on the pillow. He took John’s cock in his mouth and John copied him.

They both started sliding their mouths up and down together. They were each playing with the other’s balls at the same time with one hand. The other hand was resting on the uppermost hip.

As they speeded up, the hand on the others hip was being used to help their mouth thrust down harder. John felt Vernon’s cock swell in his mouth and just as it started shooting, his own cock, started shooting too.

They both enjoyed the feeling of their mouths filling up with cum. At the same time their special feelings were going through them like wildfire. Swallowing like mad they managed to dispose of all the cum.

Both of them licked the other’s tips at the same time, sending another lovely sensation through them. Then as their now limp cocks dropped out, Vernon got up and put the duvet back over the bed.

Getting back in, they wrapped themselves in each other’s arms, kissed and fell asleep. They moved apart in the night but didn’t wake until the alarm went off. They moved together and had a hug and a kiss before they got up and went down for breakfast.

MONDAY VERNON

That day at work Charlene wasn’t in until one o’clock. Vernon took his lunch break at twelve then they were able to work for a short time near to each other. ‘Would you like to come for dinner again on Friday?’ he asked her. ‘It would just be me, you and John this time.’

‘Yes please, that would be nice.’ she said. She had been scared that Vernon might have gone off her after her reaction last night. His invite showed that wasn’t so. She had also been giving a lot of thought to getting help with her problem. She was thinking that John was the most likely answer, so getting used to being with him would help.