Chapter 5: When The Cure Is Pleasure

‘Where you attached to the bed with handcuffs?’ Lewis asked. ‘Yes,’ she said. ‘I had a mark on my wrist for days afterwards.’

‘Ok,’ Lewis said, ‘Tyrone was right in what he said about your membrane. I think the reason he used a condom and made sure you were moist wasn’t for your benefit. He used the condom because if you got pregnant, he wouldn’t be able to deny having had sex with you. He made sure you were moist because a dry vagina could tear a condom. The plastic bags he used were probably evidence bags. He used them to make sure he didn’t leave any traces.’

‘When did James re-appear?’ Lewis asked her. ‘About six months later,’ she said. ‘I had moved in with Mary by then and he had a flat nearby. We bumped into each other every few weeks and he asked me out a number of times.’

‘I was terrified about having another date with anyone, and a policeman was even worse, even though it was James who I knew was ok. But I also thought that going out with James I was likely to bump into Tyrone. So, I kept saying no.’

‘Now there are a few things to consider here,’ Lewis told her. ‘First your nightmares and reluctance to have another date. There is a cure for that which I’ll come back to shortly.’

‘The next issue is dealing with Tyrone. In my view the back light was just a ploy to get you under his control. I also think that he would be unlikely to be charged with raping you after all this time even if you reported him. There is no evidence now and you not reporting him at the time would add credence to his version. So, we can’t get him for raping you.’

‘But it is important to stop him doing the same to others who perhaps can’t cope as well as you have done. What he did to you he is likely to have done to others and is probably still doing it. I’ll come back to that in a moment too.’

‘Let’s look at all the options. First and most important is to get the bad memory out of your mind for good, and then get you dating again. That would preferably be with James, even if that doesn’t last. That’s because you will feel safe with him and once you’ve dated safely you will feel able to repeat it with a stranger. Fortunately, most men are not like Tyrone.’

‘I would like to check up on Tyrone and have him nabbed when he does the same to someone else. That will not involve you at all. I would need to tell a police friend what he did to you and how it came about, but your name will not be revealed to anyone. The police will have no way of connecting any information I give them with you. Even so I will not even try without your approval. You can think about it and tell me that later.’

‘Once you have had happy sex once or are in a successful relationship your memories of what Tyrone did to you will disappear. But there is a possibility that whilst you have that fear in your mind, you will be unable to have a relationship. Possibly even with James. It can be a vicious circle.’

‘If you had a previous boyfriend who would come along and have sex with you just once, that would do the trick, but you haven’t. So, unless there is anyone in your life who you would feel happy and safe having sex with, and who would oblige, that is not an option.’

‘Regarding James, what you need to do is to make sure that you bump into him as soon as you can, check he is still available, and tell him you did have a small problem. That is now sorted and you’re very sorry that it made you refuse him for so long. Now it’s sorted you want to assure him it was nothing he was in any way responsible for. If he doesn’t invite you out there and then, you’ll just have to accept it and look elsewhere.’

‘Do you have any questions so far?’ ‘Can you guarantee that if you went after Tyrone no one could connect me with it in any way?’ Chloe asked. ‘Yes, definitely.’ Lewis told her. ‘Then I’ll leave it to you to do what you think should be done.’ she told him.

‘When you said having sex with someone that I trusted would get rid of my bad memories, would it have to be someone I’d known for a long time.’ ‘Not necessarily,’ Lewis said. ‘It would have to be someone you trusted and were prepared and happy to have sex with. It would also have to be someone who was willing obviously. Usually that would be someone you had known a long time, but it isn’t a requirement.’

‘What if there was someone that fitted all those requirements, but I thought I couldn’t ask him because he was so much younger than I am?’ Chloe asked.

‘I can see why that might create a difficulty for you,’ Lewis told her. ‘So, ask yourself how you would feel if he saw you naked. If you would feel completely at ease about that, then you should at least feel able to ask him. The chances are that if you felt that much at ease with him, he would feel the same about you. In which case his age would have no bearing on the matter.’

‘But when it comes down to it, you’ll never know if you don’t ask him. Presumably if he has any problem with doing it, he’ll tell you.’

Lewis told her to sit up. He moved back to the side and took her in his arms. As she rested her head on his shoulder, he held her close with one hand and stroked her bare back with the other.

Chloe enjoyed the feeling for a while then she said, ‘Lewis?’ ‘Yes?’ he answered, ‘Would you have sex with me please?’ ‘No, not sex,’ he said, feeling her sag in his arms, ‘I won’t have sex with you, but I will make love to you.’ ‘What’s the difference?’ Chloe asked feeling confused.

‘That is what I will teach you,’ Lewis said, ‘And in the process we will wipe out your bad memories and ensure that if it so develops you will be able to enjoy making love with James.’

‘Stand up,’ he said. ‘Now when you go on your first date it is likely you will kiss goodnight on each other’s cheeks or possibly on your lips. On subsequent dates and there is no set speed, your boyfriend will put his hand on your breast over your clothes, then inside your top over your bra and then on a future occasion undoing your bra and later taking your top off and feeling and kissing your breasts.’

‘As that happened, he should encourage you to do the same to him. Now because of today’s lead up you are already naked, so at this point I want you to take my top off.’ Chloe felt very excited as she lifted his top up. Then as Lewis put his hands in the air, she took it right off.

Seeing his trim young chest bare was exciting, but then he took her in his arms, pulled her close and kissed her as her bare breasts pressed against her chest, she felt wonderful and not a trace of fear.

‘Next, he will probably take your jeans off,’ Lewis told her. ‘Then he should encourage you to do the same to him. As yours are already off, please take mine off now.’ As Chloe looked uncertain, he smiled at her and said, ‘Undo my belt.’ With trembling hands, she did. ‘Now undo the top button,’ he instructed. ‘And now slide the zip down.’ As she slid it down, Lewis’s now hard cock came tumbling out pushing the front of his shorts before it. Chloe jumped as it hit her hand. As Lewis’s trousers slid down to his ankles, Chloe stood transfixed looking at the bulge. Again, she marvelled that she felt no fear, just excitement.

Lewis stepped out of his trousers and kicked them aside. He took Chloe in his arms again and held her close. She felt his hard cock tight against her with just Lewis’s shorts between them. As it throbbed her excitement mounted.

‘At this point you would probably get on or into the bed,’ Lewis told her. ‘There you would remove each other’s final garment and explore each other’s bodies. Either one after the other or at the same time. As you are already naked it is for you to remove my shorts now. Once you have done so, please explore anywhere you want however you wish.’

Chloe took hold of the waist of his shorts as Lewis put his hand down inside to hold his cock flat. As she pulled them down, his hand came into view. She could see some of his hairs showing past his hand. Then as she pulled his shorts lower, Lewis took his hand away.