Chapter 1: Vanessas First Orgasm

‘It was some sort of bag that had been dropped over my head,’ Vanessa told him, ‘Before I could scream, a strong arm came round me. A hand pressed over my mouth and I was pushed forward. I could tell by the feeling under my feet that we were going into the woods. I was sure I was going to die.’

‘We didn’t move very far, then a voice in my ear said, ‘If you keep quiet and do as you’re told you won’t get hurt. Start screaming or fighting and you won’t like how I stop you.’ The voice sounded rough and scared me even more.’

‘Still with a hand over my mouth, he pulled me over backwards and dumped me down on the ground. I felt him fiddling round with something on my neck, then I felt the bottom of the sack going tight around my neck. I thought he was strangling me, but it only went tight enough to hold it in place.’

‘Then he pulled my left arm out, straight to the side and up a bit. I felt him do something to my wrist then found it was tied up. He did the same with the other side so both my arms were tied up so that I couldn’t move them.’

‘I felt him sit astride my ankles. I was wearing a dress which he pulled up. I tried to struggle but I couldn’t move. I felt him take hold of my panties. He pulled them down very roughly. I was now not only very scared, I felt embarrassed too, no one had ever seen that part of me naked since I was a baby.’

‘He got off my legs and pulled them right off. He pulled my legs apart and knelt between them. He stroked my hairs and then his finger poked up inside me. He pushed it in very hard and it hurt. I couldn’t help but cry out in pain. It didn’t seem to bother him, he just kept poking around.’

‘Then he moved away. I couldn’t hear anything, but he must have been getting undressed. As he lay down on top of me, I could feel his bare legs against mine. But I could also feel something hard throbbing against my abdomen.’

‘I’d never seen or felt an erect cock, but I knew instinctively that that was what I was feeling. I don’t think it had occurred to me until then that I was about to be raped. I’d been too frightened at what was happening to think ahead.’

‘I was even more scared then, but realising there was nothing I could do about it, I decided that if I behaved, I might live to tell the tale. He lifted his hips up then I felt something hard touch my vagina. A second later it tore into me like a bullet. I screamed out, the pain was so great. It felt as if he had ripped my insides apart.’

‘He put his hand over my mouth and started thrusting his cock in and out fast and hard. It was very painful, but not as bad as the first thrust in. He kept going very fast and it wasn’t long before I heard him making funny noises.’

‘Then he gave a couple of extra hard thrusts in and cried out, it sounded like a happy cry. As he did, I felt all my insides feel warm and wet. I had no idea until I read up about it later that that had been his cum.’

‘He just dropped all his weight onto me and lay there for what seemed ages. I felt his cock shrink inside me, then it slipped out. He lay there a bit longer, then he got up.’

I’m going to undo your hands and roll you onto your front,’ he told me. ‘Then I’ll take the bag off your head and put your knickers round your eyes as a blindfold. If you lie still and count to a hundred, you can then get up and go.’

‘But if you make any attempt to move, or take your blindfold off before that, I’ll kill you, understood?’ ‘Yes.’ I said.’

‘He untied me and blindfolded me just like he had told me. ‘Start counting.’ he said. I did. I couldn’t hear any footsteps, so I had no idea if he had gone or not.’

‘When I got to ninety-five, I started counting out loud. I was thinking that if he was still there he would have time to go. When I reached a hundred, I rolled over and sat up. I reached up and pulled my blindfold off.’

‘I was sitting on a patch of grass in a clearing close to the road. It was dark, but I could see all the streetlights through the trees. I got up and got dressed. My vagina was sore as I moved. I made my way through the trees onto the pavement. There was no one in sight. I started walking fast to get away from the area.’

‘I had thought about phoning the police, but I had looked round and seen that he had taken everything away with him. Also, the idea of describing to anyone what had happened would have been far too embarrassing for me to cope with. I didn’t think I would be able to tell anyone about it ever,’ she said with a smile at Danny.

‘By the time I got home I had decided that as I was alive, I’d say nothing. I said, ‘Hi,’ to my mum, who immediately sensed that something was up. I said it was nothing, just something at work. I went up and had a long soak in the bath.’

‘I cried myself to sleep that night. It wasn’t until the next day that it suddenly hit me that he had shot his sperm into me and as far as I could tell hadn’t taken any precautions. The idea of being pregnant with his child, plus having to explain it to everyone was horrific.’

‘I left home for work the next day as usual. But I’d rung in and said I had to go to the doctors first, so I’d be an hour late. I went over to the far side of town and asked a lady chemist for a morning after pill. I was dreading having to explain, but the thought of being pregnant drove me on.’

‘It wasn’t as bad as I expected. She just assumed my boyfriend had got carried away. She only asked me medical questions to make sure the pill was ok for me. She told me if it was likely to happen too often, I should go to my doctor and get put on the pill.’

‘I thanked her and left. I returned to work and took the pill the moment I got there. I came on a week later, so that was a big relief. Having experienced sex at last, I decided it wasn’t anything like what it was made out to be. So, I stopped dreaming about boyfriends.’

‘Then when I started dreaming about David, I wondered if it might possibly be better if it was done by someone who wasn’t so rough. I thought that even being in David’s arms would be lovely. But then felt sure no man would be satisfied with that. I decided I would probably just go to pieces if anyone tried to do to me anything like the things he had done. So, when David asked me out, I made an excuse and pushed him away.’

Danny smiled at her, ‘Well done,’ he said, ‘How do you feel having got it all off your chest?’ ‘It’s a big relief,’ Vanessa said, ‘I feel a different person somehow.’ ‘That’s because you’ve shared your problem,’ Danny told her, ‘You’re no longer bottling it up and carrying the burden alone.’

‘What happened next?’ he asked. ‘I decided I couldn’t continue to walk past where it happened. When I saw an advert for the Manor Hotel, I applied, got the job and I’ve been there ever since.’

‘How long was your vagina sore afterwards?’ Danny asked. ‘Almost a week before it went completely,’ she said, ‘But it got easier each day.’ ‘Have all your periods been normal since then?’ Danny asked. ‘Yes, just like they’ve always been.’

‘Did you check your vagina for infection for a few months afterwards?’ Danny asked. ‘No, it never occurred to me,’ she said, ‘Should I have done?’ ‘Yes,’ Danny said, ‘You have no idea how clean your attacker was. Did you notice any soreness or irritation in or around your vagina in the next six months?’ ‘No,’ Vanessa said, ‘But then I wasn’t looking for it.’

‘If it had been anything of any consequence,’ Danny said, ‘I’m sure you would have felt it. But we’ll check that shortly.’ The thought of that made a strange but lovely feeling run through her.

‘Can I just check,’ Danny asked. ‘Malik has never touched you.’ ‘No, never,’ Vanessa said, ‘Is that why you thought I was here?’ ‘I did wonder,’ Danny said smiling at her, ‘But I never jump to conclusions, I’ve had too many surprises.’ ‘I suppose he was responsible for me being here in a way,’ Vanessa said.

‘Apart from not wanting sex and avoiding any close relationship with men, has your attack had any other effect on you?’ Vanessa thought for a bit then said, ‘No,’ then added with a smile, ‘Apart from avoiding woods at night.’