Chapter 1: Lee Starts to Learn

‘Right,’ Lewis said, ‘Start off with what happened after you changed places with Ryan.’ Seeing him on his back on the bed, Lee said, ‘His cock looked colossal standing up straight.’

‘As I got up on my hands and knees and moved towards it, it was very clear that there was no way I would be able to get all of that giant in my mouth.’ Lewis grinned at him, ‘Yes I have a friend like that,’ he said, ‘It does create difficulties. How did you overcome it?’

Lee hesitated a second as he wondered if Lewis was suggesting that he had sucked a cock that size. Then deciding he had misunderstood, he carried on. ‘I moved right up to it and took hold. It throbbed in my hand, then I put my lips around it. Even though I still had hold of it I could feel it waving about in my lips, it was so strong.’

‘What shape was it?’ Lewis asked. Then seeing Lee looking puzzled, he added, ‘Was it straight or curved?’ ‘Straight, like a telegraph pole.’ Lee replied. ‘I took my hand away and slid my mouth down slowly. I wasn’t even halfway down before Ryan’s tip touched the back of my throat and made me choke.’

‘I took my mouth off whilst I coughed and spluttered. ‘Don’t make yourself sick,’ Ryan said, ‘You can do it by hand if you want.’ But I can be stubborn at times and wouldn’t give up. I put my mouth back round it and started going up and down, trying to judge how far down I could go. I managed quite well, but every so often I went down too hard and choked.’

‘I persevered and even with some coughing breaks, I soon felt Ryan tense up. His cock swelled in my mouth, and I speeded up briefly. As he cried out his cock pulsed, and my mouth filled up with his cum.’

‘Remembering what he had said about the taste, I tried a bit as soon as it started. Finding it tasted ok, I started eating it. I’m still convinced for all his size, that Ryan doesn’t shoot as much cum as me.’

‘Anyway, I managed to eat the lot so very soon after he finished shooting, my mouth was empty. I was able to give his tip a good lick. That made him shiver happily. It also told him my mouth was empty. ‘You ate it all?’ he asked raising his eyebrows.’

‘Yes,’ I said, after I’d let him slip out as he shrank. ‘I’ll have something of you inside me now for ever. A very special bond.’ He seemed pleased about that.’

‘Let me give you a tip just in case you need it in future,’ Lewis said. ‘You should put your mouth down until the tip touches the back of your throat, then lift it off half an inch. Next, take hold of the cock with the top of your hand touching your lips. If you then keep your hand where it is, you can move your mouth down as hard as you like.’

‘Every time you go down, your lips will come to a stop against your hand instead of the cock hitting the back of your throat.’ ‘Wow, that’s a brilliant idea,’ Lee said, ‘I’d never have thought of doing that.’ Then seeing him looking at him questioningly, Lewis grinned and said, ‘I have a friend who has a cock like Ryan’s but his curves in a big hook.’

‘So does that mean you have... ‘ Lee trailed off. ‘Yes,’ Lewis said, ‘We have sucked each other happily as good friends. Just like you and Ryan and just like many, many teenagers have done.’ ‘Gosh, I feel so much better hearing you say that.’ Lee told him beaming.

‘You said you panicked at one point,’ Lewis said. ‘I know that was because you thought Ryan was going to do something else. From your reaction I guess it was something you had dreamed of him doing but hadn’t actually done yet.’

‘How could you know that?’ Lee asked. ‘Experience,’ Lewis said, ‘Not just my own but from the people I have counselled. Now I want you to tell me via your dream, what you thought Ryan was going to do to you. Remember that there is unlikely to be anything that I haven’t heard about before.’

Lee wasn’t sure at first if he could let himself go that much. But he had told Lewis so much and learned such a lot he made himself begin.

‘I thought he was going to do what I had had a dream about,’ Lee said. ‘In my dream he put me in the same position, but instead of taking my balls in his mouth, he put the tip of his cock to my bum. Feeling it touch in my dream was wonderful. He pushed it in, and all his giant length slid into me until he was in as far as he could go. It seemed like I was in heaven.’

‘Then he started thrusting in and out. The movement sent my mind soaring into the clouds. When I felt all his cum filling my insides, I could imagine the lovely warm feeling flowing through me as if it was real. Feeling his cock shrink inside me was very special too, and as he pulled out, I woke up feeling so disappointed.’

‘So, as your dream was so lovely, why did you panic in the brief moment that you thought he was actually going to do it.’ Lewis asked. Lee grinned at him, ‘Afterwards I thought more about how thick and long he is. I decided it couldn’t ever come true as something that size would tear me apart.’

‘Yes, it could,’ Lewis told him, ‘But it’s not necessarily so. As a general guide, your bum will comfortably take a cock the same thickness as your own cock. Length doesn’t matter as long as you are with someone you can trust to stop pushing in if you need to say stop. If it’s someone slightly thicker, you just need to go cautiously. If they are a lot thicker then it’s probably best not to.’

‘When I wanted to try it, my pal refused point blank for ages because of his concern he might damage me. Eventually he agreed and went in very carefully, then pulled out immediately. He wouldn’t do any more until the following week after I could assure him that I’d had no aftereffects. But boy was it good and well worth the wait.’

Lee looked at him in a new light. Seeing him looking Lewis said, ‘To counsel people you need as much knowledge and experiences as you can get to be able to give them the best help.’

‘Now, the new man at work,’ Lewis said, ‘What have you dreamt about him?’ Lee had no hesitation this time. ‘He’s slim and taller than me,’ he said. ‘The first time I dreamt about him we fired each other by hand but at the same time.’

‘In the second dream we sucked each other, again both at the same time.’ ‘And in the third?’ Lewis asked looking him in the eye. Looking straight at him, this time with no sign of embarrassment, Lee said, ‘I put my cock up his bum and fired, then the next dream he did the same to me.’

‘In your dream, where did all this happen,’ Lewis asked. ‘In my bedroom,’ Lee told him. ‘Just suppose he had come up to you in a quiet spot at work and whispered, ‘I fancy you, will you come to bed with me? What would you have done?’ Lewis asked. ‘Run a mile.’ Lee said looking horrified at the idea.

‘Ok,’ Lewis said, ‘Last one now. What did you dream about Derek?’ Lee looked at him. He really trusted him by now, but this was his cousin and Lewis’s friend. ‘You promise Derek will never know?’ He asked. ‘You have my word,’ Lewis said, ‘The only way he will know other than guessing, is if you tell him yourself.’

‘No fear of that,’ Lee said. ‘Ok, it must have been just before I woke up holding him like I told you. I dreamt we were in bed together naked and in each other’s arms kissing. Then we reached down and felt each other’s cocks. After that I had this urge to give him as much pleasure as I could, so I moved down the bed and sucked him until he fired.’

‘It was just as he told me in my dream, how lovely it had been, that I woke up and found myself holding him.’

Realising he had finished all his tasks, he gave a happy sigh and smiled up at Lewis. ‘You have told me an awful lot about yourself,’ Lewis said. ‘Most of them were things you didn’t think you would ever be able to tell another living soul. How do you feel?’ ‘Like a load has been lifted off me.’ Lee said looking delighted.

‘All the time you have been telling me, Lewis said. I have been massaging your head and resting my hand on your cock. How has that felt?’ ‘Lovely.’ he answered with conviction.

‘So, since you met me an hour ago, I have massaged all over your naked body. I have stroked your cock and seen you erect. I’ve made you fire and watched you do it. Then sat here for ages with my hand on your cock. You have admitted that you enjoyed it all, but do you think it has altered you in any way, your personality, your manners, your desires, your ambitions, your education?’

Lee thought for a while looking puzzled. ‘No,’ he said in the end, ‘I might be more inclined to try some of the things that I’ve dreamt about knowing you have done them too. But the desires themselves were already there.’

‘And there is a big part of the answer to your problem,’ Lewis said. ‘You do have a problem, but not the one you thought you had. I have listened carefully to everything you have told me, so here’s my conclusion as to what your one and only problem is.’

Lee was poised on edge waiting to hear what it was. ‘Your only problem,’ Lewis said, ‘Is that your lack of knowledge on love making means you treat your girlfriends so appallingly that they dump you right away. Lorna must have really liked you and decided you couldn’t possibly be that bad, so she’d give you another chance. But she soon found out that she was wrong.’

Lee was looking horrified, ‘But what about Ryan and Derek and my weird dreams?’ he said. ‘They aren’t a problem,’ Lewis told him. ‘They are what many normal teenage boys do. I have done every one of them myself. The only problem you have that is related to them is that you managed to convince yourself you were odd because of them.’

‘The fact that your very macho pal Ryan was willing to enjoy some of it with you, even instigate it, should have told you that. So, let’s look at Derek. I’m no expert on dreams, but I suspect that you only had the dream you did because you were holding Derek’s cock in your sleep. They do say that our dreams only happen just seconds before we wake up so that’s probably true.’

‘Let’s look at how you come to be holding your young cousin’s cock in the middle of the night. The answer is very simple. Because you were sharing a bed. When you share a bed with anyone, male or female, the chances of you not bumping into each other at least once during the night is unlikely.’

‘If you were sharing a bed with someone you hardly knew, a part of your mind would be on edge in case you got too close. Even in your sleep any contact would make you move away.’

‘But you were in bed with someone you knew well, someone you loved and someone you had always been close to. When the inevitable contact happened, you automatically put your arm around them. Because of your dream, no doubt sparked off by the physical contact plus the turmoil in your mind that had brought you to stay, your hand found his cock.’