Chapter 4: Andrew Learns His Fate

‘When did you last dream about Chris and the experiences you had with him?’ Lewis asked. ‘About six weeks ago,’ he answered after some thought. ‘Was that before Jayne kissed you?’ ‘Yes, it was.’ he said, clearly the association hadn’t crossed his mind before.

‘When you were dreaming about Chris, did you ever dream that you had moved from home and were living with him permanently?’ Lewis asked. ‘No, definitely not.’ Andrew replied sounding puzzled.

‘Did you and Brian ever talk about sex?’ Lewis asked. ‘No,’ Andrew said, ‘After we had our lesson about it at school, there were lots of things I didn’t understand, so I did think of asking if he knew.’ ‘But you were too shy to mention it.’ Lewis finished for him. ‘Yes,’ he said looking glum, ‘I opened my mouth several times when we were alone, but I couldn’t make any words come out.’

‘After Chris had fired you and sucked you, did you dream about doing the same things with Brian?’ Lewis asked. ‘Yes, often.’ Andrew told him. ‘But in all the years you were pals afterwards, you never gave any hints to him?’ ‘No, I was too scared he would think I was peculiar and have nothing more to do with me.’ Andrew replied, looking sad.

‘Ok,’ Lewis said, ‘We’ve finished this stage. You have told me everything I need to know, and you are relaxed enough with me to have been able to do so. So, here’s my honest opinion of you.’

‘You are very shy, you lack a lot of sex knowledge, you are confused about your feelings, particularly with regards to sex. You are a very nice person, and you are definitely, definitely, not gay.’ As a big beam spread across his face, Lewis added, ‘And you’ll make a perfect boyfriend for Jayne.’

Andrew sat up, wriggled along the settee up to Lewis, threw his arms around him, then hugged and kissed him saying, ‘Thank you, thank you so much.’ Lewis held him for a while, stroking his back.

‘But.’ Lewis said, ‘Before you leave here there at lot of things you need to learn. Not only so you can go happily forward with your life, but so you can make Jayne happy too.’

‘Let’s start with Chris as that was the biggest factor affecting you. He obviously had a liking for younger boys. He was wrong to do what he did but in many ways you were lucky. From what you have told me he was a nice person in all other respects. Although he picked you up in a way he should not have done, his suggestion that you went to the toilet was his way of giving you a chance to leave if you felt uncomfortable with him. After all he didn’t want you shouting out when he touched you. That you came back made him think you were happy with his contact, which to some extent, you were.’

‘When he started running his hand up and down his own leg, he was making it plain what he was going to do but leaving him the safety net of saying he was scratching his leg, ‘I’m sorry I must have knocked yours at the same time,’ he could have said. Again, he was doing that just to make sure you weren’t going to start objecting but I also believe it was because he didn’t want to do anything that you wouldn’t like.’

‘By now he was fairly sure you either liked what he was doing or if you didn’t, you’d just move away without making a fuss. So, he started moving onto your leg. When you slid down in the seat, he would have certainly taken that as your signal that it was ok to move on. When he stopped and asked if you were enjoying the film, he was making sure you were happy with what he was doing. When he couldn’t open your zip, he moved away deliberately in the hope that you were so worked up, you would start it off for him, which you did.’

‘When you left with him, in the car of a perfect stranger, anything could have happened to you. But it is my belief that if you had said no at the turn, he would have taken you straight home. Then apart from the enticement of pleasures to come, he did nothing to make you return on Saturday. You went of your own free will knowing the sort of thing that would happen.’

‘When he realised the police were at the door, telling you to run might have been him simply not wanting to be caught red handed. But from what you’ve told me about him plus how you felt with him, I think he genuinely wanted you to get away to save you from the embarrassment of being taken home in a police car and your dad being told.’ Andrew looked horrified. ‘I never thought about that,’ he said.

‘So that takes care of Chris.’ Lewis said, ‘Now let’s look at the things you did together. He touched your cock, you touched his. You fired each other and he sucked you. Nothing wrong with any of them. All those things you and Brian would have done together happily, probably many times had you not both been so shy. I have done every one of those with my pal,’ Lewis told him. ‘We both thoroughly enjoyed it, just like you did when I fired you earlier. But both of us only have one dream life partner and they are girls.’

‘Tell me,’ Lewis said, ‘Now you know you are not gay, what would you like to happen between you and Jayne over the next few months?’ ‘I’d like to kiss her back like she kissed me,’ Andrew replied. ‘Then I’d like to... ‘ he looked at Lewis, swallowed then said, ‘Feel her breasts.’ ‘Then?’ Lewis said, ‘Have sex with her.’ he said with just the slightest trace of a blush.

‘Imagine you are standing here with Jayne and you’re both naked,’ Lewis said, noticing that Andrews cock which had started to stiffen before had now gone rock hard. ‘Describe to me how you would have sex.’ Andrew looked at him horrified. Then thinking of everything he had told Lewis and his cock now throbbing happily, he said, ‘I’d lie her down, climb on top of her, put my cock in her vagina and move it in and out until I fire.’

‘That would feel really nice, wouldn’t it?’ Lewis said. ‘Yes,’ he replied with a happy smile as his imagination ran riot. ‘Do you know what Jayne would say?’ Lewis asked him. Andrew shook his head. ‘Just one word,’ Lewis said, ‘Goodbye.’

‘Chris took his pleasure from you knowing you would enjoy it, but without any thought to how it would affect you afterwards. That is exactly what you have just done to Jayne. You would have had lots of pleasure yourself and then left her aroused but suffering frustration ever afterwards.’ Andrew looked glum again. ‘Because I’m so small,’ he said.

‘No,’ Lewis told him, ‘Because you have no idea what you are doing. If Jayne has sex with you, it will because she wants you to make love to her. The size of your cock won’t stop you doing that, but how you use it will. What you have described is you having sex. It doesn’t consider Jayne’s feelings at all. But don’t worry, you can learn.’

‘Now listen carefully to what I am about to tell you. I’m going to tell you a story about a boy and a girl. It will become erotic as it goes on so you will get sexually excited, and you will probably fire again. But don’t let your mind dwell entirely on the eroticism. What you are hearing is a lesson on how you should make love to Jayne or any other girl when the opportunity arises.’

‘Imagine you have met a girl you become very attached to. You want to get closer to her. The first indication you will get that she likes you is her desire to hold you and kiss you. After you have kissed the first time, it is ok to try putting your hand up between you and caressing her breast. If she is not ready for that yet, she’ll make it very clear, but if that happens, don’t be put off trying again next time.’

‘Only you can judge how fast you progress, but your next move, whilst you continue kissing her, is to put your hand up inside her top, then caress her breasts inside her clothes but over her bra. Next, put both hands up her back under her top and undo her bra. Then move one hand around her front, slide your hand under her now loose bra and caress her breast directly over the skin. Move your hand gently all over it enjoying the feeling of her lovey soft skin.’

‘Next time, try taking her top off. If she is ready, she will help you. Then you can kiss the parts of her breasts not covered by her bra before you kiss her and reach behind her to undo then remove her bra. You can then see those lovely firm breasts before you caress them and kiss them all over. Don’t forget to give her nipples a direct kiss then a gentle suck.

You will know by the happy noises she makes how much she is enjoying it.’

‘Your next step is to go to bed or at least lie down together. Remember that doesn’t necessarily mean full sex but you should make sure that by now you always have a condom with you in case.’

‘Before you lie down together, you are likely to have taken all of each other’s top clothes off. If you are heading that way, whilst you are standing kissing with your tops bare, you should reach between you and undo the other’s trousers. When you get to this stage, if she wants to go further, she will be helping you.’