Chapter 3: Tanya’s Best Climax Ever’

As Danny came back up and massaged her hairs again, he asked, ‘In your dream, who was giving you your orgasm?’ ‘He didn’t have a name or a face,’ she said, ‘He was just a very gentle man like I imagined the boy who kissed me at school would have grown up to be.’

‘Ok,’ Danny told her, ‘You are relaxed enough for the next stage. But as always, it is up to you to decide. You have had a terrible experience. Your vagina has been penetrated violently by a very roughly inserted cock. The first time he tore your membrane without any thought for the consequences. That was the pain you felt as he went into you. The stinging you felt just after he fired would be his sperm on the spot your membrane was torn from.’

On subsequent occasions, I doubt there was any of the usual foreplay to get you aroused so that your vagina was lubricated. So, he would have at the least given you friction burns. Then he entered your bum. To do that it is even more important that you are prepared with oil to give a smooth entry. I’m not even going to bother asking if he did.’

‘So, the next two things I’m asking you to do is to let me examine your bum, then your vagina. For the first one I will put a disposable glove on so that my finger doesn’t scratch your insides. I will also squirt some oil inside you, so it slides in easily. I will put my finger inside you very, very, gently. When it’s in, I will move it about slowly and gently to check the walls of your bowel.’

‘The same applies to your vagina, although that will take my finger much easier. I don’t expect to find anything, for you have had lots of time to heal up. But the examination will re-assure you that all is well. It will also show you that anything you do in future can be done gently and enjoyably if it’s with someone who cares for you.’

‘You can stay in the position you are in now for both examinations. After that we will talk about some of the things that I have concluded regarding what you have told me. Then we will look at your life and future experiences.’

Tanya looked at him and smiled. ‘I have been in a terrible state for years.’ she told him. ‘Harry almost pushed me to come here and see you. When I saw your age, I thought to myself, I’m wasting my time. But I decided I’ve really got to do something so I may as well try.’

‘That you have worked wonders is plainly obvious. I’m not only feeling happy and relaxed, but I’m also totally unconcerned at lying here naked. I have also enjoyed the best massage I’ve ever had. So, the answer is a definite yes.’

Danny smiled at her, ‘Thanks for that,’ he told her, ‘It’s always nice to be appreciated. Sit up for a moment.’ he said. Taking her in his arms, Danny said, ‘This isn’t part of the examination, it’s just a reward for doing so well and a thank you for what you have just said.’

He held her close and as she put her arms around him too, he kissed her head. Tanya immediately lifted her head up and kissed him on the lips. Danny responded, trying not to be too encouraging. As she put her head back on his shoulder he said, ‘That was lovely too.’

‘When you’re ready, lie down.’ She kept her arms around him a little longer, then lay down. Danny had put an extra cushion behind her head so that she could relax yet still see what he was doing. He showed her the things he would use, gloves and the oil container. ‘When you feel ready,’ he said, ‘Just draw your knees up, move your legs apart and relax.’

Tanya was a little nervous at what was to come, but by now she knew Danny would make sure it wasn’t painful. She watched him put a glove on, then he dripped some oil onto her bum. She felt it touch, then Danny’s finger touched her bum. He moved around it in gentle small circles spreading the oil. It sent a shiver through her, but it was a happy shiver not the nervous one she expected.

Putting the oil container against her bum, Danny squirted some inside her. Even though he had warned her it would tickle, it sent a tickly wave of excitement through her which made her laugh out loud.

Danny put another single drop on his fingertip then touched it against her bum. Another excited shiver went through her. ‘I don’t expect to find anywhere sore,’ he told her, ‘But if you should feel tender or any discomfort, cry out right away so I can stop, ok?’

As she nodded to him, he started pressing slightly firmer. Tanya’s natural reaction was to clamp her muscles and resist penetration. Danny stopped pushing, just holding it firmly where it was. As soon as she got used to feeling his finger there, she relaxed.

Once the tension had gone her muscles allowed his finger to enter. He slid in very, very, slowly. Tanya had never ever been entered in a gentle manner before. It felt strange to start with, then once her body was convinced it was going to stay that way, it started to feel quite nice.

As it went deeper into her, she couldn’t stop an ‘mmm’ escaping her lips. Danny smiled at her, ‘You’re doing fine,’ he said. A few seconds later he said, ‘My finger is up inside you as far as it will go. I can tell by your face you haven’t felt any pain or discomfort. As I come out, you will feel it moving up and down and side to side to check the walls.’

He moved his finger up, down and sideways where it was accompanied by a happy noise from Tanya. He eased out three quarters of an inch slowly, then did the same again to another similar noise. Repeating it twice more on the way out, nothing untoward showed, just two more happy noises. Taking his finger out, Danny removed his glove then wiped the excess oil off Tanya’s bum.

‘Well done,’ he said, ‘Everything seems ok in there.’ He put another glove on, then using his finger and thumb he opened the mouth of her vagina slightly. Dripping a few drops of oil on the inside edges, he put his index finger half an inch inside to spread the oil around the opening.

Tanya was lying back with her eyes closed, a big smile on her face and making happy noises. Danny slid his finger up as far as it would go, to even more happy noises. Then moving around inside he felt all the walls of her vagina. By the time he had worked his way out, Tanya was making a constant happy noise.

Taking his glove off, Danny wiped the oil off her hairs and put his things to one side. He let Tanya lie there a little longer as she was evidently still savouring the sensations.

Then he broke the spell by saying, ‘Sit up.’ Opening her eyes, Tanya gave him a lovely beaming smile. ‘That felt lovely,’ she said. Danny smiled back, ‘It’s the difference between violent and gentle,’ he told her. He stood up and moved the cushions. Sitting at the end of the settee, he told her to wriggle back until her bum touched the side of his thigh.

‘Turn round a little and have a hug,’ he told her. Tanya twisted her torso round slightly and put her arms around him. He put one arm around her shoulder and his other hand around her waist. As she rested her head on his shoulder Danny said, ‘Everything seems ok inside you. You have also discovered that you can actually enjoy having someone inside you if it’s with the right person.’

‘Now let’s look at your problem. First of all, the things that happened to you are perfectly normal. If you put half a dozen couples in a room and asked them, between them they would have done together, happily, every experience you have had.’

‘Sex between family members of all ages is less usual but it happens a lot more than people think. What was wrong in your case is that it broke the cardinal rule of sex. That is, that it should always be consensual. As a result, you have become convinced that all the things you did were bad and painful.’