Chapter 1: An Unusual First Sex

‘Sit up,’ Danny said. He held him in his arms and hugged him. ‘I can understand how terribly difficult it was for you to tell me that.’ he said. ‘I’m very conscious of the trust you have in me to have done so. Now what you need to do is start at the beginning and tell me the whole story before I can advise you.’

‘Remember, although this is unusual, it’s not by any means the first time it has happened, nor will it be the last. If you take it down to the very basics, all you have actually done is have sex with an older woman. So, lie down and let it all out.’ Seeing Danny show no signs of disgust or condemnation, Victor felt so relieved. He took his head off Danny’s shoulder and kissed him on the lips. Danny kissed back then gave him a bear hug as he told him to lie down.

Once settled, Victor began. ‘Mum and I have always been close,’ he said, ‘We always hug, and I still kiss her when I leave or come home. Then just before my sixteenth birthday, I noticed, although I didn’t realise it until later, that her hug lasted longer and a few times she had kissed me on the lips.’

‘A few days after my birthday, I got up Saturday morning and went for a shower as I usually do. Mum always went out early on a Saturday shopping, so I assumed the house was empty. When I come out of the shower, I usually have a towel around my waist, but this day I didn’t bother.’

‘As I walked naked along the landing, my mum’s bedroom door opened, and she stepped out in her nightie. We both stopped dead and I froze for a moment. I could see she was looking down at my cock, so I put my hands over it as I said, ‘Sorry, I thought you were out.’

‘Don’t hide yourself son,’ she said, ‘You should be proud of what you’ve got, you’re even bigger than your dad.’ ‘What did you do?’ Danny asked. ‘I felt so embarrassed at her seeing me,’ Victor said, ‘Yet I took my hands away and put them at my side. She studied me for a moment then put her arms out.’

‘Come here,’ she said. ‘I went over to her, and she gave me a hug. Don’t be embarrassed.’ she said, ‘You were a sight for sore eyes. She started kissing my neck and suddenly I felt myself growing. I didn’t know what to do but before I could move. I was fully hard.’

‘She felt me against her and slid her hands down my back, took hold of my cheeks and pressed me to her. I could feel her breasts through her nightie which made my cock throb. She kissed me on my lips so passionately I couldn’t stop myself kissing back. As we kissed, she put a hand down between us and held my cock.’

‘I broke away from kissing to let out a howl of ecstasy. She stepped back and said, ‘Sorry son, don’t be upset, go and get dressed now.’ Then she went back into her bedroom. I went and got dressed thinking to myself, have I really just had a full kiss from my mum whilst she held my cock. It took ages for it to go down.’

‘So, what happened when you saw her next?’ Danny asked. ‘I went downstairs for breakfast. Mum was in the kitchen, so I went in feeling very nervous.’ ‘Sit down,’ she said as soon as I went in, so I sat at the table. She sat opposite and put her arms across the table.

‘I put my arms out and we held hands.’ She smiled at me as she said, ‘That shouldn’t have happened and I’m sorry, but I was so amazed to see how much you had grown. You have a beautiful body. Are you still a virgin?’ I blushed and said.’ Yes.’ ‘Don’t be embarrassed,’ mum said, ‘That is perfectly normal at your age, but I bet you have lots of dreams about losing it don’t you?’ she asked with a smile.’

‘Mum!’ I said embarrassed. ‘It’s ok.’ she said, ‘I’m sure you do. Well just think for a moment how similar we are. You dream about having sex for the first time every time that you play with yourself. But you are dreaming about what you think it will be like because you don’t yet know. You don’t expect it to happen just yet, so you are content to dream and make do with firing at your own hand.’

‘I’d never heard her talk like this before and I suddenly felt grown up because she felt able to discuss it with me. ‘Now put yourself in my shoes,’ she said. ‘I lost mine a long time ago, you know that otherwise you wouldn’t be here. But since your dad left us, I’ve been the same as you. I’ve only had dreams to fall back on. But it’s worse for me because I’ve experienced the real thing. So, like you all I have are dreams, but whilst you have hope of the real thing in the future, I can only dream of what’s past. I might never have real sex again.’

‘I’d never have thought about my parents having sex or mum missing out on it if she hadn’t said. Then I could understand how awful it must be being alone after years of having a partner. She told me later,’ he added ‘That when she met dad, he was gentle and considerate it was only later that he became rough and violent.’

‘I think she realised that I was beginning to understand because then she said, ‘When I saw how big you’ve grown earlier, it really drove it home how much I’ve missed being made love to, even if your father was a bit on the rough side in later years. One day I’m sure you’ll have a girlfriend your own age and you’ll enjoy making love together. I won’t bring this conversation up again, but I want you to know that if you ever get overcome by lust and want to lose your virginity, plus get some experience, you will always be welcome to come into my bed.’

‘As I looked at her open mouthed,’ she added, ‘That doesn’t mean that I’m asking you to do it. Sex between mother and son is unusual but not unheard of. But if it doesn’t appeal to you, just forget we ever had this conversation. Right,’ she finished off with. ‘Now you know, turn back the clock and consider that the last hour didn’t happen.’ She got up kissed the top of my head as she passed and finished making breakfast.’

‘How were you with each other after that?’ Danny asked. ‘It was strange,’ Victor told him. ‘It was if we were closer somehow and we understood each other better. Life continued as normal.’

‘But?’ Danny said. Victor gave him a brief smile, ‘Yes, well,’ he continued, ‘I suddenly found that my night-time dreams were of me going to my mums bed. It didn’t matter how much I tried I couldn’t hold the thought of anything else in my brain long enough to fire. After one miserable night of not being able to fire at all, I gave up and let my brain choose the dream. I fired happily but felt guilty afterwards.’

‘After that, every time I went to the bathroom in the night, I felt myself hesitating as I passed my mums bedroom door. After the third night of that, plus some lovely dreams, I had been to the bathroom and as usual was hesitating outside her door when it suddenly opened, and my mum nearly bumped into me. I don’t know who jumped the most. She was on the way to the bathroom.’

‘Seeing me there she said, ‘I don’t want to push you, but I’ll be back in a minute, if you want to join me go and hop into bed. But if you go back to your own bed I won’t be offended.’ Then she went to the bathroom. ‘I walked into her room and stood looking at the bed. I was just wearing shorts, I stood there trying to decide, do I turn and go, do I get in and if I do, should I take my shorts off.’

‘I was still standing there undecided when she came back into the room. I was standing at the side of the bed I knew my dad used to sleep on. She just smiled at me and went to her side. Before she got in, she looked at me and said, ‘I’m going to take my nightie off and get into bed. You know you are welcome to join me, but it has to be your choice. If you’re not sure, leave it for now. You’re welcome to return anytime.’

‘I still stood there and watched as she pulled her nightie off. She stood there with me looking at her breasts and the tuft of hair between her legs. Then as she climbed into bed I looked down at the bulge in my shorts. Like I was in a dream I took them off and got into bed.’

‘She switched the light off and reached out to put a hand on my head. As she stroked my head she said, come to me when you’re ready, no rush. If you want, we can just hold each other and sleep. Whatever you do,’ she said, ‘it’s your first time so make sure you enjoy it.’ ‘Enjoy it? How could I not! My cock was throbbing fit to burst, my heart sounded like a machine gun and at that moment I knew I’d left all my will power outside the door.’

‘I turned on my side towards her and moved closer. She did the same and as her breasts touched my bare chest, my cock squashed between us, and we kissed. It was the most fantastic feeling I’d ever had. Our lips were locked together for what seemed like ages. We each had one hand on the other’s cheeks pulling our hips close together.’