Chapter 1: Jenny Loses Her Inhibitions

Danny took hold of the waist and slid her panties down to her knees. As Jenny lowered her hips back onto the settee, he slid them down each leg and off altogether. Looking up at her, he saw her tuft of hair and her firm breasts with two pert nipples.

‘How do you feel right now?’ He asked her. She smiled at him, ‘Slightly embarrassed at being naked, very relaxed and a bit nervous about being examined.’ she told him, ‘But I’m sure I will be fine in your hands.’

‘Thank you,’ Danny said, ‘Do you feel up to trying the examination now?’ Jenny nodded, ‘Yes I think so,’ she said. ‘What will happen, Danny told her, ‘Is that I will put a disposable glove on so that my finger nail doesn’t scratch your insides, put some olive oil around the opening and inside so that my finger will slide in easily, then whilst it is inside you, I will move it about to check everywhere is ok.’

‘It shouldn’t hurt or be uncomfortable,’ Danny told her, ‘In fact you could even find it enjoyable. But should you feel any discomfort or panic, call out and I’ll stop immediately. I’ll need you to draw your knees up and put your feet apart, so do that when you feel ready.’

Jenny gave him a trace of a smile, then put her legs into position. Danny put his glove on making sure Jenny could see everything he was doing. He showed her the oil dispenser, explaining again what was in it. ‘First I’m just going to put two drops on your hairs,’ he told her, ‘Then I will rub it gently around your opening so that the edges are slippery.’

‘I’m sure you know,’ he said, ‘That if you knew you were going to have sex, your body would generate its own oil.’ He put his finger on where he had dripped the oil and ran it round. As he did so, he parted her hairs, so his finger ran around the skin. Looking up he saw Jenny had her eyes shut and a slight smile on her face.

‘I’m just going to squirt some oil inside you,’ he told her. He put the container to the opening and gave a squeeze. Jenny laughed, ‘That tickled,’ she said. Her smile was bigger than before.

‘I’m ready now,’ Danny said, ‘Are you ok?’ ‘Yes, go ahead,’ Jenny told him. ‘Don’t forget, the slightest discomfort shout out,’ he said. He ran his finger around the opening once more, then very slowly slid the tip of his finger inside.

Looking up he saw Jenny still had her eyes closed but looked very happy. He slid his finger in another inch, paused for a moment, then moved it around to feel the sides. A few seconds later Jenny called out in distress, ‘No, no, no, stop, please stop.’ Danny whipped his finger out right away, told her to sit up and put his arms around her.

Jenny wrapped her arms around him and sobbed on his shoulder. ‘I’m sorry,’ she said, ‘It wasn’t you. It’s my silly panic attacks again.’ Danny stroked the back of her head as he held her tight, ‘Don’t worry,’ he said, ‘Just let it all out, I’m sure we’re getting close to sorting it.’

She cried for a few minutes, then as her sobs subsided, she kissed him on his cheek. ‘Thank you for being so understanding,’ she told him, ‘Can we try again.’ Dany put his hands on her shoulders, looked her straight in the eyes and said, ‘Are you really sure?’ ‘Yes,’ she said, ‘Let’s get to the bottom of it all.’

She lay back down, drew her legs up again and closed her eyes. Danny put a clean glove on, dripped some oil on his finger, then ran it around the opening a couple of times. Jenny looked calm and relaxed, so he put his finger in half an inch, then tested the sides. She tensed slightly the first time he pressed against the side, then relaxed as he checked all around.

‘Are you ok?’ Danny asked. ‘Yes, carry on.’ Jenny said sounding at ease. Danny slowly slid his finger further inside until half his index finger was in. He moved his finger around checking the side, then just as he was doing the last side, she had another panic attack.

Pulling out, Danny sat her up and held her once more. This time she didn’t cry, just held him tight. Danny asked, ‘Before your panic attack hit you, how were you feeling?’ ‘I was a little worried about it coming back,’ she told him, ‘But your finger was so gentle that the feeling I was getting was lovely until suddenly I panicked.’

‘If you’re willing to try again,’ Danny said, ‘I have an idea that might tell us a bit more.’ ‘Yes,’ Jenny said firmly. She lay back down, then Danny told her, ‘This time I want you to rest one hand on your stomach, close your eyes and imagine you are in a dream. I will put my finger inside you but at the same time I will pick up your wrist and place your hand against me so let it go loose.’

He slid his finger in, ignoring the walls for the moment. Once he was halfway in, he picked up Jenny’s wrist, then placed her hand over his trousers between his legs. Jenny felt her hand rest on some material, then felt a very hard lump underneath which moved at her touch. She opened her eyes to see what it was. Surprised, she found that her hand was on Danny’s cock which was clearly erect. As she looked, Danny slid his finger further in. It wasn’t until he was almost fully in that she had another panic attack.

Pulling out Danny sat her up and held her. Jenny suddenly realised that Danny had let go of her hand to hold her, but she still had her hand over his cock. ‘Oops, sorry,’ she said as she took it away. ‘Don’t be,’ Danny said, ‘If it helps you, hold it anytime. Now, what were your feelings before your attack?’ ‘Everything felt nice she told him, then when I realised where you had put my hand, I got a lovely feeling inside. Then the attack spoilt it all.’

‘Did your mind reveal anything else?’ Danny asked? ‘Everywhere seemed black.’ she told him. ‘I got the impression that I was in bed.’ ‘Good,’ Danny said, ‘Every little snippet helps complete the picture.’

‘Now, let’s try that again.’ Jenny lay down and as Danny slid his finger inside, she got hold of his bulge without being told. This time Danny got his finger all the way in without any reaction other than a couple of happy noises. He decided to risk examining the sides, so he moved his finger around, then as he drew it out, checked the walls again. Pulling his finger right out, he smiled down at her. ‘Now that is progress,’ he said, ‘But clearly you are enjoying yourself far too much for us to learn anything.’

‘Let’s try one more idea,’ he said. ‘I’m going to do exactly the same as we have just done, but this time I want to put a cover over your face so that you are in darkness. Then I want you to concentrate on feeling as if you are in bed at your mother’s house, will you give that a try?’

‘Anything you think might help,’ Jenny told him. She put herself into position, then Danny took the throw off the back of the settee and laid it gently over her face. ‘Any panic and I’ll pull it off right away,’ he assured her.

He put fresh oil on his finger and inserted his fingertip. Then as he slid in deeper, he picked up her wrist and moved it towards him. Unknown to Jenny, once he had covered her face, he had dropped his trousers and his shorts. As he put Jenny’s hand on his bare hard cock, he slid his finger fully in in one quick slide.

There were a few seconds of silence, then as Jenny suddenly realised that she had a hard bare cock in her hand and Danny’s finger slid deep inside her, she screamed. The throw muffled it, but Danny whipped his finger out and pulled it off her face straight away. There was a look of terror on her face.

She sat up without being told, put her arms around Danny and sobbed her heart out. Danny let her cry it out as he stroked her head and held her close. When her sobs subsided, she looked at Danny with wet sad eyes. ‘It was my brother,’ she said, ‘He raped me. How did you guess?’

‘Never mind that for now,’ Danny said, ‘Tell me everything that you remember.’ Jenny gave him a watery smile then said, ‘Mum had gone away for the weekend. I was in bed. I don’t know what time it was, but it was pitch dark. I came to in time to realise someone was getting into bed with me.’

‘Before I could cry out, a hand came over my mouth. At the same time, I realised it was a male and he was naked. He took his hand away and kissed me hard on my lips as he climbed on top of me. As he lowered himself down, I felt his cock pushing into me, then he spoke.’ ‘Don’t fight it,’ he said, ‘I don’t want to hurt you.’ ‘He thrust himself in, it was the first time I had ever been entered. The pain was excruciating. But what was even worse was recognising his voice. It was my brother.’

‘He lay on top of me and started thrusting in and out, the pain was terrible so after a while I passed out. When I came to later, he had gone. I hoped it had been a bad dream, but then I felt the pain still inside me and there was fluid leaking out of me, which was sticky, so I knew that I hadn’t imagined it.’