Chapter 5: Youre a Big Softie Really

‘They will be about you, your life, your dreams, your experiences, what you know about sex and about when you play with yourself. The first questions will only require brief simple answers, sometimes just a yes or a no.’

‘Then on your next two visits I’ll ask you to tell me a bit more about each answer you gave. Then by the time you reach the last stage you’ll be so relaxed, being taught how to make love won’t embarrass you at all so you’ll be able to listen properly, take it all in, and even ask questions if you need to.’

‘So, the first question is, ‘Do you want to start now?’ ‘Yes, please.’ Dane answered immediately. ‘Ok,’ Kurt you stay where you are, and Dane, you stretch out on your back, with your head on Kurt’s lap please.’ Dane looked at Kurt for reassurance.

Kurt smiled at him and patted his lap. ‘Come and get comfortable,’ he said. As Dane settled in place, he felt even more at ease. As Kurt rested a hand on Dane’s head and the other flat on his stomach, Alvin fetched a dining chair over. He sat by Danes hips, facing him.

‘How do you feel?’ Alvin asked. ‘Surprisingly relaxed and happy.’ Dane answered. Then as he felt Kurt start to do a lovely gentle massage on his head, he felt even more at ease. ‘How old are you?’ Alvin asked. ‘I’m twenty next month,’ Dane told him.

‘How did you feel when you were getting changed for sports with the rest of your form at school?’ Alvin asked him. ‘I always felt terribly embarrassed.’ Dane told him. ‘Who were your three best friends at school?’ ‘I only really had one,’ Dane said, ‘That was Fraser.’

‘Imagine you were dreaming about a girl you fancied and were in bed with her, what would you be doing in your dream?’ Alvin asked. Dane went very red, then said quietly, ‘Having sex.’ In as few words as possible, can you describe to me what you would actually be doing if you were having sex?’

‘I’d be pushing my dick in and out of her vagina,’ Dane said after a pause and going red again. ‘Imagine it really happened. When you’d finished, do you think she would have enjoyed it as much as you did?’ After a long pause Dane admitted that he had no idea.

‘Your sex organ is called your penis,’ Alvin said. ‘In your head, when you think about it, what do you call it?’ ‘My dick.’ Dane replied. ‘When did you last play with your dick in bed?’ ‘Last night.’ Dane admitted going slightly red.

‘Did you shoot your load?’ Another pause then he replied, ‘Yes.’ ‘Apart from Fraser, have you ever told anyone else you play with yourself in bed?’ ‘No never.’ ‘How do you feel about Kurt and I knowing it now?’ ‘I can’t believe it, but I don’t feel all that bothered.’ he told them with a smile.

‘See, you’re losing some of your shyness already.’ Alvin told him. ‘Imagine you were in a bedroom with a girl, and you were about to get onto the bed and have sex, what would you both be wearing?’ ‘Nothing.’ he said looking happy at the thought.

‘So, how would you feel able to let her see you naked, when you’re so shy?’ Alvin asked. ‘I don’t know,’ Dane said sounding sad, ‘I guess I just assumed that if I ever got that far, we’d be so used to each other I’d be ok.’

‘Have you ever seen a naked female in the flesh?’ Alvin asked. ‘No.’ Dane said. Kurt and Alvin both noticed the front of his trousers lifting up as he was clearly imagining it. He looked at Alvin aghast as he realised that they must both have noticed it.

‘When you are with us, there is no need to feel embarrassed, no matter what happens,’ Alvin told him. ‘You have just gone hard at the thought of a naked woman. That is exactly what your cock, or dick as you call it, is designed to do. That it has just happened in front of your two friends just shows how much at ease you are becoming with them.’

‘That can only help us solve your problems. Because you can be sure, this is a team effort. To succeed will need you, Kurt and myself to be able to work together to teach you everything you need to know. So can you tell us in your own words what your body just did when you pictured that naked lady?’

Dane struggled for a moment, then said, ‘I got an erection.’ ‘If you hadn’t felt embarrassed, how would it have felt?’ Alvin asked. ‘Nice.’ came the reply accompanied by a smile. ‘Well done,’ Alvin told him. ‘Now, Kurt has one hand resting on your stomach.’