Chapter 2: Kurts Favourite Position

‘He put his head on my shoulder and took hold of my cock, so I held his too. We were both hard, but we just held each other’s cocks loosely and let them flex. ‘When we’d arranged about next week,’ Gordon continued, ‘Alison said she’d better go in.’

‘She still had her arm in mine and turned to face me. She put her arms around me, so I did the same to her. She smiled at me and said, ‘It’s been a lovely evening I’ll look forward so much to next week.’ She kissed me on my cheek. It sent shivers through me, it felt so lovely.’

‘I kissed her on her cheek too and she stepped back. As she let herself in, she gave me another smile. I smiled back and she closed the door. I stood looking at it for a while, I couldn’t move. Then I walked back here as if I was walking on air.’

‘That’s lovely,’ I told him. ‘When you meet her on Sunday, give her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Then when you say goodnight, you should be ok to give her a kiss on her lips.’ His cock flexed like mad in my hand. I kissed the top of his head, then I felt him go limp as he fell asleep.’

‘His cock was still flexing in my hand, so I knew he was having a lovely dream. But although I was so happy for him, I felt sad too, knowing it wouldn’t be a dream about me.’ I lay awake for ages wondering how many more times I’d hold him like this. Then I fell asleep too.’

‘This is an amazing story,’ Kurt said. ‘If you knew it would make you so unhappy, why did you encourage him to go out with her in the first place?’ Alvin was silent for a moment, then he said, ‘It’s simple. Because I loved him. I still do.’ he added.’

‘I don’t understand.’ Kurt said looking puzzled. ‘Because I loved him,’ Alvin told him, ‘I wanted him to be happy. He should experience the joys of courting and hopefully marriage. We both enjoyed our time together, but I didn’t want him to start thinking of it as a permanent way of life. He deserved so much more.’

‘Kurt took Alvin in his arms and kissed him. Alvin noticed that Kurts eyes were very wet. ‘You are such a wonderful and nice person,’ Kurt told him. ‘Will you do something for me?’ ‘Anything, if I can.’ Alvin agreed. ‘Will you make me into as nice a person as you are?’ Kurt asked.

‘You’re a nice person already.’ Alvin told him. ‘That’s due to you,’ Kurt said, ‘Before I met you, I wasn’t a nice person at all.’ ‘I don’t know about that,’ Alvin said, ‘And you don’t need to tell me. Since I met you, you’ve been a nice person. That’s the Kurt I know, and that’s the Kurt I love.’

‘Kurt dissolved in tears again. Alvin put his arm around him and waited for him to cry himself out. When his tears finished, Kurt dried his eyes and said, ‘In all my life I can’t remember anyone ever saying that they loved me.’

‘How many people have you ever said, ‘I love you’ to?’ Alvin asked him. Kurt didn’t even have to think about it. ‘No one, ever.’ he replied. ‘Has there been anyone you would have liked to say that to?’ ‘No, it never even occurred to me,’ he said.

He looked so miserable that Alvin was about to console him when he brightened up a little and announced, ‘Oh, well, yes, I suppose there has been one I’d like to say it to, although I haven’t actually done so.’ ‘Well. that’s a start.’ Alvin told him.

‘You stand a much better chance of being loved if you love people yourself. You also stand a much better chance of having friends, if you yourself are a friend to others. Why haven’t you told the person you love that you love them?’ Alvin asked.

‘I suppose it’s because I’ve never loved anyone before, so I’m not used to it,’ Kurt replied. ‘Plus, for the same reason, I’ve only just realised it. Alvin, can I tell you something?’ ‘Of course,’ Alvin told him. ‘I love you.’ Kurt said, sounding very happy and very certain.’

They went into each other’s arms, hugged and kissed. ‘What would you like to do before we go to sleep?’ Alvin asked. ‘You know you told me that you and Gordon sucked each other at the same time,’ Kurt said. ‘Do you think we could do that?’