Chapter 7: No Need To Scream

‘Becket relied on his victims being too scared of him or too embarrassed to report him. He knew none of you would want to have to stand up in court and tell the world what he did to you. I know of eleven rapes. It is more than likely that there are many more but unfortunately there’s nothing we can do to help them.’

‘If Becket had been taken to court, even with the numbers, there was no proof of what he had done, so he could have got away with it. That’s why the method of punishment was decided on. The main aim was to save there being any future victims.’

‘Becket was filmed being castrated. He was given a copy of the film and told that if he made any fuss about it, the film would be shown on social media with his name and details of why it was done. I have a copy of that film, and if you want to see it you can do so before you go.’

‘You should know that the pain you suffered was not because of what he did to you, but because of how he did it. He was only interested in his own pleasure he didn’t give a damn about his victims. Imagine you and Yutao had had several more holidays together.’

‘Or imagine that you and I did. Just suppose for one moment that one of us wanted to put our dicks up your bum and you were willing to try it. Tell me how you think it would be different.’ Ashton looked horrified at the idea, yet at the same time he was trying to imagine being on holiday with Lewis. At the thought of doing with him what he and Yutao had done he felt very excited.’

Lewis felt the soft dick under his hand starting to grow. He grinned at Ashton, ‘Go on, tell me why you’re getting hard.’ He asked. Ashton grinned back with no sign of embarrassment. ‘I was imagining being in bed with you and doing all the things Yutao and I had done.’

‘They must have been happy thoughts,’ Lewis told him, ‘Otherwise you would have stayed soft. I’m flattered. Can you tear your mind back to the question?’ ‘Well first of all it wouldn’t happen.’ Ashton said, ‘Because neither of you would force me to do it and when I said no, you would respect my wishes.’

‘But if it did, I feel sure that neither of you would go charging in, you’d do it gently. Whether that would stop it hurting I don’t know.’ ‘Let me explain why you had the pains you did.’ Lewis told him. ‘First of all, your bum is a similar size to your dick. So, someone putting a dick in your bum the size of Beckets would stretch the opening considerably.’

‘Your bum is designed to stretch, but slowly. It hurt for two reasons, one was that he forced his way in hard and fast. Two was that he used no lubrication, so instead of sliding in easily it went in like a pole wrapped in sandpaper.’

‘That scratched all your insides, so that when he fired, all his cum ran into the scratches he had made. That’s where the stinging came from. If Yutao for example had gone up your bum, he would have fitted in without any stretching.’

‘If he had used olive oil or similar on his dick and on your bum, it would have slid in very easily. Because it was lubricated, it wouldn’t have scratched, so when he fired, all you would have felt would have been a lovely wet warm feeling and the pleasure of being so close.’

‘Hearing Lewis describe it like that, almost made it sound desirable. Of one thing Ashton was very sure, if Lewis or Yutao did it that way, even if he didn’t enjoy it, it wouldn’t hurt. He felt sure that Yutao had never done anything like that but hearing his detailed description he wondered if Lewis had.’

‘Now let’s look at your concern about the size of your dick, your sex education, and how to get rid of your nightmares. We’ll look at them altogether because they are connected. Tell me first what it is that bothers you about the size of your dick.’

Ashton thought hard, he could never have imagined being asked such a question, let alone answering it. Yet here he was preparing to do just that. He looked at Lewis and said, ‘First of all, anyone seeing it would laugh at it.’