Chapter 2: Stroking A Bigger Cock

‘I felt his cock swell inside me, then as well as moving in and out, it pulsated as he started to shoot his load. Then as he was shooting the last part of his load his cock was still. Feeling it throbbing inside me felt quite arousing.’

‘He leaned forward and rested his weight on me, which was a strain on my hips and my back. But once his cock had shrunk, he lifted off, pulling it out as he did so. He backed away and told me I could put my legs down.’

‘He put his legs astride me again, and moved up until his cock was just below mine. He put the torch back on and shone it on our cocks as he picked mine up and held it alongside his. We were both soft and in other circumstances that might have been enjoyable.’

‘Then he said, ‘You really do have a tiddler, don’t you. Don’t you wish yours was as big as mine?’ ‘Yes,’ I admitted, ‘You’re very lucky.’ ‘I bet you’re still a virgin.’ he said. ‘Yes.’ I answered seeing no point in not answering.’

‘Well, here’s a tip for you,’ he said, ‘Try a girl by all means, but a bum grips your cock much tighter than a vagina and is much more exciting. Even yours would be gripped tight.’ Then he laughed, ‘Perhaps tomorrow night, I’ll let you try it out on me.’

‘I felt sick at that suggestion, but at the same time a strange feeling of excitement went through me. As he leaned forward to undo my wrists his cock was rubbing against mine and some very strange feelings were going through me.’

‘As he got off the bed he said, ‘Remember what I warned you last night. Oh, and I’m sorry to disappoint you, but you won’t get to go up my bum tomorrow, this place will be full.’ Then he walked out using his torch to see his way.’

‘As soon as he had gone, I put the light on and walked down naked to the shower room. I had a long shower and returned to bed. I wasn’t too long getting back to sleep, feeling I was safe from further attacks. But I did have some very strange dreams.’

‘The following day, by mid-morning everyone who had started the course with me had returned. We had several lectures during the day, then just before our evening meal we were told that we had all done well and would take up our new jobs a week on Monday.’

‘The canteen had put on a special evening meal for us, which was lovely and there was wine and beer for all who wanted it. Everyone sat around chatting for ages afterwards, then we headed for the billet. Seeing it full of people again made me feel safe.’

‘I got into bed and was asleep in no time. The next day after breakfast we all had individual meetings with someone from where we would be working. We were given the address of where to go, who to contact if we had any difficulties and reminded of the penalties of breaching the Official Secrets Act once more.’

‘By mid-day I was back in my car heading home. ‘So how did you feel then?’ Lewis asked. ‘It felt good to be back home. And having Graham and Pat in the flat with me made me feel so safe. Graham just acted as if I hadn’t been away, but I felt that Pat sensed something was troubling me.’

‘That night I had a disturbed night, I felt safe being back home but the memories of what had happened to me kept returning. I’d already decided there was nothing I could risk doing about it and I’d just have to put it down to experience.’

‘Although the pain in my bum had nearly gone, I felt it all again in my dreams and I couldn’t stop worrying about what had happened. The next morning, I was having breakfast with Pat after Graham had gone to work. ‘You look as if something is really bothering you.’ he said.’

‘I’m not going to ask you what, just remember what I told you, if you want to come into me tonight, we can just go to sleep in each other’s arms, you don’t have to say anything.’ ‘I’d like to do that please.’ I told him, so we arranged that I’d go to bed at my usual time.’

‘I would then go to the bathroom half an hour later, and as long as Graham wasn’t about, instead of returning to my room, I’d just walk into Pats without knocking.’ ‘And did you?’ Lewis asked. ‘Yes,’ Bill said. ‘I had been looking forward to it all day.’

‘When I came out of the bathroom, there was no sign of anyone about, so I opened Pats door quietly, stepped in and closed it behind me. He was sitting up in bed reading with just the bedside light on. He smiled at me, ‘Come and join me.’ he said.

‘I’m naked,’ he added, ‘So either strip off first, or if you want me to, I’ll get out and put some shorts on.’ ‘I didn’t say anything, I just stripped off and got into bed with him. He slid down in the bed and told me to come into his arms, then he’d put the light out.’

‘As our bodies touched and we put our arms around each other, it felt so lovely. Both our cocks started to grow, and I couldn’t stop myself bursting into tears. Pat just held me tight and stroked my back. ‘Just let it out,’ he told me, ‘It’ll do you the world of good.’

‘Afterwards, if you want to talk about it, you can. But if you don’t, you don’t have to, we’ll just go to sleep in each other’s arms. Although I can’t guarantee that I won’t have a feel of your cock in the night.’ he added. ‘Feel free,’ I managed to get out between my sobs, ‘I feel so safe with you.’

‘After a while my sobs stopped. Pat gave me a kiss and lay on his back. He put an arm out across the bed, and I snuggled up to his side with my head on his shoulder. He moved his arm round me and said, ‘If I can help you with anything you only have to ask, otherwise just go to sleep and have a peaceful night.’

‘My cock had gone soft and was resting against his leg. ‘Would you mind if I asked you about your relationships?’ I asked. ‘I reserve the right not to answer,’ he said, ‘But I will never mind you asking anything at all. And I will do my best to answer you.’

‘Thank you,’ I told him, ‘Can you tell me what you did when someone stayed over?’ I was worried that such a very personal question might upset him. ‘Is this connected to what’s troubling you?’ he asked. When I told him, ‘Yes, it was.’ he told me he didn’t like to see me upset and would tell me everything.’

‘What did he tell you?’ Lewis asked interested. ‘Nothing.’ Bill answered. ‘I felt so at ease in his arms I must have fallen asleep.’ The next morning Pat said he had started to answer my question, then realised that I was fast asleep. ‘I decided you needed a good night’s sleep, so I didn’t disturb you.’ he told me.’

‘But you still want answers. We’ll do the same tonight if you’d like to, but this time I’ll come in to you. You won’t be so tired tonight.’ ‘Thank you, I’d like that,’ I told him. We had a kiss then we got up and put our shorts on. He opened the bedroom door, stuck his head out, saw the coast was clear and waved me out.’

‘I had arranged a few driving lessons that afternoon, Sunday was always popular with people who worked nine to five. The morning seemed to go very slow, but the afternoon flew past. Graham was out doing something sporty, so Pat and I went to a local restaurant for a late Sunday roast.’

‘In all the time I’d known him, it was the first time we’d eaten out together. I learned a lot about his life. His parents had split up when he was eighteen and he’d lived alone in a flat after that until the three of us had moved in together.’

‘I wouldn’t want anyone else to know this,’ he told me, ‘But in the year before we moved in together, I got really depressed with being so lonely. I felt suicidal several times. I didn’t do anything,’ he assured me, ‘But if you and Graham hadn’t come along, who knows what might have happened.’

‘Back at the flat, Graham was home, so we all had a coffee together and chatted generally. When we had finished, Graham said he had had a hard day playing Rugby and was going to have an early night. After he had gone Pat said, ‘Let’s go to bed now. It’s half past ten, so I’ll come into you at eleven. Graham will be dead to the world by then.’