Chapter 8: I. H. S. T. O. S. A.

‘How on earth could you know that?’ Bill asked amazed as he thought of all those times through the past years that he had been so sad about feeling lonely. ‘When you counsel people,’ Lewis told him, ‘You soon get to recognise many things without being told.’

‘Then once you suspect something, it can usually be confirmed easily with a simple question. When you leave here you will only continue to be lonely if it’s something you want to be, not because you don’t feel able to overcome it.’

Bill doubted that very much, but he liked the sound of it. ‘Is that really possible?’ Bill asked. ‘Yes, definitely,’ Lewis told him. ‘You are only lonely because you have made yourself lonely. Why you’ve done that I don’t yet know, but we will discover those reasons between us shortly.’

‘Once we discover what those reasons are, it will be easy to overcome them.’ When Lewis reached his feet, he had slid his shorts right off and tossed them over onto the heap of Bills clothes. ‘I still have some questions,’ Lewis told him, ‘But you have relaxed so well, I think we can jump forward a bit.’

‘I’m going to go back up your front now, with no questions. As I massage every inch of your front, I want you to just close your eyes, relax and enjoy it. Then when I reach your head, we’ll move on.’ Bill thought that sounded lovely and closed his eyes immediately.

As he felt Lewis’s hands moving slowly up both legs, he felt great. Then as Lewis massaged his knees, his cock was doing a dance in anticipation. Without even realising that he was doing it, Bill drew his knees up and parted his legs.

As Lewis massaged up the top and the sides of his thighs, Bill couldn’t stop himself making excited noises. When his hands reached his balls and massaged ever so gently over his sac and both of his balls, his excited noises increased in volume.

Then as Lewis’s hands moved up higher and massaged all around his cock, up his groins and through his hairs, then gave his cock a couple of strokes before moving on up, he couldn’t stop himself crying out, ‘I’ve never felt anything so lovely.’

As Lewis massaged over his abdomen and then his stomach, Bills cock gradually slowed down its dance. Bill was still loving the massage but felt sightly disappointed that the massage around his cock had ended. Lewis massaged over his chest and up onto his head.

Taking his hands off, Lewis smiled. Bill still had his eyes shut and from the beam on his face had clearly enjoyed every moment of his massage. ‘Sit up now.’ Lewis instructed. Bill opened his eyes to see Lewis’s arms wide open.

He sat up into them without any hesitation, and as Lewis’s arms closed around him, he put his arms around Lewis. As he felt a strange sensation of peace and safety flow through him, he rested his head on Lewis’s shoulder.

‘He probably can solve my problems,’ Bill decided, ‘But it won’t happen because I won’t be able to tell him enough about the worst one.’ ‘Am I right in thinking that apart from Pat, I’m the only other man you’ve ever had in your arms like this?’ Lewis asked.

‘Yes,’ Bill admitted, ‘And you’re the only person I can ever imagine admitting that to. Stay sitting up Lewis instructed as he moved away. He sat at the end of the settee and told Bill to lie down. As Bill settled with his head on Lewis’s lap, he felt so at ease.

Lewis rested one hand on his head and massaged slowly. His other hand he rested over Bills now soft cock. However, feeling Lewis’s touch, it shot up hard immediately. Lewis simply moved his thumb and let it stand up between his thumb and forefinger, then took hold of it.

It stood up happily waving about. Bill looked down his front, saw it and thought how nice it felt having Lewis holding it. ‘Now, a few more questions,’ Lewis told him. ‘Let’s look at girls first. We’ll split it into three sections.’

‘One is to ask a girl out for a date. Two would be to take her out several times with some kissing and cuddling. Third would be to take her to your bed and sleep together. You haven’t felt able to do any of those things. Can you tell me what percentage of each one stopped you?’

Bill went silent as he thought about it. It took him a while to decide then he answered, ‘Thirty-three-point three percent for each one.’ ‘I suspected as much,’ Lewis told him. ‘Listen to this description and tell me how close I am.’

‘You haven’t asked a girl out for two reasons. You’re twenty five percent too shy to speak to her and seventy five percent scared in case she said yes. The reason you’re scared in case she says yes is because you don’t think you would know what to do, especially in bed, and you think you’d probably make a fool of yourself.’

Bill looked at him with his mouth open. ‘How did you guess?’ he asked looking amazed and unhappy at the same time. ‘Experience,’ Lewis told him, ‘But don’t worry, you’re far from being alone. We’ll sort that out for you later.’

‘For now, just describe your dream when you take Jane to bed, from the moment you walk into your bedroom together.’ Bill went very red. ‘Don’t worry about it,’ Lewis told him, ‘I’m not going to laugh at you if you have got it all wrong.’

‘But knowing how you dream it now, will help me later when I teach you how to do it properly, so that the girl will want to stay with you.’ Bill was feeling terribly embarrassed at the idea of describing it, but the thought of learning how he should be doing it convinced him he had to try.

‘After all,’ he thought, ‘Lying here naked with Lewis is nothing like trying to understand what they were trying to teach me at school. I’ll even feel able to ask him to explain if I don’t understand anything. Ok.’ he said. He swallowed then began.

‘We walk in hand in hand,’ he said. ‘We have a kiss, then we both get undressed. We have another hug, and we hold each other close, our naked bodies pressed against each other. Her bare breasts press against my chest and my cock is throbbing against her hairs.’

‘Then Jane gets on the bed and lies on her back. I get up and kneel between her legs. I lower myself down on her, and my cock slides inside her. Then I start thrusting in and out, going faster and faster until I shoot my load.’

‘Then I lie down on her, we kiss, and we fall asleep.’ As he finished, he looked at Lewis waiting for his verdict. He just knew it would be bad. But Lewis just told him, ‘There are a lot of missing bits in that story,’ he told him. ‘When Jane left, you would probably never see her again.’

Bill looked so sad. ‘It was that bad then?’ he asked. ‘When we’ve sorted your problems out,’ Lewis told him, ignoring the question, ‘I’ll teach you what to do from the kiss at the end of your first date right through to waking up in bed afterwards.’

Bill felt very excited at that idea and relieved that Lewis hadn’t laughed at him or made any criticism. When he had been describing thrusting in and out of Jane, Lewis had given his hard cock a few strokes which had felt very erotic.

‘Now,’ Lewis said, ‘You are lying there naked. You are erect. I’ve held your erection and touched almost everywhere on your body. We’ve had a hug, and you have described to me how you would make love to your girlfriend.’

‘That tells me that you are feeling more relaxed with me at this moment than you have ever done with anyone else before. So next we’ll look at your problem with Pat. Start off by describing every detail of what happened, from the moment you lay on your bed after your shower.’

As he began Bill decided he would just tell it exactly as it happened and hold nothing back. ‘When I came out of the bathroom I went into my bedroom. Pat was already there sitting waiting. He had removed my duvet, and he pointed to the bed.’

‘I lay face down and he prodded gently all over my back to find out which bit hurt. Since my hot shower it had already gone a lot easier. He told me to lift my hips then took the towel off. Then he prodded around the base of my spine and the top of my cheeks.’

‘I’m going to massage the painful area now,’ he told me. ‘I’ll put a drop of oil on my hands so they will slide on your skin. If I press too hard anywhere, tell me right away. You might get an odd twinge, but I don’t want to give you any serious pain.’