Chapter 1: Pretend That Isn’t There

‘As my scream ended, I could feel that his cock had slid an inch into my bum. How I hadn’t realised it was happening I have no idea. Then it kept sliding in, going relentlessly deeper and deeper into me. But he had been right. This time there was no pain at all.’

‘Now I could relax and think about it, I decided it felt weird. I still thought it was disgusting, but apart from it feeling slightly uncomfortable being a tight fit in my bum, it was bearable. I had a sudden mental image of Pauls big thick cock and imagined how painful that would have been.’

‘Mr Clarkson’s hairs were now tickling my balls. I knew that every inch of his cock was up inside me and marvelled at it. Then it throbbed. I felt the movement deep in my insides. It gave me a very strange feeling, but it felt rather nice.’

‘He smiled at me, ‘See, I promised you it wouldn’t hurt.’ he said. ‘Now here’s what I’m going to do. As I move in and out of you, starting off very slowly, I’ll stroke your cock at the same speed and at the same time. Let’s see if we can both shoot together.’

‘He eased his hips back, and I felt his cock pulling out. It felt rather nice. Then as he slid it in again at the same speed, that sent a lovely shiver through me. He kept going slowly, matching his stroking on my cock with it.’

‘I had relaxed a lot by now, beginning to feel sure that I could really believe what he had told me about there being no pain. Then I felt him speed up a little, both in my bum and on my cock. The combination of the two were feeling really nice.’

‘Then I did something that totally amazed me. I closed my eyes and relaxed completely against the back of the chair. Moments later he increased speed again. Each increase was noticeable but very slight. Several more increases followed and all it did was increase the pleasure.’

‘My feeling had clicked in in my cock, and I felt it flex in his hand. So, he went slightly faster with both. As my feeling grew, he kept increasing speed by tiny amounts. Soon I knew I was getting close. ‘Anytime now.’ I called out.’

‘Me too,’ he said and speeded up quite a bit. As his hand flew up and down on my cock and his cock slid in and out of my bum at the same speed, I called out, ‘NOW.’ Seconds later, five jets of cum shot up in the air.’

‘As I watched it soaring up and crashing down on my chest, I cried out in ecstasy at the wonderful feeling it gave me. Before all the cum had landed, I felt him give a few extra hard but not painful thrusts into me. Then as I felt his cock pulsating, he too screamed out in delight.’

‘I felt my insides going wet and warm. I tensed and waited for the stinging to start, but none came. By now he had stopped stroking my cock and his own was still. My cock went soft in his hand, and I felt his going soft inside me. As he lay mine down, his slipped out.’

‘He stood up and passed me a handful of tissues, then pushed a few between my legs up against my bum. ‘Sit still,’ he said as he left the room. He returned with a cloth and towel. He washed and dried my chest, then he did what I’d done to him. He pulled my foreskin back and dabbed my tip.’

‘He looked as if he was enjoying doing that. He gave my cock a brief stroke, then he put my underpants on as far up as he could. ‘When you stand up,’ he told me, ‘Pull your underpants up so that they keep those tissues against your bum.’

‘In the next half hour, you might find some of the cum oozes out of your bum. Just go to the toilet in half an hour and get rid of them. If anything’s going to leak, it’ll be done by then. Although,’ he added sounding sad, ‘I don’t shoot a lot, so there might not be any.’

‘We both got dressed and I sat back on his knee. ‘That was nice,’ he told me. ‘I’ll see you in three months.’ ‘Next time I’ll expect you to go up my bum too.’ I said nothing, but I felt sick at the idea. As I walked home, I thought about what we had just done.’

‘In the end, the whole thing had been quite enjoyable. If I hadn’t been there by force, perhaps been with Paul and not worrying about anything, I could possibly have really enjoyed it. But it still wasn’t something I particularly wanted to do.’

‘Me putting my own cock up his bum was definitely something that turned my stomach. I worried the whole three months trying to work out some way of keeping him happy but without having to do that.’ ‘What happened the next time?’ Danny asked.

Adrian’s face lit up as he beamed at Danny. ‘It didn’t,’ he said. ‘The day before I was due to come here, the whole school was called into the hall. We were told he had been caught raping a pupil and had fled. I felt so happy. Then I wondered who the poor lad was that he had been caught with.’

‘At least no one knew about me,’ I thought to myself. Then I remembered the recording. What if he was so annoyed about being caught, he sent the recording to people at school. Then I was even more worried, because there was absolutely nothing I could do about it.’

‘When your text came, I checked your number with the one we had been given at school. Seeing they were the same I felt certain enough to believe what you said. It was such a relief. But I still had a small niggling doubt in my head.’

‘But once I met you and you told me in person. I knew for sure it was true. I haven’t felt as happy as I did at that moment for a long time. He smiled at Danny, ‘I feel very happy being here with you too,’ he said. ‘It’s amazing that there can be such a difference.’

‘Tell me about the nightmares now.’ Danny asked. Adrian’s mouth dropped open. ‘How did you know?’ he asked. ‘It’s a usual effect of being raped.’ Danny told him. ‘When did they start?’ ‘The night he forced his way up my bum.’ Adrian said. ‘They were regular until after the next time I came.’

‘Not having any pain and also having enjoyed it a little bit seemed to reduce them. But then worrying about having to go up him made them return. Since I got your message, they dropped considerably. I’ve only had one since.’

‘Is that what decided you to contact me?’ Danny asked. ‘Not really,’ Adrian told him. ‘Mainly I just wanted confirmation from you in person about the recording. I knew if that had really been destroyed, I’d cope with the nightmares. I hoped with all the worry gone they’d disappear.’

‘They well might,’ Danny told him, ‘But it will take quite a while. If you were having regular sex with a girlfriend, Lindsay for example, that would soon get rid of them. But that doesn’t seem likely to happen, at least for a long time yet.’

‘There is an immediate cure that you can take today, but I’ll come back to that later. Earlier you told me you had little or no knowledge about making love. You also said you had wondered what I looked like naked.’ Adrian went red at being reminded about that.

‘I’m going to suggest that I teach you everything you need to know,’ Danny said, ‘By using our bodies for the lesson. That would mean we would both be naked and at the end you would be able to make Lindsay or any other girlfriend very happy in bed.’

Adrian was looking very excited at the idea. ‘When we have finished that, I will tell you about the instant cure for your nightmares. If you want to take it then, you will be able to. But if you don’t, with your new confidence from your sex education, you should be able to ask Lindsay out.’

‘If it then develops to making love in the future, you’ll still get rid of them, perhaps in six months’ time.’ Adrian was still buzzing at the idea of being taught about sex and about seeing Danny naked. The possibility of taking Lindsay to his bed for real instead of in a dream made him buzz even more.

Then he thought about his nightmares. They had terrified him, and he always woke up in a cold sweat and a panic. If there was a way to get rid of them right now, he knew that whatever it was, he trusted Danny and wanted to do it.

‘Yes please,’ he said. ‘That would be fantastic.’ Adrian had been soft for a while. Danny had been stroking his head gently as he talked. His other hand had been lying flat over Adrian’s limp cock and his hairs. But as Adrian thought about seeing Danny naked, he started to grow.