Chapter 6: Bursting Point

‘He explained that I’d have to go and see him once a week and talk to him, so he gave me his card. He seemed very nice and after he’d gone, I apologised to mum and dad. They seemed a bit down, but they both gave me a hug and told me they loved me no matter what.’

‘How did everything progress after that?’ Danny asked. ‘Later that week I was called round to the den.’ Brian told him. ‘I went, and we all went up each other and played with each other in turn, but it didn’t seem the same somehow.’

‘In between court and then, I had been doing a lot of thinking.’ ‘It had brought home to me something that hadn’t properly registered, that all our victims had been coloured. I knew Garth hated anyone who wasn’t white, but it hadn’t crossed my mind he was targeting them.’

‘Then later in the week I paid my first visit to the probation officer. We sat and chatted for an hour. He explained that by getting probation I had avoided having a criminal record and that was something to be very glad about.’

‘I had half expected a grilling about the brother’s other victims, but all he asked me was how I got on with them and how I’d started knocking around with them. ‘It’s not up to me to criticise them,’ he said. ‘But clearly being with them has got you into your present predicament.’

‘You now have an opportunity to change your life. If you co-operate, I will do everything I can to help you. If you don’t, then you’re on your own. Why haven’t you got a job?’ he asked. ‘I’ve got no qualifications, no skills and I’m not very bright.’ I told him.’

‘How hard have you tried?’ he asked. ‘Not very,’ I admitted, ‘The brothers said it was better to have lots of free time and I guess I just followed them.’ ‘What sort of jobs would you like to do if you could?’ he asked. ‘No, don’t tell me now.’ he added.’

‘Make me a list of them for next week. You have a lovely mum and dad,’ he told me, ‘They must have been very upset when you had to go to court.’ ‘Yes,’ I said, ‘I felt really bad about that.’ ‘Never mind,’ he said, ‘Put all that behind you now.’

‘Today you start your new life. If you go on from here and get a job and run your own life well in future, they’ll be very happy and proud of you.’ he assured me. ‘I saw him regularly over those six months.’ Brian said.

‘We got on well and he talked me through a lot of stuff. After I’d been seeing him for two months, he found me a job on a building site. I loved it and I’m still working there. Having money to spend was good too.’ ‘How did the brothers react to you getting a job?’ Danny asked.

‘I don’t know,’ Brian said. ‘I had been invited to join them a few times after being in court. The next time it happened I was about to go and see the probation officer, so I just told them that I couldn’t come because of that.’

‘Then I used it as an excuse a few times, plus I threw in an occasional job interview. It wasn’t long before they stopped asking. Then not much later the three of them went to prison for six months. That I think was the final break.’

‘Once I was working full time, I wasn’t around as much anyway. At weekends I kept out of their way.’ ‘How did you cope without the sex?’ Danny asked. ‘I missed it at first,’ Brian admitted, ‘But it wasn’t long before I found I was content to play with myself and fire that way.’

‘When I had been working for nearly six months and I knew I’d be kept on, I decided to find my own flat. When I discussed it with mum and dad, they said they understood perfectly and would help all they could. Then they told me that as my younger brother had left home and joined the forces, once I was settled, they would start looking for a retirement flat for themselves.’

‘I moved into my flat a few weeks later. Then mum and dad moved a month afterwards. I think we were all relieved to be away from our neighbours. I was very happy in my flat and life was good. Apart from nightmares about Keto that is.’ he added sadly.’

‘Where I was working was a new building site which was to be a few hundred houses.’ Brian continued, ‘The small firm I worked for were building six houses at a time. Then as they got near to completion, we would start on the next six.’

‘Just after I got my flat, I met a girl who had moved into one of the previously completed houses with her parents. We chatted a few times, then I plucked up courage and asked her out. We got on well and six months later we got married.’

‘After that I had no more dreams about the brothers with regards to sex. I stopped having nightmares about Keto too, but he was still in my thoughts at least every other day. Then when Jacob came along, we were so happy.’

‘But then I couldn’t stop thinking about Ketos parents, and how I would feel had it been Jacob. That thought has been with me ever since. When you came for me, it was something I always knew in my heart would happen one day.’

He came to a stop and looked up at Danny. ‘Sit up,’ Danny instructed. Brian did and Danny moved to his side. As he took him in his arms, Brian put his head on Dannys shoulder, put his arms round Danny and burst into tears.

Danny held him tight and let him cry. He stroked his back and just waited patiently. When Brian finally stopped, Danny sent him to the kitchen to swill his face. When he returned, Danny was sitting back at the end of the settee.

Brian walked over and stood in front of him. ‘Getting that off my chest feels such a relief,’ he said. ‘Thank you. You can arrest me now.’ ‘Come and lie down here again first.’ Danny instructed. As Brian settled in place Danny put a hand on his head.

‘As he massaged it gently, he rested his other hand flat over his hairs and his soft cock. ‘All the things that you did were terrible,’ Danny told him. ‘You deserve to go to prison for a long, long time. Unfortunately, although you did not actually take part in killing Keto, in law you are equally as guilty as Garth.’

‘That means you would be charged with assault, rape, murder and disposing of a body. There is also the possibility that when it hits the press, some of your other victims might well decide to come forward, thus adding additional charges.’

‘Even if your wife stayed with you, you would only see her through glass at prison visiting. Jacob could be well grown up before you saw him again. Tell me about your wife,’ Danny asked. Brian smiled, ‘She’s lovely,’ he said, ‘I don’t deserve her.’

‘When did you decide you wanted to marry her?’ Danny asked. ‘On our first date.’ Brian said sounding very certain. ‘How long after your first date did you have sex?’ ‘It was six weeks before we got married and the same night as I asked her to marry me.’

‘Why so long?’ Danny asked. ‘After a month or so we started petting,’ Brian told him. ‘After a while I caressed her breasts inside her top and she put her hand through my zip. She had held my cock over my trousers before and told me she was frightened of sex.’

‘When I asked her why, she told me she was a virgin. Having felt how big my cock was, the thought of it tearing into her terrified her. Naturally whenever she had felt it, it was rock hard.’ ‘What did you answer?’ Danny asked. ‘I reassured her as best as I could. ‘First of all, I won’t be tearing into you.’ I told her.’

‘Neither of us knew much about what to do, so I’d got a book from the library and read everything I could about it. I explained that before I put my cock inside her, we would play with each other first and she would get so excited that her vagina would flood with oil.’

‘That means I will be able to slide into you easily.’ I told her. ‘What about me being a virgin?’ she asked. ‘The first time I go inside you, my cock will tear your membrane,’ I said. ‘That will feel as quick and as painful as if you got a splinter then the pain immediately disappeared.’