Chapter 7: Your Hand Is Now a Vagina

‘I went flat hunting, and they made plans for selling Aunty Jackies house and moving up to Bens.’

‘Ben and I got on really well, and one day we were sitting chatting. I was telling him about Robert possibly closing down and trying to decide what I should do. ‘Why don’t you join the police?’ he said. ‘It gave me a good life, as well as a good pension.’

‘It would never have crossed my mind on my own. But the more I thought about it and the more he told me about his life in the force it started to seem very attractive. I found myself my present one bed flat which the solicitor released funds to buy, so I didn’t have any rent to pay.’

‘Then I applied to join the police. It took six months before I was accepted. During that time, I was only working three days for Robert. When I told him I had been accepted, he thanked me for all I’d done and said he would now close down. Then he and his wife would go for the café in Wales.’

‘I went off to training school soon after. Then I was posted to my present station and by the end of the year I was working in the drugs squad with Brian. That seemed to avoid me getting the usual postings and being moved around to different stations and areas.’

‘I settled into a life revolving around work and never minded being called in or stopping on late. I had no ambition for promotion, I was content for others to make the decisions, so work was relatively stress free. But out of work, I was so lonely. But as time passed it became a way of life and I got used to it.’

‘Then a few weeks ago, four of us had to go and work in another area for a few weeks. We stayed over in a small hotel and one night there were just two of us working together late. We went back to our hotel and had our late evening meal together. We got chatting and he realised I wasn’t on my own because I wanted to be.’

‘He also seemed to realise that there was a problem and gave me your number. ‘Whatever it is,’ he told me, ‘Go and see Lewis, he’ll sort it out for you.’ So here I am, and now you know everything there is to know about me.’

‘Sit up,’ Lewis instructed. He moved round and took him in his arms. ‘I feel so happy in your arms,’ Peter told him. ‘That’s because you’re lonely and are enjoying the close contact,’ Lewis told him, ‘Something you are about to change.’

‘Thank you for telling me all about yourself,’ Lewis said as he stroked his back. ‘As I see it you have five problems. You are lonely. You are worried about the size of your cock. You don’t think your cock could give a girl pleasure. You don’t know all you should know about sex. You’re too embarrassed to ask questions and learn, and in any case, you don’t think you’ll ever need it so why bother. Would you agree?’

‘Yes,’ Peter said. ‘It seems an awful lot now you list them.’ ‘Well, the good news is that even though I can’t alter the size of your cock, they are all easily dealt with.’ Lewis told him. ‘Just a few questions first.’

‘When Steve made you hold his cock, forgetting it was Steve, how do you think it would have felt if it had been someone you liked?’ ‘Still embarrassing,’ Peter said, ‘But even with Steve, it felt exciting holding such a big one and both seeing and feeling it hard.’

‘And when Steve held yours, forgetting your embarrassment about your size, how did that feel?’ ‘The same,’ he said, ‘But nowhere near as nice as when you held it and fired it.’ ‘Can you think why that was so much nicer?’ Lewis asked smiling.

It didn’t take Peter long. ‘Because I felt so safe and relaxed with you,’ he said. ‘And I knew that if I said stop, you would do so instantly.’ ‘What about Harry?’ Lewis asked. ‘How would you have felt if he had suggested you fired each other.’

‘I don’t know,’ Peter said after some thought. ‘I liked Harry and felt safe with him too. I was excited to see his cock and it felt lovely when he touched mine. Thinking about it now, I think it would have been nice. But I can’t be sure that that isn’t because I have had such a lovely experience with you.’

‘Well, I can tell you,’ Lewis told him, ‘That if you and your school pal hadn’t been so shy, you probably would have seen, touched and fired each other. That would have got rid of a lot of your feelings of embarrassment.’

‘But let’s look at your problems. I can’t change the size of your cock but believe me it really does not matter. I’ll explain that shortly. All of your other problems revolve around sex. So here is my solution. I will give you a sex education lesson better than any that your school pals will have ever had.’

‘During that I will explain why your cock is perfectly ok as it is. Then you will be able to look for a girlfriend, confident that you will know what to do, make her very happy and stop being lonely.’

‘That sounds so wonderful.’ Peter said lifting his head and smiling at him. Lewis moved close and gave him a long kiss. ‘You will be getting lots of those from your girlfriend soon,’ he told him. Peter felt so excited at the thought.

‘Now,’ Lewis said, ‘The best way I can teach you properly is to take you from your first date through until you wake up after making love. To do that so you will remember it, I will use my body in the lesson as the girl. That will mean you will have to undress me as I instruct you at each stage. Can you cope with that?’

Peters cock which had been lying soft between his legs suddenly shot up hard. ‘Well at least I know you will enjoy it.’ Lewis said laughing, ‘But are you ok about it?’ ‘Yes.’ Peter said feeling very excited at the idea. ‘But won’t you mind me seeing you undressed.’

‘One of the things you will learn,’ Lewis told him, ‘Is that in making love, both people should get the same amount of enjoyment, so you do everything equally. You are already naked and erect. I’ve touched every bit of your body. So, it’s only fair that you should now do the same to me.’

‘But to answer your question, the answer is no I won’t, because I feel as close to you as I can tell you feel close to me. Added to which, because I have had sex, I’m not as shy as you are.’ He saw Peter look at him, so he answered his question before he asked. ‘Yes, making love with a girl you love is a wonderful experience better than anything you could imagine. One which I feel sure you will find out soon.’

‘Stand up when you feel ready.’ Peter almost leapt to his feet. He stood there with his cock sticking out in front of him and couldn’t believe he was naked, hard, someone was looking at him and he wasn’t bothered in the slightest.

As they progressed through the lesson, Peter was clearly very excited at putting his hand up inside Lewis’s top. Then when he pretended to undo his bra, his cock was throbbing like mad. He had to be encouraged to take Lewis’s top off, but the bare chest hug that followed felt wonderful.’

Lewis took him through the first few dates and then pretended to take his trousers off. He managed to catch hold of Peters throbbing cock to give it a stroke and reminded him that that feel would have been over his underpants.

‘She may well kiss it too.’ he said. Then he pushed it up against Peters abdomen and kissed the underneath. Peter let out a loud howl of delight. ‘Remember that there is no set preference as to who does what first,’ Lewis told him, ‘That is entirely up to the two of you.’

‘Now it’s your turn,’ Lewis said, ‘Take my trousers off.’ Peter looked excited but hesitant. ‘Go ahead,’ Lewis encouraged him. Peter undid Lewis’s belt then his top button. He could see that Lewis’s cock was getting hard. It was no surprise to him to see that it looked bigger than his own.

He paused. ‘Zip too.’ Lewis instructed. As he slid it down Lewis’s cock went fully hard and pushed his shorts out. ‘Feel free to touch it,’ Lewis told him. Peter took hold. Even through his shorts it felt big. But he felt so excited about holding it that he didn’t even think about his own size.

Lewis stepped out of his trousers as Peter watched his shorts moving. They had a hug, and feeling his cock touching Lewis’s with just one piece of material between them felt amazing. Then Lewis led him over to the settee.