Chapter 4: Theres Only One Option

‘Albert and his dad would be forgotten forever,’ Lewis told him, ‘Because your brain always prefers to remember the happy times.’

Darren was looking up at him. ‘Go ahead, remember we’re close friends, you can ask me anything.’ Lewis told him. ‘Your description,’ Darren said, ‘It almost sounds like you... ‘ he paused. ‘Yes. I have,’ Lewis told him. ‘Like you and Keith my best pal and I fired each other. We liked it so much we tried a number of other things too, a few years back. That was one of them.’ As Darren opened his mouth to ask, Lewis said, ‘And yes, it was lovely.’ ‘Wow.’ Darren said.

‘Albert is dead,’ Lewis told him, ‘So he has paid for his crime. But I’d like to at least find out how involved his dad was. He should also be punished for raping you and probably others. To do that I need your help. You said you were knocking around with other lads including Albert.’

‘Can you remember their names, because it’s probable that he did the same with some or all of them too.’ ‘Yes, there were four of us apart from me and Albert,’ Darren told him. ‘There was an occasional other one too, but I don’t remember them. The regular four were, George Price, Ian Howes, Larry Pike and Bob Smith.’ ‘Do you remember their ages at the time?’ ‘Larry was fourteen, I think Peter, Ian and Bob were fifteen.’

‘Did they all live locally?’ ‘Yes, Larry and Bob lived in our road. Ian and George lived in the next road.’ ‘Do you know if they are still there?’ Lewis asked. ‘I know Bob and his parents moved to Australia a couple of years ago,’ Darren said. ‘Larry and George are definitely still there. Ian, I don’t know about.’

‘Do you know any of their addresses?’ ‘Bob used to live at seventeen Birket Road. Larry at sixty-five Birket Road. George lives at forty-three Boulton Road and Ian used to live next door, I think it was forty-one.’

‘Do you have any contact details, like email or phone numbers?’ Lewis asked. ‘No.’ Darren said, then he added, ‘I’ll check my phone afterwards, I might still have Larry’s.’ ‘Ok,’ Lewis said. ‘I don’t want you to say anything to them, but if you ever get the chance to get their phone numbers, get them and pass them on to me. Also, if you can check on Ian and see if he’s still there.’ Darren said he would do so.

‘Now you have shared everything with me,’ Lewis told him, ‘You should find things get a bit easier. ‘But shortly I’ll give you a lesson on making love. That will give you a lot more confidence even just talking to girls. You’ll then be able to ask Helen out on a date.’

Darren looked delighted at that idea. Then he went thoughtful. ‘When you and your pal did things together,’ Darren asked, ‘Do you mind if I ask, did you both go erm... ‘ ‘Yes,’ Lewis told him, ‘I went up his bum and he went up mine. Both ways felt different, but both felt lovely.’ ‘And there wasn’t any pain?’ he asked.’

‘No, not the slightest twinge,’ Lewis told him. ‘So, if I got close enough to a girl to have regular sex, soon afterwards the nightmares would stop for good.’ ‘Yes.’ Lewis said. ‘How soon after would depend on how often you had sex, and how much you enjoyed it.’

Darren thought about his lesson coming up from Lewis. He was very excited about it. ‘But even after that,’ he thought to himself, ‘If I was able to ask Helen out and she agreed to a date, it could be months even so before we were having regular sex. Or any sex for that matter.’

‘Sit up.’ Lewis instructed. He moved round and took him in his arms. As Darren put his head on his shoulder, Lewis could tell the wheels were turning so he stayed quiet, just stroking his back.

‘I’d like to get rid of the nightmares as soon as I could,’ Darren said. ‘I’d love to be able to ask Keith to do it for me. I’d love to be able to ask Keith to do anything.’ he added sadly. ‘But I don’t have any close friends. I don’t have any friends period,’ he added. ‘Except,’ he said brightening up, then he broke off.

‘Think about what you want to ask.’ Lewis told him giving him a hug and a kiss on his head. ‘Consider what requirements the person would need. You’d have to feel very safe with him and trust him. You’d have to feel completely at ease being naked in front of him.’

‘He would need to be naked as well, so you’d have to be happy about seeing him undressed. You’d probably get very excited, so you’d erect. So, it would have to be someone you wouldn’t mind seeing you when you’re hard.’

‘Obviously, he would have to get hard too, so you’d have to feel happy with the idea of seeing and feeling his cock. Ideally, he should also have had some previous experience in what you want him to do. Who can you think of that fits all those?’

Darren lifted his head, smiled at Lewis and said, ‘Only you.’ then gave him a long kiss. As they came up for air Darren asked, ‘Would you do it for me?’ ‘Yes of course.’ Lewis replied. Darren gave him another kiss then Lewis told him, ‘We will do your lesson first, but use our bodies as part of the lesson.’

‘I will play the girl, and as we go through it, you will undress me. After your lesson I will ask you if you’re still sure, then we’ll get rid of your nightmares for good. It’s always best to do it in the position you were in the last time it was forced on you.’

‘That was sitting in the armchair. It’s a good position, because you will be able to see what’s happening all the time. Of course, you will not be tied down this time and can say ‘Stop’ anytime you want to, is that understood?’ ‘Yes, thank you.’ Darren replied.

‘Stand up now,’ Lewis told him. He took him through the first few dates. Darren clearly enjoyed putting his hand up inside Lewis’s top and pretending to undo his bra. Then after taking his top right off, having a bare-chested hug felt lovely.

Undoing Lewis’s, trousers his hands were shaking with excitement, especially as he felt and saw Lewis’s hard cock trying to escape. Once his trousers were out of the way, they had another hug. Darren was now hard as well. So, there was only Lewis’s shorts between them as both their cocks throbbed against each other.

Lewis had opened the settee up, so following his instructions, Darren took his hand and led him over to the bed. Lewis lay down on his back and Darren lay alongside him. They turned and had a kiss then Darren kissed his way down Lewis’s front, sliding his hand down inside his shorts.

When he took hold of Lewis’s cock, he felt a bit concerned at its size briefly. But then he felt sure it would be ok, because it was Lewis. When he took his shorts off and saw it, he was thrilled to feel all over it. It was the biggest cock he had ever seen.

Lewis explained about putting a condom on, and not putting it on until he was hard because he was uncircumcised. He had to explain the difference at that point. Lewis got him to lie on top of him with his cock between Lewis’s legs to give him a feel of it.

While he lay there he explained about her lump, her orgasm and the need to let her have it before he fired. Then he told him how to do it by hand if he failed. ‘You’re bound to fail occasionally,’ he told him, so don’t worry when it happens.’

After explaining about taking the condom off and setting an alarm, Lewis gave him a long kiss. ‘You are now fully qualified to make love,’ he told him. ‘So, the next time you are in work make sure you go and ask Helen for a date. And if she says no, don’t take it as a personal insult, just go and look for someone else.’

‘Stand up now.’ he instructed. They both got up and stood facing each other, two hard cocks waving about between them. Lewis said, ‘Now it’s time to get rid of your nightmares. If you’re still sure, go and sit in the armchair.’

Darren went over right away and sat down. Lewis brought a cushion over and put it on the floor. ‘I won’t be going in right away,’ he told him, ‘I’ll oil you, oil myself and get into position. Then I’ll play with your cock until you are relaxed enough. When I do go in, it will be very slowly. Put your legs up on the arms.’ Lewis instructed.

He showed Darren the bottle of oil. ‘I’m just going to rub a bit of this around your bum.’ Lewis told him as he showed him the few drops of oil dripping onto his index finger. He knelt down on the cushion and told him to put his feet up on his shoulders.