Chapter 1: Our Cocks Touched

As Darren burst into tears, Lewis put his arms out wide. Darren sat up and almost threw himself into Lewis’s arms. He sobbed on his shoulder as Lewis stroked his back. Lewis’s mind was working overtime, he certainly hadn’t expected that. He had begun to suspect that Alberts dad knew something about what his son had done, hence all the house moves just after his killings. But this hadn’t crossed his mind.

As Darrens sobs started to ease, Lewis kissed his head and told him, ‘When you feel ready to move, go and swill your face. Then when you return, we’ll carry on where we left off. Don’t worry about what happened. It’s all over and done with now and is all in the past.’

‘When I think you’re ready, I’ll ask you to tell me everything that happened. After that we can plan how to get it out of your head and go forward with your life.’ ‘I’m so glad I came.’ Darren said lifting his head and giving him a quick kiss. He got up and went to the bathroom.

When he returned, Lewis stood up and they hugged. Darrens cock had gone soft by now. Lewis knew Darren would stay in his arms for as long as he let him, so soon he said, ‘Stay standing up for a moment.’ as he backed away.

Sitting on the end of the settee Lewis told him to lie down with his head on his lap. As he settled in place Lewis massaged his head gently and rested his other hand flat over Darrens soft cock and his hairs.

‘I want you to describe your dream about Helen.’ Lewis told him. ‘Once you’ve been able to do that, it will make it so much easier for you to talk to me about what Albert and his dad did to you. It will also help me with your sex education later, by letting me know just how much or how little you know already.’

‘When was the last time you dreamt about her?’ Lewis asked. ‘The night before Tom came.’ Darren told him. ‘Was it a nice dream?’ Lewis asked. ‘Yes,’ Darren said smiling at the memory. ‘They always are.’ ‘And did you fire at the end of it?’ ‘Yes.’ Darren told him.

‘Have you ever told anyone else anything like that?’ Lewis asked. ‘No, never.’ Darren said looking horrified at the idea. ‘But you had no problem telling me?’ ‘No,’ Darren said, ‘It’s unbelievable.’ ‘But it’s good, Lewis told him, ‘It shows that by the time we get to it, you’ll have no problem telling me everything.’

‘What do you wear in bed?’ Lewis asked. ‘T shirt and shorts, or if it’s very warm, just shorts.’ ‘What were you wearing for your last dream?’ ‘T shirt and shorts. At least when I got into bed.’ he added.

‘What were you wearing when you fired?’ ‘The same, but my shorts were down by my ankles.’ ‘Did you take them down before or during your dream?’ ‘During.’ Darren admitted.

‘Ok,’ Lewis said, ‘You have just got into bed. Tell me everything that happens and everything you dream from the moment your head touches the pillow.’

‘I was thinking about her before I got into bed,’ Darren told him. ‘So, I was almost fully hard by the time I lay down. I switched the light out and lay there for a few moments feeling my cock flexing in my shorts. Then I slid one hand down inside the front and took hold of my cock. It went fully hard immediately. It felt nice as it always did.’

‘I played with it gently as I pictured Helen and I coming into my bedroom and kissing. That made my cock throb like mad. Then I put my hand up her back inside her top and undid her bra, before I moved my hand round to the front and felt her bare breast. I had drawn my knees up by then and was playing with my balls.’

‘I put my other hand in my shorts and held my cock. Then I took Helens top off and undid her trousers. As she stepped out of them, I took my top and my trousers off. Then we had a hug with just my underpants and her panties between us. Feeling me hard made her move her hips from side to side to rub against it.’

‘I backed off and kissed her breasts. Then I knelt down and slipped her panties off. She got up on the bed whilst I took my underpants off. She watched my cock waving about as I got up on the bed.’

‘At that point, did she look happy or scared?’ Lewis asked. From his confused look it was clear that it had never occurred to Darren to give any thought to Helen’s feelings. ‘I don’t know.’ he said looking sad. He realised at that moment for the first time that he hadn’t given her any consideration at all.’

‘Don’t worry about that for now,’ Lewis said, ‘Carry on with your dream.’

‘At that point, I slid my shorts down to my ankles.’ Darren told him, ‘Then I started stroking my cock with one hand. My other hand alternated between playing with my balls and running my fingers through my hairs.’

‘I lay on top of her, and my cock slid inside her. I always got so excited at that point. I started thrusting in and out as I stroked my cock even faster. After imagining how lovely it would feel if it was real, my feeling started. In my dream I thrust in even faster. At the same time, I stroked my cock faster.’

‘Moments later, a lovely sensation surged through me as I shot my load out into the bed. It felt lovely, and I was dreaming I was shooting it into Helen.’ he paused, evidently remembering how nice it has been. ‘What happened next?’ Lewis asked to bring him back to the present.

‘My cock shrank, I pulled my shorts up, and I fell asleep immediately.’ ‘Do you think Helen would have enjoyed it as much as you did?’ Lewis asked him. ‘I always assumed so, but now I don’t really know.’ he said honestly, ‘I must admit that her feelings never crossed my mind.’ He gave Lewis a mournful look. ‘That sounds awful now I’ve said it.’

‘Well, I’ll tell you for certain,’ Lewis told him, ‘That if you ever got the chance to put it into practice for real, I very much doubt Helen would want to return for a second time.’

Darren looked really sad. ‘I think at the back of my mind I always suspected that.’ he said, ‘Was it that terrible for her.’ ‘There’s only one answer I can give to that,’ Lewis said, ‘It’s yes.’

‘But don’t worry, soon you’re going to learn how to do it perfectly, then your future girlfriend will want to spend her life making love to you. When we do it, I’ll teach you as if you know nothing, then you’ll know everything.’ That seemed to cheer Daren up.

‘I’ll just ask you a few more questions, then you can tell me all about Albert and his dad.’ Darren relaxed, he no longer cared what Lewis asked, he knew he wouldn’t have any problem answering it.

‘Did you ever have a holiday with anyone your own age, or a sleepover?’ Lewis asked. ‘No, never.’ Darren told him.

‘Apart from Keith,’ Lewis asked, ‘Before you had any problem with the Thomas family, had you ever had any sex play, touched anyone else’s cock or had anyone else touch yours?’ ‘No never.’ Darren replied immediately. Then he wondered if Lewis was suggesting that he and Keith had done them. ‘He couldn’t possibly know about that.’ he thought to himself, but his worry lingered even so.

Then Lewis asked, ‘Tell me about the first time Keith touched your cock and how it happened.’ Darren went very red. ‘How on earth could you know that?’ he asked. ‘I didn’t for certain,’ Lewis told him. ‘But being older, it was likely that your body would develop before Keith. With you getting undressed in the same room, Keith would spot the changes. Being more outgoing, I’m sure he would want to know about them and take a closer look.’

‘Two boys who are good mates playing with each other in their teens to experiment is quite usual. Two brothers doing it who aren’t shy being undressed together and are also good pals is also quite common. I suspect that although younger than you, Keith was probably more worldly wise. And at that age he would no doubt have been very curious.’

‘It’s almost like you have met him,’ Darren said, looking sad for the moment. ‘We had both undressed together often all our lives,’ Darren told him. ‘Then one day I realised I was starting to grow hairs above my cock. I looked at Keith and saw that there was no sign of any on him, so I assumed it was because I was older.’