Chapter 2: Tearing At My Insides

‘Anyway,’ he said, ‘I won’t do it if you don’t want me to, but I’d really like to try it, and I can’t think of anyone more special to me to do it with.’ I was trying to imagine what it would feel like. I couldn’t, but I did conclude it would probably be fantastic.’

‘Ok, if you really want to,’ I told him, ‘But you don’t have to.’ He gave me another kiss then told me to move into the centre of the bed as he got off it.’

‘He had moved to stand at the foot of the bed. As soon as I was settled, he got up on the bed with his knees outside my legs just below my knees. He gave me a grin then lowered his head down towards my cock.’

‘As it flexed and waved about in so much excitement, he had to grab hold of it to keep it still. He kept a tight hold of it as he put his lips around my tip. I cried out, it felt so lovely. Then as his tongue licked my tip, I had a job not to scream with delight.’

‘He kept hold of it with his lips, then took his hand away. He slid his mouth down very slowly. I had intended imagining I was going into a vagina, but it was so lovely that all I could think of was Ralph and how special he was.’

‘When his lips touched my hairs, my cock did a few throbs which felt wonderful as it touched against something all around it. Seconds later I had to stifle a scream again as Ralphs lips slid part way up my cock then back down again. But as he kept his head moving up and down, I was almost constantly having to stop myself screaming with pleasure. It didn’t stop me enjoying it though.’

‘Before long, my feeling kicked in and I called out, ‘I’m getting near,’ I knew with the pleasure it was giving me it wouldn’t be long before I fired. I was right, my feeling grew rapidly, especially as Ralph had speeded up his movement.’

‘I called out, ‘I’m coming,’ and almost in the same breath, ‘Now!’ As my cock swelled and pulsed and shot, I let go of five jets of cum, the most I’d ever fired. Firing gave me the most wonderful sensation I’d ever had, and it lasted the whole time I was firing. Then as Ralph kept going as he slowed down to a stop, the feeling faded gradually rather than just stopping.’

‘I lay there feeling exhausted, even though I hadn’t done anything. My cock was shrinking, and Ralph was still playing with it with his mouth. Then he licked my tip, which made me cry out yet again. He licked for a while then let it slip slowly out of his mouth and drop down between my legs.’

‘He lifted his head and smiled at me. As I told him how wonderful it had been he lowered himself down on top of me and we kissed. Feeling him lying on top of me with his still hard cock throbbing made me think, ‘This must be how a girl must feel when having sex.’

‘It suddenly occurred to me that he hadn’t dashed to the bathroom and had kissed me. ‘Your mouth’s empty,’ I said. It sounded a daft thing to say because he obviously knew that. He lifted his head and grinned. ‘I intended spitting it out,’ he said, ‘But your first jet of cum caught me unawares and some went down my throat. It tasted quite nice, so I ate it all.’

‘He rolled us over, so we were on our sides facing each other. ‘I’ll always have a bit of my best pal inside me now,’ he said. We had a long, long, kiss. Then he said, ‘Thank you for the holiday.’

‘Oh no,’ I said trying to look serious, ‘You’re not getting off that lightly.’ He looked at me surprised. ‘You made me have the nicest experience ever,’ I said, ‘So it’s only right that you let me inflict it on you now.’ I couldn’t keep the serious look up and burst out laughing.’

‘He smiled, ‘That would be lovely,’ he said, ‘But don’t feel that you have to, just because I did it.’ ‘I want to.’ I assured him. ‘I’ve had a desperate desire to do that since,’ I paused for effect then said, ‘Your lips slid down my cock.’ He laughed.’

‘He lay on the bed, and I followed his example getting up on my knees with my legs astride his. His cock might have been a little smaller than mine, but it sure had some power. Holding it still long enough to get it in my mouth was a struggle.’

‘As I started sliding my mouth up and down, I loved the feeling as well as the sensation of his cock flexing in my mouth. ‘I wonder if this is how it feels to a woman?’ I thought to myself.’

‘I kept going at a slow steady speed until Ralph said he was getting near, then I speeded up. As he said, ‘I’m com ... Now!’ his cock shot loads of cum into my mouth.’

‘I tried a bit. Ralph was right it did taste ok, so I started swallowing. It took me a bit longer after he had finished firing to empty my mouth but feeling his cock shrinking in my mouth felt special too.’

‘Yes,’ Danny said, smiling, ‘It does taste nice doesn’t it. Warm, creamy and with a hint of salt.’ Gideon looked at him with his mouth open. ‘Carry on.’ Danny instructed.

‘When I let it slip out, I lay down on top of him just like he had done. He wrapped his arms and legs around me and we had another very long kiss. When we rolled onto our sides, we kept ourselves locked together.’

‘Wow,’ I said, ‘That was fantastic too.’ ‘What made you eat the cum?’ he asked. ‘I tried it because I wanted to have some of you inside me too,’ I told him. ‘It tasted ok, so down it went.’ We put the duvet back on, cuddled up together and fell asleep.’

‘The next morning, we got up, had our last naked hug and a feel of each other’s erection, plus a very long kiss. The rest of the day was spent travelling home.’

‘How did you feel next time you met?’ Danny asked. ‘It was the next day at school,’ Gideon answered, ‘I think we both found it hard not to hug each other. When we had chance to speak in private, we both agreed we had enjoyed every minute of the holiday and would happily repeat everything we had done in bed.’

‘Did you?’ Danny asked. ‘Not whilst we were at school.’ Gideon told him, ‘Apart from a couple of hugs when Ralph came to mine, and we managed to pop up to my bedroom for a few moments. But we were terrified of anyone finding out.’

‘And when you left school?’ Danny enquired. ‘We were both seventeen by the time we left,’ Gideon told him. ‘Neither of us had any qualifications, but we both managed to get a job right away. So, at weekends we went out together a few times.’

‘One night we met up without any plans and Ralph said, ‘I’ve got tickets to get into a club.’ He wouldn’t say any more. We went into town, and we went to a club down a back street in an old warehouse. He handed in our tickets, and we went in.’

‘Then I discovered it was a gay club. It had a disco, areas for sitting, a restaurant and a bar. We had a wander round and saw men dancing with each other and some even kissing. Although we had kissed each other, it seemed strange seeing other men doing it, and in public.’

‘We decided to eat. We had an enjoyable meal and some wine, we chatted about our holiday, and I asked Ralph what had made him choose this club for tonight.’

‘I loved doing what we did together on holiday,’ he said. ‘I thought at the time it was just because it was with you, someone I already felt very close to. But afterwards I found I was dreaming about what we had done more than I was dreaming about girls like I used to do.’

‘Then there was a new guy at work who was put to work with me. We got on really well and one night in bed I found myself dreaming of doing with him, what we had done. The dream was lovely, and I started to think I might be gay.’

‘When I was offered the tickets for tonight, I thought if we came and had a look it might in some way tell me.’ ‘And?’ I asked. ‘It’s lovely being here with you,’ he said, ‘I still think what we did together was wonderful, and I will always remember it with pleasure. But when I see the men here doing it so openly, I’m glad for them that they have a place like this to come to, but it’s not for me.’