Chapter 7: Beating Like A Base Drum

As he reached the top of her thighs, Janet watched his hands as they massaged over the front of her jeans. She felt them glide directly above her vagina and her hairs. Lovely feelings were going through her at his touch. She was amazed that she could relax and enjoy it.

Lewis could see from her face how much at ease she was. As he massaged her stomach he told her, ‘When you are even more relaxed, I’ll get you to describe your dream about Hugh. That will make it so much easier for you to tell me your feelings about what happened at the Town Hall.’

‘What about the couple of nights a week that you didn’t dream about Hugh?’ Lewis asked as he moved up over her breasts. ‘They were nights that I just went to sleep.’ she told him as her excitement level rose. She watched his hands moving gently over her breasts and was lost in ecstasy.

‘What about in your more recent years at work,’ Lewis asked, ‘Was there anyone there you ever dreamt about?’ ‘Not really,’ Janet managed to tell him as his hands moved off her breasts onto her shoulders. ‘I did have an occasional dream about men at work. But I soon realised that dreaming of a happy relationship just made me unhappy for the rest of the week, so I stopped doing it.’

Lewis massaged her head and took his hands away. Smiling at her he told her she was doing really well. ‘In a moment I want you to turn over again so I can massage your back and ask more questions. But first I want you to think about how much you have enjoyed the massage. That has gone a long way to relaxing you and helping you feel able to tell me things about yourself.’

‘So, before you turn over, I want you to consider taking your top off. If you do, the massage on your skin will feel even nicer and relax you even more. But remember the aim is to relax you, not frighten you. Only do it if you feel happy about it. If you don’t, just turn over as you are. I’m just popping to the bathroom whilst you decide.’

He got up and left. Janets immediate thought was, ‘I couldn’t possibly.’ Then she thought about all those lovely sensations she had enjoyed. ‘It would be even better on my skin,’ she thought. ‘And it’s only my back.’ She sat up and took her blouse off.

Lying down she glanced down her front as she turned over. As she settled into place it hit her that the next time she turned over, her bra would be on full view. After a brief moment of panic, she thought, ‘But think how lovely the massage will feel.’ She relaxed.

A few moments later she heard the bathroom door open. Lewis sat beside her and said, ‘Well done, that’s brilliant progress.’ He rested his hands on her head and massaged gently. ‘Say go when you’re ready.’ he told her.

She lay enjoying his hands on her head and feeling excited in anticipation. ‘Go.’ she said as her heartbeat increased dramatically. As Lewis’s hands moved down onto her bare shoulders, she cried out in delight at the lovely feeling it gave her.

‘You were right,’ she called out, ‘It is so much better on the skin.’ ‘Keep that in mind,’ Lewis told her, ‘And you’ll race along. As she listened to his next question, part of her mind was wondering if he meant she should uncover more skin. Somehow the idea excited her instead of scaring her.

‘How do you get on with your mum and dad?’ Lewis asked as he moved down her back. ‘Fine,’ she replied, ‘They’re both lovely and we rarely disagree about anything.’ ‘Do they ever mention boyfriends?’ Lewis asked as he reached her waist.

‘Mum did a couple of times way back,’ she told him as his hands massaged her cheeks over her jeans. Part of her mind was wondering what that would feel like on the skin. ‘I think she occasionally sees herself ending up with no grandchildren, as I’m an only child.’ Janet told him, ‘But come to think about it, she hasn’t done so for the past couple of years.’ ‘Sounds like she’s accepted it.’ Lewis told her. ‘She’s about to get a big surprise.’

Lewis was moving down the back of her legs as he asked, ‘Where did you acquire what knowledge you have about sex education?’ ‘Mum told me a bit about having babies when I first started my periods,’ Janet replied, trying at the same time to work out what Lewis meant about surprising her mum. ‘But the subject embarrassed both of us, so it was quite minimal.’

As he started back up from her feet she continued, ‘Then in our first year at secondary school we had a lesson on it. Some of the girls who obviously thought they knew it all were disrupting things a bit, so I didn’t hear all of it. And of course I was far too shy to ask anything.’

‘That was it really, apart from odd bits picked up in the playground and the changing rooms which I never knew if they were true or not.’ ‘You mentioned playing Lacrosse,’ Lewis said, ‘Did you get changed to play that.’ ‘Yes usually,’ Janet said. ‘How did you feel getting changed with the other girls?’

Janet paused to enjoy the lovely feeling from her cheeks and wonder once more what that would feel like on the skin. Deciding it would be even more wonderful than what she was feeling right now, she answered.

‘Very embarrassed,’ Janet said as he massaged on up her back. ‘My breasts were very late developing, and they didn’t grow that much when they did.’ she added sadly. ‘So, I was always aware that everyone else had a much better body than I had.’

‘Also, most of the girls where happy to prance around naked showing everything. I have always felt embarrassed at anyone seeing my hairs as well as my breasts. So, I tended to get changed in a corner and do my best not to let anyone see me.’

Lewis reached her head, massaged it briefly, and took his hands away. ‘Turn over when you feel ready.’ he said. Janet turned over immediately. As she did, she was thinking how lovely the massage on her front was going to feel on her bra. She wasn’t feeling a trace of embarrassment.

As she settled on her back she looked up at Lewis and smiled. ‘I can’t believe how much at ease I feel.’ she said. ‘I’m sure you’ll feel even more so with your first boyfriend.’ Lewis told her. ‘When I reach your waist,’ he told her, ‘I’ll take hold of the top of your jeans and pause. If you say, ‘Pass,’ I’ll carry on down. If you say nothing, I’ll undo them and then carry on down.’

‘If I do that, it will take pressure off your stomach and relax you even more. It will also mean that next time you turn over I will be able to give you some even more relaxing options. You don’t need to say go any more either, he added as he massaged her head, then moved down.’

‘What did you mean when you said my mum would get a surprise?’ Janet asked as Lewis massaged the front of her bare shoulders. ‘She will see the prospect of grandchildren reappear when you start dating.’ Lewis said.

As he massaged the bare patch of breast above her bra Janet had a job to stop screaming in delight. The lovely feeling going through her was nothing like she had ever experienced. ‘Over the next twelve months you will do that a lot.’ Lewis said as he moved down over her bra. That felt lovely too, but when he moved down onto the bare skin immediately below her bra, she had a hard job not to scream again.

‘There’s no way of knowing how many boyfriends it will take before you find the one you want to keep, Lewis told her as he massaged over her stomach, ‘But as she sees you trying, your mum will see hope once more.’

Janet was busy imagining what Lewis’s hands would have felt like on her bare breasts. The thought was giving her funny feelings deep inside. ‘Surely, he couldn’t have meant my breasts when he talked about more bare skin?’ she thought. But she found the thought exciting even so.

Then she realised Lewis was holding the front of her jeans and not moving. She wondered if he could hear her heart pounding as she clamped her mouth shut so no noise could escape that might be mistaken for pass.

Then she felt his fingers undoing the button. Her heartbeat went wild. As her waist went slack, it felt nice, but the next minute she felt her zip going down. For some reason it hadn’t occurred to her that that would be undone too, but to her surprise, it didn’t bother her. In fact, she was enjoying the feeling of excitement it was giving her.