Chapter 1: Picked Up at a Party

‘I never feel in any danger, plus Mark and I get on really well.’ She tried to think back to when she stopped feeling nervous. She was struggling to find an answer when Lewis interrupted to say, ‘Check my hands, Molly.’

As she turned her attention back to the moment and the massage, she was just in time to feel them move up onto her cheeks. She froze, but before she could react, a lovely sensation started flowing through her cheeks and into her very being. She lay still, amazed but content. As Lewis moved on up her back he told her, ‘Well done, can you answer my question now?’

‘I think it was around the second week,’ Molly said. ‘We had got to know a lot more about each other. Mark had told me about sharing a flat with his sister. I’m an only child and I started thinking how nice it would have been if I had had a brother like Mark.’

‘I take it that it’s the first time you’ve ever shared with a man?’ he asked. ‘Yes,’ Molly said, ‘My only previous experience was being at home with my dad and then my boyfriend Zack whom I dated a few months after I started work, but never actually lived with.’

‘Molly, I’m almost back at your head he told her. ‘I massaged your cheeks on the way down and you didn’t notice. On the way back up you knew but seemed to enjoy it.’ As that sank in Molly relaxed. As he massaged her shoulders, Lewis asked, ‘At the time you were going out with Zack, could you have imagined moving in with him at some stage?’

‘After the first few dates, I started dreaming we did,’ she admitted. ‘Not as a flat share but as a couple. But it didn’t last long.’ After he massaged her head Lewis took his hands off and told her to turn over.

As Molly turned and settled on her back she smiled at him. ‘You’re very gentle.’ she said. ‘You’re doing well,’ Lewis told her. ‘I’m going to do exactly the same on your front now. With more questions of course.’ he added. He rested his hands on her head, massaged briefly and moved to her temples. He felt her whole body relax at that.’

Realising she would lie there enjoying her temples being massaged indefinitely, Lewis moved back onto her head. Moments later Molly said ‘Go.’

As he massaged the front of her shoulders he asked, ‘What didn’t last long, the dream or the dating?’ Just as Molly had decided on her answer she screamed out, ‘STOP!’ Lewis removed his hands from her breasts immediately and returned them to her head.

She had felt a lovely sensation going through her, so she had broken of replying to look down her front. It was only then that she had realised where Lewis’s hands were and screamed stop.

As Lewis massaged her temples and she relaxed, she realised it had only been seeing where his hands were that had made her panic, not any discomfort. Far from it in fact, it had felt lovely and if she hadn’t looked down her front, she knew she would have carried on enjoying it.

She looked up at Lewis to see him smiling at her. ‘I’m sorry,’ she said, ‘I think I overreacted.’ ‘Don’t worry about it,’ he said, ‘You can say ‘Stop’ as many times as you feel you need to. Take as long as you want, then say ‘Go’ when you’re ready to try again.’

Lewis resumed massaging her head. Soon Molly said, ‘Go,’ giving him a smile as she did. Lewis moved down and massaged her shoulders again as he asked, ‘Can you remember the last question?’

‘The dream first, followed soon after by the dating.’ she said. As Lewis moved down onto her breasts, she was aware and ready. She felt the lovely feeling flowing through her and remained relaxed. She had never ever felt anything so lovely. Zack had been rough and thoughtless.

‘Is Zack the main cause of your problem?’ Lewis asked as he moved slowly down off her breasts onto her stomach. ‘Yes.’ Molly said. ‘Ok we won’t go there any further just yet,’ Lewis said, ‘Let’s get you more relaxed first.’

As he moved down her stomach he asked, ‘How old were you when you went out with your first boyfriend?’ ‘Seventeen,’ Molly said with a shudder. As he massaged over the front of her jeans Lewis said, ‘Would I be right in thinking that was Zack?’

‘Yes,’ she said, ‘We met at a party. He’s the only one I have ever had.’ ‘Ok let’s leave Zack out of it for now,’ Lewis told her. ‘As he massaged over the area of her hairs, he felt her tense up a little but then quickly relax. ‘Can you tell me why you tensed up just then but relaxed so quickly?’ Lewis asked as he moved on down her thighs.

Molly smiled at him. ‘I tensed up because no one but Zack has ever touched me there before,’ she said, ‘And I remembered how it felt. Then I immediately realised that you are nothing like Zack and wouldn’t hurt anyone, so I relaxed. Plus, the feeling was really nice.’ she added, ‘It never was with Zack.’

‘Thank you,’ Lewis told her, ‘That sounds like we’re going to succeed. Can you remember how old you were when you first started dreaming about having a boyfriend. And what you might do together?’ Lewis asked as he reached her feet and started back up.

‘That would be thirteen,’ Molly said, ‘And I dreamt about Steven, a boy in my class at school.’ ‘Can you tell me what you dreamt about him?’ Lewis asked. ‘Most nights I dreamt we went out for a walk or a meal or to the pictures together.’ she said. ‘Then as time went on I dreamt we came home and er... ‘ she paused and went red.

‘Went to bed together?’ Lewis asked. Molly nodded still red. ‘That’s a perfectly natural thing to dream,’ Lewis told her, ‘Did Steven have any idea how you felt?’ ‘Oh no,’ Molly said, ‘I doubt he even noticed I existed. I was even more quiet and shy then than I am now. He was very popular and always had girls around him.’

As he massaged over the front of her jeans again, this time with no reaction other than a smile on her face, Lewis told her, ‘I wouldn’t mind betting that half the girls in your class were having similar dreams about him.’ ‘Really?’ she said sounding surprised.

‘When you went to bed together,’ Lewis asked her as he massaged over her stomach, ‘Did Steven make love to you.?’ ‘Yes.’ she admitted going red again. ‘And was it a lovely experience even though it was only a dream?’ Lewis asked. ‘Oh yes.’ she said.

‘Can you tell me how you knew what to dream?’ Lewis asked, ‘How you knew what he would do when you were in your bed or your bedroom together.’

Molly went silent as Lewis massaged over her breasts. She concentrated on the lovely feeling it gave her and marvelled at it. Then as he moved onto her shoulders, she continued.

‘I was never really certain I had it all correct,’ Molly told him. ‘Mum had given me a bit of sex education when I started my periods, and we had one lesson at school in my first year. But... ‘ she paused, ‘You didn’t understand everything and were far too embarrassed to ask questions?’ Lewis finished for her.

‘Yes,’ she said relieved. ‘And of course, I heard other girls talking about their experiences in the playground. But I had no idea if they knew any better than I did or were just making it all up.’

Lewis had massaged her head and taken his hands away. ‘You’re doing well,’ he said, ‘And despite trying not to, we seem to have Zack popping in regularly. That tells me you are very keen to get him out of your head so I’m going to try and move forward a bit.’

‘In a moment, I want you to turn over on your front again so I can massage your back and ask more questions. You’ve already felt how much the massage has relaxed you and I’m sure a lot of what you’ve told me already, you never dreamt you ever could.’

‘Before you turn over, I want you to consider taking your top off. That will do a number of things. First it will mean my massage on your back will be directly on your skin. Not only will that feel much nicer. it will relax you even more.’

‘Also, if you feel at ease enough with me to do that, it will say we can move on even quicker. But remember I’m trying to relax you, not frighten you, so only do it if you’re sure you feel ok about it.’

‘Have a think about it, remember it doesn’t matter if you can’t, then turn over. I’m just going to pop to the bathroom whilst you decide. See you in a moment.’ Lewis got up and left.