Chapter 4: Place My Hand Over Your Cock

Why don’t you stay there for a while and let yourself relax against me.’

He felt Lester relax even more against him. Lewis didn’t tighten his hug, but he did gradually let all the weight of his arms rest onto him. After a minute or so they were almost having a normal hug.

‘Lester.’ Lewis said quietly in his ear. ‘Yes.’ he responded. ‘Because we are hugging like this, it means that you are feeling completely at ease and safe with me. I want you to think about that for a little longer as we carry on hugging. When we part, I want you to remember how you feel with me at this moment, so you won’t be worried when I massage you.’

‘You know you can say ‘Stop’ anytime you want to, and I think you trust me enough now to know that whenever you say stop, I will stop immediately.’

They sat in each other’s arms for a while, then Lewis moved one hand up onto Lesters head and gave a gentle massage on his hair. He felt no tension from Lester. After several minutes, Lewis said, ‘Do you think you can try lying down now and carrying on?’

Lester gave him a squeeze and said, ‘Thank you, I’ll try.’ They moved round and Lester lay down on his back. Lewis sat at his side and smiled at him. ‘Don’t forget if you need another hug at any time, just sit up and take one.’ Lewis told him.

‘Now, turn over when you feel ready.’ A few moments passed then Lester turned over. ‘I’m going to put my hands on your head in a moment,’ Lewis told him, ‘But I won’t start massaging until you say ok.’

‘When I massage, I won’t move off your head or ask questions until you say, ‘Go.’ As he finished speaking Lewis rested his hands still on Lesters head.

Lester felt their touch, and unlike his previous feelings of terror, he felt comfort from Lewis’s touch. ‘Ok.’ he said, shortly. Lewis began massaging his head gently. Lester found that he was enjoying the sensation. He lay there, content but amazed that contact from someone he hardly knew could feel so nice.

Then at last he said clearly ‘Go.’ Lewis carried on massaging his head for a few moments then moved down onto his shoulders. As he massaged them Lewis said, ‘You told me before that you are sixteen and a quarter, you live with your mum and dad and that your home is a three-bed detached house, with a medium sized garden.’

‘How do you get on with your mum and dad?’ he asked as he moved down his back. ‘Very well,’ Lester said, ‘They’re loving and caring, and we’ve never really fell out.’ ‘That’s nice to hear,’ Lewis told him as he massaged nearer to his waist.

‘Do your parents have any idea what you are suffering?’ Lewis asked as he moved onto the back of his trousers. He felt Lester tense up at his touch, but he managed to answer, ‘No, I don’t think so, I’ve done my best to keep it from them.’

As he spoke Lewis had continued massaging quickly over his cheeks. As he moved on down the back of his thighs he asked, ‘Why have you kept it from them?’

Lester seemed to relax once he was part way down his thighs. ‘Because I would be so embarrassed telling them what happened to me, and because if I did, they would be so upset. They don’t deserve that.’ he said.

‘So, you are suffering in silence for their benefit,’ Lewis said. ‘Just suppose for a moment that you had a son who was suffering what you are suffering, wouldn’t you want to help him above anything else?’

‘Yes, of course.’ Lester said. ‘I’m sure that your parents would feel like that about you too.’ Lewis told him as he started back up his legs. ‘But having said that, it does you great credit that you are prepared to do so much to spare them the distress.’

‘However, I’m sure you know in your heart that they would not want you to do that. But now you have the opportunity to do both. Save them distress and stop your problem.’

As he moved up onto and massaged his cheeks once more Lewis said, ‘Now you have met me, you have started to prepare to unload all your problems onto me. When you have done that, then together we will find a solution. After that you will be free of them for good and you will have saved your parents any upset too.’

By now Lewis was halfway up his back and he doubted that Lester had even noticed the massage over his cheeks. There had certainly been no reaction.

‘Do you understand what I have just said?’ Lewis asked as he moved up onto his shoulders. There was silence for a moment or two then Lester said, ‘Yes.’ as Lewis massaged his head, took his hands away and told him to turn over.

Lester rolled over onto his back, gave Lewis a lovely smile and sat up with his arms open. Lewis opened his and they both hugged with their heads on each other’s shoulders. Lesters hug this time was a firm full blown one, so Lewis returned the same.

As they hugged, Lester said in his ear, ‘I never thought of it like that and yes you are right. I came to you for help hoping for a solution but now I realise I don’t need to hope, it’s waiting there for me. But it won’t happen unless I play my part too.’

‘Lester,’ Lewis said firmly as he lifted his head up off his shoulder. Lester lifted his head too and they were face to face. ‘You have just come to a conclusion and made a decision that will ensure the end of your problems.’ Lewis told him looking straight into his eyes as he spoke.

Lester felt a strange feeling going through him, a combination of happiness and safety. He had no idea what made him do what he did next, it was something he had never ever done before. He moved his face the two inches forward it needed, and his lips touched Lewis’s.

As soon as they made contact, he attempted a kiss. Lewis responded immediately and showed Lester what a proper kiss was like, sending lovely shivers through him.

When they broke away, Lester just stared at him amazed and said, ‘Wow! that was unbelievable. I hope you didn’t mind me doing that.’ Lewis smiled at him and told him, ‘That kiss confirms even more that we are going to succeed together. Would you like to repeat it?’

Lester didn’t answer, he just pulled Lewis close, and they kissed. This time for even longer. When they broke for air Lester put his head on Lewis’s shoulder and held him tight. Lewis did likewise.

They stayed together for quite a while then Lewis said, ‘Next, I want to massage down your front just like I did with your back and ask more questions. But before we do that, I would like to make some medical checks on your heart and your lungs. When you feel ready, can you stand up and take your top off for me?’

Lester had a moment of panic at the thought of removing clothes. Then he said to himself, ‘But this is not being forced on me, this is Lewis and he’s asking me to. If I don’t, he won’t make me and after all we have just been kissing each other.’

He went to stand up. Lewis moved out of the way and Lester stood up. He pulled his top off, tossed it aside onto the chair and stood looking at Lewis for instructions. It was the first time he had ever stood part undressed in front of another boy and not felt terrified. It was a feeling he liked.

‘Very well done,’ Lewis told him. ‘First of all, I want to check your lungs. I want you to put your hands on your head and take a very deep breath. Whilst you hold it in, I’ll tap your chest with my fingers and listen to the sound it makes.’

As Lester put his hands on his head, Lewis could see a reasonably built body that had no fat but didn’t look particularly powerful. He was an inch taller than Lewis and had a sparse patch of dark hair on his chest.

He explained how it worked, and Lester took a very deep breath. Lewis rested one hand on his chest then tapped the back of it with the fingers of his other hand. He listened to the sound and repeated it as he moved his hand around on Lesters chest. After letting him take another breath Lewis did the same on the other side of his chest followed by two the same on his back.

‘That’s good, Lewis said, ‘Your chest sounds nice and clear. Now lie down on your back and relax.’ As Lester lay on the settee, Lewis sat at his side and said, ‘I’m just going to wait for one minute whilst your heartbeat settles down. When you lie still it goes lower than it usually is.’