Chapter 7: Virginity Unknown

Lewis locked the shop door and showed Garth his key in the lock. They went through to the back room, and he made them both a coffee. As they sat around the table Garth said, ‘I recognise you now, you were one of the people who came to the base for lunch and were given a helicopter flight ages ago.’

‘That was because of something Danny did,’ Lewis told him. ‘But as I taught Danny counselling, he invited me and my girlfriend to come with him.’ ‘I remember when the entire base stood up and applauded you all as you left after lunch,’ Garth said. ‘It was very moving to be part of, I’ve never seen anything like it before or since.’

‘It felt very special to us too,’ Lewis said. ‘A memory we’ll always treasure.’ ‘The reason I’m here today,’ Garth said, ‘Has no connection to the RAF.’ ‘Let me stop you there,’ Lewis said. ‘We’re not going to look at your problem for ages yet.’

As Garth looked puzzled, he told him, ‘First of all I need to get to know everything about you, including all the things you wouldn’t normally dream of telling anyone else. If I don’t know all that, I won’t be able to help you in the best possible way.’

They had finished their coffees by now, so Garth went over to the settee and took his shoes off. He lay down as Lewis had told him to and Lewis sat at his side. ‘All I know about you so far,’ he said, ‘Is your name, your age and that you are in the RAF. So, when we start, I’ll ask you all about you the person, your life, your hopes and fears, your experiences everything.’

‘To help you feel able to do that, at the same time as I ask you loads of questions, I’ll ask you to turn over. Then I will massage your back from head to foot and back again. By the time we’ve done as much of those as we can, I’ll know all about you and you’ll be able to tell me anything without feeling embarrassed.’

Garth grinned, ‘Being in the forces, you soon find lots of things that embarrassed you beforehand no longer do.’ he said. ‘But I’ll bet there are still a few that you find hard to lose.’ Lewis said. ‘Yes, I suppose so.’ Garth admitted.

‘When you’re ready,’ Lewis told him, ‘I want you to turn over. When you do, I’ll massage the back of your head. I won’t move off your head or start asking questions until you say ‘Go.’

‘Remember what I told you about saying ‘Pass’ or ‘Stop’ and that you can get up and leave at any time you want to.’ ‘Has anyone ever done that?’ Garth asked sounding interested. ‘Not yet.’ Lewis said smiling. ‘You don’t come over as being frightening,’ Garth said, ‘So I’m not surprised.’

‘Thank you,’ Lewis said. ‘When you feel ready, turn over.’ Garth turned right away. As soon as he was settled, Lewis started massaging the back of his head. Garth had had a physio massage his shoulder once after he pulled a muscle, but Lewis’s hands felt much gentler. He began to think he might even enjoy being here. He had been nervous all the way over.’

He enjoyed it a little longer, then said, ‘Go.’ As Lewis moved down onto his small shoulders, he asked, ‘Of all the things that embarrassed you at school, can you tell me what you found the hardest to overcome when you first joined the service?’ Garth’s neck went slightly red.

‘At the start I was terribly embarrassed at stripping off with other people around,’ he said. ‘I’ve got used to it now and it doesn’t show any more, but it still embarrasses me quite a bit inside.’

‘Why do you think it bothered you at school?’ Lewis asked as he massaged down his back which tapered down to very narrow hips. ‘I’ve always been so skinny,’ he replied, ‘And that in itself embarrassed me when I was getting undressed amongst lads who were big and muscular.’

‘But being tall too made me stand out more, so everyone tended to look at me. At school they’d often laugh and tease me.’ ‘Why did they laugh at you?’ Lewis asked. Garth’s neck went a little red again, ‘Because it’s not just what you can see that is small,’ he said, ‘I’m small all over.’

Lewis guessed he was referring to his cock. ‘I’m guessing I know what you’re referring to,’ Lewis said, ‘But it’s really true that size doesn’t matter. I’ll tell you more about that later. Have you ever told anyone that before?’ Lewis asked. ‘No never,’ Garth said, ‘I can’t believe I’ve just done so.’ ‘Well, it’s a good sign for our success.’ Lewis told him.

‘Can you tell me what you do in the RAF?’ Lewis asked as he moved down onto a very tiny pair of cheeks. ‘I’m a trainee engineer,’ Garth told him, ‘I joined from school at seventeen. I’m being trained to repair all the ancillary equipment at the moment, but later if I’m good enough I will be able to move onto aeroplane engines.’

There had been no reaction to the massage on his cheeks and Lewis had moved on down the back of his legs. ‘Why the RAF?’ Lewis asked as he reached his feet and started back up again.

‘In my last six months at school I looked at all three services,’ Garth said. ‘I wasn’t keen on the idea of being at sea, so I looked mainly at the Army and the RAF. Of the two, the RAF offered what seemed to be the best option, so I signed up.’

Lewis had massaged over his cheeks again and as he moved onto his back he asked, ‘Where did you live before joining the RAF?’ ‘In Wigan in Lancashire.’ Garth told him.

‘Who did you live with?’ Lewis asked as he moved up towards his shoulders. ‘My mum and an older sister,’ Garth told him, ‘My dad had died when I was at primary school.’

Lewis massaged his shoulders as he answered, then moved back onto his head. ‘Turn over,’ he said as he took his hands away. Garth turned onto his back and settled easily into place.

‘You’re doing fine,’ Lewis told him, ‘How are you finding it?’ ‘It’s not a bit like I expected,’ Garth told him, ‘Although I don’t really know what I expected. But the massage is nice. I had a shoulder injury massaged once but that was quite painful, your massage is lovely and gentle.’

‘I’m going to massage down your front now,’ Lewis said, ‘Just the same and with more questions.’ Garth looked quite happy at the idea. ‘Same as before,’ Lewis told him, ‘Say go when you’re ready.’ He massaged the front of his head.

Lewis was about to move onto his temples when Garth said, ‘Go.’ As Lewis moved down onto the front of his shoulders he asked, ‘What were things like at home with your mum and sister?’

‘Quite good,’ Garth said, ‘Once we got over dad dying, we all pulled together. Mum was lovely as always. My elder sister tended to be a bit bossy, and I got pushed to the back a bit. I’ve never really been what you might call forceful. But we never really fell out.’

Lewis had massaged down over his chest and onto his stomach which was small and flat. Then he moved on over the front of his trousers as Garth continued. ‘Just before I started my last year at school, my sister had moved out and got a flat and a job down outside London. So, it was just mum and me after that which was even nicer.’

‘How did your mum feel when you joined up?’ Lewis asked as he massaged over his cock, not able to feel anything at all and moved on down the front of his thighs.

Garth showed no reaction to Lewis’s hands passing over his cock and answered, ‘She was a little upset at first,’ he said, ‘But told me she had known it would happen and I had to go and start my own life. I promised I would call and visit regularly and when she came to my passing out parade, she was clearly very proud. She told me my dad would have been too.’

Lewis had moved on over his stomach as he was answering and as he moved over his chest he asked, ‘How many girlfriends had you had by the time you left home?’ ‘None.’ Garth said after a pause, sounding sad as Lewis massaged his shoulders and moved onto his head once more.

As he took his hands off, Lewis smiled at him and said, ‘That’s not unusual, lots of happy couples don’t meet until they’re older.’ Garth looked pleased at that.

‘Now there’s a lot more questions yet,’ Lewis told him. ‘So, in a moment I want you to turn over again so I can massage your back. I’m sure you’ve realised how much the massage is helping you relax with me, so what I want you to do before you turn over is to consider taking your top things off first. Then I can massage on your bare back. That will not only feel even nicer, it will relax you even more and also show how much at ease you are feeling with me.’