Chapter 49

We all sat back down and Tanya took over again. “This time, we all cut the cards, and high card gives the low card a dare, regardless of sex.” Yes! I hoped to hell I’d get a chance at Adriana! She’ll rue the day!

Tanya went on, “No backing out. The dares stay in the room, but you do it or you get dressed and leave.” I think I was learning to love that girl! Adriana, watch out!

Now, we were all equal, all totally naked and all turned on. Before we started, I had an actual rational thought, “Does anyone have any condoms?”

Eyes widened. I don’t think they’d thought the game would ever go that far. I didn’t know if it would either, but thought we should be prepared in case it did. Everyone looked around the room, wondering if someone else might have some. Apparently, no one did. Then Tanya said, “I’m on birth control and trust the guys here. Adriana? Amber?”

“Me too,” I said.

All eyes turned toward Adriana. She turned red in the face again, but shook her head in the affirmative. “Okay then,” Tanya said, “We’re good, right?” Everyone in the room nodded affirmatively. I didn’t know about the other girls in the room, but I knew I needed to be fucked, and soon! From the three boners in the room, that’d been that way the last several hours, I’d say the guys were in the same boat.

Tanya put the deck on the table and all six of us reached in to take a small stack. Mine was a nine, not high enough to be high or low enough to be low, so I was safe. Of course, I thought I’d been safe that other time too.

I guess it was fair that Tanya had a queen high, since this was her game; and Tanner had a four low. She thought about it a minute, “Tanner,” she said, very seriously. “I want you to kiss Jeremy on the lips for a full minute.” He stared at her, his mind obviously working overtime. She couldn’t hold it any longer and started giggling. “Just kidding Tanner, I wouldn’t ask you guys to do that.” He breathed a sigh of relief and the rest of us started laughing.

“Good, because I was just about to get dressed if I couldn’t get out of it.”

“It’s okay. I’ll think of something else.” She paused a little bit while she thought. When it came to her, she told him, “This is going to be fun. I want you to go over to Adriana, put her legs over your shoulder and kiss and nibble her for half a minute, getting as close as you can to her pussy without touching it.”

I loved it! I don’t know if Tanya did it on purpose, but she’s setting Adriana up for the kill Shot, getting her primed and ready for me to lower the boom!

Tanner stepped over to Adriana, helped her pull her chair back and got into position in front of her. Adriana’s innocence showed through again, “We’ve never done anything like that before.” She said, squirming in her chair.

“Well then, you should enjoy something new.” Tanya told her.

I wondered exactly what, if anything, Tanner and Adriana have done?

When Tanner had Adriana’s legs over his shoulder, he started to kiss the inside of her thigh. I saw out of the corner of my eye, Tanya glance at her wrist-watch.

Tanner was kissing her, working all around her pussy lips, and Adriana had started groaning, humping her hips a little bit. “Oh God, Tanner that feels so good.”

Kirk threw in his two-bits, “Come on Tanner, make her come.”

I thought Tanner might be cheating a little bit on his instructions. It looked to me like his tongue was probably working its’ way inside her. I hoped so, I just didn’t want her to come yet. Tanner’s mouth was all over Adriana, and she was grimacing and moaning. I remembered the first time I’d felt Mike’s lips all over me like that when I was in college, and it brought back some pretty powerful memories.

It seemed to me that they’d only started when Tanya announced that the half-minute was up. Adriana was breathing hard and obviously in considerable distress. Tanner’s cock was rock hard and sticking straight up, obviously in some serious distress.

Tanya asked Adriana, “How was that? Fun?”

“Damn, yes! Wasn’t ready for him to quit though!”

“Maybe next time,” she giggled.

We all put our cards back and Tanya shuffled them. We cut again. This time, it looked a lot like I could possibly have high card. I hoped so. When we all showed cards, I did, and Tanya was low. I needed a little clarification on the rules. “Last time you matched boyfriend-girlfriend. Is that the rule or are we going to mix it up?”

Tanya looked at Kirk, who just shrugged. Both Tanner and Adriana said they thought we could mix it up, so Tanya agreed to that too. I was glad, because I had a plan. “Okay, Tanya, I want you to kiss Jeremy for a full minute. Here’s the setup: You’re his lover and you two haven’t seen each other for the last month. I dare you to sit on his lap and rock his world!” Then I added, “If I don’t think you tried hard enough, you have to do it another minute.” I looked over at Jeremy, “Jeremy, you can do whatever you want with her, except,” I circled my hand around his cock, “With that. That’s mine!”

Tanya looked at her boyfriend, Kirk to make sure he was okay with what I’d said. If he really wasn’t, I’d change it. I didn’t want to break anyone up, but at the same time thought it’d probably be hot for him ... if my husband was any example of masculine sensibilities. “Go for it babe,” he told her. Then we heard him whisper in her ear, “Make it hot!”

Then I had an idea, “Tanya, if you can make him come in a minute, you’ll get to make the next dare to whoever you want next time.” I looked at Adriana and Tanner, “That okay with you guys?” Both nodded exuberantly that they thought it was a great idea. “One more thing; Jeremy, if she does make you come, you have to go sit on the bed next to the upside down desk the next two rounds, so don’t come.” I wanted to give them both some incentive. Actually, I hoped she’d succeed. I knew that in the condition he was in now, he wouldn’t last long when he fucked me. It’d be much better if he came first. I hadn’t thought about that when I first suggested it, it was a bonus that come to me just then.

Tanya got up and slinked her sexy, naked body over to Jeremy. There’s no better word, she was already trying to seduce him even before her minute started. I didn’t see any way that Jeremy would be able to hold out against the feline like Tanya.

She sat on his lap and scooted herself up tight to him, trapping his cock between their bodies. “You like me, big boy? Cuz I like you.” She took his face in her two hands, closed her eyes and brought her lips to his. I was glad I’d taught Jeremy the fine art of kissing. Tanya opened her mouth and kissed him, her tongue probing against his mouth until he opened up and started to kiss her back. They’d probably kissed for ten or fifteen seconds until I remembered to look at my watch. I was mesmerized watching Tanya doing her best to seduce my boyfriend. She pulled his hands to her boobs while her tongue explored his mouth. Her body was rubbing up and down on his cock, being totally unfair. I watched the time: forty-five seconds when his body started jerking and he wrapped his arms around her to pull her tighter. His hips were thrusting, I was certain that he was smearing cum all over their bodies. Tanya’s body too, started spasming and she broke away from her kiss with him, scratching his back with her fingernails while she went through her own orgasmic throes, grinding her pussy into his lap. When I announced the minute was up, neither could stop at that moment. They were both still coming hard on each other, arms wrapped tightly, for at least another minute before their orgasms were over.

Afterward. Tanya gently kissed Jeremy again briefly and told him, “Thank you, that was incredible.” When she stood up, his cum was all over both their stomachs and his legs were covered in pussy juice. She looked over at Kirk and asked him, “Hot enough?” She scurried into the bathroom to clean herself up. A moment later, she’d brought back a damp rag and handed it to Jeremy to clean himself up a little too.

“I guess you won, Tanya. You get to pick a dare.” I told her. Since Jeremy had made her come too, it didn’t seem fair to make him sit on the bed like I’d said earlier.

“I know exactly what I want then,” she said. “Amber, it’s your turn.” She glanced toward her boyfriend, “Give my Kirk a blow-job for thirty seconds and make him come too.”

I smiled. After what we’d been doing all night, thirty seconds would be more than enough time. I have to admit that I’d been looking at Kirk all evening, thinking that I wanted to do something with him. I just hoped I could do it without making myself come too, as horny as I was. Watching my boyfriend and Tanya had really done a number on me too!

I walked around the table to Kirk. “Ready for this, guy?” His grin couldn’t have been any wider and was all the answer I needed. I sat on his lap, “I think I need to warm him up first though.” I’d been wanting to be kissed all night and wasn’t going to pass this up. Maybe it wasn’t part of the dare, but what’s a girl to do? I was careful to keep a little distance to not rub myself against his cock, badly as I wanted to. I kissed him, gently at first, then seriously going for it. I was horny and didn’t care if they all knew it, which they obviously already did. I felt his tongue in my mouth and heard myself groaning, kissing Kirk back with everything I had. What is it with college guys and their soft, sexy lips? He’d obviously already had plenty of kissing lessons!

I reluctantly pulled myself away from him, remembering the actual task at hand. I kissed down his body, nibbling on a nipple for only a second before venturing lower with my lips. I speared my tongue into his belly button for just a second, then pulled away and wrapped my lips around the head of his cock. I heard him exclaiming, “Oh my fucking gawd!” and smiled to myself. He hadn’t felt anything yet!

He pinched my nipples and it felt so good. I looked up at Kirk to watch his reaction and slid all seven inches all the way down my throat. His eyes rolled back in his head, his hands wrapped around my hair, and he started humping my face. Naturally, I encouraged him on by pulling him out and in of my throat a couple times before starting to massage the base of his cock with my lips and around him with my tongue. After what had probably been the hottest night of Kirk’s life, he was getting a world-class blow job! I swirled my tongue around it him, squeezing and massaging him with my lips. Kirk was groaning and I already felt him swelling up in my mouth.

Kirk was grabbing at my hair, trying to pull me further down on his cock, but I was already sucking on his balls. I doubted he’d ever had that experience before. Lots of unintelligible noises came from him. I wanted it, probably nearly as badly as he did. His hips were thrusting with my hands under his butt encouraging him to do it harder. It was only a tiny while until I felt his body stiffen and he started to explode in my throat. I was swallowing as fast as I could. I know from experience that the swallowing massages a cock, making it all the better for a guy. I wanted this to be the most outstanding blow-job that Kirk had ever gotten. By the time his spasms of cum stopped, my pussy was so on fire and I needed to be fucked so damn bad!

It’s always such a good feeling when a cock shrinks in my mouth. It makes me feel like I’ve done my job well. I pulled my mouth off him and made sure to lick the drops of cum off the tip, making poor Kirk start to moan again. When we were completely done, I looked over at Tanya, who was wide-eyed. “Did we make it within the thirty seconds?”

All she could do was shake her head yes. I knew the total time was well over thirty seconds, he’d probably come that long in my mouth. “I guess that means it’s my turn for a dare then?”

I returned to my chair and turned to Adriana. I don’t think she realized my intention of vengeance. “Adriana, you said you and Tanner hadn’t ever done the oral sex before. Part of your dare is to tell us what you and Tanner have done?” I wanted to make sure she wasn’t still a virgin before I did this. I doubted it, but wanted to make certain.

She was almost too embarrassed to answer. She looked over at Tanner, who nodded at her to go ahead. “We’ve done almost everything else, just not that.”

I wanted to be certain, so I asked her, “You’ve gone all the way with him?” She nodded yes. I was kind of pushing my luck here a little, “How many times?” She held up a single finger. Only once then, all the better for what I had in mind.

“Okay, here’s your dare, and remember, you have to do it.” I went on, “I dare you to sit on Tanner’s lap, kissing him, making out with him, letting him play with or suck on your tits for two minutes. Kind of like Tanya and Jeremy did, except for one difference. I want his cock all the way inside you. The two of you can do anything you want, except you have to keep his cock all the way inside and not move it around at all.”

Her eyes were huge. “Are you serious? You want us to fuck, right here?”

“No, you can’t fuck. Fucking is moving around, up and down, in and out. Fucking feels good. What I want is Tanner inside you, not moving at all. I want him sucking on your tits, kissing, whatever you want to do, but no fucking movement, none at all.”

“Oh. My. God! I can’t do that!”

“That’s your dare. If you can’t do it, you have to get dressed and leave.” I didn’t want to be mean, but I wanted her to do it. Then I decided to relent. “After the two minutes are up, go for it. Fuck your hearts out.” I also knew that if they could do it, they’d both be rewarded many times over.

“What if we come before?”

“Then come, just don’t move. Until the two minutes.” I looked at Tanya, Kirk and Jeremy. They were all grinning, looking forward to watching this. So was I!

Adriana and Tanner looked at each other; Adriana got up; Tanner pushed his chair back, and Adriana sat down on his lap. She scooted back up a little, took Tanner’s cock in her hand and sunk down on it. I watched her face as she impaled herself on his cock. I knew from experience, after all the sexual teasing we’d been doing the last several hours, that this would be torturous for those two minutes. Even more so that they were essentially brand new lovers, having made love together only one time.

It reminded me of the time with Shaun, when we’d played the penetration tease game for five whole minutes when we were almost new lovers. I’d orchestrated that myself and it led to one of the best orgasms I’ve ever had.

When I could tell Tanner was all the way inside her. I told her, “Go ahead and squirm yourself down to be sure he’s as deep as he can get.” Not only that, but it’d stimulate them both to drive them crazy that much more. Adriana worked her hips back and forth a little and when it looked like she was situated, I told them, “Okay, the time starts now.”

Adriana was already gasping. That little movement of sinking him inside her had shown on her face with an “Ahh, Ahh,” coming from her. Now that she was impaled all the way, she kissed Tanner and he massaged her boobs. After thirty seconds, they both were already showing a lot of distress on their faces. The four of us were watching intently and it was making me even hotter, understanding what Adriana was feeling. I knew when this was over, I was out of there with Jeremy, up to his room!

Adriana arched her chest out and Tanner took one of her nipples in his mouth to suck on her. I remembered Shaun doing that to me when we played the game. It felt so damn good, but added to my torture. A few seconds later, Tanner’s face started to grimace and he squeezed and scratched Adriana’s back, pulling her down tighter onto him. Adriana had thrown her head back and was trying to pull Tanner’s mouth back down to her breast. So far, neither had cheated and a minute-thirty had passed. Tanner had obviously come inside her, but I was suspecting he’d still be hard after the night we’ve had. I counted down the last fifteen seconds, “Fifteen. Fourteen. Thirteen ... Two. One. Go for it!”

Adriana let out a breath and started to madly plunge up and down on Tanner’s cock. It was only about thirty seconds later that Adriana let out a yell that might get them kicked out of the dorm. I hoped the walls were sound-proof.

Speaking of that, I told Jeremy that we had to go, that he had to do something to me before I burst completely! I started to slip my dress over my head when Adriana stopped us, “Wait, I still have a dare coming, don’t I?”

“Oookay? What is it?” I asked her. She was still sitting, fully impaled on Tanner’s cock.

“I dare you,” she said, looking directly at me, still breathless and trying to talk, “I dare you, I want to see two fingers...” She held up her index finger and her middle finger, “all the way inside you, up to their knuckles.” I looked at her like she’d gone out of her mind. But she still wasn’t finished, “For a full minute. And if you come, you have to leave Jeremy here with us.” As I sat there, gaping at her, she added, with a wink at Tanya, “But don’t worry about him. We’ll take good care of him.”

I was already so horny that I didn’t think I could even touch myself without coming. How the hell was I supposed to do what she’d asked? I glanced around the table, Kirk, Tanner, and Jeremy’s eyes were wide, anticipating a show! Adriana and Tanya’s faces both had a look of eagerness.

I could do this. All I had to do was think about eating olives mixed into anchovies, the foods I hated the most and not move my fingers. I closed my eyes and scooted the chair back a few inches to give myself room, reaching a hand between my legs. “Oh no,” the witch said, “you have to sit on the edge of the bed where we can see you.”

I glared at her again, then moved to the bed. There wasn’t room, but helpful Jeremy jumped up and pushed Tanner’s desk to one end, giving me room to sit. I glared at him, too. I’ll deal with him later!

I sat on the bed, spreading my legs apart, exposing my wide open pussy for all to view. God, doing that alone, almost sent me over the top. I can’t do this, I thought to myself. I’m going to make myself come, I know. My hand went between my legs and I felt how wet I was. I closed my eyes, thinking about those olives and anchovies, and slipped the two fingers into myself. Oh God! It felt so good! I couldn’t stop myself from spreading my legs further apart and pushing hard on my fingrs. I concentrated on not moving them, but heard in my haze from one of the girls, “Now, Amber, tickle yourself in there.”

I couldn’t. I couldn’t not! The tips of my fingers started to move all on their own. I was so close, biting my lips hard enough to hurt. I wanted to come so bad, but was afraid they’d make good on their threat and I wanted, no, needed Jeremy’s cock inside me! That made my mind wander from the olives to what Jeremy’s cock was going to feel like. I couldnd’t stop myself from pulling my fingers out and pushing back in, making a groan from deep inside. Besides what we’d been through that night, it had been five days since my husband had made love with me. That thought made me realize I wouldn’t be making love with him for at least the next two months and I moaned, already wanting him.

My fingers fucked my pussy, rubbing against my clitoris, my other hand pinching and pulling at a nipple. I whimpered and began to cry, the olives and anchovies long forgotten with the feeling spreading through my whole body. I heard more moaning from the room, but wasn’t sure if it was coming from someone else or myself. I couldn’t stop, plunging even a third finger deep inside myself and humping my hand when I heard a “Now,” yelled out and someone’s hand on mine pulling it away from my pussy. I sat there shaking and whimpering, desperately in need and sucking my wet fingers into my mouth, licking them clean.

There was no more thought of taking Jeremy anywhere else. I scrambed to the floor on my hands and knees and yelled to Jeremy, “Now, fuck me!” I glanced up at him, his cock rock hard and huge. I needed it inside me, deep inside me!

Jeremy hurried down off his chair and knelt behind me and I closed my eyes. I didn’t even care about the audience watching us. As a matter of fact, I wanted them watching. The next thing I knew, Jeremys cock was inside me. Oh God, it felt so damn good! He slid it in and out, harder each time. I needed him to fuck me hard. I slammed myself back against him. Then I had a thought, “My hair, Jeremy, pull my hair!” I’d put in that braid, he could use it without hurting me. He grabbed it and gently pulled back. “No, Jeremy HARD! As hard as you can, pull my hair!” I felt my head being pulled back as he slammed inside me, “Harder, Jeremy, harder!” He finally got the idea of what I wanted. He wrapped my pony tail around both his hands and every thrust he yanked me back to him. I thought he was going to pull my hair out of my head, or break my neck off, but it felt so good! “Harder!” I yelled at him.

I felt all of his muscles yanking me backwards with every thrust. His cock was going so deep inside me and so damned forceful. All I could think was, “Harder, damn it, harder!” It took every bit of my neck muscles to keep him from jerking my head clear off, yet I kept yelling at him, “Harder Jeremy!” I don’t think I’ve ever felt anything like what I was feeling then. This kid was fucking me like I’ve never been fucked before in my life. Every thrust he was yanking my body back onto his. His arm muscles had to be tiring because I couldn’t control my neck much longer. I felt him give me one huge jerk backwards and yell, “Arghhhhh!” as he came inside me. That took me over the top, finally, after needing it all night, I screamed at the top of my lungs with Jeremy’s muscles pulling me to him with every ounce of his strength.

I was totally exhausted and collapsed on Tanner’s dormitory floor. I didn’t give a damn at that moment if my screams got Tanner kicked clear off campus. It had been worth it! I had no idea how long I lay on the floor like a rag doll. Jeremy had just given me the fucking of my life and I was still basking in it. His cock had been absolutely huge. He reached places inside me I’ve never felt before. I must have lain there with Jeremy on top of me for at least fifteen or twenty minutes before I felt him start to get up. He slipped his slacks and shirt on, then helped me to my feet and handed me my dress. I slipped it over my head and let him zip it up without any underwear. At that point, what did I need with underwear?

They pulled one of the chairs off the pile on Tanner’s bed for me to sit on. While I was sitting, still trying to recuperate, Tanya sat on a chair beside me. “Amber, can I ask you a question, a personal question?”

I couldn’t imagine what it might be, but I told her, “Sure. Ask away.”

I don’t know what I was expecting, but certainly not what came out of her mouth. “You have a wedding ring. Are you married?”

My ring! I’d forgotten to take it off at the hotel. I looked at her, and answered truthfully, nodding my head up and down.

She looked over at Jeremy inquisitively, then back toward me. “Your husband, does he know you’re here? Doing this?”

I took a breath, I guessed it was time to do a little explaining. “Yes, and yes. Well, I guess the answer to the second part is no, but he knows I’m out with Jeremy. He knew I’d be having sex with Jeremy tonight, just not exactly like this. He thought I’d be taking Jeremy back to my hotel after the dance to spend the night in my bed with me.”

I explained a little further, “Did any of you notice the bracelet on my ankle?”

Adriana answered. “Yes. I think it’s beautiful. I love it.”

“Thank you, Adriana, do you have any idea what it signifies?”

They all looked at each other, before Tanya answered. “I thought it was just jewelry.”

I told them, “Well it is, but it means more than that. What it means is that I’m what’s called a ‘hotwife’. My husband lets me date and sleep with men, whoever I want.” I added, “And right now, my man is Jeremy.”

Their eyes were wide, I think I shocked them. Tanya asked, “But there’s other people you sleep with too?”

I giggled and nodded my head yes. “Two weeks ago, my husband and I went to his ex-girlfriend’s wedding. I was one of her bridesmaids. The groom’s brother went back to the hotel with me, and we fucked with my husband on the other side of the bed.” I didn’t tell them that we actually fucked with my husband’s cock down my throat, that might be a bit much shocking. “And maybe I should add. We’ve been married eighteen years. His ex-girlfriend’s extremely beautiful, she’s twenty-seven now, and they had an affair for almost a year, that I encouraged him to have.”

Adriana asked me, “Was it always that way with you and him? I mean did he always let you sleep with whoever? Did he always sleep with other women?”

I laughed. “When we got married, my husband was a nerd. I loved him, but he was a ‘Jeremy’ before we met.” I glanced over toward Jeremy, “No offense Jeremy, I’m just saying he was a lot like you, really bashful.” I went on, “He and I had known each other for a long time. He couldn’t talk to girls, not even to me. I was the one that convinced him to go out with me once.” I laughed, thinking of that first time. “We were going to a movie, but borrowed his dad’s pickup and went to the mountains and played in the snow together instead.”

I’d kind of gotten off my story a little, “We dated several months, then got married. He didn’t know it, but I’d had another boyfriend before we started dating. I mentioned the one time I’d played strip poker, his name was Mike. My husband and I had been married a little over fifteen years before I told him about Mike and what we used to do when I was in college. I dated and slept with Mike for all four years of college, but we broke up after graduation.”

“When I told my husband, his name’s Robert, about Mike and how we used to have sex; it was about three years ago that I told him; it made him really horny thinking about me with Mike, so he asked me to get ahold of him again.”

Kirk interrupted, “Wasn’t that kind of weird?”

I told him, “Yeah it was. But after I told Robert no, that I didn’t think it was a good idea, it became almost an obsession with him. He kept asking me to get ahold of Mike, until I finally did. He lives here in Seattle. I made a date for dinner with him, and ended up spending the weekend with him, most of it in bed with him. I have no idea how many times we made love during that weekend.”

Tanya started to ask another question, but I told her to wait a minute. “When I got home, I told Robert everything and he was more excited than he’d ever been before. Ever since then, our love life has been simply incredible.”

“Mike and I had a really hot affair for several months before he got too possessive and wanted to take me away from my husband, so I broke up with him a couple years ago.”

Kirk asked, “Doesn’t he get jealous of you with other people? Your husband I mean.”

“Uhunh, he says he sometimes gets so jealous that he almost can’t stand it. I know that he’s jealous that I’m here with Jeremy tonight instead of with him. He says that’s a big part of what makes it so hot for him though.” I added, “That’s a lot different than angry though. He never gets angry when I’m out with a boyfriend.”

“When I was in Seattle that weekend with Mike, I sent my husband some pictures of me and Mike together.” I giggled thinking about it. “One, we were in a hot tub. I took a selfie of Mike sucking on my boob and sent it to him while we were doing it, just to make him jealous. Another time, I texted him while we were making love and told him how good it was. My husband told me that those made him almost hysterical with jealousy, but how much he loved it.”

I laughed, “Once, I’d been with a boyfriend for over a week and sent Robert a video of us making love. He said he was so jealous it took him two days to be brave enough to watch it, but when he did, thought it was the hottest thing ever.”

Then Tanya asked, “I’m wondering about Mike. It sounds like you had a really hot thing going with him. You haven’t had anything to do with him since then? Have you wanted to?”

“No and Yes. No, I haven’t heard anything, but yes, I’d love to see him again. He was my first lover. We were together a long time. Then another six months just a while ago. I’ve never said anything to my husband about him again, but yes, I’d love to see him again sometime.”

Tanner asked, “Are we getting a little too personal? If you saw him again, would you sleep with him?”

I laughed, “No Tanner, you’re not getting too personal. I don’t mind talking about it at all. I’m loving telling you guys some of my secrets. As for your other question, I don’t know, but probably.”

Tanya said, “Well, you’re in Seattle now, why don’t you call him now?”

“Have you noticed what time it is? It’s after two in the morning.” I thought about my contract with Brett, “And right now, there’s other things going on in our life, that I wouldn’t be able to.” The way I was feeling right then, if it hadn’t been for that damn contract, I thought I might have gotten the phone out right then and called, asking if I could come over. But, I knew I still had some unfinished business with Jeremy. I couldn’t help but wonder what would happen if I started my affair back up with Mike. Would he realize this time that I wasn’t going to leave Robert and be okay with it now?