Chapter 23

With the weekend behind them, Alan is up a little earlier than usual. He is more than excited to get into the office and see how excited Judy is. With good news coming his way, maybe it will include news of Victoria wanting to continue their relationship into a polyandrous thing. Maybe to make it better, Victoria will be there too.

Setting his toothbrush down on the sink, he turns and finds Sandy standing in the doorway to the bathroom. “What is it girl?” he asks.

She whines and slips up to him. Alan feels bad for not spending much time with her, especially being gone the whole weekend. He of course made sure she had plenty of food and water, and the doggy door gives her two way access in and out of the house. But even when he got back last night, he barely paid her any mind. He was still reeling over the events of the weekend and his overall success.

“Don’t worry, girl,” he says comfortingly. “Soon I will have more time for you. I’m sorry I’ve been busy, but I’ve had a lot on my mind.” She whines a little more, but the man just rubs the top of her head and then steps around her. “I’ll be home soon, girl,” he says as he slips through the door.

The drive seems to go agonizingly slow for Alan. The traffic is the same and there are no delays. The problem is he just cannot wait to get to the office and have everything he has been working hard toward finally come to fruition. When he pulls into his parking space, he has to keep himself from running in. Judy’s desk is empty, which is unusual. A moment of sadness comes over him until he passes by her desk and opens the door to his office. There sitting on the edge of his desk is the woman of his dreams.

“I was afraid something happened and you weren’t going to be here,” he says smiling, walking toward her.

Judy quickly holds up her hand, which promptly stops the man. The look that comes over his face is total confusion. “I almost didn’t come in today,” she says.

“What?” he sputters. “Why?”

“This weekend was an eye opener for Victoria and me,” the woman continues unimpeded. “I made a mistake by fucking you. I broke my own rules. At the same time it has made us aware that we have been lacking some things in our relationship. It was starting to go stale and we had no idea how to give it a boost.”

“That’s great,” Alan says, trying to sound excited. “But what’s this got to do with your job?” He wants to ask about them too, but he knows when to be cautious and when to storm right into something.

“That’s just it,” she says, dropping her head momentarily. “I can never become involved with you in the way you’d like. It would just end up hurting you. Thankfully Victoria will never understand what it is like having a relationship with a man.”

Alan just stands there dumbfounded for a moment. He has no idea where this is coming from or why she is even sitting there spewing out nonsense. “This doesn’t make sense,” he eventually mutters.

“I know it doesn’t seem like it does,” Judy says. “But it will. I have chosen to spend my life with a woman, and that woman is Victoria. I may have the baggage of men, but she doesn’t. What you gave to us is invaluable, and we will forever be grateful for it. It will help us with our future experiences.”

“Future experiences?” he asks, afraid that he already has an idea of what she means.

Judy nods. A slight smile presses at the corners of her mouth. “I had forgotten how much fun the occasional dick feels,” she says. “And Victoria discovered how fun they can be on occasion. While we will focus on one another and maybe have more threesomes with other women, the occasion dick my pop up for us.”

Alan doesn’t feel angry at her words, only defeated. “I could be that one...” While he feels that he can still be part of their lives and potentially change their minds and guide them to loving him, somewhere in the back of his mind he knows it is useless.

“Oh Alan, I’m so sorry,” she says, slipping from the desk to hug him. “This is why it cannot carry on any longer. Without realizing it, you were falling more and more for me. I love you as a person and a friend, but I cannot go beyond that. My heart belongs to Victoria. It is bad enough I have wronged her by fucking you without telling her. But then I dragged her into something that might have destroyed it all.”

He pulls away quickly at this, figuring he has one last shot. “But it didn’t destroy it,” he says. “It changed things. It changed you and her. Everything is better because of it...”

She puts a finger to his lips. “It will end in failure,” she whispers. “I would rather it ends her with some semblance of happiness. It will hurt for me just as it will for you, maybe less but it will hurt nonetheless.”

Alan nods and he steps back. He understands, but he doesn’t want to accept it. Heartbreak is not something he is used to. It has happened once when his mother died, but he has ran from it and kept it at bay. “The business...”

“Will be alright,” she quickly says. “I want you to take the next few days off and I will get everything tidied up. When you come back you will have a new assistant that will be completely caught up and ready to take my place.”

He nods his understanding and approval, yet he knows it isn’t going to be the same. “How about one last blowjob?” he asks.

Judy frowns. “Do you really think that is a good idea?” Reluctantly he shakes his head. “I don’t either. Now, go on and take a couple days to work all this over in your head.”

The man’s mind is full of thoughts and conflictions on his drive home. He barely registers anything but the road, and it is probably a miracle he makes it home without incident. He steps through the door and is greeted right away by Sandy. Alan barely pets her before slipping past to go to his room. He thinks about making a drink or grabbing a beer, but he dismisses the idea. He considers a cold shower, and dismisses that too. For a brief moment he even considers seeing it if Bill is gone and Kyle is not there so that he can maybe find some comfort in Marion. Again he reconsiders and leaves that avenue behind. Instead, he strips off his clothes and slips onto the bed.

The man doesn’t know how long he has been asleep. He wasn’t even aware that he had dozed off. He is awakened by the presence of someone or something lying next to him. When he opens his eyes he finds Sandy with her head on his shoulder, looking over at him with big, brown eyes. He gives her a weak smile and says, “At least I can count of one woman in this world to be loyal.”

Sandy sticks out her tongue and licks his mouth. The man grins and reaches over to rub the dog behind her ear. Sandy again flicks out her tongue to lick his face, barely missing his mouth. In this moment Alan feels his cock jump. What the hell is wrong with me? He cannot understand why, but something about this ongoing situation between him and Sandy makes him excited. Even thinking about it now is making his manhood harden. Without thinking, almost totally on impulse, he grabs the dog’s head and brings her face to his. When her tongue slithers out, he opens his mouth to accept it.

The kiss goes on for several long moments. He trades tongues with her, trying to suck and nibble on her like he would a woman. His hands are all over her, running through her fur. They moves down from her withers to her back to and then on to her flank. They come up over her belly to pause over one of her many breasts. He feels a hard nipple against his palm and grows harder at the thought of it, and just how many of them she has. Sandy whimpers when his hand fills it with her furry flesh. His fingers dig into her skin and he pinches her nipple between his fingers like he would a woman. As he pulls the dog in closer to him, Sandy licks at the space along his neck and shoulder. He pulls her even closer at her hind quarters, pressing her warm belly against his hardened man meat.