Chapter 7

Chris Crosses the Line

During the next ten days, I could tell that Chris’s attitude toward me had changed to disdain and very nearly to contempt. Chris was reluctant to have sex we only had sex one time and it was just sex not love.

We geeks may be backward where women are concerned but we are not dumb. I look back at the last Fantasy Weekend and the safe word doesn’t add up. Never before had I been given a safe word; plus for once Chris was not there. If I had used the safe word “nigger” to those vicious black ex-criminals, I may have been castrated. Is that what Chris intended—to turn me into a woman.

Women can be so devious. Did I sense a moment of disappointment when Chris returned and I was okay? If so she hid it well. Chris is not the one that told me the safe word and, since she had not been there, had I been castrated she would not be suspect.

I decide it is time to do some investigating. After considerable searching on the internet, I found an S/M website, smjoyce-dom.org, with a file titled “Safeword Nigger.” The file was password protected. It took a long time but I was able to get the password “jewels” and downloaded the file which said:

NEUTERING: Neutered husbands have many advantages. They still function as good providers and fathers. They are docile and easy to control and will take on the household duties of cooking, cleaning, etc. Further, they don’t pester you for sex when you are not in the mood. This permits you to enjoy sex with younger, vigorous, and more enthusiastic lovers to greatly enhance your sex life. Prudence dictates that a husband should believe his neutering to be an accident and that his wife was not responsible for his neutering...

SAFEWORD—NIGGER & SLAVE HUSBANDS: The following is an almost certain method of blamelessly getting your white slave husband neutered.

(1) Lend your cunt slave to another Dom female while you leave for a day or two.

(2) Dom female tells your white slave husband that the safe-word is ‘Nigger.’

(3) By prior arrangements, Dom female invites some black men (at least one should a convicted con) to join in on the fun and turn them loose on the white cunt slave. Invariable they get too rough and the white cunt slave will say, “nigger.” The black men take this as a sign of disrespect and their first natural reaction is to castrate the white cunt slave.

(4) A few days earlier the Dom female should take a small jar labeled ‘Jewels’ containing the testis of a large dog obtained from a veterinarian. “Look at my trophy,” she says. “I took them from a disrespectful white cunt slave. You really should get you some. Here is a box of surgical instruments and instructions. Keep them in the trunk of your car for when an opportunity comes up.”

She should go on to explain that as long as the cunt slave is castrated neatly, he not beat up or put in the hospital they never prosecute because the juries will think it’s funny. And in fact it is seldom reported—the man is too ashamed. “Just make sure you don’t beat him up or otherwise hurt him badly because the law will get you for that.”

Typically, when the black men get too rough and invariable they do, the following can be expected. White cunt says, “Nigger” and a black man will reply, “What you say?” “Nigger,” he repeats.

“I’ll cut your God damn balls out.” By this time the white cunt is in a panic and instead of shutting up, loudly says, “NIGGER NIGGER.” At that point, it gets almost comical because, in effect, the terrorized white cunt slave is egging the blacks on. By this time all the blacks are calling for castrating the white cunt reinforcing each other’s inclination to do so.

“Hold that sucker down,” one black man will say as he goes to get the surgical instruments. Next, he is cutting the testes out while the foolish white cunt is in shock and screaming, “NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER.”

The blacks will leave with their trophy jar, laughing and joking. Then the Dom female will give the castrated cunt some antibodies and a shot to put him to sleep. She then cleans him up and applies surgical glue to seal the cuts.

The cunt will awake at home in his bed and his wife should be very sympathetic telling him that she is so sorry and never expected any black men to show up. She should tell him that it doesn’t matter, that she loves him just the same and that is really not much worse than a vasectomy because men without their testes can still enjoy great sex. That is true if he takes testosterone shots which after a short time the wife should discourage.

The wife can prevent the cunt from reporting the incident by telling him they don’t want the embarrassment and besides the deed is done and can’t be undone. If the cunt persists the wife can lie and tell him that the Dom female found out that the black man responsible was carrying a gun and got him arrested on a parole violation and that he going back to prison anyway.

In three or four months the wife should have the stupid cunt completely domesticated and can start inviting lovers over for great sex.

“My God!” I said to myself. “Chris followed that plan to the letter. That is probably Mistress Joyce’s web site and no doubt she is the one that Chris talked to. No wonder I sensed that Chris showed a moment of disappointment when she returned and I wasn’t castrated.”

I asked myself, what has Chris turned into? I realized that I was extremely lucky to escape that place with my testes. The rule about master/slave is the slaves are not really injured. It is mostly just kinky sex. Even Mistress Zelda didn’t do major harm to any slaves. Nipple rings might be pushing the limit but Chris went way over the line with her plan to have me castrated.

I decided to investigate further and see what Chris might have on her computer. I have never invaded Chris’s privacy and her computer has passwords but I know how to capture key-strokes and I decided it was time to see what else Chris might be up to. I had time to set it up since I get home an hour before Chris.

That night, Chris logged onto her computer so the next morning I arrange for a day off. It was easy. With the captured key-strokes it took me about 30 minutes to access her computer and find her emails and other recent files. I inserted a thumb drive and started copying files. It was not likely that Chris will unexpectedly come home but no need to take chances. After copying the files, I removed the thumb drive and shut down Chris’s computer.

Altogether that required less than an hour and now I can examine her files from the safety of my own computer.

E-mail to Chris:

DOUBLE YOUR PLEASURE! Identical twins, blue eyes, light-brown hair, age 23, 6’1”, 180 lbs. Construction workers played high-school football. Prefer straight sex—oral Okay. Let the two of us give you an hour-long, relaxing, all-over foot and body massage with cocoa butter and then take turns giving you slow hard deep fucks all night long. Photos attached.

No surprise here. They are clean-cut, athletic, and handsome young men--nice size. I can see that Chris would find them sexually desirable. Actually, I am proud of her. They are the best ones yet and by selecting variety she is not forming bonding attachments. It pleases me to know that such sexy young men wish to fuck her and fulfill her fantasies. No doubt, this weekend she will be well fucked and sexually gratified. I only ask that afterward, she show her appreciation for my willingness to give her the opportunity by being very turned on during our fucking and lovemaking.

I see she received the message three days ago. That was the night of our last sex and the only time in the last ten days. So that is why she was so turned on—she was thinking about sex with the twins. Chris was dripping wet and told me to hurry up and fuck her. It was sex—not lovemaking. I see now that I was just a convenient cock to scratch her itch. That explains why she just turned over and went to sleep. I was so disappointed that she didn’t want my kissing, caressing and cuddling that she used to crave from me.

There was a confirmation email for a reservation this weekend at the Hilton Inn with a king-size bed. Obviously, the reservation was for just Chris and the twins. If she wanted me around we would stay here at the house. I love Chris but our growing apart and not doing things together is painful. I really need to reevaluate what we are doing and try to reestablish our bond.

E-mail to Chris:

Chris, we are two gay men (see photos) that would be delighted to discipline, train and beautify your cunt slave. Three two day sessions about a month apart are ideal. Then with the application of plastic and certain molding you can dress your slave to exhibit a cunt that appears much like that of a real woman. Even your slave’s breasts will appear much more realistic. After training from us (see our collection of nipple rings) your cunt slave would be more obedient, docile, and show a greater willingness to practice walking in 4” high-heeled shoes and wiggle its ass like a real woman. Your partners, both male and female will love the results.

The initial size reduction treatment is accomplished using crushed ice. After removal of the ice, clamping and other treatment, to restrict blood flow, it will maintain and even enhance the effect. Later, to your amazement, you will find the crushed ice is not necessary. Details can be found on our web site and the attached file titled, ‘Training & Beautification.pdf.’ If you agree, we will be greatly pleased. Just type ‘X’ in the appropriate space and click ‘Reply.’

I agree ___. I do not agree ___.

Checking her ‘Sent Items’ email folder showed Chris placed an ‘X’ in the space after “I agree” and that she added the following comment: “I look forward to giving you my cunt slave this weekend to enjoy in the comfort of our home while I stay at a local motel in the company of a couple of young men.”

Their photos show they are late 30’s about 200 pounds each with the appearance of sadistic bikers. “My God,” I think, “Chris must have reached to the depths of depravity to find these two.”

The message was full of code words. Especially, “discipline,” “train,” “collection,” “plastic,” “reduction,” “removal,” and “treatment.” The words themselves don’t sound too menacing. Perhaps that is deliberately to fool the nave, should someone check further. Therefore, I decided to check out the file to make certain that I fully understand.

First I went to their website and download their ‘Training & Beautification.pdf.’ file which is over 200 pages with much legalize. I know that is a typical technique to keep people from reading and understanding a contract. I see the first fifty pages were bland. That too is not unusual. People get tired of reading so a common tactic is to hide things later in the document.

This might be interesting.

NIPPLE RING COLLECTION: Nipple rings collected by ripping them from men’s titties. Great for future discipline. It causes such intense pain that most men vomit.

Fucking unbelievable! How could Chris agree to that? What have I done to justify that much anger?

PLASTIC: Plastic surgery to remove any remaining male sex organs and create a synthetic vagina. It can be accomplished after removal and size reduction.

Has Chris lost her mind? She is not satisfied with me being castrated; she wants to turn me into a fucking freak. I cannot believe she would think I would permit that.

TREATMENT—INCLUDING REDUCTION AND REMOVAL: Removal of testes and injection of chemicals in the penis causing the cells of the penis to slowly die and be absorbed and expelled as waste material. When complete, usually after three treatments one month apart, the male sex organs are reduced to little more than slabs of skin. The ultimate intent is to inject female hormones for breast enlargement and plastic surgery to create a synthetic vagina. It will greatly enhance your status among the Doms as you will have a cunt slave with a vagina instead of a penis. Doms and your lovers will love fucking the vagina of your cunt slave.

Our treatment is brutal so wives should not be present. However, upon your return, you have a completely docile and obedient cunt slave that will almost certainly agree to a sex change operations. For your and our protection, we will video the cunt slave masturbating while dressed in his slutty outfit and eating his own cum. The video will show the act, plus it will show him begging to be fucked in the ass by one of us and to suck the other’s cock. Finally, the video will show the cunt slave saying, “I want to be a woman” and pleading for us to castrate him and destroy his cock.

Our treatment includes about 18 hours of the most intense pain you can imagine and gives us extreme sexual pleasure. We start with paddling, applying tasers, and ripping a nipple ring out. At one point one of us will scream, “Kill the fucking cunt” and, while he is tied down, we wrap cellophane wrapping around his head. He thinks he is going to die. We remove the cellophane within thirty seconds after he passes out. Finally, and the best part, we jab electrodes into his testes and apply voltage—5 minutes on and 10 minutes off—for twelve hours. There may be no greater pain. Afterward, they gladly will beg us to turn them in a woman.

We go way beyond terror. The extended torture affects the brain—somehow turning off the no-go decision capability to commands. When you return, your cunt slave will show extreme gratitude to be allowed to obey any of your commands.

God Almighty! I never realized such psycho, sadistic, bastards existed. Chris, what kind of a sadistic monster are you. Obviously, I never knew you. I could not have imagined that you could approve that kind of torture and abuse to an insect—not even a vegetable. Let alone a human. Chris do you and those brutes really believe a video would offer you any protection. I would think you would know that torture and mutilation are both felonies. I know enough law to realize that a judge wouldn’t allow the defense to introduce the videos as evidence because they wouldn’t show everything that happened and especially what happened prior. Chris your involvement is conspiracy to commit the crimes. You would likely go to prison.

First, I called a detective agency to install miniature cameras with motion-activated transmitters in the family room and master bedroom.

For the next thirty days, I want recordings of any sexual activity. Then, tomorrow morning, I am out of here.

I will buy two bus tickets to two different locations. I will purchase one ticket disguised as a woman. The other ticket, purchased as myself, will throw off any attempt to find me. Just in case, I will get off prior to the final destination and purchase other bus tickets as I travel in a zigzag direction to Norman, Oklahoma. Then I will rent a room and get a job as a day laborer. I realize that I am not being completely rational to run; but, I can’t help it. I feel so terrorized by Chris.

I will sell my car. It is easily worth $20,000 but I can wholesale to a dealer for $16,000. $4,000 to pay off the credit cards. $5,000 cash for myself. $5,000 or $6,000 to the detective agency and the balance will pay the attorney to draw up and deliver the papers.