Chapter 1

Devin Gilman watched from the doorway as his fifth period math teacher mumbled under her breath about the test she was grading. He would have laughed at her comments had he not been so angry with her. He entered the empty classroom and shut the door a little too hard.

“DEVIN!” she exclaimed upon hearing loud sound. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to talk to you.”

“I already told you earlier today that it’s over. What happened was a mistake, MY mistake. I take full responsibility for it. I’m the adult, I should have known better.” He had been approaching her as she spoke and sat on the corner of the desk.

“I don’t want it to be over.”

“Look, Devin, I’m married and I have a four-year-old daughter. This can’t happen. It won’t happen. Not only am I twice your age, I’m your teacher and I have accountabilities. What happened was what I needed at the time but I don’t need it now so please just forget it ever happened.”

“That’s not what you said two days ago. You were all over me like a cheap whore!” His choice of words shocked her.

“I explained what happened to you already. My husband and I had a huge argument and I went out for a drive to get it out of my system. I stopped by the liquor store to get a little something to take the edge off and ... I guess I hadn’t eaten in for a while and the alcohol must have hit me harder than I thought.”

“That still doesn’t explain why you seduced me.”

“I didn’t really seduce you, Devin. It just happened. We each responded to a need and I think those needs were met at the time and now we need to move on.”

“So all that shit you said at Starbucks was bullshit?”

“I don’t even remember most of what we talked about. I went there for a coffee thinking that it would help sober me up a little before I went home. Had I known you would be there I wouldn’t have stopped.”

“But you did. And you even paid for my coffee and we went for a drive. You told me you were attracted to me and thought I was attractive. Why?”

Julia exhaled deeply, unable to make eye contact with the boy she been intimate with just two days earlier. The boy has been relentless in pursuing her but after two days of hearing his idiocies she was ready to put an end to it.

“Okay look, I have to admit it that I’m a little attracted to the ‘bad boy’ type and you fit the bill. Handsome and strong with a reputation of taking care of himself. I was fascinated with you from the first day of class and the fact that the seniors don’t mess with you is impressive. For a freshman that really says something!”

“So you’ve wanted to fuck from the first time you saw me?”

“OH GOD NO! Devin you misunderstood me. I never wanted that to happen. Like I said it was a mistake. I was weak and lonely and you were there for me. I guess you can say you were at the right place at the right time.

“I want more.”

“You can’t have more. I told you that earlier. I’m sure there are a hundred girls your age that would love to have you for a boyfriend but I’m not one of them. I can’t be.”

“I don’t want them, I want you.”

“You’re just infatuated with me because I’m your teacher. That will pass soon, trust me. I had a crush on one of my professors but it never went anywhere. I got over it and so will you.”

“No I won’t. I said I want you and I will have you!”

“This conversation’s over. Please leave my classroom and never speak of this again!” With a mischievous grin he leaned over her desk.

“If I leave right now I’ll head straight to Principal Miller’s office and tell him all about us!” he quipped. The threat surprised her but she retained her composure.

“And what do you expect to gain from that? Huh? Do you think he’ll believe you? I mean I’ve seen your file, Devin, and you’re not what I’d call a stellar citizen. I know that you were taken away from your mother when you were eight-years-old and have been in the foster system since. You’ve had multiple run-ins with the law and you’re currently on probation for burglary. If I remember correctly that was your third arrest.”

“He’ll believe me.”

“Really? Why do you think that? I have an impeccable record. Last year I was the teacher of the year, I was given a Presidential Award for teaching two years ago and I’ve had multiple awards for scholastic achievements in Mathematics and Science and you’re just a troubled kid with a very troubled past. Do you really think ANYONE will believe someone like you?”

“I could tell them about the birth mark you have on your inner right thigh. Or about the tiny scar on your shoulder or about the mole you have at the base of your left tit. How would I know about those unless I saw them, Julia?”

“I could just say that you spied on me while I was in the shower, Devin,” she replied smugly. “You’re not going to win this battle so don’t even try. Now just take your little delinquent butt out of my room before I call security!” She huffed. She was growing irritated with him and his attitude.

“I have pictures.” His statement surprised her.

“What? What did you say?” She asked feeling as if someone punched her in the stomach.

“I took pictures of you sucking my cock and a video of us fucking!”

“You’re lying!”

“No I’m not. I took out my phone and recorded us while we were fucking and you should see the expression on your face with my cock in your mouth. Priceless! Would you like to see them? I’m sure Miller would be most interested in seeing them!” He said turning to leave. She watched his back until he nearly reached the door.

“WAIT!” She cried out. “I don’t believe you have them but I want you to delete them, immediately if you do!”

“Oh I have them, believe me I do. I was just looking at them during lunch and if you want them, you’ll have to meet me after school in the teacher’s parking lot. I’ll be waiting by your car. I know which one it is,” he said smiling. “Be there at 3:15 or at 3:16 I’ll be heading to Miller’s office!” he snarled before turning to leave.

Julia’s hands were shaking and she felt nauseous. What was going on? Just a few days ago she was on top of the world and now this? She felt a chill and the hairs on her skin stood erect. How could this happen? What was she thinking? Why did she ever allow a student to have sex with her in the first place? Or anyone for that matter? She clutched her fists so tightly her nails dug into her palm.

“I need to get those photos,” she whispered.

She had suspected her husband of cheating for a while. All the clues were there but she didn’t want to admit it. They had been the perfect couple, or so everyone thought. Daniel was a dentist and had his own practice and was pretty routine. His office closed at five and he was always home before six. For the past few months he had been coming home later and later, often not getting home until after seven.

He claimed to be going to the gym, which explained why he was late and usually showered, but his behavior changed as well. They normally made love every day but lately it’s only been once a week. Sometimes less. He was acting different and more distant. Julia had a gut feeling and couldn’t deny the evidence.

Two days earlier she made up her mind to find out what was going on. She called the preschool to let them know that she’d be late picking up Grace before driving out to Daniel’s office. She never liked Rebecca, the hygienist he had hired six months earlier but didn’t argue with him about her. Was she the one he was having an affair with? It all made sense. Parking across the street she waited until 5 o’clock and saw the blonde tart walking the last patient out before locking the door. Ten minutes later she was still in the building along with her husband. She knew he was there as his car was still in the parking lot and so was hers.

Reaching for her phone she called his cell phone. After ringing four times he answered.

“Hey, honey,” he said with his normal cheery voice.

“Hi, honey,” she replied gritting her teeth. “What do you want for dinner?”

“Oh anything is fine. You know I love your cooking.”

“What time will you be home? I want it to be hot when you get here.”

“I’m on my way to the gym right now so like in an hour. Maybe an hour and a half. I really need to work on my abs,” he chuckled. She had to admit that as well. For the past year he’s gained about ten pounds and mostly around his waist. He was twelve years her senior and was turning 40 in a few months. Middle age hasn’t been kind to him.

Hanging up the phone she waited a few minutes just to see if he was in fact going to the gym. There was no movement in the waiting room and no evidence of them coming out. Starting the car she drove across the street and parked at the convenience store next door before heading toward her husband’s practice. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to find out the truth but felt she needed to know.

Unlocking the door she quietly entered, holding the door until it shut. She could hear voices and an occasional laugh coming from down the hallway. Making her way closer to the last room she slowly pushed open the door and got the shock of her life. All of her suspicious were confirmed as the sight of her husband’s smooth brown ass bouncing back and forth behind the long slender legs of his blonde assistant.

The tall woman was bent over the reclined dental chair and he was slamming hard into her backside. The woman was very vocal about his movements and using obscene words of encouragement. How could she be so vulgar?!? Her heart dropped and she felt as if she was going to throw up.

“WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?” She screamed lunging toward the copulating couple.

The pretty hygienist was in a state of shock as the smaller Asian woman rushed toward them, a look of craziness radiating from her face. Her boss, the woman’s husband, quickly pulled away from her, exposing her nakedness to the charging lunatic. Turning around quickly she futilely attempted to cover herself, closing the front of her blouse just as the smaller woman reached them.

“YOU BASTARD!” She spat toward her husband before turning her fury toward the adulteress. “YOU GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE AND NEVER COME BACK! YOU’RE FIRED!” Her voice echoed in the small room. Attempting to dress during her hurried departure the woman scurried away without saying a word. Julia noticed she had forgotten her shoes and threw them at her just before she made it to the doorway. “SLUT!” she shouted before she turned to her unfaithful husband with a scowling expression.

“Honey let me explain...” he began while reaching out for his wife of six years.

“SHUT UP! YOU DON’T GET TO TALK RIGHT NOW! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?”

“Look, Jules, I’m very sorry but I can...”

“ENOUGH! I don’t want to hear any of your lies. Why, Daniel? Can you tell me why?”

“I’m so sorry, honey, I was weak and she was, well, she was what you aren’t.”

“What the hell does that mean?”

“I don’t really want to discuss this right now. Can we discuss this later, maybe after you’ve calmed down a little?”

“You’re going to tell me right now, Daniel or I swear to god you’ll never see me or Grace ever again!”

“I don’t really know how to say it without hurting your feelings, but you’re, uh, you’re, uh, too conservative. I mean I get it, your parents immigrated here from Taiwan when you were little and you were raised to be traditional but sometimes I want something a little, huh, different.”

“WHAT?!?”

“I’m sorry, honey, but all we do is have normal, boring sex. You lie there on your back frozen while I get on top of you. A few minutes later it’s over. You don’t like it when I perform oral sex on you and you hardly perform it on me. You won’t even allow me to ejaculate inside of your mouth!”

“DANIEL! STOP IT! You don’t have to be so damn graphic and gross! You know how I feel about oral sex and the thought of your semen inside of my mouth ... well it’s sickening. Why would you even want that? You kiss me on my mouth and so does Grace yet you want me to do something like that?!? You need help!” She huffed before turning away from him.

“Jules wait!” he called after her as she rushed toward the door. “Let’s talk about this. I’m sure we can work something out.”

“I’m going for a drive. You need to get Grace. Don’t expect me home anytime soon.”

“What does that mean?” He asked as she quickly made her way down the narrow hallway. She didn’t reply and made her way out of the building, the tears blurring her vision.

The ringing bell broke her memories as students began to flood into the classroom. She glanced at the round clock at the back of the classroom and sighed. It was 2:00 and her last period of the day. In 55 minutes it would be over and she would have to face Devin again. She was certain that she could discuss this rationally with him and get the photos back, even if she had to pay him. The second bell rang signaling the start of class and she found herself lost for words.

Somehow she managed to make it through the class without breaking down. Several times she found herself unable to concentrate and struggled to explain even the simplest formulas. The thoughts of what could happen if Devin followed through with his threat was ever present. Her heart continued pounding in her chest and at times it was hard for her to breathe. When the dismissal bell sounded she was both relieved and concerned.

“Hey Julia, want go do coffee?” the deep, masculine voice called to her from the doorway. It was Charles, the history teacher from across the hall. From time to time some of the teachers went out to just unwind from the day and talk. “Roxanne, Antonio and Ben are going.”

“No, not today. I have to take care of something after school,” she muttered while packing her lessons and papers to grade into her leather briefcase. “Maybe another time.”

“Sure, but if you change your mind we’re meeting at our usual place,” he replied smiling at her. She smiled back. He was a nice guy but scary. Black men always scared her but he wasn’t just black. He was built like a linebacker with a skin tone the color of milk chocolate with a short afro and piercing brown eyes. She wasn’t racist, but didn’t have any black friends and felt uncomfortable around them. They make her uneasy. She often went out for coffee with the others but avoided going when Charles went.

“I’m sure he’s nice if you get to know him!” she scolded herself with a whispered voice. Shutting off the lights and locking the door she headed out the backway, hoping to avoid everyone. A quick glance at her watch and she sighed. She had six minutes to get across the parking lot to her car. As she turned the corner she saw that Devin was sitting on the hood. She sighed but kept going. She had to take care of this before it got out of control.

“Right on time,” he said sliding off of the car with a smile. “I like that. I tell you to do something and you do it.”

“Don’t get used to it. I’m only here to get the pictures and then we’ll never speak of it again, understand?”

“What I understand is that you’re giving me lip and it’s not on my cock!” The troubled youth joked.

“Devin please don’t talk to me like that. I’m your teacher, an adult and I don’t appreciate that language.”

“Yea, you’re my teacher alright but that didn’t seem to stop you from letting me fuck you!”

She ignored his vulgarness vulgarity and fished out her keys before unlocking the doors. Devin got into the passenger seat of her silver Lexus while she went around to the driver’s side. Slipping on the seat belt she looked at him and waited before starting the car.

“What?” he asked as she silently stared at him.

“Seatbelt.” With a chuckle and a snort he reached for it and snapped it into place.

“Happy?”

“Where do you want to go to talk?” she asked starting the car. “McDonald’s?”

“Naw, I know a better place by my house. It’s a little more private.”

“We’re just going to talk, we don’t need privacy.”

“We do for this,” he said reaching over to squeeze her right thigh. She quickly pushed his hand away.

“Devin don’t!” she snapped.

“BITCH! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!?!?” He screamed. “I think you’ve forgotten our deal.”

“We don’t have a deal, Devin. I’m willing to pay you for the photos. Just delete them and I’ll give you a thousand dollars right now. We’ll drive to my bank and I’ll take out the money.”

“Is that all your life is worth is a thousand dollars?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, if these pictures and the video gets out, your life is ruined. Your life is over. You’ll be fired from ever teaching again, you’ll go to jail and I’m sure your husband will leave you as soon as he finds out you’re fucking your students!”

“I’m not having sex with my students, Devin! It happened once with one student and I’m trying to make it right. How does five thousand dollars sound?”

“Sounds like you’re desperate, but not desperate enough.”

“Then what is it you want?”

“THIS!” he growled reaching over to shove his hands between her legs. She normally wore dresses but today she had on slacks as her legs were cold. Reflexively she tore his hand away from her crotch.

“I already told you, Devin, that’s not going to happen. It was a mistake and it won’t happen again!”

“It will if you want the pictures.”

“What do you mean?”

“Let me fuck you one more time and I’ll give you all the pictures I have from the other day.”

“And the video.”

“Yes. And the video.” She looked at him with suspicion. Would he really do that?

“Promise?”

“Yes, I promise. Once more for the memories and I’ll delete everything I took of us from Monday.”

“Everything.”

“YES DAMN IT!” he huffed. She was getting annoying. “Now let’s go. Turn left onto Walker and go past Washington and make a left onto King Highway.”

“King Highway? That’s not a very good neighborhood. Surely there’s another...”

“JUST FUCKING DO IT!”

“Okay, okay, you don’t have to get mad about it.”

“I’m getting sick of you questioning me and arguing about shit. Just do what I tell you to do and shut the fuck up!”

“Please don’t talk to me like that. I’m an adult, not one of your friends.”

“You are whatever the fuck I say you are!”

Julia gasped but remained quiet throughout the drive. As she turned onto King Highway she felt his hand on her thigh once again but didn’t react to it. Nor did she try to stop him as his fingers dug into her privates. She would allow him to do it this one last time and after she got the evidence from him, she would flay into him like nothing he’d ever seen. She caught herself smiling at the thought.

“Turn here,” he said motioning toward a small dirt road. She followed his instructions and felt the car bouncing and jarring about as she couldn’t avoid all of the holes.

“Just ahead, on the right,” he said pointing to an old dilapidated building partially hidden by tall grass and bushes. It looked as if part of it had burned down years ago but most of it was still standing. The rock and dirt parking lot was littered with potholes and broken glass.

“Here?” she asked wondering why he chose this place.

“Yea. Pull around back,” he replied waving his hand toward the side of the building. Julia had an uneasy feeling about it. This was the type of place you’d see in the movies where someone was taken to be killed. It was isolated, there were no other structures nearby and it was hidden from view. She did what he said and parked a few feet from the broken-down building.

Nervously Julia looked around the area. It was mostly surrounded by trees and brush and they were hidden from anyone’s sight. If he killed her right now it would be a very long time before they would find her body, if ever. She was nervous as she looked at the boy sitting beside her.

“Isn’t there someplace else you’d like to go? I mean this place gives me the creeps.”

“This is the place. I live about a half a mile through those trees,” he said pointing past her at the vast forest. “I used to come here a lot to hang out.”

“How do you want to do this? I mean the sex stuff.”

“First I want you to open your blouse and show me your tits.”

“Could you please not use vulgar words when referring to my body?”

“Bitch you better stop acting like that before I change my mind and go straight to Miller with the pictures. Or maybe I should show the cops? Or your husband?”

“Alright, alright, you can stop now, I get it,” she said unfastening the buttons on the tan shirt. Pulling the shirt from her slacks she unbuttoned the last one and pulled the blouse open to expose her lacy bra.

“Lose the bra.” With a soft sigh she reached around and unfastened the hooks and allowed it to fall forward. Reaching into the sleeves of her shirt she pulled the straps off of her arms and let it drop to her lap. Devin reached over to open the front of the blouse more.

“I like your tits, but they’re a little small, don’t you think?”

“I think they’re just right for my size. When you’re five-foot-one and a hundred pounds, large breasts would look, um, strange.”

“I like your nipples though. Round and dark brown with perky nipples. Very sexy.”

“It’s a little cool today and I’m nervous,” she tried to justify why her nipples were so hard.

“You don’t need to be nervous,” he said reaching over to lightly pinch the closest nipple. “We’ve already fucked once, remember?”

“Yes I remember,” she replied looking out the side widow as not to have to see what he was doing to her breasts. Unfastening his seatbelt he leaned over the center console and began sucking her right nipple while his hand fondled and squeezed her left.

“You’re tits are really soft. I like that.”

“Can we please just get this over with? I have to pick up my daughter from preschool.”

“You’re in a hurry to fuck. I like that,” he said slipping his hand back between her legs. A soft gasp escaped her throat but she wasn’t sure why. He moved away and she heard the sound of his zipper. Turning her attention to him she watched as he shimmied out of his tight jeans, pulling them below his knees, along with his underwear. His penis was fully erect and resting against his stomach.

Devin was the first non-Asian man she ever had sex with and even though he was only fourteen, his penis was bigger than her husbands. He noticed her looking at his cock and began shaking it at her.

“Suck my dick,” he ordered reaching for her. She felt his hand behind her neck as he tugged her closer. Unfastening her seatbelt she allowed him to pull her over the console and found her face inches from his musky organ. Shutting her eyes she opened her mouth and felt the spongy head slipping inside. She wanted to throw up but kept her emotions under control. Her husband often asked her for oral sex but she hated doing it. Doing it to Devin was the worst.

“Move your hair outta the way, I can’t see you sucking,” he instructed. With her eyes firmly shut she did what he asked and tucked her long hair behind her ear. Devin had one hand on the back of her head pushing her face further into his lap. She returned the move by pulling away from him.

“Here we have Ms. Julia Chang, math teacher at Atwell High sucking my cock, one of her freshman students,” he announced to her horror. Why does he have to say things like that to humiliate her? “Smile for the camera, Julia,” he added.

She froze at his words and quickly pulled her face away from his crotch. A line of spittle and pre-come tethered the tip of his cock to her lower lip. With a shocked expression she stared into the cell phone aimed directly at her.

“DEVIN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?! TURN THAT OFF! YOU CAN’T TAKE PICTURES OF ME DOING THIS!!!!”

“Relax, Julia. I’m just having a little fun. I’ll give it to you along with the other pictures I took last time. Besides, it’s not pictures, it’s a video. I like movies better than pictures.”

“If you want me to keep doing this you’d better turn it off!”

“Look, bitch, you don’t tell me what to do, I tell YOU what to do! Now keep sucking my cock or I’ll fuckin’ up load this shit to YouTube right now!” Julia was shocked by his threat. She never contemplated that possibility. If he did something like that everyone around the world could see it. Without a sound she returned her mouth to his penis and resumed sucking.

After what seemed like hours he pulled her face away by the hair and turned her face to see his.

“I’m going to cum pretty soon so let’s fuck now. Get in the backseat,” he ordered and pushed her away. She returned to her seat and felt her body begin to shake. Two days ago she had drank nearly half a pint of raspberry vodka and wasn’t nervous at all. Now she can’t stop herself from shaking as the realization that she was going to cheat on her husband sank in.

Two days ago she was hurt and lonely and very upset with Daniel and perhaps she deliberately had sex with Devin for revenge. But that wasn’t the case now. She was going to have sex with him once again to keep the secret. If it got out ... she didn’t want to think about it. There were too many consequences to consider.

“Move your ass!” He barked pushing open his door. “You said you were in a hurry!” he added before slamming it shut. Reaching for the handle she slowly opened her door and exited the car. Taking a deep breath she pulled open the back door and stared inside. Devin was already in the backseat with his pants removed and tossed onto the floor along with Grace’s car seat and he was pulling his shirt over his head. She swallowed hard and leisurely got into the back seat.

“Take off your clothes, I want you naked,” he nonchalantly said while dropping his shirt onto his pants.

“Can’t I just finish with my, uh, mouth?”

“You can suck me off later, right now I want to fuck your pussy. Now do what I said,” he added tugging at his cock to keep it erect. Pulling her opened shirt off she draped it over the back of her seat and unbuttoned her pants. Her face was forward, looking at the stick shift between the seats as she couldn’t bring herself to look at the naked teenager gloating nearby. Once down to her panties she briefly hesitated before pulling them down her slender thighs.

“Very nice,” said smugly. A quick glance his way brought horror to her once again as his IPhone was pointed toward her. He was recording her undressing!

“Devin please,” she protested. “I’ve already agreed to have sex with you in exchange for the pictures you have. You don’t have to make any more, I will still do it.”

“I know but I just like watching you strip. When I give you the other stuff, I’ll give you this too, I promise.”

“Then why take more? Why do you want them?”

“Because you’re so fuckin’ sexy, that’s why. You should see how hot you look on camera. You’re a natural!”

“Could you not record anymore?”

“I’ll record what I want. Now lay down I’m going to fuck you.” She had never felt so low in her entire life. It was like she was a dog being ordered to roll over or beg. With apprehension she laid on her back on the cloth seat, her legs bent at the knees and her feet flat. “Spread your legs.” His words sent a chill down her spine but she did what he demanded. Watching him through her parted knees she cringed at the sight of him moving his camera up and down the lower half of her body before turning the focus on her breasts and face.

“You’re very pretty, Mrs. Chang,” he said bitterly. “Your husband is very lucky.”

“Can you please just get it over with?” she growled.

“Eager. Nice,” he said getting onto his knees, his head and shoulders bent along the low ceiling before positioning himself between her legs.

“WAIT!” she gasped as he pointed his penis to her most private place. Quickly she slammed her legs together. “Where’s your condom?”

“I don’t like ‘em. Don’t wear them.”

“You wore one last time.”

“Yea? Well that was then and this is now.”

“Devin, my husband had a vasectomy after our daughter was born. I’m not on birth control.”

“What’s your point?”

“I could get pregnant!”

“That’s your problem, not mine,” he retorted before spreading her legs.

“Devin. Please. It’s bad enough I have to have sex with you without risking more.”

“I don’t have a condom, do you?”

“No. Why would I need one? Up until two days ago I was monogamous with my husband.”

“Well then it’s settled. We’ll fuck raw.”

“PLEASE,” she begged desperately. “I can’t risk it.”

“Either we fuck raw or the cops will be waiting for you when get home. The choice is yours.” She stared at his swollen member, plump with lust and dripping a clear fluid. She didn’t want to but knew that she didn’t have any other option.

“Promise me you’ll pull out. Don’t ejaculate inside of me, please.”

“Fine,” he grunted before forcing her legs apart.

She turned her face away, unable to stand the sight of his arrogant smirk. That was the worst part. Knowing that he had her backed into a corner and there wasn’t anything she could do to prevent it. Just a little bit longer and this will all be over with. She felt him moving closer, his body rubbing against hers as he aligned his sickening manhood to her vagina. Her eyes screwed tightly shut as he thrusted harshly inside. She squeak as his pubic bone crashed into hers.