Chapter 24

Belita stood at the Kestrel’s helm fighting the wheel with all her strength. The wind buffeted the torn sails and whipped the snapped ropes back and forth across the deck like angry serpents. Her ship was a wreck. The timbers were black with rot and full of broken holes. The storm pitched her back and forth and tossed plumes of water over her rails. Belita shouted orders, but her voice was drowned out by thunder. On the deck, her crew seemed like they were moving through water. They shambled slowly. Lightning flashed, lighting their rain-slicked pale bodies as they milled aimlessly. She could hear them screaming endlessly, crying for help, but she could not leave the wheel. All she could do was scream back, hoping someone could hear her.

Danica and Coleman North stood between the aftcastle stairs right below her, staring up with cloudy eyes and slack jaws. Their clothes were rotten and shredded. Danica’s eyes were swollen and red, nearly bursting from her skull. She reached upward toward her captain with broken fingers. The corners of Coleman’s mouth had split, widening his mouth in an infected grin. A black stinger rolled between his lips as he gurgled out his pleas for help.

Everywhere she looked her crew stared at her with white faces and red eyes. Lace. Stew. Colin. Will. Bella. Even Reeve. All of them. She knew they blamed her, and she knew they were right. Belita cried and apologized. The waves jolted the ship and wrenched the wheel from her grasp. It spun wildly. She tried to catch it, but only got her knuckles cracked by a whiling handle. It was too late. Another wave crashed and the ship listed suddenly. She watched in horror as bodies on the deck were swept overboard. The others clung to the masts and ropes, one by one, turning to stare at her with helpless blame. She held the railing for dear life and slumped to her knees, waiting for the sea to take them all.

A heavy hand gripped her shoulder.

She looked up into the rain, and saw a massive form. A shadowy, rune-scarred giant loomed over her. He was as tall as Reeve, though not as broad. He was naked, save for a pale mask. His manhood hung right in front of her eyes, limp but still shockingly large. At the end of the bulbous head was a carved ring of beached bone. Other white rings dotted his huge frame, piercing his nipples and ears. His skin was so dark that at first he looked like he was part of the rolling black storm behind him. His pale mask seemed to shift and move, like it was made from a dense fog that was continuously correcting itself as it tried to approximate a skull. A lightning flash lit up his body for a moment, revealing the bluish scars that covered his body. The larger ones, like the thick band of blue that wrapped his throat, looked like old wounds, but the rest were deliberate rows of strange glyphs. His skin looked like it was made from the darkened leather pages of an arcane tome.

“Enough of this,” a thundering voice growled. The firm demand didn’t come from behind the mask. It came from everywhere. It was the wind, the sea, the thunder.

“Oh gods no,” Belita whispered. “Please, not ye too.”

“Stand up,” the impossible voice rumbled through the clouds. The ship stopped rolling. The seas calmed in moments and the sky broke as if this man’s very presence cowed it.

“I’m dreaming,” she said to herself. “Alright. Good.” She took a deep breath and looked up at the monstrous shadow above her. “Is this really you?” Belita demanded. “Or am I just dreaming of ye too?”

The skull mask tilted. “Is there a difference?” the wind asked.

“Yes there’s a fucking difference! I don’t want ye here!” Belita shouted into the storm. “I don’t want ye to see me. Not like this.” She turned away from him, still huddled on the ground against the railing. Her heart sank further as she looked over the deck again, back to the accusing eyes of her twisted crew.

The man knelt, slid a powerful arm around her, and pulled her against his chest. “I am not afraid of your darkness,” that unsettling voice said through the waves and the wind.

“I am,” Belita said, turning her head away. “I thought I could handle the risks. The ... death. I can’t. I can’t look at them.”

“Look again,” his strange voice whispered through the creaking timbers of the ship.

She looked up. The sky was clearer and the rain calmed to a drizzle. Her crew was busy with shipwork. Lace was yelling at the riggers. Coleman was directing swabs to lower cargo into the hold. Will and Bella stood at the prow watching the horizon. Danica gave her a happy wave.

“You cannae do this,” she shook her head hopelessly. The sky darkened again. In the flashes of lightning her crew flickered between men and monsters. Coleman and his work crew moaned for help. Lace’s graceful climbing became a tangled slither of tentacles. Belita wiped the rain out of her eyes and shook her head angrily. “Ye weren’t there! Ye cannae change what happened!”

“I do not know what happened,” the man’s voice said through a soothing breeze. “But I do know that this is not it. Tell me the story.”

Belita leaned her head against the aftcastle railing and hated herself. “When I told ‘em what I was fixin’ tae try, two thirds of th’ old crew left. I don’t blame ‘em. They were obviously the smart ones. I wanted tae wait in Bastard’s Bay, tae hire on more an’ make sure we were full kitted, but I got intae a row with a kid who turned out tae be one of Old Man Teach’s whelps. We left port in a hurry with th’ crew at half strength. I promised th’ ones that stayed a bonus, and that we’d take on more along the way.”

She swallowed back the knot in her chest and continued. “We made it past one stop. One. I thought we got lucky in Barcola. Found a damn parade of good sailors willin’ tae risk the Drifts. At the time, it seemed like unbelievable luck. We left port with almost all the bunks full. There were crew enough tae work in shifts again. Things were settling out. Less’n a week later I took ‘em right into a grinder.”

“Grindylow, Sandy!” she said with a mirthless laugh, sounding like she still didn’t believe it herself. Her head listed against the railing. The more she talked, the less strength she had to hold herself up. She felt like the sky was pressing down on her. “We were attacked by Grindylow! They chased us right intae a storm, and kept coming. Twelve died in th’ fight. Two more by the next morning. Dozens of wounded. Two lost a leg, another an arm. Four have gut wounds and might not survive the week. Seventeen were nearly strangled, and I dinnae even know how many broken bones they ‘ave between ‘em all. It was a disaster.”

The big man didn’t move from where he knelt beside her. He just held her. No voice echoed from around her. He knew she wasn’t done.

“I wasn’t prepared. I got them killed. The ship is wrecked. We’re stranded,” she whispered. “It’s my fault.”

“I see,” the wind said.

“What, that’s all!” Belita snapped. Her grief turned to anger in an instant. The grey clouds above them flooded with crackling darkness. Lightning split the sky as she tried to wrench out of his embrace. “I got a quarter of the crew killed, and stranded the rest in a goddamn jungle, and you see?”

He held her tight. “What do you want?” the rolling thunder cracked all around them.

“I don’t know!” Belita snapped, squeezing her eyes shut. Her body went limp, the fight leaving her as fast as it had come... “I just ... I don’t want t’ do this anymore.”

“Escape,” the creaking ship said.

“Yes,” Belita said bitterly. “Tae run away and disappear. Like ye did.”

“Come to me then,” the man said, offering her his hand.

She swallowed back her tears and looked at his huge, scarred hand for a long time. There was a part of her that wanted to push him away, the same way she wanted to push everyone away, but she trusted him more than anyone. It was obviously a mistake to trust herself, so the best thing to do must be the opposite of what she wanted. She reached for him, and let him pull her to her feet.

As soon as her legs were under her, she lunged for him. She wrapped her arms around his thick waist and buried her face in his chest. In spite of the sudden rain, he felt warm.

She squeezed him as tightly as she could. “I’ve missed ye, Sandy. I missed ye so much.”

His arms engulfed her, and held her, letting his calm soak up her strife. His big hand gently stroked her head, and his calm, implaccable patience drained all the horror and guilt out of her. When she finally tilted her head up to look at him, the sky was clear and blue.

Now that she was standing and the shadows had cleared she looked at him more closely. She prodded him. “Ye feel ... smaller.”

The waves and wind somehow managed to sound exasperated. “I have eaten nothing but fish since I left you, and done far too much climbing.”

“Aye, that’d do it,” Belita said. In spite of her heartache, she managed an appreciative smirk as she ran her fingers down the bulges and ripples of his stomach muscles. “I bet all that fuckin’ helped too.”

“Likely yes,” the sea sighed.

“Nothin’ but fish ... that dinnae sound like somethin’ I’d come up with. Are ye real?” she asked again.

The foggy mask shifted, making the skull look like it was raising a boney brow at her. “What is real?”

“Don’t ye give me any of that ‘Mysterious Sandman’ bollocks! I just want tae know if you’re really you, and not just ... the you I dream of.”

The skull mask tilted again, and the thunder began to rumble above them. She looked up and pointed an angry finger at the sky. “No!” The puzzled thunder stopped. She glared up at the smokey skull mask. “No cryptic puzzle answers. I just ... can’t right now. Ye tell me true. Will you remember this when I wake up.”

“Yes,” distant thunder laughed.

She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, feeling like she’d been drowning and finally caught a lifeline. “Why did ye come? Why now?”

His hands slipped from her shoulders to her hands. “I need your help,” the wind whispered.

She shook her head. “I ... can’t help anyone.”

“You can,” the thunder rolled.

She looked up at the shifting mask wishing she never had to wake up. “Everyone who relied on me just got dead or marooned.”

“You owe me,” the ship creaked around her.

Her expression turned to shock. Confusion, betrayal, and anger flooded through the bleak hollow in her chest. Her mouth opened, but no words came out. She sputtered and punched him in the chest. He didn’t react. The absurdity of it all slowly bloomed into laughter. “You arsehole.”

“Had to get through to you somehow,” the wind teased.

“Fuck,” she muttered. “How do ye always know just what tae say tae yank me outtae my bullshit?”

The rolling storm clouds chuckled. “Practice.”

“Danica told me I was too important tae quit. Will told me I wasn’t tae blame. Lace told me I needed tae look out, not down. I tried! I keep trying, but I just can’t shake it. It keeps coming back, and it’s gettin’ stronger. Every time I stop tae think, I think of this,” Her jaw quivered as she spoke, and more dark clouds rolled in. She gestured down to her crew. In a thunderflash they flickered from the people she loved to barely recognizable monsters moaning for help.

The big man gave the storm clouds a firm look and they retreated again. “Back to work,” the ship’s timbers barked. The grotesque crew shuffled and turned, obeying orders and slowly regaining their color as they returned to their jobs. “Music!” the cracking sky demanded. Up in the crow’s nest, Lace pulled out her pipes and started playing a cheery Akula sailing song.

Belita looked at him with red rimmed eyes, then out across her suddenly normal ship and shook her head with a wistful smile. “Still saving me from myself.”

“You do seem to be the only one who ever gets the better of you,” The wind whispered.

“This time, I think the goddamn monsters helped,” she said bitterly.

“I know little of the Grindylow, but from the tales, it is an impressive feat that you survived,” a swirling flock of seabirds called as they passed.

“So everyone keeps telling me,” she said bitterly. “That innae it, though. The Grindylow, they all ... they used tae be people. No one saved them. They all just kept calling for help, an’ all we could do was kill them.”

“Ah,” the sea spray said gently. The eyes behind the skull mask were kind and understanding. “For you, that is a particularly painful wound.”

All she could do is nod.

“Grief is not a thing to be defeated,” the rolling waves said. “And it cannot be run from. It can only be weathered.”

“I’m so tired of weathering ... everything,” she shook her head. “Every joy just feels like a distraction.”

“As it ever is,” the wind said gently. “Life is pain. Joy is what we dilute it in, so we can more easily stomach it.”

“There ye go again with that shite,” Belita said with a single mournful laugh. “I dinnae what I hate more, the fact that I knew ye were going tae say somethin’ like that, or that I’m startin’ tae see where ye get it.”

“I am sorry” the ship creaked around her. “Learning the truth of pain is never pleasant. I wish there were other ways to teach it.”

“Sod off with your nonsense,” she snapped. “This innae teaching me a right bloody thing!”

“Isn’t it?” the sky asked.

“No, it- Alright, fine!” she said with a huff. “Aye, there’s a buncha things I’m thinking ‘bout differently now, but the lesson sure as hell innae worth the price! And how the hell am I supposed tae learn anyway, or even think at all, when every time I close my eyes I’m still ... here!”

Belita trembled. The music faded out. The crew began to become ragged and pallid again, and turned towards them as the storm rolled in again. The skull mask let out a ragged sigh, and glared at the crew. They dutifully returned to work. The sky cleared yet again and the music picked up as if it hadn’t missed a beat.

“That I can help with,” the sea spray said gently. “Though, it would be easier if you would stop fighting my efforts.”

She looked up at him with suspicion. “Why are ye helping with this anyhow? It ain’t like ye tae keep pushing away my nightmare. I thought ye don’t like anything that numbs away any of that pain ye love so much.”

“There are many kinds of pain. Some are good. That kind can be endured, and can teach a person much. Pain that does not relent teaches nothing. It cannot, and does not,” the big man shrugged while everything around them spoke, “Lessons require progression. None can progress while they still suffer. Only after.”

“I guess that’s your whole deal, innit,” Belita said, starting to understand. “Pain now to avoid worse pain later.”

The skull mask nodded.

“What can ye do? Ye cannae erase my memories, can ye?” Belita asked, a bit worried.

“I could, but that would be counterproductive. You would learn nothing,” the wind said. The mask again tilted in thought. His large finger stroked her cheek. “I thought I would simply help you rest.”

“I really cannae think of anything I want more’n a good night’s sleep,” she said with a half smile. “I’m so tired. I’m dreaming right now, and I’m still tired.”

The skull mask nodded.”That, I can help with,” the Kestrel creaked.

“What do I have tae do?” she asked.

“Nothing,” distant thunder spoke. Then the wind continued. “I have clearly been away too long. Had I been more present, I could have helped the first night.”

Her eyes brightened, and she smiled wider than she had since leaving Barcola. “I thought ye were too busy?”

“I was. Things are slowly becoming more stable,” he shrugged. “My students were always going to have to learn how to break away from my tutelage. Now seems as good a time as any.”

Belita chuckled. “How is your flock of wee wounded birds anyway?”

The skull sighed and it’s toothy grin seemed to widen just a bit. “A handful, as always.”

“I warned ye the novelty would wear off sooner or later,” she smirked. “I don’t think you’re ever going tae get them tae change their ways.”

“I already have,” the wind whispered. “They have learned to build fires, and cook fish. They make spears from sharpened branches. They no longer seek ships or steal men.”

“Aye, because they have ye,” Belita said with a scoff. “What do ye think will happen if ye leave ‘em?”

“That is the next step,” the skull nodded. “For now, it is enough that they have learned not to kill people.”

“Ye turned yourself intae a hostage,” Belita shook her head. “And no one will ever know how many people you’re saving.”

“You know,” the waves said.

“Can they speak yet?” she asked.

“Only in the dreamtime. A few have taken to it, but most struggle,” the skull mask sighed. “Fwer still have learned how to dreamwalk their own. They are ... forgetful. Slow to learn. They take direction with enthusiasm and curiosity, but without a guide they fall back on old habits.”

“So ye spend all your time asleep trying tae teach them how tae be more’n monsters, and all your time awake fucking them intae complacency,” she teased.

The skull mask’s subtle expression turned wry. “Often both at once.” the wind admitted.

“The fact that ye can do that is still so damn weird,” she said with a shake of her head. She gave him a suspicious look. “Wait ... you’re not ... fucking one of them right now, are ye?”

Thunder laughed. “No. You are too far away to split my consciousness like that.”

“I thought distances didn’t matter in the Dreamtime,” she said, confused.

“We are not actually in the Dreamtime,’ the sea explained. “We are only perceiving it with our minds.”

Belita gave him a confused look. “That dinnae make any sense.”

“Dreams rarely do,” he shrugged.

“Do ye really need my help?” she asked.

The skull mask nodded.

She sighed. “How?”

The eyes behind the foggy mask were full of frustration and concern. His words rolled through the crashing waves. “Some of my students were nearly caught by a Malaharan slave ship. The others and I managed to save them, but one had a net wrapped around her neck so tightly that it crushed her throat. She survived, but her voice will never recover.”

Belita blanched. “Ye gods,” She touched her own neck in sympathy, and then reached up to his throat and ran her fingers across the thick blue hanging scar that circled it. “Well, I s’pose if anyone can help her through that, ye can.”

The skull nodded. “In time she may whisper, but she will never again sing. It is becoming apparent that for her, death may have been kinder.”

Belita slowly nodded, “Aye, tha’ makes ... unfortunate sense. Still, she cannae be the first mute of her kind. She’ll adapt, aye?”

Sandy shook his head solemnly as the ocean continued to roll. “She may, but the others will not adapt with her. Without her voice, she is a pariah. The others try to engage her, but only become confused or upset that she doesn’t answer. Or, they become upset when she tries. Her sudden lack of harmony with the others is being taken as an insult. They do not understand that she no longer has a voice, and do not have the attention span or the desire to figure out how to help. Instead they become angry, or lose interest and ignore her.”

“Aye, that sounds about what I would expect from them,” Belita said with a sympathetic sigh. “I dinnae see how I can help though.”

“The same way you helped me,” the sea explained. “Teaching her your father’s way.”

Belita’s brows rose. “Oh, of course! When ye said they only speak in the Dreamtime, I assumed that was the only way they could at all. The other way dinnae even occur tae me.”

The ocean washed and broke, punctuating their words with sea spray. “I have taught them some. It was one of the first things I tried. I thought it might help them learn to Dreamwalk if I could teach them a way to communicate with me while they were awake. They take to it surprisingly well. The trouble is, they all do it a bit differently. I can make out their intent, but the others generally do not. They take what I teach them, and expand on it, each in different ways. Now, they are as children who all speak slightly different languages. They each understand the others only brokenly, and get confused when others do not understand them.”

“Well, that’s better than I expected,” Belita said with a sympathetic laugh.

“They are smarter than you give them credit for,” the wind admonished.

Belita rolled her eyes. “Aye, they’d pretty well have tae be.”

“The voiceless one, I have taught what you taught me, as much as I remember. She is ... hungry to learn more. I hoped you would be willing to help,” the wind said.

“Of course,” Belita assured him. “Do ye want me to teach ye more so ye can teach her?”

He shook his masked head. “I cannot take so much time away from the others. They get ... unruly without attention. When I wake, I suspect I will pay a price for coming to you now. I was hoping you would come to me. To take her under your wing, so to speak.”

She winced. “Oh, now ye make puns? I dinnae know your obsession with pain ran that deep.” His mask didn’t betray his expression, but Belita swore she could feel him smirking. She sighed. “Aye, I would, but I am currently shipwrecked.”

“That I cannot help with,” distant thunder said in resignation.

“I don’t know if ye want tae send her with me anyhow. Assuming I ever get off this island, I’m headed on what might well be a suicide run,” Belita reminded him.

“That is still better a fate than what awaits her here,” the sea said grimly. “Without her voice, she is becoming ... bleak. Even surrounded by her sisters and I, she is alone. I am the only one she can communicate with, and it is clear that she is frustrated by the limitations of our vocabulary and the attention I can give her. She has much to say, and no words, or audience. I can see the cracking of her mind beginning. She scratches and plucks at herself now, and is beginning to lose interest in all things.”

“Even sex,” Belita asked, surprised.

“Yes,” the timbers creaked.

Belita’s brows rose. “Damn. For them, that must be like losin’ the will tae live.”

The rolling ocean continued to speak in crashes and spray. “Precisely. Her dreams have become more erratic. She can no longer focus to employ the lessons I have taught her, which is what concerns me most of all. A half trained Dreamwalker is a great danger to themselves. Madness often takes them.”

Belita’s brows furrowed as something he’d said earlier came back to her. “Ye cannae progress while you’re suffering.”

The skull mask nodded. “This is not a pain I can help her through.”

Belita’s eyes widened in sympathy. “That’s a rare kind of pain.” As understanding bloomed in her mind, so did a small spark of hope. Her eyes regained some of their zest for life. “But ye knew I could.”

She could feel him smiling behind his mask. “Yes.”

Belita turned to look out at the horizon. She knew it was a dream, but it was a habit that always helped her think. “Lost John’s Strait is on my way. It’s summer, so I’d planned on avoiding it, but if ye can keep your lasses in line, cutting through would save me as much as a week’s travel. My patron is hungry tae make up lost time, so I think I can sell it. Is that where ye ended up again this year?”

“No, but it can be,” the ship creaked. “I will convince the matriarch there will be better hunting there.”

“What if another lot is already there?” Belita asked.

“They share well among their own kind,” Sandy shrugged. “If there is not enough space, some will leave.”

Belita tapped her chin in thought. “It might be a bit before I’m seaworthy again. Can your mute lass make it a month or more?”

“I will see that she does,” the sea said. “When you are closer, I will bring her to your dreams. Perhaps your teachings will help where mine have not.”

“Aye, that sounds like a nice distraction for both of us,” Belita agreed. “I’m carryin’ civilians though, an’ half my crew is new. I dinnae know how they’ll handle me bringin’ her aboard.”

The clouds chuckled through their thunder. “It will be more inspiration for the stories.”

“Oh gods, not ye too. How they hell did ye read those?” Belita glared.

“You know that I did not,” the sea birds teased.

“Then how did-” Belita cut herself off and looked out over the deck of her ship to where her first mate stood. “Danica.”

“She is quite an enthusiastic storyteller,” the sea crashed like laughter all around her. “She would regale us with every chapter after she had read it. One of my great regrets since leaving is no longer being around to hear her retellings.”

Belita’s eyes went wide. “Us?”

“Your officers. Coleman. Webber. Myself. Sometimes Stewart would join us. When you took your meals elsewhere, she would catch us up on the latest tale. I particularly liked the one where you infiltrated a sultan’s harem in order to steal an enchanted scepter. That is, apparently, how you got your many rings.”

“The hell it is!” Belita said with an affronted gasp. “At least the first few were sorta true. They’re just makin’ things up now?”

The gulls laughed. “So it seems.”

Belita mimed strangling him. “When I find out who’s writing those damn stories, I’m gonna keel haul ‘em.”

“It is what you always wanted,” the wind reminded her. “Your name is known.”

“Aye, but not like that!” Belita threw her arms up in exasperation. “Ye should read what they say about you!”

The foggy mask swirled as the ship creaked out a dismissive scoff. “As if I needed another reason to avoid learning to read.”

“I still don’t get why you’re so against reading,” she rolled her eyes.

“Reading is dangerous for a Dreamwalker,” the wind explained.

“That’s just more stuff that makes no damn sense,” she repeated. “Your whole body’s covered in some kinda writing, but ye cannae read it?”

He shrugged. “It is not written for me.”

Belita rolled her eyes. “I’ll come tae ye just as soon as I’m sailin’ again,” she said, trying to get back to a subject she could understand. “But she cannae be tryin’ tae fuck everyone! Ye have tae make sure she knows how tae behave.”

Sandy’s laughter rolled through the clouds again. “I’ll try, but I am not sure she will understand. She is a creature of impulse.”

Belita rubbed her forehead. “They all are.” Then she gave him a mischievous look and began to unbutton her coat. “An’ so am I.”

“Indeed,” the skull mask chuckled, watching with interest as Belita disrobed. “This one may rival you.”

“Aye, well at least I’m smart enough tae know how tae pick my moments,” Belita countered. Her coat and shirt fell to the deck and she started on her belt.

“You will need to teach her that,” the ship creaked. “Thus far, I have failed.”

“Lovely.” Belita shook her head, sounding more amused than annoyed. She unbuttoned her tight pants, shimmied them down her hips and turned around to grip the railing. “As if stories about my ship innae wild enough already.”

Sandy’s skull mask leered at her, it’s grin seeming to widen more. He stepped in and ran his large hands over her rounded ass, squeezing into her bronzed skin like he meant to tear her in two. “You make it sound like something your crew won’t enjoy. I suspect you’ll have volunteers to help.”

“Oh, aye,” she said, looking over her shoulder at him, her face full of challenge and invitation. “I’ll just add fuck th’ birdbrained mute tae the duty rotation.”

His hands pulled her hips firmly and she felt his body press against her from behind. “Perhaps you could focus her attention on an individual, rather than the whole crew? That may be more acceptable to their sensibilities,” the wind suggested.

Belita began to laugh. “I know just the man.”

“I pity him already,” the ship chuckled.

“I suppose ye’d know,’ she grinned. “I dinnae know how ye keep up with all of them. How many o’ th’ crew did did that pink one go through by the time we got away? Four? Five?”

“I was not counting,” the sea said. One hand slid up her spine and gripped the back of her neck, while the other pupped between her legs and sent jolts of pleasure through her.

“Might need a duty rotation after all,” she mused between shivers.

The hand that was not busy between her legs slid along her ribs and cupped her chest, squeezing hard and flicking at the ring in her nipple. She squirmed as the hairs on the back of her neck prickled in delight. She was always amazed at how big his hands were. Together, they could nearly circle her waist. He was the only one she’d ever met who could hold her breasts and have room to spare. She idly wondered how they’d match up to Bella.

“It would not be the strangest thing to happen aboard the Kestrel,” the wind teased her. “Not many ships have watched their Captain fuck at the helm.” One thick finger slid into her, making her gasp.

Her head lifted with a shock of pleasure, and the reminder that they weren’t alone. She looked out over the deck at her crew as they watched her. Rows of men and women stared excitedly while their Captain was bent over the rail next to the helm. At the prow, Bella watched excitedly. The dark haired witch was leaning over a barrel with her blouse and skirts gathered around her waist. Will was behind her. He gave Belita a tip of his hat while he stroked into Bella from behind, making her prodigious breasts bounce with every thrust. Above them, Lace leaned against the mast using a few ropes like a hammock. She’d pulled her breast wrap down so she could idly play with her own nipples. One hand was tucked down her shorts and working slowly. Propped up against the mast, Danica wiggled her hips against her husband. She gave her Captain a wide grin and a subtle thumbs up as Coleman groped her from behind. Belita laughed. Now, having all their eyes on her was a thrill. None of them began shifting into monsters as they watched her. She relaxed and allowed herself to enjoy the fantasy. “There’s not many of the old crew left. Most don’t remember that day,” she said. “I’m running with a different lot now.”