Chapter 15

I felt someone shake my shoulder.

“Mom, wake up. It’s three o’clock in the morning.”

I sat up just as John turned off the TV in the living room. “I guess I fell asleep.” I took John’s hand that he held out to me. “How was your date with Laura?”

“It was great. We had a good time.”

“I bet you did.” I know I sounded a little sarcastic as we headed for the stairs.

“Time for bed, Mom.”

John held my hand as we went up the stairs and left me at my bedroom door. I watched him walk down the hall to his bedroom and go in. I could not stop thinking about John and Laura having sex. Why did Laura get to have him, and I had to deny myself just because I was his mother?

I stripped naked before getting into bed. I put my hand between my legs. I bet Laura sucked his cock and swallowed his cum just like I did. Did he lick her pussy like he licked mine? I wonder how it felt when she slipped his cock into her wet cunt. I bet she loved fucking my boy. Damn it; I can’t be jealous. We agreed no more between us. The fantasy continued, but I was sucking John’s cock and fucking him. “Oh god, I’m cumming.”

I lay still to let my breathing slow, then put my moist fingers in my mouth. Did Laura taste like this, or was it different? What was I going to do without my John? I rolled onto my side and closed my eyes. I fantasized that John was holding me and kissing me goodnight as we snuggled in my bed.