As the seasons change
Memories that once were
Your existence, now strange
Voices sound like whispers

We used to get along
Now you’re an image in a mirror
Long ago we once belonged
My mind is now clearer

You’re like furniture
Perfectly in place
I’m everyone’s caregiver
Creating a happy space

Love is complicated
It’s given quite freely
Often I’m frustrated
I suppose I’m rather needy

Wishing for a life
Where I’m all you want
Perhaps being a hot wife
Having sex in a restaurant

Sexual games to delight
A life full of fantasy
Having sex until midnight
Giving blow jobs on the balcony

Marriage is not like in the movies
Where everything is so amazing
Sex is wonderful and quite juicy
Leaving you breathless and shaking

Of course there are moments of joy
Where you’re better than sliced bread
You act like each other’s sex toy
You enjoy cunnilingus and giving head

Marriage can be quite bumpy you see
Maybe even like a tornado
Maybe you want to break free
It’s not unicorns and rainbows

Is this your blueprint
Is it permanent or will it erase
Will the steps become footprints
While you wear your poker face

Change can be quite hard
That’s why you stay here
You dream of places on postcards
While you wipe away your tears