Hi, I'm Mouse, full name Melanie Ursala Scanlon but at high school the "o" and "e" were added to give me the Mouse. Suited me, mouse coloured hair, mouse like tits – so tiny I've never worn a bra because I've got nothing to put in one. Glasses, 5 foot nothing, Gothish but not really, just a nothing type of person.

At high school the only subject I did well in was Computer Science, being able to shut off from the world suited me. I've got a younger brother Josh, one year younger and just as reclusive as me.

When I was 17 and had just left high school our parents were killed in an accident that paid out a fair bit in insurance. With both parents being only children we had no aunts, uncles or other family but the courts allowed us to live by ourselves with the help of a financial advisor.

I'd started doing websites and was starting to earn a bit of money doing something that kept me out of sight while Josh finished high school. He was another reclusive geek like me and he liked the idea of being able to work from home so he started on with the websites also. With the insurance money we had four top line computers networked which allowed us to work on multiple projects at once.

After a year of this Josh decided that living in an apartment in the central city was just too noisy for him, he told me he felt threatened every time he had to go outside. A supermarket in the next block, a video rental downstairs and eight takeaway food places within 2 blocks just weren't enough to keep him. He wanted to be a real hermit in the hills and after four months of internet searching he found something that appealed. It seemed sudden that he wasn't there but I think he spent about six months getting set up before he left.

And so I was alone. We set up a regular contact, especially since we were both working in the same field, skype, and phone calls every couple of days. Not long calls, just touching base.

A new neighbour moved into the next apartment. Julie was the complete opposite to me, noisy, friendly, a real pain when I was trying to get work done. She often had 'friends' stay and the walls weren't thick enough to keep the noises out. My introduction to sex. Vicariously, through the wall, made me think seriously about moving to be with Josh.

I'm pretty certain she drank a bit, actually make that a lot, not sure about drugs, not sure then, but am very sure now.

One night it was quiet at Julie's and I was getting a large website finished to upload when I heard knocking on Julies door. No reply so they came to mine. I opened the door on the security chain and just told them that I didn't know where Julie was. Next thing the door was smashed open, sending me flying across the room. Two rather large men came over and picked me up and sat me in a chair, a natural reaction – I pissed myself, which made them laugh.

"Right, you are going to tell us everything you know about Julie"

I babbled everything I knew which took less than a minute.

"The most important thing, you've left out. Where is she?"

All I could tell them was that I had no idea.

"Not good enough, I think we have to make you think a bit harder"

My bladder was empty, otherwise I would have pissed myself again.

They took hold of my hands and started doing something painful that caused me to pass out, thankfully.

Consciousness returned and I looked around to find myself in hospital. My hands felt sore as and when I tried to look at them I found bandages wrapped around both hands laid out flat.

"ahh"

"Oh you're back with us" I looked up at a nurse, "I'll get the doctor"

I tried to take stock of myself and worked out that everything except my hands seemed ok.

The doctor came back with a woman who looked quite official.

"OK Melanie, apart from your hands everything is ok, the Fire Service got you out before any smoke inhalation. Now your hands were very badly crushed and we've had to do fourteen hours of reconstructive surgery, they look as though they will be fine BUT you must not try wiggling fingers or anything for at least four weeks. We can let you go home in a few days IF you have someone who can look after you. That summarizes where you are at, no doubt you will have lots of questions, but first this is Detective Sergeant Wilkes who would like to talk to you about what happened. After she's finished I'll give you an hour and then come back to answer your questions"

The DS's first question "what can you remember?"

I explained about the men knocking next door and then coming to my apartment. Suddenly I realized

"What were the Fire Service doing there?"

"We suspect the men were after some money from a drug deal, Julie has a bit of history in that area. When they couldn't find her and you had passed out they took everything of value and then torched the building"

"My computers are the only things of value I have"

She nodded sympathetically

"gone, I'm afraid. There's not much left of anything in your apartment. I hope you were insured"

"Yes, our financial advisor made sure we were fully covered"

"We? - do you have family? There were no signs of anyone else living there"

"Just my brother Josh, but he moved out about two years ago"

"OK, would you like me to contact him to come and get you?"

"Shit, he lives up north somewhere, speed-dial #1. Oh shit, did my phone survive"

"'fraid not, can you remember his number"

"06-388-4167"

She pulled out her cellphone and called.

"Hello is this Josh?"

"This is Detective Sergeant Wilkes of Wellington CID, Your sister has a need for a loving brother to help her for a month or so, are you up for it?"

"She's in Wellington Hospital, Ward 11 and should be able to be released in two or three days time if she has someone to look after her"

"Her hands have been quite badly damaged and she is not to use them at all, so she needs someone who loves her enough to take total care for her"

"Good on you 'bro' would you like to talk to her?"

She held the phone to my ear while I wondered about this new word, my brother 'loved' me enough to look after me

"Hi Josh, My computers have gone and my apartment got set on fire, it seems I've got nothing. I think I'll need some clothes, just the regular mouse sized stuff"

Josh said he'd be there tomorrow as he had to get someone to look after his animals while he drove down.

I lay back after the DS left and thought about what no hands meant. Oh shit, he'd have to ... and even ... oh no, my periods due next week. Thinking about it made me realize that I needed a pee so I called the nurse over.

"I need to pee, can you help me?"

"Your hands are stabilised, so if you feel up to a little walk we can take you to the toilets?"

"That's probably a good idea, my butt feels like I've been on for a week"

I made it across the ward to the toilets with the nurse helping me. She asked me if I had someone coming to take me home so I told her about my brother. While she attended to wiping me she gave me some advice.

"If you want to make it easier for him to take care of you down here then you need this bush trimmed, pruned or better still, shaved."

I had never put anything that cut anywhere near my pubic hair and now the nurse was advising me to shave! It got worse

"In fact the best thing might be get your brother to shave you, that gets all the embarrassment over at once"

Excuse me while I die.

She got me back to bed and then the doctor came back and we discussed what the surgery had done. I was amazed and wanted to start Googling for more info then I realized I wouldn't be Googling anything for a while, no hands and no computers. Depressed, I let another nurse feed me while she asked about my brother.

"Please, I'm trying very hard not to think about my brother and what he will need to do to take care of me."

"Is he handsome?"

"I, I, I don't know, He's a geek like me"

"What rulebook says geeks can't be handsome. If he's got your sort of body he could be quite hunky"

Good grief! Next she'll be asking me how big his thing is. What's it called? Oh yeah, penis. Arghh I can't believe I just thought about my brother and penis in the same sentence. This is getting too weird.

I drifted off to sleep still thinking disjointed thoughts about Josh, penises, shaving and the realization that my scorecard of Zeros in all aspects of sexual experience and knowledge was very likely to change. First boy to see my bits!, first boy to touch my bits! Better watch out Mouse, you'll be looking up porn next.

Next morning I surfaced to find a familiar face looking at me. Looking tired but still familiar.

"Hey Josh, you got here quickly"

"My sister needs me, I drove through the night, what else could I do?"

I thought back to what the Detective had asked for – a brother that loves me.

The nurse came and helped me to the toilet to start the day

"He's handsome, he can wipe my pussy anyday"

Say what!

"Hey – that's my brother you're talking about"

"In here we see all sorts and, quite frankly, he is a hunk, just look at him"

We got back to my bed and I looked at my brother. I was quite pasty from long hours inside at the computer but Josh actually had browned skin – he had a tan, heck, he looked like he had some muscles as well. What the heck is my brother up to.

The nurses checked all my vital signs. When she took my temperature she said they could put it in my mouth today which made me think about where they had put it before!

The doctor came around about lunchtime and checked me over and told me I could go home tomorrow morning after Josh got briefed about what to do with me.

One of the nurses took Josh to go over everything that I would need – took them about two hours but they both came back with big smiles which had me wondering.

Josh and I talked about what I would need. He told me he had come past my apartment and everything was unrecoverable.

"I guess you get some new computers, new wardrobe, the works. I phoned the insurance earlier and they've sent an assessor over. They have my contact details so they will send everything through. Any ideas on what computers you would like?"

"I think at the moment I would need voice-activated, but it's not worth it just for a month or so"

"Do you have any urgent projects you are working on?"

"Just the website for Ellis Industries that I was working on when they broke in, fortunately it's saved in the Cloud"

I had had a hard drive failure a while back which got us both saving everything in multiple locations which meant my work would still be accessible.

"Right, well when we get home you can talk me through it and we'll get it finished"

The next morning I was restless, very restless, and very frightened. My brother was going to be touching me, touching me down there. The nurse took me to the toilet and made sure I was as empty as possible before the 5 hour trip back to Josh's.

Josh had bought me some shorts, a T shirt, and some sandals.

"No underwear?"

"The nurse suggested that looking after you would be easier without"

I thought about what else the nurse has suggested and cringed. We left the hospital in Josh's 4 door ute and headed north. We stopped after three hours and got snacks and a drink and stretch. Another hour and a half and the drinks decided they had been in long enough and I started squirming.

"Need a pit-stop sis?"

"Yeah, any ideas?'

"Yep, in five minutes we'll be stopping to do some shopping and the supermarket has one of those disabled toilets with lots of space"

"Right"

Lots of space, hmm can he wander far away while I pee, I doubt it. Ah well. got to start sometime.

We stopped at the supermarket and the toilet was roomy enough to have a party. Josh pulled down my shorts and helped me sit down, asked if I wanted my lips parted to pee!

"No!"

He smiled.

Crunch time, he calmly got some toilet paper and gently wiped me just the way I would have. Pulled up my shorts and helped me out.

We wandered around the supermarket and Josh stocked up on a few essentials. In one particular aisle he asked me which brand of tampons I used and how many boxes I'd need.

"Better get two" I answered trying to keep as cool as he was.

Through checkout and back in the ute. I was thinking, that actually wasn't too bad.

Another half hour and we were getting into the hills, I'd never been to Josh's place so kept asking the age old question

"Are we there yet?", "Are we there yet?"

Finally Josh turned off the back road into a pretty little valley and then into a driveway. While he got out to open the gate I looked around. When he got back in and drove through the gate something caught my eye. When he got back in I asked him about the sign

"Josh what does that sign mean 'Nudity is common inside this gate, if it offends then ring the bell before entering'"

"It means what it says, I usually work around here naked."

"But, but, but..."

"It's alright sis, you don't have to strip off right away ... tomorrow will do"

"Like hell!"

Laughing "Actually, I don't expect you to at all unless, ... well the pool is strictly fabric-less so don't go swimming"

Oh my God, what sort of lifestyle does my brother live?

We parked at the cottage, kind of small but really nice looking. Josh helped me out and collected all the shopping to take inside. He then gave me the 10 cent tour. It was immediately obvious that this two bedroom cottage had some serious computing power in the second bedroom. But that meant.

"Josh, where am I going to sleep? There's only one bed and there's no space in the other room"

"That is a problem, I have to admit. For the moment I'll sleep on the sofa while we work out something longer term."

By now I was feeling rather tired so Josh put me to bed. While I slept he got everything put away and went for a swim. When I awoke and got up I was able to walk outside and got the shock of my life. My brother, my younger brother, was lying sunbathing – naked.

While my mouth tried to remember how to talk, my mind was thinking back to what the nurse had said about him being a hunk. I noted very well defined muscles all over, and my eyes widened at the long muscle at the top of his legs, what was it called again? Oh yes, penis.

"Um Josh. I'm sorry but I need your help, the food that went in needs to come out now"

"What!"

"I need to shit, poo, whatever you want to call it"

"Oh, right. Come on then"

"I was thinking that if you were to go nude, then if we leave all the doors open you can pee by yourself and maybe shake dry like a guy. Of course poos still need a wipe."

"Shake dry! I can't wiggle my ass fast enough to shake dry. Sorry bro, but you don't get away from me that easily"

He was so professional, just like the nurses. I actually felt quite comfortable with him wiping my ass.

He made dinner and fed me then he took me on a short tour outside. He has 62 acres with around 40 acres of native forest onto the hill behind the house. A neat orchard was a few years from production but still seemed impressive. A hundred sheep, 4 milking cows, 6 sows with 30 piglets, and 2 dozen chickens. My brother was a farmer!

"I spend about 4 hours a day on the computers, still doing websites, about 2 hours doing what I need to do on the farm, and the rest of my time is doing what I want to do, things like lazing by the pool, helping the neighbours, etc. Still developing the place and exploring in the forest, it's so peaceful. Even if there are no Chinese takeways for 30 miles I like it"

"AARRRRRGGGGHHHH I need streets, buildings, what do they call it, ... agoraphobia. Actually no, it's not that bad but it will take me time to get used to it."

An early night for me with a few pain-killers to help me sleep. I decided I would be ok sleeping in a t shirt and light shorts and Josh helped me change. He saw my nakedness and didn't make any comment. He showed me he would be quite ok on the big sofa.

I woke up gradually to the sound of something strange, what were those noises, ah yes ... birds.

I eased out of bed and needed to pee. I couldn't find Josh and started calling for him and when he came trotting over I was quite surprised to see him with fresh milk and eggs. Down with my shorts, pee, wipe, back up. That feels better. Now for breakfast. Bacon, eggs, bread, all so fresh it was different to any previous experience.

After breakfast Josh logged on to the computers and was able to access my work. I talked him through what was still to be done then he uploaded it, tested it and emailed my client that it was live. He explained that I was out of action for at least a month but that any urgent work could still be done. We went through my emails and answered them all with the same message that urgent work could still be done but somewhat slower.

Lunch was more fresh food from the gardens – a salad! I'd heard about these things but never really tried them. Nice. I'd taught Josh about websites now he was teaching me about good food. I was starting to get the idea that his farm lifestyle might have some advantages. He was so gentle and practical in all his caring for me. I went for another nap after lunch and when I awoke I could hear laughter and splashing from outside. I cautiously walked out to find Josh in the pool with two girls. One of them saw me first and yelled

"Hi Melanie, I'm Roz. Welcome to hicksville. Josh has told us a lot about you and we are here to help also"

The other girl spun around from where she was sitting on Josh's shoulders and promptly fell into the water head first displaying a completely fabric free rear end. My mouth dropped open as she and Roz came over to the steps and climbed out, they were both 'fabric-free' and obviously spent much time like that judging by the well tanned skin on display. Not all that was on display, they both had no pubic hair!

I needed to sit down so did on one of the loungers. Whoops, that put me looking straight at their ... their ... you know whats.

Josh climbed out and introduced Roz and her twin sister Jacqui.

"They're regulars in the pool, they live next door and their dad has been a big help to me getting this place set up"

Roz went on "we're both studying farm management at the agricultural university and it's really interesting and educational to work with Josh on his place as he sets it up from bare land."

My face must have revealed that I was somewhat over-whelmed by their enthusiasm as well as the close proximity of their naked bodies. They all lay down around me and quietened down. Josh went on

"These two crazies finished exams yesterday and came home last night. They are back for the two month summer holidays and they don't have a pool at home, so here they are. Likely to be regular visitors if you're ok with that"

Roz explained

"Josh told us how you both lived in the city, if it helps you adjust we'll take it real easy, but with no hands we are quite prepared to help you in any way you need"

I started to cry, I'd never had a friend and now these two made me feel very welcome.

Josh just held me close while the girls took one leg each and gently rubbed my feet.

"I need to pee"

Roz offered to help but I asked her to wait till next time. Josh helped me clean up after a pee and poo. I was starting to feel comfortable around him. We went back out and I just laid back on the lounger while Josh and the girls played in the pool. They all seemed so happy and relaxed.

A quick phone call home and the girls stayed for dinner. Another first for me, a BBQ, nice food, nice company and a gentle, caring atmosphere. The girls went home after dinner after asking if they could come over tomorrow and give me a bath. They figured that would be easier than a shower.

I was looking forward with mixed feelings to my bath tomorrow when Josh put me to bed.

Waking up to the sound of birds, different but nice. I climbed out of bed thinking that hands made so many things easier. Couldn't find Josh again and I really needed to pee. I realised the shorts were quite loose so I hooked the top under the kitchen bench and tried to lift up but then had to half stand on a stool to get enough height. Success! I raced into the toilet and sat down with a sigh of relief and accomplishment. I was able to use my elbows to drop a washcloth on the edge of the bath and straddled that to wipe myself. Yah, I'm clever and independent! Oops, maybe not, when I came in I had kicked the door closed behind me and now I couldn't open it. I had to wait 5 minutes until Josh came in before I was set free.

Josh was quite impressed with my independence which made me feel proud but I still needed him to make me a coffee and breakfast. If you've never tried drinking coffee through a straw – don't, it's really weird. I suddenly realized that I hadn't put my shorts back on after my pee and was about to demand that Josh dress me when the girls arrived and told me I was clever to get ready for my bath. They ran a nice hot bath and then put plastic bags over my hands to keep them dry. Ahh, so nice. After scrubbing my hair and ALL my body Roz said

"You really need to get that birds nest pruned"

I couldn't work out what she meant for a minute until I looked where they were looking. I remembered the nurse had said something about that too.

"Get your brother to shave it for you, he does ours whenever we're here and he is good" Roz suggested.

"Especially the quality check" chipped in Jacqui

"What the hell do you mean?" I asked.

They didn't answer just called out to Josh that there would be three for the treatment this morning.

He laughed and said he had everything ready out by the pool when they were ready.

The girls dried me and wrapped a towel round me and took me outside.

"I'll go first" said Jacqui "so you can see what's done"

I sat on one lounger while Jacqui sat on another with her legs over the sides. Josh positioned himself between her legs and got some shaving gel. He started to rub it where her pubic hair would be.

"This is one of the fun bits" explained Roz

The smile on Jacqui's face showed she was enjoying the attention. I felt Josh spent more time than was really necessary rubbing that gel in but Jacqui never complained. He picked up a razor and with a few quick strokes covered the pubic area. Jacqui lifted her legs high and Josh went all the way round to her anus. My eyes were wide but they got wider when Josh started what I quickly guessed was the quality check. He carefully ran his tongue over the whole area he had shaved then ran the razor over some bits again. After wiping the remaining gel off with a hot cloth he again, carefully ran his tongue all the way from her anus the whole length of her lips. Not once, not twice, but about ten times until Jacqui shuddered and yelled

"Yes, yes, yes".

My mouth could have had a truck driven in, I could hear Roz's breathing beside me, not breathing so much as panting.

"You're next Melanie"

"I, I, I ... oh my god"

Jacqui got up and gave Josh a kiss that I thought would melt the concrete. That's my brother getting kissed. I hesitated to move but that wasn't a problem as Josh moved his tray of gear to my seat instead. I whimpered.

"Josh,..."

"It's ok sis, I have it on good advice that I am very good at this, just relax and let the girls position you"

With Roz and Jacqui on either side I didn't have a choice, my legs were spread and Josh got busy with some scissors and then the gel. The gel, oh my goodness, the gel. Now I could sense why the gel needed to be rubbed in so thoroughly. Who am I kidding? This was getting sexual. I, who had never had a boyfriend, who had never masturbated (could barely spell the word!) was getting stimulated. I wasn't totally ignorant, I had felt odd twinges over my years as I showered or sometimes touched myself but had never really explored myself.

THIS FELT GOOOOOOD

Josh started with the razor, he started from the top and with a few simple strokes he was down to my lips. He slid his finger between my lips and stretched one side then the other so the razor could pass easily. He had touched there when he wiped me after peeing but this was very different.

"Next stage girls"

and they lifted my legs higher. Josh rubbed a little more gel on

"Need it for the first time".

A few quick strokes and I could feel I was bald all over.

I started to quiver thinking about the quality check. Josh looked me in the eyes

"full treatment?"

"ye ... ye ... yes please"

Roz giggled "She's dripping already in expectation" as she looked at my opening.

Josh smiled gently then looked quizical

"Are you still a virgin?" I nodded shyly

Jacqui said softly "then you are in for the ride of your life Mel, no seat belts, just Josh's magic tongue. I know coz he was my first too"

"Mine too" said Roz "but as you are his sister, this will be extra special"

I whimpered again as Josh lowered his face and gently licked my ass. He ran his tongue slowly up to my opening, then along my lower lips to the nub at the top. I yelped as a sensation I'd only heard about rang through my body. He moved back down and repeated the slow, teasing stroke. I whimpered again while the girls cradled my legs. My body took over from my mind and I opened myself further to Josh's ministrations.

"Oh ... my ... god"

I reached some sort of peak or plateau and Josh sensed this, pulled back and gently washed where he had shaved.

I looked at him.

"If you do that to me on a regular basis I'll be your slave for life"

He smiled "Family discount – daily shave, no charge"

"I don't think he could manage three slaves anyway" laughed Roz

I watched as Roz got her shave then Josh put the gear away and left us for some girl talk while he did some work. I discovered that where Josh had shaved us is known as a 'pussy' possibly because a girl starts purring when her pussy gets stroked. I suddenly realized that I had been sitting outside stark naked ever since my bath and I felt ok about it.

Lunch and then we all went for a walk up into the native forest. They showed me a stream that had some nice swimming holes that I could try when my hands were healed. The girls struggled to accept that I had never been swimming and promised to teach me.

Back to the house for another BBQ dinner with a salad. This is so much better than takeaways. It still felt very strange to be doing everything naked but it certainly made many things easier. I had even managed to pee in the forest standing up, shake dry? Nah, air dry worked ok though. I felt comfortable with Jacqui helping wipe me when I needed it.

The girls went back home about 8pm leaving Josh and I to watch a bit of TV. Sitting on the sofa naked with my brother. A little weird but I realized that no-one had said anything about my tiny tits or called me Mouse. I was reminded of the saying about changing what can be changed and accepting what can't be changed.

I went to bed about 10 after Josh helped me wash up. Woke up in the morning with that feeling. I called out urgently.

"Josh, major problems" I caught him before he had gotten up

"Whats up, sis?"

"Period"

He got a tampon and gently inserted it. What the hell! He put it in better than I ever could.

"Ok Bro, explanation time. I can understand you being ok wiping my pussy after peeing, I can sort of understand your expertise at wiping my ass, but how did you become an expert at putting tampons in?"

He laughed

"You remember at the hospital when the nurse and I disappeared for a bit. Well she took me into the toilets and gave me a very practical demonstration of everything I needed to do for you. She even gave me an exam where she kept her hands out of the way and I had to do everything on her."

"Oh, is that all she asked you to do?. She told me she thought you were quite a hunk"

"Yes sis, that's all. Surprised me, but it was a valuable lesson that has been very useful. Of course with shaving the girls I'm quite comfortable down there, but she taught me a few important things about tampons etc that I'd never realized before. If you're comfortable with me doing your tampons then I must have learnt my lesson well"

Only my second day naked, I felt a little self-conscious about the string hanging down but no-one said anything apart from Josh saying I probably shouldn't go in the pool for a few days.

A few days like that and I was feeling more and more comfortable with my brother and myself. Especially still getting laid back and shaved every second day.