More Than Time Can Heal a Broken Heart (a Memory)
Copyright© 2026 by BethanyBelow
Chapter 31: The List
True Story Sex Story: Chapter 31: The List - This is a SLOW BURN story with the real sex only in the last 1/3 though some masturbation in earlier parts. While graphic the sex is very vanilla. This story focuses on when I was newly 18, inexperienced & insecure and my boyfriend of 4 years dumped me. The main purpose is to give those of you reading my Infidelity/Cheating series some background on me. This can be read as a stand alone. It is also not necessary to read this in order to enjoy my Infidelity/Cheating series.
Caution: This True Story Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa Consensual Heterosexual True Story Oral Sex
“I did things,” I said. “To keep him. That is the short version. The long version is worse.”
Andrew did not fill the space. He just looked at me, which was harder.
“I changed how I looked because he wanted me to look better, got contacts, started using makeup, buying and wearing clothes I would not have picked if Amber and Carrie had not stood in dressing rooms with me. I lost the weight because looking smaller felt like a way to stay chosen. I said yes to sex when it hurt because saying no felt like handing him a reason to leave. I got quieter about the parts that did not work. I got better at the sounds I thought he wanted. None of it was ever enough. That is the sentence I keep coming back to. I kept moving the target, and he kept standing somewhere else.”
My hands were in the hem of the shirt Carrie had lent me. I made them stop.
“The purging started as part of that. Not only that. There were other things, older things, that I am not going to unpack on your sister’s comforter. Wanting to keep Justin sat on top of those things, and I figured that if I could control what stayed in my body, I thought I could control whether he stayed in my life. That is not how bodies work, and apparently it is also not how boys work either because he left anyway. I do not know how to stop. I know I am supposed to say I will stop. I do not know how.”
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