Chapter 7

Today was a quiet day. No college for me; Jase was busy, Mum was at Gran’s, Dad was out somewhere, and I was home alone, alone with my thoughts, sitting just in my knickers. Why had I licked and kissed Ash’s fanny? Did that make me a lesbian, not that it mattered? I thought not, because I still loved the feeling of a dick and would much prefer a dick inside me than a toy and preferred a boy licking my fanny; although I had yet to experience a girl’s touch down there, I wasn’t rushing to get the experience. I just didn’t know why I had done it to Ash. A week ago, I hadn’t really had any thoughts about sex, hadn’t even experienced it, yet now my whole life seemed to revolve around it.

I was thinking about Mum’s toy and whether I might go and get it and have a play when I heard the front door open. Oh crumbs, I had hoped for a few hours alone. It was, of course, Dad.

“What are you doing, sweetheart?” Dad had just walked into my room; in fairness, my door was open, as I thought I was going to be alone.

“Dad! I haven’t got any clothes on. How about some privacy, please?”

“Don’t be silly; after what we have been up to recently, you and I, there is nothing to hide.”

“That is not the point, Dad, and you know it. Why are you home?”

“Can’t I come home and see my favourite girl?”

“Dad, Mum should be your favourite girl, not me.”

“Well, yes, but she is not here, and you are, so, of all the girls here, you are my favourite. I wondered if you might want to explore a little more?”

“Dad, no, please, not really.”

“Why not, sweetheart? What is wrong with a little personal time with your dad?”

“Dad, you are my dad, not my boyfriend, and I don’t think you and I should be doing that stuff, okay?”

“But sweetheart, you make me so hard; the very thought of your sweet fanny drives me crazy.”

“Dad, no, either wait till Mum gets home and do it with her or go and do it to yourself. It is not my job to deal with that.” I had done some searching on the internet, always tricky because you never know what your parents can and can’t see in terms of your online history, but I did, and I know ‘dad and daughter’ is wrong and illegal. I don’t want to lose my dad, and I don’t want him and Mum to split up, so, no. I have decided that I won’t. I can’t take away what we have, but that doesn’t mean it has to happen again.

“Oh, sweetheart, just one last little time, baby girl, just once?”

He was giving me that sorrowful look, and I was in two minds; I hesitated, and at that point he came over and kissed me, and as he kissed, he held my boobs and then pushed me back on the bed and kissed me through my knickers. Oh crumbs, it felt good, oh so good; the electricity started in my crotch, and I knew that I was wet and ready. Dad began to pull at my knickers, and my resolve almost vanished.