Chapter 7

“As we walk the grounds of this B&B, I feel like a shy, nervous school girl. Aren’t I too old to have these feelings rushing through me? It’s not like it’s my first time, yet it sure feels like it’s my first time. I feel like a new person with new curiosities and desires, and my eagerness is making it difficult to hold in the reins. Just hold me close, and let me absorb the warmth of your body.”

“Sarah, this is the first time for both of us, a totally new experience, unrelated and unlike anything we’ve ever experienced before. I can relate to the mixed feelings of eagerness while wanting to savor every little aspect. It’s almost like being pulled apart by opposing strong emotions. Keeping sight of the present is most important. The value of any experience lies with what’s happening right now, so let’s make the most of it. Our room is ready (and so are we), so let’s check out our haven and enjoy our journey.”

After entering their room, Jim envelops Sarah in a tender embrace. Feeling permission to discard any boundaries, his hands wander over her back, like a blind person exploring a three dimensional globe for the first time. Making note of the responses she freely shares, he learns about all her special places and their impacts on her. He loves hearing and feeling her breathing change as he discovers secret locations of which even she has been unaware. Words fail them as their emotions take charge. She releases a sigh, and her legs can no longer support her. She sits on the bed, and he joins her ... gazing into each other’s eyes as they plant tender exploratory kisses on each other’s face. Too much is being experienced simultaneously, so their thoughts and feelings cascade all over themselves. They lose track of time and place as they melt into the bed. Thoughts race through Sarah’s mind as she longs to be exposed yet fearful of disappointing Jim. She knows he will make the most of any opportunity, so her fears slowly subside.

Sarah lies on her back, as Jim, lying at her side propped up on his elbow, gazes deep into her eyes. He feels her soul radiating out toward him. His hand slowly explores the clothing concealing the body he knows she yearns to share. She knows he is just feeling the cloth, but the cloth can’t hide his explorations from her body within. She can’t believe how slow and patient he is. She feels anything but patient but knows the value of taking things slowly. Leaning toward her, he inhales her scent through her clothing. He has become very familiar with her unique sweet scent, but their closeness is new, intensifying the sensations. It may just be the difference between inches and millimeters, but it feels like a whole new world is opening up. She inhales deeply, and an opening develops between two buttons on her blouse. A patch of her pale skin is revealed to him. As his eyes focus on that spot, she realizes the invitation she is giving him and smiles. He leans over and lightly kisses that revealing hint of desire. The heat of her skin catches him off-guard. When she realizes she’s sharing her inner heat, her face flushes, drawing that heat to her lips that yearn to have contact with his. He half covers her body with his as he brings his lips up to meet hers. She savors the sensation of being blanketed by him, feeling covered and protected. He kisses her eyes as his fingers glide through her silky hair.

Sarah’s arms envelop Jim, with a firm yet gentle touch. As she draws him closer, she feels the deepening of his breathing. Her hands start to wander. He’s not the only one who wants to feel a partner’s desire. He feels so different from other guys she’s been with. Rather than just grabbing her boobs and pussy, he’s taking time to discover all of her. Unexpectedly, she’s learning about herself with each new touch. She knew she was more than just boobs and pussy, but she didn’t anticipate what that more actually entailed. She savors her touch of him and his touch of her, and the sensations seem to flow together like a symphony. She’s having a hard time separating one sensation from another as she loses herself in the moment.

Jim sits on her hips and leans toward her face. Her lips reach out to meet his, but his lips aren’t there. He’s nuzzling her face with his, feeling her warmth, smoothness and triggering little reactions she hadn’t experienced before. With his cheeks, nose, eye lashes, lips and tongue, he discovers her hidden sounds of desire pleasure and love. By paying attention to the different sounds, he learns to blend them in harmony and starts composing beautiful music. The ensuing rhapsody takes both of them to new levels. They can’t be described as stronger or more intense, but there are definitely different dimensions.