Sarah’s Journey
Copyright© 2026 by Norwegian_sub
Chapter 1
BDSM Sex Story: Chapter 1 - Sarah wants to get closer to her submissive side. she starts an online relationship with a stranger and from there her story will develop
Caution: This BDSM Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa Consensual Mind Control Reluctant Fiction BDSM DomSub MaleDom
sarah is in her 50ties. She works as a manager in a larger company, heading a team of 15 programmers. She has been single for a number of years now, living alone in her little house. She is happy with her life, sometimes she misses to have a partner by her side.
Menopause has crept up on her and she had gained a few kilos. Still she is active on a regular basis with cycling and walks.
Sarah was 18 when her boyfriend at that time tied her to his bed and used a slipper to spank her bottom. That was the first moment when she realized, that she liked to be dominanted.
Most of her following relationships were very vanilla though. She had asked one guy if he would use a scarf to tie her hands, but he wasn’t into that at all and almost looked at her pitying.
Situations like those made her questioning if she was «normal». Sarah tried to suppress and ignore that side of her, that wanted to be dominated and used by a man. But whatever she tried, those feelings came bubbling up to the surface again and again.
In her 30ties in the early days of the internet, she signed up to a website with a focus on bdsm. She enjoyed reading about it, was glad to discover, that she wasn’t alone. She did reply to a few ads of guys looking for a play partner. However nothing really materialized except from one connection that lasted over several months with messages back and forth- she became his online submissive. They finally met in person and there was no attraction on either side, so there online relationship ended too.
Again sarah tried to burry her longings. It worked for many years, but then those feelings erupted stronger than ever.
Another relationship started - this time she had a partner who was willing to try. He wasn’t a dom and she felt it was awkward, when he asked her what she wanted him to do with her. Nevertheless they did experiment a bit.
So here she was, now closer to 60 than 50, single the last years, with the strong desire to be dominated. Even not having a relationship or a playpartner, she had bought quite a bit of sextoys over the last years. Some of the toys had never been used so far.
One evening she decided to sign up to a website designated to kink. Sarah enjoyed reading stories and looking at pictures from tied down subs and slaves. It didn’t take long before she received the first messages from guys who wanted to meet up, have some fun. She was still very hesitant.
She didn’t want just a one night stand, she wanted more. Despite her age and the many years she knew that she is submissive, she lacks the experience in real life. Therefore she felt she needed someone to build a relationship with. Someone she could trust and start on a journey with. Ideally taking it slow, testing boundaries, failing, learning, developing together.
She replied politely to all messages with a no thanks.
Sarah kept logging in, looking at pictures, reading, but she only created a profile with minimal information about herself - she only stated that she was submissive, didn’t have a lot of experience, but was tempted to get to know that side of her. For her this was private, she didn’t want her friends, family, neighbors or colleagues to know, so she didn’t include information about where she lived, what she did or anything else that could give away who she was. How would she as a manager come across, if people knew that she actually wanted to be dominated, to be submissive and obedient?
This went on for a couple of months.
Then one day, she had a new message in her inbox. It started with
«hi there mysterious lady... »
sarah continued to read the message and she was intrigued. The guy writing presses all the right buttons, he wrote about taking things step by step, suggested to write for a while and if they felt, they wanted the same thing, take the next step and meet for a coffee...
The message appealed to her way more than any of the other messages she had received. As she had been drinking a glass of wine after a long and stressful day at work and was on her second, she was not as anxious as she usually was and replied to his message.
Within the next two hours a lot of messages went back and forth. He was curious about her experience or lack of experience. They wrote about boundaries, hard ones and those that might be more flexible.
In addition to the kink-talk, they also figured out that they were of similar age, both single, he had grown up kids, worked in similar business areas.
By the end of the night they agreed to continue to write the next evening.
Sarah’s day at work wasn’t very productive, she kept thinking about the evening to come. She rushed home after work, grabbed a glass of wine and her laptop. She cuddled up on the couch and logged in.
A message was already waiting. He thanked her for a lovely evening the night before.