The Year She Looked Nineteen: Chapter 5: Gap Year Internship
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Chapter 1
Erotica Sex Story: Chapter 1 - Chapter 5 of "The Year She Looked Nineteen." The second half of Claire Hammer's gap year before attending the University, set two years prior to NaturalHammer's "Becoming a Whore."
Caution: This Erotica Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa Mult Consensual Reluctant Heterosexual Fiction Workplace Humiliation Rough Group Sex Interracial Black Male White Female Hispanic Male Cream Pie Oral Sex Squirting Big Breasts
I grew up in Withington, a quiet middle-class southern suburb of Greater Manchester with treelined streets and solid red-brick houses. Dad worked an office job at Manchester Town Hall dealing with housing allocations and planning paperwork. Mum had a part-time job, but kept our semi-detached spotless. They had bought it under the Right to Buy scheme when I was nine.
I turned eighteen four months before the internship started, then three months on an Evangelical mission in Senegal [Chapter 4: Gap Year African Mission Trip], followed by a short stretch of counselling after I came home. My University of Manchester offer was withdrawn because of the letters that arrived while I was still in Africa. I was accepted by Manchester Metropolitan University, but still had a few months to go before classes started.
Dad’s golfing partner, Vincent Hargreaves—Sophie’s father—got me the placement at his firm. Sophie and I were rivals and then best friends at the Manchester High School for Girls, but I had transferred away to Parrs Wood Sixth Form at sixteen after my pregnancy scandal at MHSG. Middle-aged white men aren’t my type, but I’d heard that those in our suburban neighbourhood called me “the hot English tutor.”
On my first morning I wore dress trousers and one of Mum’s old blouses. Too big across the shoulders, but still tight where it mattered, the same impossible fit I had been fighting since Year 6, when the training bra the nurse gave me could not contain what had already arrived. I had given my secret, scandalous wardrobe to Sophie before leaving for Senegal. My old school clothes no longer fit, even after only three months abroad. I had gone straight back to the platinum-blonde dye job the week I returned; the chestnut roots were already showing underneath.
Mr. Hargreaves saw me by the lifts and patted my shoulder. The gold band on his left hand caught the fluorescent light for a second.
“Good morning, Claire.”
“Good morning, Mr. Hargreaves.”
He was six foot five, twenty-one stone of muscle, stubble on his face, with huge, broad shoulders. His eyes dropped straight to the strain across my chest, stayed there half a second longer than was polite, then climbed back to my face, then dropped again.
How did such a big man have such a petite daughter? Sophie still thought her dad was the safe one. She would die if she knew the way he was looking at me right now.
He pushed the glass door open with one hand and nodded me through.
“This way.”
The conference room smelled of coffee and printer toner. Six solicitors sat around the long table, phones in their hands. Mr. Hargreaves pointed to the empty chair in the corner.
“Sit there, Claire.”
I sat. My arms folded under my breasts without me deciding to. The old hyper-vigilance still ran from the counselling sessions. The counsellor’s voice was already thin in my head: You do not have to perform for older men anymore.
Mr. Hargreaves cleared his throat.
“Right, everyone. Quiet a moment.”
Phones lowered. Faces turned.
“This is Claire Hammer. She’s with us for the next few weeks. University intern. She’s here to observe, take notes, learn how we actually work. Nothing more complicated than that.”
He looked straight at me. The gold band flashed again.
“You up for that, Claire?”
Heat climbed my neck and flooded my cheeks. The same theatrical scarlet that used to bloom in the changing rooms when the older girls whispered about the size of my breasts.
“I can observe. I can take notes. I’m rather good at both.”
The words came out softer than I intended, but they were precise.
Daniel Hartley sat nearest the window. Black, mid-twenties, sharp fade, dark skin that looked almost blue-black under the fluorescent lights, expensive watch on a wrist that had never done manual work. Manchester accent when he spoke. He looked me up and down once, and something in his expression said he already knew the name. Not just another intern. The Withington girl. The one from the letters.
“Seriously? The Sixth-Form intern?”
Mr. Hargreaves ignored him and turned back to the table.
“Any questions before we get back to Aurelia Mining?”
No one spoke. I kept my arms folded, breasts pressed hard against my forearms, and stared at the polished wood so I wouldn’t have to meet anyone’s eyes.
After the meeting broke up he walked me down the corridor to a small desk pushed right against the side of his larger one.
“You’ll sit here. I like to keep my interns where I can see them.”
He leaned one hip against the edge of his desk and studied the blouse.
“Can I ask you something, Claire? Is that your mother’s old blouse?”
I looked down. The fabric still smelled faintly of Mum’s perfume. My fingers plucked at the hem.
“It was the only thing left that still covered anything after Senegal. The rest of my clothes ... didn’t survive the trip in any useful form.”
He tilted his head.
“Listen, sweetie. Did you see how the other young women were dressed while we were walking through the office? Skirts. Dresses. Proper office clothes that fit. It’s important to look professional and not wear clothes that are too big for you or cover up too much. You’re a woman, and you shouldn’t be afraid to show that.”
My face burned hotter.
“I’m not trying to be offensive here, sweetie. I know you’ve just finished Sixth Form and don’t have a lot of office experience, but that’s how a girl should dress in an office like this.”
I nodded once. The shame sat warm and heavy under my ribs, the same weight that used to settle when I stood in front of the bathroom mirror at twelve lifting the new heaviness of my breasts. Something in me liked the feeling.
He straightened.
“We’re flying out tomorrow. One or two nights in Gibraltar. You’ll shadow me at every meeting and every dinner. Javier Ruiz is their top lawyer. A fucking shark, excuse my French. You’ll watch, you’ll listen, you’ll stay quiet unless I tell you otherwise. Understood?”
“Understood.”
“Good. Pack a bag. Something that fits.”
On the private flight I sat in the row behind him and pretended to sleep. Daniel sat next to him, tapping at a laptop, sending emails and spreadsheets. The cabin light caught the platinum braid resting against my shoulder and the chestnut roots already showing underneath. Every time Mr. Hargreaves turned his head I felt his eyes land on the swell of my chest for a second too long before he looked away. Daniel never looked at me at all. The refusal felt deliberate.
We landed at Gibraltar International Airport and caught an Uber to a hotel in the city’s South District. Summer heat pressed against the skin the moment the aircraft door opened. Tree-lined streets, hotels, restaurants, businessmen in full suits. The air smelled of sea salt and hot pavement. Nothing like the dusty village compound in Senegal where I had spent three months smiling for Partnership photographs with the purity ring still on my finger. I had stopped wearing the ring on my finger after the last counselling session. Deliberately. It now hung from the titanium ring through my clit hood, a private inversion of everything it had once meant.
That evening the others met Mr. Ruiz at the hotel’s rooftop restaurant. Small potted palm trees grew between the tables. Soft Andalusian guitar music drifted up from the street below.
I stood in front of the hotel-room mirror for ten full minutes, turning sideways, pulling the dress higher, then lower, trying to decide whether it was too much or not enough. The same long, hard look in the mirror I had been making since I was twelve.
I checked my phone once before I left the room. Three new subscribers. Sophie’s new scenes trending. My old content still circulating. Good work, Sophie.
The same body that was about to walk onto a Spanish rooftop was still generating money at home. I put the phone face-down and went.
Mr. Ruiz was mid-sentence about NorthSea Energy when I walked toward the table. My platinum-blonde hair blew across my face. The dress was supposed to be professional. On me it looked pornographic. My breasts jutted out, the fabric stretched so tight it was obvious I wasn’t wearing a bra. Something about the fit was off. Too small, maybe. Or simply not meant for a woman of my size.
His eyes locked on my chest the second I appeared.
“Is this who we’ve been waiting for?” He smiled, slow and open. “Come sit next to me, sweetie.”
I sat. The freeze was automatic. Older man. Higher status. His hand already claimed the back of my chair, thick fingers brushing the bare skin between my shoulder blades. My body had been rehearsing this response for years.
Don’t move. Don’t make a sound. Just sit still and let him decide what you are.
“Sorry I’m late.”
Daniel rolled his eyes and muttered something under his breath. The sound of a Black man from Manchester dismissing me landed differently than the same words from a white man would have.
Mr. Ruiz leaned back, still looking at me.
“How about we pause the business talk for right now? It’s not polite to talk business in front of a lady ... or should I say, girl? How old are you, sweetheart?”
“Eighteen.”
He laughed right in my face.
“Eighteen? Sure, sweetie, that’s what they all say. But seriously—” he turned to Mr. Hargreaves “—how old is she?”
Mr. Hargreaves cleared his throat. The wedding ring flashed as he gestured toward me. “She just turned eighteen a few months ago.”
I rolled my eyes. “To be frank, I’ve looked like a grown woman since I was twelve; when I transferred to Parrs Wood, the boys thought I was the new teacher.”
Silence. Mr. Ruiz’s arm stayed heavy against my back, the heat of it soaking through the thin fabric. It felt exactly like the stares on the buses and trams home from school, the ones that had started the year my body first outgrew every bra Mum could buy.
“You two are very clever,” he said, still smiling. “You must really want this deal.”
My hair stood up on the back of my neck. The way his arm stayed around the chair so casually, just casually invading the space, made something low in my belly tighten. The same something that had once made me arch a fraction on the bus while telling myself I hated it.the
He’s touching the chair like he already owns it. Like he already owns me.
“What’s your name, sweetie?”
“Claire.”
“Mmm. Little Claire and you’re only eighteen. Are you still in school, Claire?”
I shook my head.
“Gap year. I finished at Parrs Wood three months ago.”
Mr. Hargreaves’s voice sounded a bit sick.
“She’s our university intern.”
Mr. Ruiz stared straight at my tits.
“Jesucristo! Is that what you call her? That’s one word for it.”
Daniel kept trying to bring the conversation back.
“If we can just look at the numbers Simon Croft sent over on NorthSea Energy—”
I spoke before I could stop myself. The freeze had not fully locked yet.
“The Gibraltar filing window closes on the fourteenth. If the Spanish side is already hedging, the delay is deliberate.”
Both men looked at me. Daniel’s mouth opened slightly. Mr. Hargreaves’s eyebrows rose.
Mr. Ruiz smiled wider.
“The intern has been reading the briefs.”
He didn’t look at Daniel.
“You know what, don’t call Simon.”
His hand left the back of the chair and disappeared under the table. Warm, heavy fingers settled on my thigh, just above the knee, then slid higher.
I did not react visibly. Inside, every muscle locked. I was too timid to say anything. The freeze held me still. Here this man was, old enough to be my father, rubbing his big hand over my leg right near my panty line.
Don’t move. Don’t push him away. Just sit still while the grown man decides.
His fingers found the edge of my panties and tugged them aside. The air hit my shaved cunt for a second before his skin did. He dragged one thick fingertip through the folds, caught the tiny titanium ring piercing my clit hood, and grinned when he felt how slick I already was. The wet sound was soft but unmistakable under the table—slick, sticky little clicks as he rubbed. He tugged the small silver purity ring that now hung from my clit ring, just enough to make my thighs twitch. A thin string of clear fluid stretched from my hole to his knuckle and snapped. The ring that had once sat on my finger as a promise now clicked against a stranger’s skin while he used me in public.
When he tried to push a finger inside I put my hand over his and tried to hold him back. My cunt was already loose from years of this. The first knuckle slid in with almost no resistance.
Daniel cracked a joke about something on the spreadsheet.
Mr. Ruiz chuckled and forced the rest of his finger in. I gasped. My cunt gaped around it, flooding his hand with warm, thick grool that ran down his palm and dripped onto the chair between my legs. The shame that rose was theatrical and familiar, the same flavour that had filled the Year 6 changing rooms and, more recently, the mission latrine in Senegal when the test finally came back negative.
He’s inside me. At the table. In front of everyone.
I catalogued it the way I always did when the freeze took over: the exact thickness of the finger, the temperature of the air on my wet folds, the precise angle of his wrist, the way the purity ring clicked against his knuckle. Clinical. Detached. The only way to stay present.
Mr. Hargreaves looked across at me. His eyes narrowed slightly, as if he could tell something was happening but couldn’t place what.
I stood up so fast my breasts bounced hard enough that the dress fabric rasped over my nipples.
“Excuse me. I need the bathroom.”
I left without looking at any of them. A wet spot the size of a fifty-pence piece stayed on the seat.
I did not go to the bathroom. I walked straight back to my hotel room, sobbing the whole way. The corridor carpet was thick and quiet under my sandals. The unaccustomed air-conditioning hummed behind closed doors. Somewhere a television murmured in Spanish.
All I wanted was to be a good intern. All I wanted was to do a good job. And I had just ended up getting groped and fingered by some creep under the table.
I can get all the groping I want in Manchester.
It just wasn’t fair. The counsellor had said the ordinary world would feel different after Senegal. It did not.
I tried. I wore the dress. I sat still. I was good. And it still happened. It always happens.
There was a knock at the door.
I opened it. Mr. Hargreaves stood there looking concerned. The receptionist had given him an extra key, but he had decided to knock.
“Can I come in?”
I stepped aside. He sat on the made bed. The wedding ring was visible again when he rested his hands on his knees.
“Claire, I feel really bad about the lunch.”
“Why? Sorry I left. I just wasn’t feeling well.”
I sat next to him, still in the dress. My face was puffy, eyes red. The same puffy theatrical crying that used to make Mum dab her eyes in the car after the school nurse called.
“You’re so young, Claire. You’re barely out of Sixth Form, and I feel this duty to protect you. Didn’t you think Javier was acting a little weird?”
“I noticed. I just ... didn’t know what to do about it.”
“Claire...” He exhaled. “He thought you were a prostitute.”
“Really?”
I stood up and turned my back to him, totally embarrassed. The word landed like the old whispers in the changing rooms.
Look at the size of those. She is only in Year Six. Prostitute. That’s what they see. That’s what they’ve always seen.
“Yes, sweetie. He thought you were a hooker. Didn’t you see the way he looked at you? And all those questions about your age?”
I didn’t say much. Obviously he had been getting handsy, but I hadn’t realised I looked like a complete prostitute. I had tried so hard with the dress. I always tried so hard.
Mr. Hargreaves’s voice softened.
“Why are you wearing this outfit? It’s pretty ... revealing.”
I turned back to him, face still hot.
“You told me to show more skin. I followed the instruction. Apparently I followed it too well.”
He walked toward me.
“Claire, I’m so sorry. I talked to Javier and cleared everything up. He thought ‘university intern’ was just a euphemism. In Spain it’s not uncommon for businessmen to hire prostitutes. It was just an honest mistake.”
I stepped in close and lied into his shoulder.
“I promise I’m not a slut.”
The words tasted like the purity ring I no longer wore on my finger.
I promise. I always promise. And then my body does the opposite.
“I know you’re not a slut, sweetie.”
He wrapped his arms around me while I cried. Rubbed my back in slow circles. My breasts pressed into him, heavy and soft, the nipples already stiff against the thin fabric. The weight of them was the same weight that had once made Mum cry quietly in the car. She didn’t want me to ever get so big like her.
I felt so safe in his arms. This big, older man. The same safety I had once felt when Dad came home from Town Hall and asked about my top-set marks, before the accusation letters arrived, and the video links, and the dream of the University of Manchester disappeared.
I took a step back and looked up at him. I liked the way his arms felt around me. He was so big and strong. I secretly liked that he was old enough to be my father. It made him even more attractive. Mr. Hargreaves was my protector. He would not let anything bad happen to me. He would protect me from men like Mr. Ruiz. Sophie still thought he was the safe one.
I leaned in. My soft lips met his.
He’s going to protect me. He’s going to be the one who doesn’t look at me like that.
He kissed me. Gripped my face with both hands. Ran his fingers through my platinum hair. Stuck his tongue into my mouth. The kiss felt electric and completely natural. I could taste the faint salt of the rooftop air on his lips.
He pulled back just enough to speak against my mouth.
“Wow. You’re a good kisser.”
He brushed his thumb lightly over my lower lip.
“You’re beautiful.”
Then he kissed me again, harder, more passionately, still gripping my face, still holding my chin. But he did not dare touch my breasts or the rest of my body. He thought I was too pure for that.
“Why don’t you take the rest of the day and relax? Go lie on the beach. You’ve been through enough today.”
“Yes, Mr. Hargreaves.”
“Good girl.” He kissed my cheek. “Now don’t tell anyone about this. It’ll be our little secret.”
“I know. No one else would understand.”
Just like my tutoring sessions with the lads back home.
When he left I changed into the bikini I had packed. Pretty daring. I regretted it the second the fabric settled over my skin. The last thing I wanted was more attention from Mr. Ruiz. I had bought it months ago in secret for the OnlyFans videos and hid it from my parents with the toys. It wasn’t as if I could sink any lower in their eyes after the letters that arrived while I was still in Senegal. Or the pregnancy before that. Or the STI report from Brook Manchester before that.
They already know. The letters already told them. What’s one more thing?
I walked through the hotel corridor with a thin wrap around my waist, tits bouncing with every step. The air smelled of chlorine from the pool and expensive soap. Thick carpet muffled my sandals.
Grown men stared as I passed. A group of local lads pointed at my rack and laughed out loud. I didn’t notice. That kind of teasing had been happening for years ever since my breasts had grown in. It was part of what made me so shy around older white men. All that negative attention just because of my teasing teen body. The counsellor had called it hyper-somatic vigilance. I just called it Tuesday.
I saw Daniel on the beach and set my towel down next to his.
“Hey.”
He didn’t answer. He just put his sunglasses on and looked at the ocean. Dark skin already gleaming in the heat, the expensive watch catching the light. The same man who had dismissed me in the conference room now refused even to acknowledge I was there.
I knew he didn’t like me. It probably had to do with my body and the way I looked. Some men reacted that way. Frustrated by it. They desired me but also feared me. They made themselves cold. The fact that he was Black only made the coldness sting more. The men my body usually opened for were the ones who looked at me the way this one refused to. He was the demographic I had spent years seeking, and he treated me like filth.
I lay back on my towel and closed my eyes. The sun sat heavy on my skin. The platinum hair was already warm; the chestnut roots prickled at the scalp. I loved this thong bikini because I always got a great tan. The sun on my bare breasts felt exactly like the stares on the bus, the ones I had told myself I hated while arching just a fraction.
A forty-year-old voice drifted past.
“Nice rack, sugar tits.”
Another voice, younger.
“Fuck, man, is she even eighteen?”
“Bet she’s the school cumdump.”
Yes ... I was.
They walked off. I didn’t say anything. I tried my best to ignore them. The words were old. They had only changed the age.
Daniel sat up and stared straight at my tits. The top barely covered my pancake nipples. For the first time all trip he looked at me properly, and the look was pure contempt.
“God, do you have to be such an attention whore? Why do you dress like that? First that outfit at lunch and now this? Do you need attention from men that badly? You’re literally eighteen.”
“I dressed for the weather. You don’t have to look.”
“You’re gonna get raped wearing shit like that. You look like a slut. And don’t think I didn’t notice you spreading your legs and flirting with Javier at lunch. Fucking slut. You shouldn’t even be on this trip. God knows you probably sucked Vince’s cock to get this job.”
I stood up so fast the towel tangled around my ankles. My face was burning. I grabbed my things and walked off without answering, tits bouncing hard. Several grown men stared at my arse in the little thong as I passed. The shame was theatrical and familiar and, under the distress, still faintly addictive.
Attention whore. Slut. He’s not wrong. He’s just saying it out loud. And the Black man is the one saying it.
I went back to my hotel room, turned the lights off, and got into bed. It was still light outside, but I was exhausted. I couldn’t stop replaying everything Daniel had said. He spoke to me like I was a piece of trash. Did everyone really think I had sucked Mr. Hargreaves’s cock to get the job? I felt like shit. The same shit I had felt reading the University of Manchester refusal letter on the day I stepped back through the front door in Withington, tanned and still faintly sore.
I tossed and turned. Then my mind drifted.
I imagined myself on my knees in front of Mr. Hargreaves. Kissing his bloated penis. Sucking on it. Feeling how big it was in my mouth. Getting his pubic hairs stuck in my teeth from how deep I was taking it. Showing him how good I was at sucking cock.
Sadly, he was not Black. The size might make up for the rest, but the skin, the smell, the particular weight of a Black man’s hand in my hair—that was what my body had learned to open for. White men were still a deviation. And the one Black man on this trip looked at me like I was filth.
The voice that had narrated the mission latrine and the Year 6 mirror was already awake, lush and merciless. On your knees for the man who was supposed to protect you. Just opening your mouth like you always do when a grown man decides.
I reached down and pushed four fingers into my cunt while I imagined that big, strong man using my throat. It was so naughty that I had kissed him. He was forty and married. I thought about how handsome and masculine he was. How he always commanded the room. How he always took control. The gold band on his hand.
I was so wet the sheets under my arse were already soaked. The wet sound filled the quiet room—schlick, schlick, schlick. Eyes rolled back. Tongue licking my lips. I imagined him bending me over his knee and giving me a hard spanking. I was such a dirty girl. A little teen slut.
Then I thought of everything Daniel had said. How he had called me a slut and a total attention whore. Fuck, I was so wet. Maybe he was right. Maybe I deserved getting catcalled by those grown men. If I hadn’t dressed up like a teen Jezebel whore, I wouldn’t be treated like one.
I thought of Mr. Ruiz’s finger up my pussy. How he had openly molested me under the table. I was just a freeuse whore. A set of holes for the pleasure of grown adult men.
I was drooling now, rubbing my clit in tight circles, making a sloppy wet mess with my fingers. The purity ring clicked against my own knuckles with every stroke.
Then I thought of Daniel again. His stern face. Dark skin. The way he had looked at me like I was nothing. You’re gonna get raped wearing shit like that. You fucking slut.
I bit my lip hard. One finger pressed the ring in my little button while the others stayed shoved inside.
I yelped and shook on the bed as the orgasm tore through me. Clear fluid sprayed across my knuckles and down my wrist. The same body that had once stood in the bathroom mirror at twelve and decided its fate was already written.
That’s what you are. That’s what you’ve always been.
The next day Mr. Hargreaves scheduled a formal meeting in one of the hotel conference rooms. A fancy one with a chandelier. A pretty young Andalusian girl asked if everyone wanted sparkling or still.
I wore yet another dress that was way too revealing. I had been so bent on impressing Mr. Hargreaves that I hadn’t packed any normal clothes. Almost sheer floral fabric that looked like it belonged on a beach. Mr. Ruiz could plainly see the outline of my bra through it. He and the other men wore their suits as usual. The dress was another failed attempt at ordinary. Ordinary had never fit me.
He told me to show more. I showed more. Now I look like what they always thought I was.
Mr. Ruiz opened the meeting.
“I spoke with Simon Croft last night, and it seems ... we’re not able to come to an agreement.”
Mr. Hargreaves went still.
“But just yesterday you were ready to sign the deal. What happened?”
“There were certain terms that no longer seemed available.”
“What terms are you talking about?”
Silence. Mr. Ruiz’s eyes flicked to me and stayed there.
Mr. Hargreaves’s voice rose.
“Are you ... are you serious? Is this because of her?” He pointed straight at me. “Because she’s not going to sleep with you? Unbelievable.”
He was yelling now.
“You were ready to sign yesterday, and you will sign today. Jesus Christ. Did you really think you were going to have sex with some A-Levels eighteen-year-old? Get a fucking grip!”
I winced at the volume. But part of me loved getting talked about like this. Maybe I really was an attention whore after all. I took a couple of deep breaths. My gigantic tits bounced with every inhale. The attention felt like the old stares, the ones I had told myself I hated while the shame settled warm and heavy.
They’re fighting over whether I’m for sale. Just standing here while the grown men decide the price.
Daniel tried to step in.
“Vince, maybe we should—”
“You’re a sick fucking pervert. She’s just a kid!” Mr. Hargreaves shouted, then shoved his chair back and stormed out. I followed quickly, not wanting to be left alone with the other men.
“Mr. Hargreaves! Mr. Hargreaves!”
I caught up with him in the corridor. His face was red.
“I’m sorry I was yelling, Claire. I couldn’t control myself. Javier is disgusting. He thought you were a hooker and that he had a chance with you. Now that he knows he doesn’t, he wants to derail the whole deal!”
“I shouldn’t have come on this trip. I’m ruining the whole thing.”
The same quiet devastation I had felt reading the University of Manchester rejection letter while Mum stood behind Dad with swollen eyes.
He stopped walking and turned to me.
“Don’t say that, sweetie. God, you’re just a kid. Just a teenager. Don’t feel bad, baby.”
He grabbed me and hugged me tight. It felt so good to be held in his arms. To be protected. The wedding ring pressed against my back. My tits crushed against his chest, soft and heavy.
“I don’t want you around Javier, sweetie. Go relax in your room. The trip is almost over, and we leave in the morning. After today, you never have to see that sick pervert again, okay, cupcake?”
“Yes, Mr. Hargreaves.”