Chapter 6: Anal Training & Public Risk

Mark had been home for days, buried in his downstairs office with conference calls that droned on until midnight. The distraction gave us windows—tiny, stolen cracks of freedom that made every touch feel sharper, more dangerous. My body hummed constantly now, a low current of need that no longer waited for safety. I wanted to give Alex something no one else ever could. Something deeper. Something only Mommy could surrender.

That evening the house was quiet except for the faint click of his keyboard below. I pulled Alex into our bedroom, locked the door, and dimmed the lights to a soft amber glow. The sheets still carried the faint trace of last night’s quickie, but tonight was different. I’d bought a fresh bottle of silky lube that afternoon, hidden in my nightstand like contraband. “Mommy wants to give you something special tonight,” I whispered, guiding him onto the bed. My voice shook with a mix of nerves and raw hunger. “Something I’ve never given anyone.”

I stripped slowly, letting him watch every curve. Then I lay back, knees drawn up, and handed him the lube. “Start gentle, baby. One finger first.” He coated his hand generously, the cool gel glistening. While his tongue found my folds—slow, worshipful licks that made my hips roll—I reached down and eased his slick fingertip against my tight rear entrance. The initial pressure burned, a sharp ring of resistance that made me hiss through my teeth. “Easy ... does it hurt too much?” I asked, stroking his hair. He shook his head, eyes locked on mine with such devotion it melted me.

The burn gradually softened as he circled, then pressed inside. One knuckle. Two. The stretch was intense, foreign, yet the fullness sent sparks racing up my spine. I breathed through it, guiding him deeper while his mouth never left my clit. Two fingers now, scissoring gently, opening me with patient care. The sensation shifted—fire becoming liquid heat, every nerve waking up in ways I’d never felt. My thighs trembled. “You’re doing so beautifully, baby. Mommy’s so proud.”