Ugly Girl
Copyright© 2026 by Han Jansz. van Meegeren
21. Home Is Where the Wi-Fi Always Works
“Are you sure you want to follow through with this all the way, Ugly Girl?” Ciaran asked me? We were on the train from Edinburgh to London. We would take the Eurostar from London. The same way we got here. Different company, different direction, different mindset.
I giggled and opened my coat. All I was wearing was a transparent blouse, in which the pale globes of my breasts were clearly visible. “Isn’t this enough proof, Master?”
“Keep your coat open for a while; you know how I like to look at them.”
“Yes, Master.” Clearly visible above my black blouse was a red velvet collar with ‘Ugly’ embroidered on the left side of the D-ring and ‘Girl’ on the right. I also noticed people looking at me as they passed by on the train, but that didn’t bother me at all. To be honest, I surprised myself. I’d thought I might sink to the train tracks in shame, but instead, perhaps I felt pride? I was proud that I was helping my Master take on the challenge that lay ahead in the Netherlands.
“What’s it like not to be tied to Sylvia anymore, Zuz?”
“Ugly, not Zuz,” I corrected him without thinking. “On the one hand, it’s nice to go where you want to without taking others into account. Especially in the beginning, we often fell when Syl or I suddenly walked the other way. Luckily, we could both laugh about it. On the other hand, I miss her, of course. Perhaps it’s because Sylvia and I lived for so long with no form of privacy that I’m not feeling as much shame now; for example, wearing my collar.” I giggled. “Once you’ve smelled each other’s farts, most of the shame disappears.”
He smiled. He has such a pretty smile.
“Ugly? Do you think I can pull this off?”
“No,” I said. “I think WE can pull this off though. Besides, we will not take your driver’s license test or anything. If you stay a bit in the background, the world won’t fall apart or anything. I assure you, everyone will be impressed. Just be yourself, use your normal voice, forget how you think you should act. Just do what comes naturally, and everything will be fine.”
“Do you have panties on?”
“What is the rule, Master?”
“The rule is no panties for the duration of this trip.”
I giggled again. Conversations like this belonged to Sylvia or Ilse, not me! “Why don’t you check, Master Ciaran?”
He moved forward. We’re sitting across from each other. The compartment is three-quarters full, but there’s no one next to or across from us. He gives it a try. He lifts my long skirt, which falls to my ankles, and feels up my thighs. Until he feels my bald pussy. His thumb goes down until he reaches the back of my buttplug.
“Not only an ugly girl, but a naughty girl as well, huh?”
“You put it there yourself, Master.”
“What size is it, Ugly?”
“Size 2, Sir.”
“How many sizes do you have with you?”
“Two more, Sir. Size 1 and 3.”
“Remind me of the rule this trip, Ugly.”
“Every time I go to the bathroom I have to take it out and bring my other plugs with me, Sir. I have to wait before the bathroom door until you put one in.”
“In what?”
“In my ass, Sir.”
“What size do I reinsert in your bottom, Ugly Girl?”
“Whatever size you want, Master. That is up to you.”
“Good girl.”
Train rides are wonderful. Three hundred kilometres an hour, and you can sit back, relaxed in your comfy chair. Train rides that take 15 hours are a drag. I was at the end of my rope, and I was glad Ciaran was with me. He has energy for both of us. So when we arrived at Amsterdam Central Station, he carried me to a bench, without paying attention to the bystanders, and went looking for Sandor, who would pick us up from the station. The first of the bunch I saw was Sylvia. She squealed like a schoolgirl and came running toward me, narrowly avoiding a man with a Labrador. She jumped into my arms. Fatigue forgotten. We did a little happy dance.
Over her shoulder, I saw Jutta and Ilse approaching. Kisses, tears, hugs. I think we were all happy to see each other again. Are you watching, Koen? This is what your legacy has brought us. You have reason to be pleased with yourself. However difficult it may be for all of us sometimes, we made it through. Not exactly how I imagined, but we all got through it well. Ilse was very proud of the faintest sign of a bit of a belly. All was going well as far as they could tell with the baby.
“GIRL, what is that on your collar? Do you have a collar? Ciaran, what’s this nonsense about an ugly girl? Zuz is not an ugly girl! And that blouse. Zuzanna, talk to me. Look at me. Talk to me. Who are you and what have you done to Zuzanna?” Once Sylvia started rambling, the speed at which she spoke became almost impossible to follow. I kept my silence. Another rule I invented for Ciaran. I could not talk without his permission. Sylvia’s emotions got the better of her, and she lashed out at Ciaran. I had already primed him, should she decide to go ahead.
Without a hint of mimicry, unlike so many times before, he answered Sylvia calmly, his voice a familiar and authentic sound. “Ugly Girl is the new name I gave her. I don’t think it’s your place to criticise the name a Master gives to his slave girl. And she is not answering you because she is not allowed to speak without my permission.” His voice sounded firm. I was proud of him and tried to convey that with my eyes. Our body language had improved a little, but he still had trouble reading me. I’m afraid my message didn’t get through this time.
Sylvia had last seen him a few months ago. Much had changed in the past few months. He had become calmer, and thanks to my constant affirmations, he had become more confident and authentic. She still remembered the ‘old’ Ciaran and started lashing out at him again. Ciaran looked at Sandor, but it was Jutta who called her to order.
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