Chapter 3

~Sunday, October 5th~

I absolutely hated falling asleep fully dressed. Even worse, I woke up on the couch wearing my new purple dress. Definitely not comfortable. At least I had kicked my heels off. It took me a minute to remember where I was. The events of last night did come back to me eventually, and I shook my head as I sat up and stretched.

I didn’t cross a single thing off my list of acts last night. The fact that I could have if I hadn’t been such a coward is what hurt the most. Alyssa kept trying to bring me out of my shell, but I kept pulling myself back in.

My thoughts were still slightly muddled as I got to my feet and staggered through my sister’s living room. I was too busy wallowing in my own self-pity to remember that Alyssa and I hadn’t come up here alone last night. As a result, I threw open my big sister’s bedroom door without knocking.

“Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me!” Alyssa chanted as she bounced up and down in Henry’s lap.

“You feel so good, Baby!” Henry moaned as his hands groped my sister’s big tits.

Yup. I was treated to the sight of my sister’s naked ass as she rode the doctor like a cowgirl. My mouth was hanging open stupidly as I stood frozen in the door. For the first time in my life, I was witnessing a live sex act. I was completely stunned. I couldn’t make my legs move, despite trying to command them to.

“Suzie!” Alyssa screeched, looking over her shoulder as her hands flew to her chest.

Alyssa threw herself off of Henry as she frantically tried to cover herself. I saw it. Henry’s penis. It was bobbing in the air, free of my sister’s snatch. Her juices glistened on his manhood as it throbbed angrily. It was huge.

Then it was gone. Alyssa managed to get the covers over their bodies. I was still frozen, overwhelmed by what I had just saw. Fuck, Henry was a solid wall of muscle! With a huge penis! Granted, it was the first one I had seen in person, but I had watched porn. I knew what a big dick looked like!

“Get out, get out!” Alyssa screamed as she held the covers over her chest.

“Shit!” I squealed as I backed out of the room, pulling the door closed as I tried not to think about the fact that I just saw my sister’s naked boobies. “Sorry, sorry!”

Well, I could definitely understand why Henry was okay with cutting his night short! He got laid. I knew from hearing her talk that my sister was a very enthusiastic lover. I had mixed feelings about the fact that I had seen her in the act.

I helped myself to a drink from Alyssa’s refrigerator and sat down at her kitchen table as I waited for the two lovers to appear. They finally did. Alyssa was slightly pink in the face, a robe wrapped tightly around her body. Henry was similarly clad in a robe. Of course Alyssa had a spare robe.

“Good morning, Suzie!” Henry said in a friendly voice, clearly not the least bit embarrassed.

“Morning,” I replied with a blush

“Hope you enjoyed the show!” Alyssa rolled her eyes as she started to make breakfast for the three of us.

“Yeah, sorry about that,” I mumbled.

“No harm done,” Henry smiled.

“Thanks,” I responded quietly.

Alyssa just smirked as she made us all omelets. She always was a great cook. I checked my phone and realized that Ron had texted me, asking me out to lunch. Fuck it, if Alyssa could date, so could I. I replied to Ron, agreeing to meet up with him.

“I should get going. Thanks for breakfast, Alyssa,” Henry announced when we had finished eating and cleaning up. “Do you need a lift home, Suzie?”

“Oh, you don’t have to!” I insisted.

“I don’t mind,” he smiled, giving me butterflies.

“You’re sweet, but she’s way out of the way,” Alyssa interjected. “I’ll drive her home.”

“If you’re sure, see you tomorrow?” Henry asked Alyssa.

“Of course,” my sister replied as she kissed Henry goodbye before showing out.

I played on my phone, sending a few more messages as I waited for Alyssa to return. She sat down across from me at her kitchen table, her arms folded as she glared at me. A smile split her face as she started softly laughing.

“Well, that was interesting,” Alyssa commented.

“Guess you can be embarrassed after all,” I teased.

“Whatever,” she rolled her eyes. “I wasn’t expecting my baby sister to see me taking dick.”

“It wasn’t something I needed to see,” I stuck out my tongue at her.

“When was the last time you saw me naked?” Alyssa wondered.

“Before today? A long time,” I answered. I always made sure I was fully covered, or the door was locked. No one had ever even seen my bare breasts in person. Alyssa wasn’t nearly as modest. I looked at her, smirking. “You look good. Been working out?”

“Every day, just like you,” she told me. She then stood up and opened her robe, flashing me.

“Pervert!” I squealed as I looked away and shielded my eyes with my hand.

“They’re just tits,” Alyssa responded as she put her breasts away.

“Then why were you embarrassed earlier?” I asked.

“I was just caught off guard!” she insisted, clearly offended at the idea of something getting to her. “Feel free to join us next time!”

“Bullshit!” I exclaimed.

“Maybe. Maybe not,” Alyssa shrugged. “Anyway, are you okay? I know you got overwhelmed last night.”

“Yeah, I’m okay,” I sighed. “I just wasn’t ready for a strange guy to grope me.”

“I understand,” she nodded before grinning slyly. “Can’t blame him though, those knockers are gigantic.”

“Oh, shut up,” I snorted.

“Got plans for today?” Alyssa asked, changing the subject.

“Ron from the bar asked me to lunch,” I confessed.

“That’s great!” she smiled. “I’m so proud of you!”

“Thanks, I guess,” I rolled my eyes.

Alyssa and I talked for a few more minutes before she got ready to take me home. We both got into her car and she pulled out onto the street. I looked over at my sister as she drove us, various thoughts going through my head before I finally decided to speak up.

“Do you ever feel slutty?” I wondered. “For, you know, sleeping around?”

“Not really,” Alyssa answered carefully. “I mean, I get it, girls who fuck around are considered sluts and guys who do it are called players. It’s a double-standard, and it fucking sucks. I ignore it. That’s why I’m proud to be a slut!”

“Proud?” I followed up with.

“Yup!” she confirmed. “Reclaim the word. Reclaim our power. I love fucking. I’m not ashamed to admit it. I wear my slut badge with pride!”

“That makes sense,” I agreed. “It isn’t right that girls aren’t allowed to enjoy sex as much as guys.”

“Exactly!” Alyssa exclaimed. “So don’t feel guilty. If you wanna do something, do it. If you wanna give head in a dirty club bathroom, then you give head in a dirty club bathroom. Live your life. No shame.”

“I’ll try,” I promised.

“Good girl!” she said.

“So, slut to slut,” I began, “did I force you to give Henry blue balls?”

“We’ll make a whore out of you yet!” Alyssa laughed. “And no, I sucked him hard again and rode him until he filled me with boy juice.”

“I’m not going to be a whore!” I insisted with mock offense. “I don’t plan on charging.”

“That’s my sister!” she happily announced.

My sister parked her car in the front of our childhood home. It was still my home. I hugged her goodbye before heading inside. The house was empty. I was alone. There was no time to think about that, though. I had a date to get ready for.

After changing into jeans and a t-shirt, I got in my car and drove to the restaurant that Ron and I had agreed to. We met in the parking lot and he said I looked nice as he opened his arms for a hug. I kissed his cheek as I hugged him back and thanked him. Then we went inside.

I learned more about Ron over lunch. He seemed like a very nice guy, and I was really starting to like him. Ron didn’t judge me for still living at home, and I could tell he really listened when I talked. The two of us had a very nice meal, and my anxiety wasn’t too bad at all.

“Can I see you again?” Ron asked as he grabbed the bill and took out his debit card.

“I’d like that,” I smiled while taking out my wallet. “What’s my share?”

“Don’t worry about it, I’ve got it,” he replied as he placed his debit card on top of the bill and left it for the waitress.

“Thank you, you didn’t have to,” I told him.

“It’s my pleasure,” Ron grinned. “Thank you for going out with me.”

“W-when did you wanna meet up again?” I inquired.

“Sometime this week? If that works for you?” he suggested.

“It does,” I nodded. “Text me?”

“I will,” Ron promised.

A happy smile stretched my face as I practically skipped out of the restaurant, holding hands with Ron. We shared a soft kiss before saying our goodbyes. Then we both got in our cars and went our separate ways.

My parents were home when I got back to the house. Daniel was still out. He was in college, he had a full social life to live. My mom asked how my night was, and I told her I stayed at Alyssa’s apartment because we had been out late.

I hid in my room until dinnertime, reading and texting. Then I made myself dinner. After eating, I changed into a matching pajama set and curled up in bed. I finished my book and pulled out my phone so I could tell Alyssa about my date. Then I flirted with a few different guys, especially Dave.

Dave: How was your weekend?

Suzie: It was good! How was yours?

Dave: No complaints. Played a lot of video games.

Suzie: You’re such a nerd.:P

Dave: No, I’m a geek. They’re two different things!

Suzie: They are?

Dave: Yeah, definitely!

Suzie: I did not know that!

Dave: Now you do.

Suzie: Thanks for the lesson, geek.;)

Dave: You’re welcome, Beautiful.:*

Suzie: So many compliments lately! I’m starting to think you like me.

Dave: I do. Very much.

Suzie: You just liked the picture I sent you!

Dave: I have to admit I’m laying in bed thinking about it.

Suzie: Oh yeah?

Dave: Yes! Your chest is the most perfect one I’ve ever seen.

Suzie: You’ve never even really seen my boobs! A bra isn’t any more revealing than a bikini.

Dave: Feel free to correct the situation.

Suzie: Why, Dave, are you asking me for nudes?

Dave: That depends, if I was, would you send them?

Would I? I didn’t know. Seeing Henry’s penis earlier had really got me turned on. Plus, all the flirting with Dave. I was about to turn Dave down when I remembered my earlier conversation with Alyssa. If I wanted to do something, I should do it. I was safe in my own bed, safe from my anxiety. I could do this. I wanted to do this.

Suzie: Probably, but you won’t know unless you ask.;)

Dave: Suzie, can I see you?

Sitting up, I slowly unbuttoned my pajama top. Shrugging out of my top, I dropped it on the floor before reaching behind my back and unhooking my bra. The bra landed on my top after I released it from between my fingers.

Letting out a breath, I held my phone out, aiming the camera at myself. I took a picture of my pretty, smiling face. My large double-D’s were on full display, the pink nipples hard. I sent the photo to Dave, along with a text.

Suzie: This is me.

Dave: Holy shit. Those are fucking perfect!