Behind Blue Eyes
Copyright© 2025 by DB86
Chapter 10
Later that evening, when Janice closed her office, Robert and Benji walked with her to her place. Hours had flown away.
It was an incredible experience to be walking alongside her son, holding his hand. The boy radiated an energy and vibrancy that was almost tangible.
“You won’t find an empty place anywhere, Robert. It’s high season. Every available place is taken. You could drive to Seattle or Portland, but it’s a long drive. However, I live in a big house with plenty of room for you. Benji slept in my guest room last night.”
“What about your husband? Would he be okay with this arrangement?”
Janice snorted, “I am not married.”
Robert couldn’t believe how happy it made him know Janice was still single. She didn’t belong to someone else. He was sure it wasn’t for lack of suitors.
“What about you? Any wife at home?” Janice asked back.
Robert shook his head.
“He doesn’t have a wife,” Benji prodded. “He doesn’t even date.”
Janice opened the door to her place, and let them in.
“My mother left me the house when she went to Europe trying to catch a rich husband while she still had the looks. This house is the only inheritance I got from her.”
Robert took an appreciative look, and said, “It’s a nice house. Good bones. Modern design with every comfort.”
“I don’t have anything else to spend my money on.”
“It is really big, Dad,” Benji exclaimed. “Bigger than our apartment.”
“My parents’ original idea was to raise a big family. Of course, plans changed when they discovered they weren’t compatible at all, which is a subtle way of saying they hated each other. They argued all the time ‘til they finally got divorced. Their fights used to drive me crazy. It was all I knew when I grew up. Some nights, I had to cover my ears with a pillow and force myself to sleep.
“My father was in the import/export business. He traveled a lot and cheated on my mom any time he could. I recall one night I was in my room listening to them yelling at each other. Calling each other every name under the sun,” Janice sighed. “It was heartbreaking. My dad left soon after that. I never saw him again. He became a check in the mailbox.”
“I’m sorry, Janice. You never got to talk much about your family,” Robert said, sympathizing with her.
“Well, I was never proud of my parents, so I preferred to keep it to myself. Your father, however, was well-informed about my past and my parents’ whereabouts when he forced me to give up my rights to Benji.”
Robert shook his head.
“I’m not surprised. He likes to hold all the cards in his hands before taking action.”
Janice opened a door and showed Robert another empty room.
“We can put an extra bed in Beni’s room if you want to sleep together,” she offered.
“Nah, thank you. I’ll sleep in my own room. Dad snores,” Benji said.
His father laughed and ruffled his son’s hair. “Fair enough, Benji.”
“There are blankets in the bottom drawer if you find you haven’t covering enough. “Why don’t you get settled while I cook something for dinner? Is pasta okay?”
Robert and Benji nodded. “Pasta is fine.”
“The bathroom is at the end of the corridor if you need it.”
Robert looked down at his son. “I didn’t think about getting clothes for you, Benji, but I can lend some of my shirts for tonight. Tomorrow we can go shopping.”
“Okay, Dad. I brought some clothes with me,” he said.
“Smart boy. I was dead worried about you, Benji. Please, don’t do anything like this again. Yell at me, get mad at me, but don’t run away.”
“I’m sorry, Dad. I thought you were a liar. I was angry. Still am.”
Robert gave his son a sad smile.
During dinner, Janice asked Benji lots of questions about every single detail of his life. Benji asked just as many questions back. Robert sat back and let them do, enjoying the exchange between his son and his mother.
Janice only wore a bit of mascara and Robert wasn’t sure if she even had lipstick on, but she looked more beautiful than he remembered.
Janice must have felt him watching her because she turned toward him. She smiled at him and Robert nodded, admitting he had been caught staring at her.
Exhausted after another long and exciting day, Benji finally went to bed, which gave Robert and Janice some time alone to catch up.
“You are so incredibly attractive in so many ways that I cannot understand why armies of men aren’t lined up at your door to ask you to marry them,” Robert said sincerely, over a cup of tea.
Janice twisted her mouth. “If you stay long enough in town and take the time to talk with anyone, you’ll discover I’m not exactly well-liked in Middletown.”
“I can’t believe that,” Robert lied. He remembered well, the cold reaction to the news of her death from the people in her hometown.
Janice’s expression was saddened. “You better believe it because it’s true. I hate to say that a huge part of those opinions are based on the bad decisions I’ve made all my life. I was an angry young girl and I took it out on everyone who crossed my path. The fact that I was forced to give up my baby, didn’t do any good to my temper. It took months after Benji was born before the numbness went away. Then, pain and guilt descended in full force.
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