A Healing Love
Copyright© 2025 by Marc Nobbs
Chapter 22: Promises
Coming of Age Sex Story: Chapter 22: Promises - Paul Robertson's journey continues as his past and present collide at a star-studded movie premiere, where a connection that once terrified him reignites with passion that threatens to consume them both. Fighting to forge a new future for himself and stop drifting, Paul must finally become the man he’s always been afraid to be. A beautiful, bittersweet exploration of grief, social responsibility, the healing power of love, and learning that sometimes loving someone means letting them go.
Caution: This Coming of Age Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa Consensual Romantic Heterosexual Fiction
“How’s the knee?” I asked as we climbed the stairs to the Grand Plaza on our way back to Campus Heights. It was bitterly cold, with a strong wind. Snow still covered the ground after an overnight dusting, and flurries on and off during the day. It was all I could do not to stare out of the window, mesmerised by the falling flakes during my exam. The module had been Administrative Law, and it was deathly dull. Still, I think I’d done okay. Or hoped I had.
“You keep asking and I keep telling you,” Alannah said, smiling a cute little smile. “It’s fine. It really is.”
“You kept saying that last term as well.”
“I know, but ... I’m being more careful now. And the gym work is helping to strengthen it. I really should have been doing that all along.” She shrugged. “Look, I’ll make you a promise, okay? If I find it starts hurting, not just how it did last term but even just a little, I promise I’ll tell you and I promise I’ll take it easy for a while when you tell me to, okay?”
I nodded. “Good enough. For now. But you better keep that promise. Promises. There were two in there—a promise to tell me if it hurts and a promise to take it easy.”
“You better keep reminding me of them then.” She smiled again. “Thank you for caring, Paul.”
“You’re welcome. I just wish there was more I could do.”
“Well...” She gave me a sheepish look. “With all that money you have, you could offer to pay for an operation privately.” The tone of her voice, and the big grin that followed, told me she was joking.
But I wasn’t.
“If you think it would help, then I’d be happy to.”
She looked into my eyes. “You’re dead serious, aren’t you?”
I nodded. “I’ve told you before, if I can help, then I want to help.”
She touched my arm and offered me a warm smile. Damn, she was beautiful when she smiled. Actually, she was beautiful, period. But even more so when she smiled.
“If you’d have made that offer two years ago, I might have taken you up on it. Or my parents would have. They’d have snapped your arm off, actually. Well, Mum would. Dad would have had ... reservations. But not now. Although, I do appreciate the offer. I really do.”
“Why not now?”
“Well, first, you need to do the operation right after the initial injury if it’s going to be effective, so that’s reason enough on its own, but second, I’m a different person than I was two years ago and wouldn’t want to have the operation done privately anyway. Even if Mum would have wanted it.”
I furrowed my brow. “Why not?”
“Because private health care undermines the NHS, and if people keep undermining the NHS, we could end up losing it. And that would be a complete tragedy. The NHS is something precious. Something unique. We need to fight to keep it.”
“It’s not unique. Other countries have state-funded health care.”
“Not as comprehensively as we do. There’s no other country where care is free at the point of use for everyone and covers the whole cost. It really is unique.”
“I don’t believe that. Are you telling me that countries like ... I don’t know ... Sweden? Norway? They don’t have a health care system like ours? Better than ours, even? Don’t they always say they are, like, the happiest nations on earth or something?”
She shrugged. “Okay, I’ll admit, I don’t know how every country does health care. Maybe the NHS isn’t ‘unique.’ But I do know that some European countries have systems that only cover part of the cost, and you need insurance to cover the rest, or you have to pay up front and then claim it back from the government. And don’t even get me started on how it is in America. You spent a year in America, so you must already know what that’s like.”
“Thankfully, I never needed to use the system while I was there.”
“Yeah, well, you were lucky. Did you know that the cost of health care is the single biggest cause of personal bankruptcy in America? That’s criminal! It’s scandalous! Do you know how many bankruptcies there were in the EU last year because of health care costs? Zero. None.”
I nodded. “No, I didn’t know that about the bankruptcies. How do you know all this anyway?”
She shrugged. “I read, Paul. I care! I mean, I care about how this country is run and how it could be run better. Not enough people our age care. I mean, there’s an election coming up next year, right? We didn’t use to know when it was, but this government passed the FTPA, so now we do.”
“The FTPA?”
“The Fixed Term Parliament Act. Were you not paying attention after the 2010 elections, Paul?”
I shook my head. “Not really, no.”
“See!”
“Yeah, well, I don’t believe you were paying attention either. You were, what? Fourteen? No fourteen-year-old cares who’s in government.”
“I did. Although, that was because of Dad. He’s a bit of an activist. That’s why he’d have had reservations about a private operation. He took me campaigning with him during the 2010 election. You know, putting leaflets through letterboxes, talking to people in the town centre on a weekend and stuff. I got to listen to him trying to convince people to vote the way he wanted them to.” She shook her head. “Not enough people our age pay attention and so we get screwed over. Like with the tuition fees. They promised not to increase them at the last election, and then increased them anyway. Do you know why?”
Again, I shook my head.
“Because young people don’t pay attention and, crucially, don’t bother to vote most of the time. You can ignore what people who don’t vote want, because they won’t vote against you next time anyway, because they don’t bother to vote! Does that make sense? I mean, who are you planning to vote for next year?”
“I haven’t thought about it.”
“Exactly. I’ll bet you weren’t even planning to vote, were you?”
“I hadn’t—”
“Hadn’t thought about it. Yeah, I get it. But you need to, Paul. It’s important. Voting is the only way we get a say in how we’re governed. You need to vote. People fought and died so that you could vote.”
“They fought and died so I could choose not to vote, too.”
“True. But there’s a difference between actively choosing not to vote because you don’t like what’s on offer and not being bothered to vote because you haven’t thought about it.”
We’d stopped walking about halfway through this conversation and were standing by the clock tower in the centre of the Grand Plaza. I looked at her. She had spoken with such passion. Such fervour.
“You really care about this, don’t you?”
“Yes!” she said. “Because it’s important.”
I nodded. “Okay, I’ll make the effort to find out who would be the best party to vote for. I promise.”
“Good. Although, I can tell you now if you like.”
I smiled. “Let me work it out for myself. That’s how democracy works, right?”
“Well, yeah. But you also need to listen to what people who know about the issues say.”
“People like you?”
“Yeah,” she said, grinning. “People like me.”
We started walking again, over towards the corner of the Plaza between the Arts Centre and the Library, where the path back to the accommodation quarter was.
“Paul...?”
I looked at her. “Yes?”
“Don’t be mad at me.”
“What about?”
“On Saturday, at your house. I sort of overheard you talking to ... Er ... Marie, is it? Your assistant. When you two were alone in the dining room right before I left.”
I looked at her but didn’t say anything.
“I didn’t mean to. I mean, I wasn’t eavesdropping or anything. I just came to find you to tell you I had to go, and you were talking, and I overheard and then went back into the kitchen with the others and waited for you to come back before I left.” She spoke quickly, the way people do when they need to say something but don’t want to.
I nodded. “What did you overhear?”
“About Carly. Or Kayla. Your girlfriend.” She shook her head. “That’s really confusing, the two names thing. Why couldn’t she just be Carly Valentine? But I overheard you telling Marie that Carly’s manager wants you to help pay to make her album.”
I nodded. “Yeah. He does.”
“Are you sure that’s a good idea? I mean, the new version of ‘A Woman’s Work’ is what she said she wants the album to sound like, and it sounds nothing like her first two albums. So, that would make it a risky thing to do, wouldn’t it? If the people who bought the first two don’t like the new sound...”
I shrugged. “Yeah, she’s taking a risk. But that’s the point. That’s why she’s doing it.”
“So, you’d be risking your money paying for it. For making it, I mean.”
I shrugged again. “Every investment is a risk. There are never any guarantees. If I wanted guarantees, I’d just leave the money in a high-interest account.”
She didn’t say anything for about a minute.
“But ... I mean ... how did her manager know you had the money to invest? I’m guessing you didn’t tell him.”
“Honestly, I don’t know.”
With an apprehensive look, Lana said, “Do you think she told him?”
“I don’t know.”
“She does know about your money, doesn’t she?”
I nodded. “She knows. I told her everything when we first met in Nashville.”
“So, she could have told him. I mean ... She could be using you, couldn’t she?”
I shook my head. “No. She’s not using me.”
“Are you sure? I mean ... You left her high and dry, didn’t you? Left her all alone and ran away. I understand why you did, but...”
“How did you know that?”
“Lily. And Kayla’s two albums. They’re both about you, aren’t they? That’s why that bloke Harry kept calling you Muse. You broke that girl’s heart, Paul. It’s all right there in the songs.”
I took a deep breath. Could Alannah be right? Was Carly using me to get an album made that the record company wasn’t too keen on her producing? Had she seen me in London at that party and then thought she could get back at me for leaving her while securing her album? Was that what she’d been discussing with Glenn when I found them at the end of the party?
I shook my head. “No. She wouldn’t do that. She’s not like that. I don’t think she even knows Glenn has spoken to me about investing.”
“You sure?”
I nodded. “Yes.”
“So how did he know—”
“I don’t know!” I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. “Sorry. I shouldn’t have shouted.”
“It’s okay.”
“No, it’s not. You’re just ... You’re looking out for me. Asking me the questions I should be asking myself. Questions I have asked myself, truth be told. Multiple times. I have no idea how Glenn found out about my money. And, honestly, my first thought was that Carly must have told him. But I really don’t think she has. She’s not like that.”
We’d stopped walking again and were roughly halfway along the path to Campus Heights. Lana placed her hand on my arm and gave it a gentle rub.
“Just be careful, Paul. I know it’s probably not a lot of money to you in the grand scheme of things, but ... Just be careful. I’d hate for you to get hurt. You’ve been hurt enough already.”
I reached up with my free hand to place it on top of hers as she rubbed my arm and squeezed gently.
“Thank you. I’ll be careful.”
“Promise me.”
I nodded. “I promise.” Then I smiled. “How many promises it that between us this evening?”
“Erm ... Two each. I think. That seems fair.”
I had hoped to speak to Lily when we arrived at the apartment, but Rina told us she wasn’t there. She’d gone running with a friend from her course and was then having dinner at her flat. So, I said goodbye to Alannah, but before I left, she said, “Have you spoken to Chrissy yet? About the launch of the trust?”
“No, not yet. Exams and everything, you know? Not really had the time.”
“Well, make the time, Paul. This is important. The big launch is at half term, and that’s not as far away as you think. Just a couple of weeks. There’s loads to do, and I know Chrissy will do most of it, but you need to at least offer to help.”
“I know. I know.”
“So, call her. Tonight. Promise me.”
“Okay. Okay. I’ll call her.”
“Promise?”
“Yes. I promise.”
“Good.” She smiled. “That’s three, two. I win!”
Once I’d left Campus Heights, I took my phone from my back pocket, but I didn’t keep my promise. I called Carly.
“Hey, Pauly.”
“Pauly?”
“Yeah. I like it. Makes you sound like a cowboy.”
“No, it doesn’t.”
“It does to me.”
“Whatever. I think it sounds like a New York gangster in a bad movie. Look, what are you up to this evening?”
“Not much. Sitting on the couch with the TV on in the background and a pen and notepad in my hand, working on some lyrics.”
“Well, you could do that at my place, couldn’t you?”
“I could, but I might get distracted. I think I’d just prefer cuddling with you.”
“So would I.”
“That’s settled then. A trashy movie, a bottle of wine and cuddles. But what about your exam? Don’t you have to study?”
“It’s an afternoon exam. I can study in the morning after dropping you off at the studio.”
“Why, Sir,” she said, exaggerating her Southern Belle accent in the way she knew I adored. “Are y’all suggesting I spend the night with you? That’s scandalous! What would people say?”
“Oh, well, in that case, I can just drive you back to Chloë’s this—”
“But, Sir, if y’all drive me back here, how do I fall asleep wrapped up in your strong arms?”
“I should get you a car.”
“A car? Paul, you can’t do that!”
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