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Living in Sin

Copyright© 2025 by Al Steiner

Chapter 29: Never Been Kissed

Fiction Sex Story: Chapter 29: Never Been Kissed - Two single-parent sheriff’s deputies move into a wealthy, uptight neighborhood and accidentally set off a storm of paranoia, lust, and suburban meltdown. As judgmental neighbors spiral, sexually frustrated housewives come calling. Amid threesomes, gossip, and chaos, Scott and Maggie discover their friendship hides something deeper. Darkly funny, raw, and fearless, Living in Sin is a satire of morality, desire, and the lies we live behind picket fences.

Caution: This Fiction Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa   Fa/Fa   Illustrated  

Friday, February 13, 2026

The afternoon sun was sharp and clean, the kind that made every surface glow and threw long, crisp shadows across the campus. Stacy Foxx stepped out from the walkway onto the edge of the California State University at Heritage (CSUH) Sand Complex and paused for a moment, taking it in.

Five sand courts stretched ahead of her like pale gold squares under taut nets, flags snapping on their poles, students in teal and rust hoodies scattered across the low bleachers. The small scoreboard at center court already blinked to life—CSUH MOSQUITOS vs. CAL POLY MUSTANGS—and the sound system pumped out pop music that barely covered the rhythmic thump of balls being served and received.

She tugged her new Mosquitos beanie lower over her ears—the teal-and-rust knit cap she’d bought minutes ago at the campus gift kiosk—and shifted the big Diet Pepsi bottle from one hand to the other. Her sweater was warm enough for now, but the heavier jacket slung over her arm would earn its keep once the sun dipped behind the ag building.

The ticket had cost her eight bucks—eighteen more for the soda and the beanie—but she felt oddly pleased by the transaction. It felt like a small adventure, one she’d looked forward to all week.

She was here to watch Hannah Fields, her new friend, play the home opener for the CSUH Mosquitos beach volleyball team.

Hannah attended CSUH on a flag football scholarship, but it was the off-season and she hated sitting still. Given the choice between softball and beach volleyball, she went with the latter—even if it meant wearing a bikini for every match.

Stacy had agreed to go the moment she was invited (she and Hannah now had a solid texting relationship going). Not just because she was kind and funny and lit up when she talked about the game. But because, somewhere along the way, Stacy had developed a very real, very inconvenient girl crush on the nineteen-year-old athlete—and she wasn’t quite ready to admit it, even to herself.

The beach volleyball courts spread out before her like a sun-washed stage. Five of them stretched side by side, pale and perfectly raked, each rimmed by low chain-link fencing and striped with taut orange boundary lines. The sand looked almost white under the afternoon glare, fine enough to swallow a footprint to the ankle.

Clusters of teal and rust flags fluttered from the poles above each court. The air carried a faint tang of sunscreen, fresh-turned soil from the ag fields, and the buttery smell of popcorn from the concession stand. A few gulls circled overhead, crying at the sight of the discarded nacho trays in the trash barrels.

Players dotted every court—warming up, calling to each other, their voices bright against the heavy beat of the pop playlist thumping from the portable speakers by the announcer’s tent. Some jogged slow loops through the sand; others practiced sets and spikes in easy rhythm, bare feet cutting quick little craters in the surface. Coaches in windbreakers drifted from team to team, clipboards in hand, offering short bursts of instruction before the music swallowed their words.

The crowd wasn’t large—maybe four hundred people at most—but it had that restless Friday energy that could pass for enthusiasm. Students in hoodies clapped along with the music, parents clutched coffee cups, and a few die-hards waved homemade signs. Buzz the Mosquito—the school mascot with the huge foam wings and rubber proboscis—wandered the aisles, posing for selfies and mock-stabbing rival fans with his pointy snout.

Stacy took it all in, smiling. She liked the scrappy energy, the mix of sunburn and optimism. It felt honest.

Her eyes drifted across the spread of sand again. Five courts? She frowned a little. That’s weird. She remembered watching beach volleyball during the last Olympics—two courts at most, and just one match at a time. Two women on a side, no benches, no substitutions. She hadn’t admitted it then, but she’d loved every second of it. Maybe it was the athleticism. Maybe it was the grace. Or maybe, if she was being honest, it was how those women looked in the sunlight—strong, lean, confident.

She shook the thought off, embarrassed at her own grin.

The sign nearest her read COURT 3—HOME SIDE. That was Hannah’s court. Hannah had texted her earlier to meet on the home side near the bleachers, where her kid sister would be waiting.

Stacy started down the narrow walkway that divided the pits, her shoes crunching in the stray sand scattered across the asphalt. She could feel the low vibration of music under her feet, hear the laughter from the warm-ups, but her eyes kept flicking toward the players in teal tops and rust-colored bikini bottoms, searching for one familiar face in the blur of movement.

No luck. Half the girls out there looked like Hannah from a distance—sunlight flashing off blonde ponytails, limbs moving in rhythm, shadows stretching long across the courts.

She shrugged and kept walking toward Court 3, the Diet Pepsi bottle sweating in her hand. She was supposed to meet Kelly, Hannah’s sixteen-year-old sister—the loud one, according to Hannah. The one who “never misses a game.”

Stacy smiled at the thought and stepped up to the low bleachers, ready to find out if that description had been an exaggeration.

“How will your sister and I know each other?” Stacy had asked Hannah earlier that day. “We’ve never met.”

“You’ll know her,” Hannah had said, laughing. “She looks exactly like me, just with auburn hair.”

And sure enough, that was how she found her.

The girl standing at the base of the bleachers had the same height, the same build, the same open face—only the hair was a deep copper-red that caught the sunlight and burned like polished wood. She was animated and full of energy, chatting with another student while thumping her heel against the aluminum bench in rhythm with the music.

Stacy made her way up the steps. “Are you Kelly?”

The girl turned, grinning wide. “Yeah! And you must be Stacy.”

“Guilty.”

“Nice to finally meet you!” Kelly stuck out a hand. She wore a teal CSUH sweater that was two sizes too big and a matching beanie pulled down almost to her eyebrows. She shook with the same strength and confidence her sister had—no hesitation, no shyness.

“Nice to meet you too,” Stacy said.

Kelly’s gaze dropped immediately to Stacy’s left hand. Her eyes went round. “Look at the size of that freakin’ rock!”

Stacy blinked, then laughed as Kelly’s face went pink.

“Sorry! That just kinda popped out.”

“It’s okay,” Stacy said easily.

“Your husband must love you a lot,” Kelly added, still a little flustered.

Stacy smiled faintly, staring at the diamond. When was I young enough to still believe there was a correlation there? she wondered. Aloud, she just said, “Yeah. He sorta does.”

She shifted the conversation before the silence could stretch. “I was looking for Hannah, but I couldn’t find her. There are a lot of blondes out there.”

Kelly hopped to her feet, motioning for Stacy to follow. “Most of them are bottle blonds. Hannah’s the real deal. Come on. Let’s find her.”

They walked up to the short fence that bordered Court 3. Kelly leaned forward, scanning the clusters of moving players, her eyes sharp.

After a moment she pointed. “There she is.”

Stacy followed the line of her finger—and saw her.

Hannah was easy to miss in the chaos until suddenly she wasn’t. Once Stacy’s eyes found her, her brain locked on and wouldn’t let go.

Kelly cupped her fingers in her mouth and let out a piercing whistle that made Stacy’s eardrum rattle.

“Yo! Montana! Over here!” she yelled, her voice carrying across the sand.

A few heads turned, but only one blonde paused mid-stride. Hannah spun around, caught sight of them, and grinned. She waved once, a bright, effortless motion, and jogged toward the edge of the court.

Stacy forgot to breathe for a second.

The uniform was the classic one for the sport, which was to say there was almost nothing to it—just a teal sports top with CSUH in rust-orange letters stretched across her chest, and a pair of bikini-cut bottoms that left her belly and legs completely bare. Her hair was pulled into a ponytail that swung with every stride, and a faint sheen of sweat caught the sun on her shoulders and collarbones. Her feet and ankles were dusted with sand, nails unpainted, the toenails short and blunt from months of practice.

When she reached the sideline, Hannah leaned over the low fence and hugged her sister first—tight and quick, laughing as Kelly teased her about “showing off for the hometown crowd.” Then she turned to Stacy.

“Hey,” she said, smiling wide enough to make Stacy’s heart stumble. “I’m really glad you could come.”

They hugged over the fence. Hannah’s skin was warm and a little damp from the match prep, the soft grit of sand brushing Stacy’s sleeve. For a heartbeat Stacy couldn’t find her voice; the scent of sweat and exertion filled her head.

She finally managed, “I’m having fun already. I haven’t been to a college match for anything since college.”

Hannah laughed. “Then we’ll make this one worth it.”

Stacy nodded, smiling back, but inside she was still trying to steady the pulse that hug had started.

Hannah hooked a thumb toward her sister. “Kelly will explain the game to you. She knows all the rules.”

“Good,” Stacy said, laughing. “I only ever watched the Olympics.”

“Then you’re in for a treat,” Hannah said.

As she turned back toward the court, Stacy let herself look around—really look. Everywhere she turned there were young women in the same teal tops and rust-orange bikini bottoms, stretching, serving, diving in clouds of sand. The sunlight flashed on smooth shoulders and strong legs, ponytails whipping through the air. It was a flood of color and motion and skin, a kind of sensory overload that made her pulse thrum. It was a cornucopia of exposed female flesh. She thought, Maybe I’ll come to all of Hannah’s games ... if she invites me.

“Go kick some ass,” she called.

Hannah flashed a grin. “I intend to.”

They fist-bumped automatically, the old athlete’s reflex neither of them had to think about. Stacy felt the quick shock of connection—skin to skin—and for a split second she had to fight the wild, ridiculous urge to slap Hannah on the butt like a teammate. She won the battle. Barely.

“Come on,” Kelly said, tugging her arm. “I totally know the best place to watch.”

They climbed the bleachers, the aluminum cold through Stacy’s jeans. Kelly led her about halfway up, to a spot where they could see cleanly over the sideline but still close enough to hear the players call out and feel the grit from the sand drift on the wind.

On Court 3, Hannah jogged back to join her partner. The girl’s name flashed briefly on the scoreboard—PARKER—and the label fit. She was all legs and angles, six feet at least, with a wiry frame that seemed to coil and spring with every movement. Her hair was dark and twisted into a high braid, and she had that quick, restless way of moving that made it clear she hated to stand still.

“Does Hannah always play with the same partner?” Stacy asked, watching the two of them bump fists before starting some warm-up serves.

“Yeah,” Kelly said. “Always. They’re a team. It’s like, you learn each other’s rhythm or something. Hannah says Parker’s the best blocker in the conference.”

Stacy watched them line up, Hannah in the back, Parker forward at the net, and tried not to grin at the way the whole scene made her heart flutter a bit.

Kelly nudged her with an elbow as the teams began their final warm-ups. “So, how do you know my sister?”

Stacy tore her eyes away from the court. “I first knew her as the checkout girl at the grocery store where I shop,” she said. “Then one day I ran into her at the gym. We started talking, realized we both like to hang out after workouts and drink too much coffee.”

Kelly grinned. “That’s cool. She really likes you. She doesn’t usually talk about people she meets outside practice.”

Stacy smiled. “She’s easy to like.”

Kelly leaned forward, elbows on her knees. “She told me you played basketball at Sac State.”

“That’s right,” Stacy said. “Center.”

Kelly’s eyebrows lifted. “Makes sense. You’ve got the build for it.”

“Six feet of it,” Stacy said with a quick grin.

Kelly laughed. “No wonder Hannah looks short next to you. She said you played in college, but I didn’t picture a legit post player.”

“Yeah,” Stacy said. “I lived in the paint for my whole stint there.”

“That’s badass,” Kelly said. “I play softball and flag football at my high school. Catcher in softball, tight end in flag.”

“Tight end?” Stacy said. “That’s serious. You must be a good runner.”

Kelly shrugged, confidence flashing in her smile. “I am. Can do the 100 yard dash in thirteen seconds flat if I get a good jump.”

“You’ve got that athlete’s spark,” Stacy said. “It suits you.”

“Thanks.” Kelly tipped her head toward the court where her sister was stretching. “I’m gonna play in college like Hannah. We’re gonna be the first two in the family to graduate. Mom says we’re nuts, but she’s proud of us.”

“Are your parents athletes too?” Stacy asked.

That earned a laugh so sudden that Kelly nearly snorted. “Not in the least. Dad’s a mechanic—strong from work, but not the sporty kind. Mom works retail and says she gets all the exercise she needs chasing sales. They’re great, just never got into sports.”

Stacy smiled, amused. “So you two are the family outliers.”

“Yeah,” Kelly said proudly. “The freak mutations of Lemon Hill. But the good kind.”

They both turned back toward the court where Hannah and Parker were readying for the opening serve, the rhythm of the warm-up thuds syncing perfectly with the easy rapport forming between them.

The opening whistle came sharp and bright over the music. Both teams clapped, swapped sides, and the warm-up chatter cut off like someone had thrown a switch.

On Court 3, Hannah stood behind the back line, toes sinking into the soft sand. Parker waited near the net, tall and coiled, ready to close on the first return. Hannah hefted the ball high into the glare, eyes tracking it against the blue, then swung through in one smooth overhand motion. The crack of her palm on the ball echoed across the complex as it streaked low over the net and dropped fast toward Cal Poly’s back line.

The return came hard, a dig and a desperate pop set that went wide. Hannah dove—pure instinct—and caught it just inches off the sand. Her hands angled perfectly, sending it up in a soft parabola that Parker smashed straight down between the Mustangs’ defenders.

The scoreboard blinked: 1–0 CSUH.

Kelly erupted beside Stacy. “Yeah! That’s my girl! Go, Montana!” Her voice carried clear across the courts; a few heads turned, smiling.

Stacy winced, laughing. “You’re gonna blow out a vocal cord before the second set.”

Kelly grinned. “Worth it.”

The next few points went fast. Hannah’s serve was a clean float that dropped wickedly short; Cal Poly barely saved it. Parker stuffed the return at the net, and Hannah whooped, pumping her fist.

“Let’s go, Mosquitos!” Kelly bellowed, slapping her hands together so hard the sound cracked.

Stacy found herself laughing again, caught up in the rhythm. She hadn’t expected to enjoy it this much. They hadn’t had beach volleyball when she was in school—just indoor, with sneakers squeaking on hardwood and sweat pooled under fluorescent lights. This was different—bright and raw and half chaos, all heart.

When Hannah faked a set and dinked the ball over the net for a surprise point, Stacy automatically turned to Kelly, hand raised. They high-fived hard.

“That’s my sister!” Kelly shouted. “Show ‘em, Montana!”

Hannah and Parker built an early lead, 10–6, trading smiles and quick hand slaps after every point. Hannah’s hair whipped loose strands across her cheek, and sand clung to the sheen of sweat along her stomach. She moved with fluid control—never frantic, never uncertain.

Stacy leaned forward, elbows on her knees. She she couldn’t help tracking Hannah’s every step, the clean mechanics of her movement, the quick flash of her grin when Parker nailed another block.

Cal Poly rallied mid-set, closing to 18–17, but Parker’s wingspan at the net shut them down. Hannah served the final ball—flat, fast, landing untouched.

“Twenty-one to seventeen!” the announcer called. “CSUH takes the first set on court three!”

Kelly whooped so loudly that Buzz the Mosquito looked over and waved his four arms in approval.

During the changeover, Kelly leaned in. “She’s got that look,” she said proudly. “When she’s locked in, she doesn’t miss. It’s like a switch flips.”

Stacy nodded, smiling. “You can tell. She’s focused.”

Second set started rougher. Cal Poly came out swinging, their servers targeting Parker’s feet, forcing errors. The Mustangs took an early 5–2 lead.

“Come on, Montana, shake it off!” Kelly yelled.

Hannah did—diving twice for impossible saves, one rolling recovery that made even the opposing crowd gasp. Parker found her rhythm again, timing her jumps perfectly, slamming two spikes that flattened the Cal Poly defense.

The Court 3 section of the bleachers was suddenly alive—students stomping, Kelly pounding the metal bench like a drum, Stacy cheering before she realized it. Every time Hannah and Parker scored, Kelly’s palm was there for another high-five.

“Nice dig!” Kelly yelled after one rally. “God, I love watching her do that!”

“She’s really good,” Stacy said.

“She works her ass off,” Kelly replied. “Always has.”

By the time the scoreboard hit 18–18, the set felt electric. The crowd noise rose, each serve a coin toss. Parker blocked a return. Cal Poly aced the next serve. Then Hannah faked a jump, punched a short shot that dropped like a stone, and the Mosquitos edged ahead 20–19.

“Game point!” the announcer called.

Parker served—clean, perfect. Cal Poly’s return went wide.

The buzzer sounded. The crowd broke into cheers.

Kelly was on her feet instantly, arms in the air. “That’s how you do it, Montana!”

Stacy stood too, clapping until her hands stung. The scoreboard flashed the final score: CSUH 2 – CAL POLY 0.

Down on the sand, Hannah threw her arms around Parker, laughing, both of them glowing with sweat and triumph.

Kelly turned to Stacy, beaming. “Told you she’d make it worth watching.”

Stacy nodded, smiling so hard her cheeks hurt. “Yeah,” she said softly. “She really did.”

The other courts were still in motion when Hannah and Parker started their second set. To the left, Court 1 had gone to a tiebreaker, the ball slapping back and forth in high, wind-caught arcs. Farther down, Court 4 had already finished, the Mosquitos’ number-four pair jogging off the sand to applause. Buzz the Mosquito bounced from pit to pit, wings flapping, doing exaggerated victory poses with his foam proboscis pointing in a semi-obscene manner.

Midway through the second set, the scoreboard across the complex flashed a message in big rust-orange letters:

Fun Fact: The mosquito is, by far, the deadliest animal on Earth. In fact, mosquitoes have killed more human beings throughout history than all other animals combined—yes, even Mustangs. So show us some respect.

The crowd laughed and applauded. Buzz pointed at the screen, puffed out his vinyl chest, and did a mock flex. Kelly whooped. “That’s right! Fear the bite!”

Stacy grinned. The energy was contagious. Across the courts, players dove, shouted, and skidded through the sand. On Court 3, Hannah and Parker pulled ahead 12–8, rallying hard through the last stretch. Hannah served deep, forcing a bad return. Parker smashed it straight down for match point. The whistle blew, sharp and final.

The announcer’s voice carried over the music. “Final on Court Three—CSUH wins in straight sets! The Mosquitos take the dual, four matches to one!”

The bleachers erupted. Buzz cartwheeled, or tried to, landing in a heap that only made the students cheer louder.

Kelly grabbed Stacy’s hand. “Come on!”

They hustled back down the steps to the fence as the players gathered their towels and water bottles. Hannah spotted them immediately and jogged over, skin glistening in the late-day sun, sand clinging to her thighs. She hugged Kelly—tight, laughing—then turned and wrapped her arms around Stacy. Her body was warm and slick with sweat, the heat of exertion still radiating off her. Stacy felt her breath catch and a flush climb up her neck before she could help it.

“You were amazing,” she managed, voice slightly unsteady.

“Thanks,” Hannah said, smiling. “That was a fun one.”

Parker came up beside her, pulling off her visor and shaking out a long dark braid. “Hey,” she said, grinning. “You must be Montana’s new friend.”

“Stacy,” Stacy said, offering a hand.

“Caryn Parker.” Her grip was confident, friendly. “Business major, junior year.” She glanced down at her own sand-covered legs and laughed. “Hell of a uniform, right?”

Stacy smiled. “Yeah, not much room for modesty.”

“Tell me about it,” Caryn said. “They call it tradition, I call it marketing. But the scholarship’s real, and it beats the alternative.”

Stacy tilted her head. “What’s the alternative?”

Caryn gave a wry smile. “Stripping. OnlyFans. Whatever people are doing now to pay for college. I’d rather freeze my ass off in a bikini for tuition than explain that to my mom.”

Stacy laughed. “That’s one way to look at it.”

“Exactly,” Caryn said, shouldering her bag. “Practical outlook. Gotta use what you’ve got.” She looped her towel over one shoulder. “Anyway, good meeting you. I’ve gotta hit the showers before my econ group decides I died.” She nodded to Hannah and jogged off toward the locker building.

Kelly was still buzzing with energy. Stacy smiled at her. “You two want to get some dinner? My treat.”

Kelly shook her head. “Nah, I’m going home. Mom’s making bagel thingies.”

“Bagel thingies?” Stacy repeated, amused.

“Yeah.” Kelly counted on her fingers. “Bagels with leftover chicken, bacon, an Ortega pepper, and pepper-jack cheese—baked until the cheese melts. They’re badass. Only Mom makes ‘em as far as I know.”

Hannah laughed. “They’re even better cold the next day—if Kelly doesn’t eat them all.”

“Hey, I need to carb-load,” Kelly said. “I’m an athlete too.”

“Fine, fine.” Hannah grabbed her towel and water bottle, then looked at Stacy. “I’m up for dinner if you don’t mind taking me home after. Kelly can take the car.”

“Happy to,” Stacy said. “We can hit That One Place.” Preston was working late, prepping for a Monday trip to Detroit, and her mom had the kids for the weekend. There was no real reason to hurry anywhere.

Hannah was puzzled. “What one place?”

“That One Place,” Stacy repeated, smiling. “That’s the name of it. ‘That One Place’. It’s a little Italian spot in downtown Gardenville. The eggplant parm is to die for. And they make their own pasta—you can carb load.”

“That sounds incredible,” Hannah said.

Kelly was already backing away, still grinning. Hannah called after her, “Tell Mom I’ll be home in a bit!”

Kelly waved. “Got it! Have fun, you two! Cool hanging out with you, Stacy!”

Hannah rolled her eyes, smiling. “You’d think she was the big sister.”

Stacy laughed softly and fell into step beside her as they headed toward the parking lot, the sound of the last match fading behind them into the golden February dusk.


The restaurant was small and half-lit, with framed black-and-white photos of the Italian countryside on the walls and soft Italian music drifted from unseen speakers. Their booth sat tucked against the back corner, a little cocoon of privacy. Stacy’s wine glass caught the light each time she lifted it; Hannah’s Coke fizzed quietly in its glass, a lazy trickle of bubbles climbing toward the rim.

They’d already ordered—two eggplant parms—and the conversation had slowed to a comfortable hum. Hannah was tracing a fingertip along the condensation on her glass when she finally said, “You remember what I told you before? About never being kissed?”

Stacy looked up, her smile small, careful. “Yeah. I remember.”

“I’ve been thinking about that,” Hannah said. “About why.” She gave a soft, uncertain laugh. “It’s not like I didn’t have chances. I just ... never knew how to act around boys.”

“Most of them don’t know how to act around girls either,” Stacy said gently.

“I don’t know.” Hannah shook her head. “I went to school with boys through junior high. Then I went to Holy Assumption. No boys there. And after that, I just—” She stopped, searching for words. “I concentrated on my classes and my sports. I didn’t go to dances or any of the other stuff where people actually met each other.”

Stacy tilted her head. “So you skipped the whole teenage chaos phase.”

“Pretty much,” Hannah said, smiling faintly. “And now I’m in college and boys are everywhere. They talk to me like they already know the rules of the game, but I don’t. I don’t know what I’m supposed to say, what’s supposed to be flirting and what’s just being friendly.”

“You’re not alone there,” Stacy said. “Most adults still don’t know.”

Hannah laughed once, then sighed. “I tried talking to this guy once. Thought he was nice. He asked about volleyball, about my major, all that. Parker told me he was just trying to get into my pants.”

“And was she right?”

“Yeah,” Hannah said, wincing. “I didn’t believe her at first. I went out for coffee with him, and the next thing I know he’s inviting me back to his frat house. Said he wanted to show me his dorm speakers and portable instant pot.”

Stacy smiled softly. “Classic line.”

“Yeah. That was when I realized—Parker was right. I don’t know boys. I don’t understand them. So I just avoid them now. It’s easier.”

“Safer too,” Stacy said quietly.

Hannah nodded, studying the bubbles in her Coke. “Sometimes I wonder if something’s wrong with me. Like, maybe I missed some big developmental step or something.”

“Nothing’s wrong with you,” Stacy said. “You just don’t fake what you don’t feel. That’s rare.”

Hannah looked up, meeting her eyes. “You really think so?”

“I do,” Stacy said. “You’re figuring things out at your own pace. There’s no clock for that.”

Hannah smiled—small, uncertain, but real. “You make it sound okay.”

“It is okay,” Stacy said. “Better than pretending.”

For a few seconds they just looked at each other across the table, the candlelight between them flickering like a heartbeat neither of them wanted to name.

Hannah was quiet for a while, eyes lowered, then she said softly, “You told me something before ... about being a lesbian.”

Stacy nodded once. “I did.”

“Do you mind if I ask you something personal?”

“Not at all.”

“How can you be a lesbian and be married to a man—with kids and everything?”

Stacy’s voice stayed calm, almost thoughtful. “Because I didn’t know I was a lesbian when I met him. I didn’t even let myself think about it.”

Hannah frowned a little. “You didn’t love him?”

“I’ve been asking myself that a lot lately,” Stacy said. “And the truth is no. I never loved him. I was never attracted to him.”

Hannah’s brow creased in honest confusion. “Then why did you marry him?”

“Because that’s what I was taught to do,” Stacy said. “It’s not very flattering to admit, but it’s true. There’s a sociological pattern—women marrying for security, for status. People don’t like to talk about it now because it sounds retrograde and ugly, but it’s still there. Especially around men with money like Preston.”

Hannah listened closely, head tilted just a little.

“I was raised to believe that finding a rich man and reeling him in was the most important thing in life,” Stacy went on. “Love had nothing to do with it. Success meant a house, a husband, and a good zip code. I followed my programming until it was too late. I gave up my basketball career and every dream I ever had to fulfill what my mother called the Prime Directive.”

“Prime Directive?”

“Her exact words. It was like religion in our house.” Stacy’s tone softened. “She thought she was protecting me, teaching me how the world really worked. I believed her.”

Hannah was quiet again, thinking. “That sounds ... sad.”

“It is,” Stacy said. “But it’s also ordinary. Lots of women do it. They just don’t call it what it is.”

Hannah studied her for a long moment. “And now you wish you hadn’t?”

“I wish I’d known myself sooner,” Stacy said. “That’s all. It would’ve saved a lot of time—and a few lives from being lived on autopilot.”

Hannah’s voice was gentle. “But you know now.”

 
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