Chapter 33

Katie and Elsa both felt a little queasy about sleeping together. Before the original Katie had met Jason, she had shared several interesting activities with Elsa, but this was the first time they had ever done it by themselves. The fact that Katie wasn’t really Katie anymore didn’t help too much. She looked kind of male now, but not completely so.

Katie didn’t really have an urgent need to lose her newly-gained virginity, and so, since Elsa was uncomfortable, she didn’t press the matter, and they each slept alone that night.

That night, Katie discovered some disturbing facts about herself. She could once again be lonely, kind of. Jason was inside; but since they were now one, there was nobody to talk to. She also found that she tended to return to a semi-female state if she wasn’t thinking about it-- both physically and mentally.

Katie’s contributions to their new sexuality had somehow been stronger than Jason’s. She could become a man, enough to pass for one in most respects, but it required more concentration. Being a woman seemed somehow easier. Jason was right. The choice to use Katie’s old identity as their new combined identity meant that they were not in balance.

She could forget, that Katie and Jason were together-- both inside, and even though she had the memories of Jason’s boyhood, it would be all to easy to live the rest of her life as a woman. Those memories of being male would fade, in time, if she did so, as might any memory of Jason himself. She’d be Katie again and life would return to normal, except for the physical differences. She might even forget that she DID have all the male parts inside...