Chapter 7: Losing Control

Back in the hotel room I’d told Trish there was one thing that was off limits - anything anal. She was upset at this, probably figuring she would be getting complaints from the “customers” over it but in the end she agreed to respect my wishes. About half-way through the night, I learned there was one flaw in my plan - Trish wasn’t in the room.

Until now, a couple of guys had tried slipping their dick in the general direction of my ass but I had been able to redirect their efforts successfully without making a scene of it. Simply by changing position, letting them fuck me doggie style or riding cowgirl I could get their mind off my ass and then they came so quick there want time to worry about my asshole. Yep I had it all under control. Kelly was in charge.

Boy was I wrong.

I was on my knees, getting fucked doggie style by a guy when he came all over my ass and asshole. No sooner was he finished then the next guy in line stepped up and slipped his dick in my now well-used cunt (it wasn’t fair to call the poor thing a pussy anymore the way it was being treated). After a few strokes and his cock was covered with my pussy and lord only knows how many men’s cum, he pulled out and I felt the head of his dick against my asshole, the pressure mounting as he pushed harder.

“Fuck my pussy, that’s what it’s there for,” I tried teasing him. Until now, that line had worked as the guys had been too anxious to fuck me to argue.

“Fuck that, I paid for your ass and I want it,” he growled, pushing away my hand and grabbing me on each side of my hips to hold me in place as he pushed harder into me.

Technically my asshole wasn’t a virgin, going back to my escorting days years ago when someone did something without my permission. Back then it led in part to my decision to quit escorting. So far as anyone is concerned, I tell people I have never done anal as I don’t like to even remember that time, let alone count it as a “first time”. Since then, I have refused anal sex with everyone, even my dad. Oh sure, I have fingered my asshole a couple of times in the shower but that was just natural curiosity and never by anyone other than my own finger. So when it came to taking a dick in the ass - NO WAY. My favorite phrase has been that my ass is a one way street with an exit only sign out front.

Evidently nobody had given this guy the memo that said my asshole was off limits and he was enough of a prick to force the issue. I recalled Alicia’s warning about never saying no and I knew if I raised a fuss that things could get out of hand quickly. The thought of being fucked in the ass petrified me but it was nothing compared to my fear of a gang bang turning into a gang rape.

Well, what could I do? What choice did I have? I bit my tongue and held myself there, waiting for him to do it, waiting for what I was sure would be the worst thing to happen to me in my life.

OK, now that is over I can say it wasn’t the WORST thing that has ever happened to me, but it ranks up there with other things I never want to do again. Once he realized I was giving in and he could fuck me in the ass, the jerk didn’t waste a moment. He took his hard dick in one hand while he spread apart my buttocks with the other. Using his hand to help keep his cock from bending, I felt the pressure against my asshole growing by the second. For a moment I felt a sense of relief as I figured he wasn’t going to be able to get it in me but no, he was a determined one.When the head of his dick split my asshole open, it made my first time being fucked feel like pure pleasure in comparison. Oh my god! It hurt like HELL! Tears were streaming from my eyes but nobody noticed as everyone’s attention was fixed on my asshole where he literally forced himself into more and more.