Chapter 39: Sensuality

At dinner, Alyssa had us hand feed the partner we’d chosen for the night, encouraging us to touch each other’s faces and lips in the process. “Tantric sex is about sensual feelings – and the spirituality we’ll talk about tomorrow. Lips and fingers are two of many sensual points of the body and should be used both to give and receive enjoyment.”

I leaned in and fed Alyssa a small tidbit of cheese. She looked deep and lovingly into my eyes. “You are a deep and loving person, Megan. Thank you for the care and love you share in this Universe.”

I started a trend. I went around the tables and fed each person and followed each ceremony with a kiss. With many I used my tongue to caress their lips and touch deep inside their mouth. I noticed the waitress stared at me as I circulated. She was definitely curious about what was going on.

As I took my place again, I again fed Alyssa and kissed the older woman. As we parted I said, “Thank you for being the Spiritual Being you are – and for becoming our mentor.”

She smiled at me and said, “You are more Spiritual than you realize, Megan. You will see deeper into your own soul as we move through this process.”

“How do you know?” I asked her, confused by her statement.

“I am Spirit,” she said. “We are all connected and you and I share a connection as you will discover before long.” She ran her tongue around my lips in a highly sensuous move and then we parted. I repeated the move on Carl.

I glanced around the restaurant. Our waitress stood a few feet from us. She looked at me and our glances caressed each other. I did not look away, but locked eyes with her and smiled warmly; she smiled back. We had a loving connection.

Alyssa urged moderation in our consumption of alcohol. “You will be a better lover and respond better without too much liquor in your system – men especially,” she told us. She also urged us to avoid red meats and fatty foods for the same reason. “These foods and many others capture your body for a long time and do not allow the release and pleasure you hope for. Your mind is lugged down and does not work as smoothly.”

She also urged us to do little things for each other and to touch each other frequently. “Come up with a fantasy you’d like to explore with your new partner. Make them the star of that fantasy and then tell them, even do it with them.” She glanced around the restaurant with a worried expression on her face and we all laughed at her humor. She added, “Maybe a little restraint in certain locales will be needed.” That provoked laugher in our group. I discovered she had a great sense of humor.

Around the table I noticed a number of whispered conversations and often smiles and kisses as each couple communicated with each other. Carl told me quietly about wanting to take me on a luxury yacht, anchoring off shore so we could see the beauty of the Island from the water, and then spending the day making love to me in a thousand different ways and positions on the deck of that ship. He graphically described what he would like to do to me. I got very wet.

I told Carl I would like to sneak into his office and get under his desk where I could proceed to perform oral sex on him all day long as his colleagues came and went in his office with none of them aware of what was happening. As I told him, I stroked his legs; I could visually verify that he found my fantasy intriguing, particularly as I went into details, even about feeling my sex and letting him smell and taste my fingers.

After dinner we drove back to the villa in the cars we’d used to drive into the town. Those not driving cuddled and stroked each other the way teenagers often do when on a first date.

At the Villa, Josh volunteered liqueurs to anyone interested. I whispered a wish to Carl and he grinned at me.

Carl poured me a demitasse of Grand Marnier took a sip and then went to Alyssa. He bent to kiss her red lips and she entered the kiss with him. I watched as he gently thrust his tongue into her mouth and then jetted the sweet liqueur into her. She flowed with the experience and I could watch her savoring not only the liqueur but also Carl’s affection.